Welcome.
Come and settle in.
Find a comfortable position lying down or sitting with your spine gently supported.
Let your hands rest open on whatever feels most natural for you right now.
Allow your eyes to close.
Take a slow breath in through your nose.
And a long,
Easy breath out through your mouth.
And again breathing in whatever you need right now and breathing out wherever you're ready to release.
Let your body begin to settle.
Let your mind begin to quiet.
You don't need to do anything.
Or figure anything out.
For the next few minutes.
Your only invitation is simply to be here.
Bring your attention to your breath now,
Not changing it,
Just noticing the rise and fall of your chest or your belly,
The rhythm of it,
Steady and unhurried.
With each exhale.
Let a little more tension drain from your body,
Starting at your face,
Your forehead,
Your jaw,
The corners of your eyes,
Softening,
Releasing.
Down through your neck and shoulders and down through your arms and your hands.
Down through your chest,
Your belly,
Your lower back.
.
.
All the way down to your legs and your feet.
Your whole body becoming soft and heavy and still.
And as you rest here,
I want you to imagine that with every breath out,
You sink just a little deeper into this quiet,
Open space.
A little more relaxed.
A little more free.
I want you to ask something and I want you to just notice what comes up.
Without judgment.
What is the story you keep telling about yourself?
Maybe something like I'm too sensitive.
Or I always end up alone.
Or I'm the kind of person things don't work out for.
Or perhaps it's quieter than that.
A background hum that says I'm not quite enough,
Not quite ready,
Not quite the kind of person who gets to have what she all wants.
Whatever your version of this story is.
Just allow it to surface now.
No need to push it away,
No need to analyze it.
Just let it be present.
Now,
I want you to imagine that this story has a form,
A shape.
Perhaps it looks like a book,
Worn and heavy.
Its cover familiar,
Its pages filled with narrative you've read so many times.
The words feel like truth.
See it now.
What does it look like?
How big it is.
How heavy.
Hold it in your hands,
Feel the wave.
And notice something important.
You are the one holding it.
Which means you are not the book.
I want to take you back now.
Gently and safely.
To the moment this story began.
Not to relieve it,
Just to witness it with the wisdom you now carry.
Float above your timeline,
Imagine yourself lifting upward,
Light and free,
Looking down at the river of your life moving below you.
Travel back now to the time when this story first took root.
Perhaps you were young,
Perhaps something happened or someone said something.
And a part of you decided,
This is what I am.
This is what's true about me.
Look at the younger version of you from here.
With the compassion of someone who knows what she was carrying.
What did she need to believe in that moment?
In order to feel safe.
She did the best she could.
The story made sense then.
It was her way of making meaning of something painful.
But here,
Now,
From this elevated,
Wiser place.
You can see that the story was never the truth.
It was a response,
Protection,
A coping mechanism that outlived its usefulness.
And you have the power to write something new.
Something different.
Come back now to your sanctuary.
Back to your body,
Back to the book in your hands.
Take a breath in,
Deep and slow and as you breathe out,
Feel the book beginning to dissolve.
Page of softening.
The world's fading.
The weight of it lifting.
You are not your past.
You are not the conclusions you drew about yourself when you were young and hurting.
You are not the story.
You are the one who gets to decide what is written next.
In the space where the old story was,
Allow something new to form,
Not a forced affirmation,
Something that simply feels more true.
What would you say about yourself?
If you started from love instead of fear.
Perhaps something like I am becoming the version of myself.
I was always meant to be.
Or I am allowed to be exactly who I am.
Or simply I am more than the story I was told.
Let that plant,
Let it settle in the body,
Not just the mind.
Begin now to bring your awareness gently back.
Notice the weight of your body,
The breath moving in and out.
The sounds around you.
Take three easy breaths,
Each one returning you a little more fully to this moment.
Gently move your fingers and toes.
A gentle stretch if you'd like and when you're ready,
Let your eyes open softly.
The old story served you for a long time.
You can honor it for what it was.
And still choose to put it down.
That's not forgetting.
That's healing.