What Is The Reason For The Crucifixion/Resurrection Imagery?

Premasudha makes it so clear how the crucifixion and ressurection experience can happen for each one of us.

We get crucified by our thoughts and self-judgment. When we see this, we stop holding onto limiting thoughts and open up to the truth of ourselves.

This creates the experience of resurrection in our own individual lives. We drop at least some of our personal baggage and begin to live more in truth.

Our biggest hurdle in the West is we have been trained to focus on the outside rather than honouring ourselves. Our true self really is the Creator within.

It can take time to learn how to turn inside. We need patience with ourselves as we learn to change.

Step Number One: Please stop judging yourselves!

Premasudha freely shares her own experience to help us love and accept our own human selves. Her humour really helps the medicine go down! Just listening to these satsangs her can open our hearts and fertilize the soil of our evolution.

Many blessings to you all. 🙏

Transcript

We're calling for grace,

For the Creator's grace,

Amma's grace,

That invisible fertilizer,

Strengthener,

Transformer,

Lover comes to help us as we open up.

We are the ones who wall it off when we do.

But my sincere prayer is that all of you,

That the cells of your bodies open more and more to grace,

Because it's everywhere.

You're made out of grace,

You guys.

So it is.

They're saying Easter,

The resurrection through grace.

You guys,

Seeds sprout.

Do you understand?

Can you see the connection between the crucifixion and the seed sprouting?

We go from,

In the case of Jesus,

He went from life on earth and ascended into heaven.

We go from the seed of being in our ego and we sprout into truth.

This whole world is the crucifixion of living here on earth and then learning all the lessons that we need to learn on this planet and getting past it into a new understanding coming from our time on earth.

Yeah,

And we think we are these individuals,

But we are dream figures.

But this can be very confusing and psychologically very challenging because it actually is,

You know,

In mental illness,

That is when somebody gets lost in a kind of virtual reality.

They lose their connection to the earth plane.

They don't get to enlightenment.

They get stuck in a halfway spot of virtual reality.

Right.

And the answer to mental illness really is a huge embrace,

Coming back down to the ground and surrender to truth because,

As I've said many times in the East,

Mental illness is seen as a transition step into enlightenment.

I know some of you worry about your sanity a little bit.

When we're making steps,

We're going higher,

We can feel very insecure psychologically.

But you're very safe in this process,

You guys,

Because of grace.

We keep turning to grace.

You know,

Some of you have your backs against the wall and you're faced with the need to surrender.

In fact,

This is many of you.

And some of you don't really know how to do it.

Please understand this.

You will be brought to it.

Okay.

It's like many of you need a rest.

Sometimes in our religiosity,

We feel we have to do,

Do,

Do,

Do.

Yeah,

It's the rest,

You know.

There are three stages of the human psyche,

You know.

It's like somebody is sattvic,

They're wise,

They're rajic,

They're busy,

Or they're tamasic,

Which means dullness and ignorance.

So the thing is,

Dullness and ignorance,

Many of us,

Our cultures are running from dullness and ignorance into the rajic approach,

Which is busy.

But we're losing the plot,

So we're losing our hearts,

So we're getting so rajic that we're actually creating more tamas,

We're creating more dullness and ignorance.

It's like when we get so busy that it just becomes meaningless and exhausting.

That leads to a fall into tamasic energy.

It's like somebody who is,

You know,

A professional,

But they're not taking care of themselves,

And they fall in,

They're not taking care of themselves emotionally,

And they fall into homelessness,

You know.

They start drinking or whatever and fall into homelessness.

So many of us have kind of a fear of this tamasic energy,

But you guys,

It's also where Mother Nature rests and pulls in.

You know,

It's like wintertime.

It doesn't look good,

Nothing's happening,

But there's a lot of transformation.

Oh,

I'm getting this big message from the Creator.

Please stop judging yourselves.

Oh,

Please.

I mean,

It's almost like an emergency bulletin,

You know.

Really?

You think I'm joking.

I'm not.

Yeah.

Now,

Please digest this.

This is an emergency bulletin coming from the Creator,

And digest it.

Yeah,

Please.

This is how you will resurrect.

You know,

The experience of crucifixion psychologically is when one's killed really by one's mind,

That the truth of oneself gets killed by one's ego.

And you feel this,

You experience this death.

