My Journey To Spiritual Healing

In this reading Renee shares openly without prejudice her spiritual journey of forgiveness, love, and spiritual recovery. Difficult times when processed can lead to transformation and growth. Love always has the capacity to conquer and overcome fear.

Transcript

I have lost my faith several times during my life.

The first was after a loss of a baby,

The second the loss of my spouse,

And the third the death of a parent which was both sudden and unexpected.

Each loss rocked my world.

I didn't believe that God abandoned me.

I just didn't believe that I was on his favorite list if there was such a thing.

Following these painful events,

I experienced a spiritual crisis and spiritual exhaustion like no other.

During my life,

I have often felt a deep closeness to God.

After these losses,

This vanished.

There was an emptiness,

A shock.

In other aspects of my life,

I flourished.

It was just that spiritual side.

It was like my dirty little secret.

The latest event,

My last,

Most recent loss,

Was pivotal.

My spiritual rock bottom,

My dark night of the soul.

This night was the most painful yet beautiful thing that I've ever experienced.

It started with a conversation with God,

Angels,

Deceased loved ones,

And I exploded.

Exploded in waves and pain flooded.

I felt cracked open.

I hadn't lost my faith in God.

I was lost,

And I pushed God away.

After that night,

I was reawakened to the unconditional,

Radical kind of soul-rocking-your-world kind of love.

That night,

I knew that no matter what happened to me in my life,

No matter what awful events or pain that I would endure,

The love of God was always there.

In my darkest moment,

My heart healed,

And love flooded,

Filling me.

My heart cracked open,

And the light returned.

Reviews

Beautiful! Thank you for sharing! 🤍

Powerful reminder that God’s love can get us through anything. Thank you for sharing.

Just what I needed

So glad I found you on insight timer. 🙏

Tears fell as I listened to your words.. so much more than words your soul , your spirit felt as if it was touching mine . I’m so sorry for your losses .I so related to this and also have experienced deep grief and loss .. my mom first when I was young .And 11 months later my father. I felt I lost my faith.. I was a wanderer from faith . Then I found music and it raised my spirit to feel my Higher Power again. The I lost my younger brother , he had deep depression and anxiety and took his own life.I am healing from this with meditation,music and prayer .. connection . I did also go through deep depression just this year . Yes ,after the dark night of the soul when the light finally shines in , it’s like no other light before. We are truly here to uplift others and be uplifted . In words and actions . Students and teachers . Unity . One love soul sis ~star! 💫 🌟 🌟 ☮️💕

Beautiful very touching, sending you love! ✨

Yours is the first deeply personal and bravely revealing testament I have encountered here. Thank you for trusting and sharing, and may the light always find its way into your soul, revealing the divine within and surrounding us all. These are incomparably difficult circumstances that serve to remind us of our humanity and vulnerability. Words aren’t as healing as a hug, but they are my gift to you from afar.

Yes! Redemption after all the pain.

I really needed to receive this today thank u...Namaste☮💚🌅

thank you for sharing this intimate spiritual journey. it speaks to me and provides me hope that I too will be able to restore my spirituality.