And in this death,

If you just have kind of an innocent,

Open attitude,

What happens is it fertilizes your true nature.

You stop believing the baloney,

The cultural baloney,

Or your psychological imprinting baloney,

And you move into truth.

You become freer.

You guys,

There is this screaming need for you guys to give yourselves a chance.

To like step back from this mind chatter you've got,

And realize it's not the truth.

The reason primus pseudonosis is I got crucified by my own mind many,

Many times,

You know.

It would seem like the world was ending,

Blah,

Blah,

Blah,

Blah,

Blah,

Whatever it was.

I just was with it,

Kept praying,

And I got resurrected.

I told you I sent a beautiful young woman pictures of me from when I was 55,

And I look older.

And you guys,

You will be able to see the vibratory difference.

And I actually think I'm going to send it to you all because we're Westerners.

I'm also thinner,

A lot thinner.

And it's like I actually think this picture will get through to you more than,

You know,

My words.

Like a picture is worth a thousand words for the transformation possible.

Really,

Just give your true nature the right of way.

Give.

Believe in yourself.

It's like really an emergency about what you're doing to yourself,

You know.

And some of you are really banging up against primus pseudo right now.

And primus pseudo is just being tough as nails.

Because what's banging up is your egos,

You know.

Yeah.

Some of you,

I was thinking about,

I'm going to scroll back to when I started studying with Abraham.

It was such relief to find a gateway into another way of experiencing life.

And there was this incredible golden glow associated with it.

I felt like I'd moved,

You know,

Out of a sort of tiny constricting one room into like a proper house.

I had so much more room for myself.

I was so much freer of the kind of outlook that I'd been running before this.

But I did not know how to evolve.

I thought I did.

I look back and,

You know,

Primus pseudo is pretty critical of a lot of what she saw with Abraham.

And I didn't see how transcendent people were.

I couldn't see,

Like I was so caught in my ego,

It just looked like everybody was caught in their ego.

Except there was one woman,

And when I looked into her eyes,

I saw eternity.

And I told her this,

I said,

I see eternity in your eyes.

And she smiled and,

You know,

But she was self-realized.

That was what I was seeing,

But I had no idea.

Except I felt a little more peaceful around her.

And I had a kind of respect for her.

Okay,

So I didn't know,

I didn't know how to evolve.

But I was very sincere.

So I told some of you that after,

You know,

One summer of endless dancing and everything,

I said to Abraham that I felt like I'd grown like that much,

An inch.

And he said,

Well,

That's progress,

You know.

The other thing was with Abraham,

He was quite impatient with me.

And one level,

He would like validate me tremendously.

And then this other side of him was impatient.

And I look back now,

And I go like,

Of course he was impatient,

Because I was deluded,

Caught in my ego,

And he saw who I could become.

And he was trying to help me.

I got hurt feelings.

And it's like,

Oh,

He's like my dad.

So the reason I'm saying all this,

You guys,

Is just always keep a door open in your minds to more understanding.

Oh,

I can feel this tremendous sagging.

It's sort of like,

Don't ask us to do that.

That's too hard.

It takes too much effort.

It's like,

You guys,

I deeply empathize.

And actually,

If you keep a door open into your mind,

It will reduce the number of times you get crucified.

Because our times where we feel crucified by life,

We're going through hard times,

Are actually because our minds and understanding is too narrow for our souls.

It's like we're wearing shoes that are too small for our true nature.

So the crucifixion is to start feeling the pain of wearing these too tight shoes so that we take them off.

And find a bigger understanding with which to go forward in life.

I know this is very scary for some.

And,

You know,

The thing is that it works like the thing that doesn't work is to hold on to concrete reality with a death grip.

You know,

To the idea that everything,

That the physical is the boss of things.

If you hold on to that with a death grip,

You get crucified.

Because the truth is far beyond that.

What's running the show is the creator,

Bama.

So when you let go of some of your ideas,

Your ways,

That's it.

The energy coming through,

The grace we're all surrounded with,

Will help you do it.

And it's not to fight with your thoughts.

You guys,

Don't do that,

Please.

Don't fight with your thoughts ever.

Please,

Please,

Please.

But just know they're not the truth.

When you look back at the past,

It's a bit dreamlike.

You know,

It's like a dream,

Remembering a dream.

You remember what happened.

And it's like a dream because this is a dream.

I feel the blessings are pouring in.

You know,

There's a great emphasis on self-realization.

Actually,

Any progress at all is so powerful.

It will affect your next life,

Create much better circumstances.

It will make you feel that you're making progress this life.

And the thing is,

You guys,

It's not even in your control whether you receive self-realization or not.

It's just whatever's going to happen this life is what's going to happen.

You know,

Sometimes teaching is like,

You know,

Standing and calling,

You know,

All climbing a mountain and calling down and going,

And don't worry that it's foggy or that there's a lot of rain where you are.

It's okay.

It's really clear and beautiful here.

And it will all make sense.

You'll see the view.

It will all make sense.

And you'll see the loving things.

And you'll see that nobody made any mistake and nobody's bad.

That it's all okay.

That it's 100% okay.

And may this understanding percolate into the cells of your body.

And please understand that that view,

Sort of what we call like at the top of the mountain,

Where it's all beautiful and blissful,

Is the truth of the substratum.

It is the truth of what's really going on here.

It is a truth of where you are right now.

You're in this bliss,

But you've just lost touch with it.

You just can't feel it.

Maybe so much.

And the reason you can't believe it,

Okay,

Wait for it,

Is you believe your thoughts.

Okay.

You believe your thoughts,

And your thoughts come from ego.

And what Premasuddha so wants over time is to help support you having more and more experiences of the creator,

Of the inner Amma,

Of divine grace,

So that it's in your bodies.

So you have a reference point.

You know what it feels like.

Right.

That's it.

That's it.

That's it.

It's like being in Amma's arms,

Being held here.

In great love and grace,

In infinite love.

That is the truth of things,

You guys.

You know,

And we get what we get this lifetime.

You know,

That's why,

You know,

Christ said,

Except as you become his little children,

You cannot enter the kingdom of heaven.

It's like,

Until you realize that it's already happened,

And that basically,

You're just going to be getting your unresolved material coming to you this lifetime.

It's like getting your karma for this lifetime.

It's just going to come,

No matter what.

So you might as well just,

You're like a little kid,

You guys,

Really.

This is why,

Except as you become his little children,

Because we are,

In fact,

Little children,

We're going to get the karma we get.

But if we're like a little child,

We just take what comes.

And a little child,

When something tough happens,

They cry.

And then it's over,

And they go on.

You learn to live like that.

Yeah,

Yeah.

Okay,

So I'm seeing it's like this honey,

This nectar,

Coming to you.

It's,

You know,

I was speaking yesterday to a dear one about her trouble with a nihilistic viewpoint,

Kind of a fatalistic sense of the meaninglessness of life,

And a little bit skewed towards death.

Okay,

You guys,

I realized after that this is what most of us are running on some levels.

Yeah,

This is actually the experience of the crucifixion,

When you actually go right into this kind of nihilism.

It's all hopeless.

It's all meaningless.

That is the crucifixion.

And then the darkness lifts,

And you experience the grace.

Your soul is able to come in and communicate with you.

The more you can see that your thoughts are not the truth,

That they're just reflecting your complexes,

The more room you will make for truth,

The more room you will make to be loved.

You know,

Just as a result of Premasuddha doing such deep work herself psychologically,

When I speak to you,

I speak to you with a very deep comprehension of your psychology.

And when I say things to you,

I'm often speaking about material that is,

Like,

Level 100 in you,

Not conscious.

And that's part of why what Premasuddha says isn't always understandable with your heads.

This is what the satsangs do.

They,

I want to say,

Lift very deep material.

It's like a little bit of a bath,

An energy bath.

That is grace,

You guys.

A bath.

And the dirty water goes down the drain.

Just allow it.

Just allow it.

It's gradual.

It's like I say,

I didn't really understand how to evolve when I was with Abraham,

Because what I did was I attached to him and thought that,

You know,

Somehow he could do it.

But I look back.

It's what I was doing.

I wasn't going really deep inside,

But I didn't really know how to.

It took time.

You guys,

You can only grow in a way that's psychologically stable,

You know?

I mean,

If you do it too fast,

It's very destabilizing.

You do want to take time.

Pregnancy takes nine months.

I'm getting some messages.

It's saying,

I'm getting the message that many of you are carrying heavy loads.

So,

You know,

A lot of obligations.

You know,

But put those obligations on the shoulder of the creator,

Of Amma.

Right.

That is the key,

You guys.

That will bring you to resurrection.

That is the key to crucifixion and resurrection.

Crucifixion is where we got everything on our shoulders.

We think we have to figure it out,

And we will feel like just terrible,

Miserable sinners.

And when we realize that,

Like,

Something more than us is running the show,

We give it over.

That's it.

That's it.

We let grace solve it.

We let Amma solve it.

We let the creator solve it.

In the creator's time,

In Amma's time.

That's it.

That's it.

It's very beautiful.

That's it.

This is,

You know,

The point of the satsangs and everything is to help give you enough safety that you feel you can give things over more.

And really,

It's why I'm stepping back from some of you,

To give you the space to give things over.

Because some of you are doing what I did with Abraham,

Which was like trying,

Thinking that you can get it.

I thought I could get it from him.

I can't.

I got the,

You know,

My journey came through my own heart.

I accessed the creator through my own heart.

That's it.

Remember,

You know,

Archangel Gabriel said,

Tell them the truth is inside.

Now,

You guys,

There's no way around this.

With we Westerners,

We've been so trained to look outside and actually to manipulate others.

It's often very painful when we realize how this doesn't work and we turn inside.

Because all our training is that the truth of us doesn't matter.

The creator isn't so important.

It's things and status and power that matter.

So,

For us to turn inside,

Please have compassion for yourselves.

It is a big U-turn and it takes time.

And when,

You know,

Somebody goes into mental instability,

Like Premasuddha,

You get the,

It's like a surgeon just cutting through and you cut through to the truth of you.

But because there's no,

Oh,

It just gets caught in virtual reality because there's no grounded,

You know,

It's not brought in in a grounded way.

And through human experience,

It just gets,

Goes into chaos.

So,

Actually,

It slowed me down because it took me years to overcome the scar tissue of that whole mental instability time.

You don't have to do it that way.

It's like,

You know,

I can't speak for Amma,

But I would say like her hugs give us a physical experience and so it becomes very safe.

You make the changes in your body gradually.

You get hugs.

It's like a mother and a baby.

You get re-patterned over time,

Or there's an opportunity for the re-patterning.

But the same thing,

Well,

Can happen through satsangs with the transmission of unconditional love.

That's it.

Just as trust builds.

Don't rush it.

Yeah.

So,

Pramasutra is really working today with the ego and with the thoughts and the relentlessness.

I can feel it,

The relentlessness of some of this ego material.

You know what it can feel like,

You guys.

Please learn to give it over.

Please,

Please,

Please.

Please step past,

You know,

Holding on to Pramasutra's words and do it.

Do it.

When you do it,

You will get like a physical experience often.

Of like jumping off a cliff,

You will get a physical shift.

It's like you will get a blue moment,

Like I've talked about the blue moments,

The power.

You get a blue moment where something clicks.

That's it.

And you just build on that.

Endlessly,

Patiently.

You know,

I remember years and years ago,

A channel saying to me that I would really wake up this life and that people would believe me.

It was like people would believe me,

This kind of,

You know,

This suburban single mother.

They would just believe me.

And I was thinking about that.

And I was thinking,

I'm going to send these pictures to you guys.

When you look at them,

You will go,

This woman obviously knows something now.

You will,

Because you will see the complete vibratory change that caused a completely different physical appearance as a byproduct.

Yeah.

It's like a picture's worth a thousand worlds.

And really,

It's the kind of thing that Westerners will pay attention to because there was a loss of weight with all this,

Because as I came out of the ego,

I didn't need the protection.

I didn't need to kind of wrap myself up in,

Yeah.

And also,

I'd had,

You know,

It wasn't that far from menopause.

And I got like a big weight gain over menopause.

But still,

I'd been heavy for a while.

Yeah,

It's like,

Yeah.

Who knows,

We might get standing room only in Germany as a result of these pictures.

I'm kidding.

Yeah.

Guys,

And before I'm going to open for questions,

But I just want to tell you again,

You know,

The way I am with you is the way I was with myself.

So,

Pramasutra was very relentless with herself,

Like I am with you.

So,

I really would see my own darkness clearly,

And I would like point it out to myself.

Do you know what I mean?

I'd see it,

And so then I'd change.

So,

This is why sometimes I'm very blunt about your egos.

Because I was very blunt with myself.

Yeah,

Yeah,

Because otherwise,

You know,

The spiritual journey can get so confused,

You know,

With the non-dual teaching.

Sometimes people just decide,

Okay,

I'm God,

So I don't have to do any inner work.

I'm God.

I knew somebody like that.

It's like,

Oh my goodness,

He's just putting it off for another life.

Sure,

We're all God,

But it's to let yourself become free and express that.

Well,

You guys,

Like I say,

I wish Pramasutra wishes she could do more,

But,

You know,

The creator is doing it,

You know,

Any teacher remembers what it was like,

And so they're spurred to just help,

Because it's so much better.

You guys,

There's one more thing I realized was,

You know,

With our patterning.

So,

We get put,

Little babies get put in different rooms.

They sleep in different rooms from their parents,

And they,

Lots of times with many of us,

If we cried in the night,

Nobody came.

We got an experience of abandonment,

And little kids are,

They're like little Buddhas,

Right?

They're right in their soul energy.

So,

They get experience of,

Well,

God's not there for me.

I have to,

Like,

Put everything on my own shoulders,

And it's like I'm a separate object from everything,

And nobody cares about me much.

Really,

It's like this level.

Now,

Think of a culture,

You know,

In the simpler cultures,

Where the child's on the mother's body for two years.

They get a direct experience of a patterning,

Of being accompanied always,

Just like we're always accompanied by our soul.

So,

It's a great patterning for,

To create a future,

A person who's going to wake up,

Because they have a very early experience of being accompanied,

Never being abandoned.

We never are abandoned,

Really,

But for us,

We may have cried ourselves to sleep.

So,

What happens,

You guys,

This is the key to the nihilism inside we're running.

That meaninglessness,

There's nobody there,

It's like,

It's like death.

To a child who is so,

A baby that is so,

From evolution,

Has been so programmed,

Like,

Say,

To be carried by the mother like that,

To have those patterns interrupted,

The way we do it so thoughtlessly,

It just is like death for the child.

It's like death wins.

The experience of death wins,

Nobody's there,

I'm walled off.

So,

This is where Pramasutha stands and goes,

No,

You're not alone.

But to clear it,

You're going to have to go very deep over time,

Because you're going to have to go down to the baby level,

And it takes time.

Yeah,

You have to be very,

Very patient with yourself.

You have to take,

You know,

Take your patterning in your arms and embrace it and be patient with it,

Just like a mom picking up and holding a crying baby.

You know,

When she's really tired,

She just wants to go to bed,

Sleep,

But she's patiently holding this crying baby.

This is what we have to do with our patterning,

You guys,

That level of patience with ourselves.

This is the,

I'm really knocking on your doors with this.

It is what works.

And as a byproduct,

You will come into compassion for yourself and all humanity.

Right,

Right,

You will.

You just keep going,

You guys,

You will.

You can't help it.

The Creator wins.

Love wins.

We just have to be willing to go through growing pains.

And I feel for you,

Because sometimes like in your trouble,

You might approach Pramasutha and she might push you back.

But it's because you have to bond to yourself.

There's no way around it.

It's like I've said before,

The child has to grow up.

The child has to go through all those steps to growing up.

The mom can't do it for them.

There's sometimes when the child's,

You know,

Crying and going,

Poor me,

Poor me,

And the mom says,

Come on,

You can do it.

You can do it.

It's like that.

That's it.

I saw a mom on the ice rink once and the child fell.

And the mom just made a gesture like,

Okay,

Stand up.

Stand up.

And I was so impressed because I would have gone over,

Run over to my child and Molly called them.

Now I have this mom who just said,

Come on,

You can do it.

Yeah,

The time with you,

You guys can do it.

I know you can.

If you want to.

Oh.

Okay,

Well,

I hope we're all resurrected.

Okay,

Everybody's off the cross.

They're all into their new life.

Why not?

You know,

It's Amma's grace.

It is Easter.

Yeah,

Let's resurrect.

Like,

Let's let a big chunk of unconditional love just come into our bodies.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That's it.

That's it.

That's it.

Good.

Good.

Good.

You know,

I'm seeing a wheezing male energy.

It's weak and it's wheezing and it's dying.

And it's this old male energy we've had.

Men and women.

And it's dying.

It's not going to survive.

And a whole new balance is coming in.

With a strong feminine and a male in support of the feminine.

That is for the women.

That's your healthy spot.

But she's healthy for males,

Too.

If they support their inner feminine,

They listen to her and support her.

And allow themselves to be nurtured by her.

That's the key to men getting this deeper way,

Is to let themselves be nurtured by the feminine in a deep way,

A deep,

Empowering way.

Not,

You know,

Cutting Hercules's hair off.

Not a emasculating way.

In a deep,

True way.

Just like a mom going to a child.

You can do it.

You can do it.

I know it's hard,

But you can do it.

Yeah,

You guys are just blessings.

Yeah,

You're such blessings.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

You bless my life from a sitter's life.

Yeah.

Yeah.

We're all working together with this.

Our souls are meeting,

You guys.

Yeah.

Does anybody have anything,

Observation or question?

And just be brave,

You know.

What's the worst that could happen?

Yeah.

Yeah,

There's a lot of love coming to you.

You know,

Pramasiddha thinks of you during the week so much,

You know.

And sometimes I catch myself like I'm thinking of something to say to you guys.

I'm going like,

Oh,

I could talk about this.

Yeah.

I'll tell them about this.

Yeah,

Really.

Yeah,

It goes both ways,

You know.

Please remember your thoughts aren't true.

Like,

It's like,

Think of like a set of glasses and you might have a pair of really dark glasses.

So life looks like this.

But if you just take the glasses off and you put on a pair that are lighter,

Less shaded,

You just see things differently.

That's how it happens,

You guys.

You just go through and darkness over time gets less and less and you see more light.

And then sometimes the ego really makes a fuss and darkness will come up very intense and say,

It will be like,

How dare you think that it could be any different for you?

How dare you think that this world has love in it at all?

And you just have the courage to take those glasses off and go,

This is baloney.

That's the courage.

Because to the little baby that was crying,

Hungry,

Wet,

Left to cry him or herself to sleep.

It seemed like darkness won.

So we have to,

It's like overcome the experience of the baby.

We have to have the courage to go,

Okay,

This darkness feels so real.

But no,

It's not the truth.

And I'm just going to trust.

That's it.

Because this is how strong the illusion is,

And how hard it is to find in the world,

People who are saying this sort of thing.

So,

You know,

With saints,

Most of them get really famous after they die.

Not that many people put themselves in the company of saints or even spiritual masters.

Because it's discombobulating for the ego.

It's much easier to go to a shrine after they're died.

Or be in an ashram after they've died,

Because there's nobody kind of breathing down their neck and saying,

Oh,

You're going off a bit here.

You're getting lost in your head.

So that's our patterning too.

It's sort of like,

You know,

Make sure these people are safely dead before you start praising them or having to change because of their example.

It's true though,

You guys.

I mean,

I just feel like it's like the emperor's new clothes.

Premasutra is just calling a spade a spade.

I mean,

This is what we do.

And this is the key to religiosity too.

Because I'll tell you,

After they're dead,

There'll be a lot of rules and everything becomes bad and good.

And,

You know,

The egos take over every time.

Maybe not with Amma.

Maybe it will be different.

I don't know.

Inside you is,

You know,

If you can think,

Okay,

You can think to yourself,

Okay,

The child that you were,

You know,

You were wonderful inside and out,

Right?

Really think of it.

Please understand,

Don't let anything take you away from realizing that you were wonderful as a child inside and out.

How could you be anything other than wonderful?

Please live there.

And then realize this child,

That you're still like that inside.

You're still like that.

You're still wonderful.

You're still beautiful inside and out.

You just forgot.

You got persuaded that there was something wrong.

That you weren't okay,

That your child energy self wasn't okay.

Right,

You were.

You know,

Premasutha,

I look back,

I pushed buttons from the time that I was born.

I look back,

Really,

Really.

I upset people just by,

You know,

Being myself.

Really?

Yeah.

And it was the love in me that did it.

And I still upset people.

But it's the love in me.

And,

You know,

Thank goodness Premasutha went this way so that it can be useful for the world.

Because otherwise,

I would have spent a lifetime repressing it.

And still upsetting people because they would be upset by,

They would feel the self-repression and that would upset them.

You guys,

You're just going to upset people no matter what you do.

So just enjoy your life.

And,

You know,

As the world gets more and more intolerant,

You know,

It's like more and more is going to upset people.

So,

You know,

Be yourself.

Premasutha sees your beauty.

I do.

Yeah,

I do.

Right.

Right.

And everything Premasutha does and says is to help free your beauty,

Free this energy.

Even this sending the pictures.

I mean,

I struggled with it a bit.

I thought this is going to,

I'm going to be open to ridicule.

And it's kind of undignified to send these pictures.

But I'm going to do it because it's going to get through to you.

It's like a picture's worth a thousand words.

Yeah.

So I'll do it.

Yeah.

It's kind of like,

You know,

It's radical humanity.

We have to love our humanity.

We have to love our creaturehood and not scorn it out.

But love and honor it.

It's like,

You know,

Amma says she likes it best when people achieve self-realization in old age.

Because it's like the tree blossoming and bearing fruit.

It's a process.

It includes maya,

It's the embrace of the divine and maya,

Not making one more important than the other,

An embrace of both.

You could say,

I'm losing some of you,

And we're going to stop soon.

I'm losing some of you.

But think of it like the divine,

The invisible divine and maya is like male and female.

The maya is the physical,

The physical expression,

The creative expression.

And the divine is the key to the whole thing.

But we need both,

Male and female.

Yeah.

So when you honor your creaturehood,

You get happiness.

It's like when we take better care of our children,

A lot of our social problems will disappear.

You guys take better care,

Honor your humanity.

Okay,

You're human.

You cannot eradicate it and just be divine.

You're going to make very human mistakes.

Your humanness is the vehicle the divine in you is using.

Your humanness is the vehicle your true nature is using to grow.

You are crucial.

Your humanity is crucial to the whole thing.

Our souls couldn't develop the same way they do without this physical experience.

From our soul's perspective,

The whole physical experience is honored,

Black and white.

We have to know what it's like to,

You know,

Do terrible things,

As well as what it's like to be the experiencer of terrible things being done to one.

We need it all.

That's where compassion comes from.

That's it.

Premasuddha's prayer is that may compassion be birthed in you.

May that be your resurrection.

And if you feel compassion already,

May it become much,

Much deeper.

May it become at the level of the baby.

Healing and realizing that they're not alone.

Somebody came.

That's the repatterning a teacher gives,

Is that instead of being lost in the darkness,

Crying,

Hungry,

You know,

Diaper full,

And being abandoned,

Now you get a new patterning of that somebody came.

Somebody came,

And they cared,

And they understood.

That's it.

That was Premasuddha's experience through Amma,

Particularly,

But also Abraham.

That somebody cared,

And they deeply understood.

It wasn't caring at a superficial level.

It was a deep understanding and compassion.

That's it.

That's it.

That's it.

And you guys,

Give that to yourselves.

There is a teacher in the East,

A sage,

And he,

A lot of people used to come and ask for things,

Right?

Just,

You know,

In the village that they needed things,

And they wanted,

You know,

Enough food to eat.

But anyway,

For years and years,

The sage did this,

And what the sage was hoping was that people would get on to the higher level,

That they would start letting go of things and get interested in really developing spiritually.

But they didn't do it,

And this guy actually gave up and died.

He actually said,

I'm going because they're not getting it.

I'm wasting my time.

He didn't speak quite as brutally as that.

But Amma said,

You know,

This summer,

She was,

You know,

Swami basically said,

Like,

Amma's going to lose her,

Leave her body if people don't get more interested.

It is a thing.

It's sort of like a mom who's reaching out and reaching out.

It's like,

It's better if the kids understand the gift of having a loving mother and thank her for cooking a great dinner.

Then the mom finds meaning to get up the next morning.

Yeah,

This is not a demand.

It's just how it is.

Yeah.

And I know that this compassion,

This resurrection and this compassion,

It's there in you.

It's already there.

It's your true nature.

You don't have to go far.

Okay.

Premasid,

I love you very,

Very much.

Yeah,

I really,

Really do,

You guys.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And the love comes to you all the time,

And you've got Amma.

And you have your own souls.

But this one too.

Okay.

Blessings.