Learning To Accept Our Humanity

The Secret Door To Enlightenment Is Learning To Accept Our Humanity. With Premasudha's signature humor and light touch, this audio spotlights the everyday challenges of allowing our true divine Nature into a very human body and life.

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You know we're we're souls but we're also human and we can only get to our souls through acceptance are of our humanity now this is the biggest obstacle to individuals moving into truth because they keep trying to be perfect they keep trying to sort of they've got a box an idea of how they should be and how their life should be and then when it's not like that they feel bad about themselves and resentful to life but we're human please it's messy it's bloody it's like birth you know it's like birth we it's it's not you know the journey is the whole way of coming out of our heads so it it's not going to please our heads do you get that you moving into truth is not going to please your head your head will be screaming that's the gig that's it and you just watch it scream you watch it scream you watch complain and you keep giving it over just give it over not giving it over like mechanistically like i'm going to be perfect so i'm going to give this to god but really heartfeltly like oh please ama please god please help me please i i can't deal with this please and give it over and then look for the guidance that comes because when we give stuff over we open the door to guidance so then we have to listen and follow in meanwhile our head might be giving us all kinds of static so it's hard to follow sometimes but you just keep breathing and just keep at it just keep at it you know it's practice makes perfect think how hard somebody works for a phd you know how much help they need from their teachers and tutors i have a really itchy nose um how much help they need from their tutors and everything and so the spiritual journey is like this we need we need guidance you know the problem for any teacher is students will always come with um their ego machinations they'll kind of come to the teacher with okay how can i make this egocentric dream of mine come true through the spiritual journey and the teacher's going that's not going to work that's not going to work but again it's our humanness so it's like you know i i think this is the power of this work is that it is so profoundly human because i made so many mistakes i could not be anything other than myself i could not pretend and i had a huge ego maybe have more than i want now but what i can say from my experience is if you just keep going your ego will get smaller your connection to truth will get higher and you'll start seeing the point of all the things that have happened to you it's like you know an embroidery if you look on the picture side it's all beautiful but then you look on the other side and it's a mess so this is often what it feels like our lives they feel like a mess but actually from our soul's perspective it it's beautiful you are making a beautiful work of art through your life okay it's interesting all of you really need to get that right okay good this is part of what i mean by acceptance of your humanness you accept the messy threads on the other side of the beautiful picture that's it it's funny you you guys all really need to know this and it's hard for you to know this so you know but it's coming to you through the universe you know the universe is animates me really so you know just think the universe is saying this to you yeah please you'll think of the phoenix it keeps rising from the ashes it's mother nature's mother nature is the ultimate phoenix you know she just transforms everything over enough time you could let yourselves be more of the phoenix we all got ashes sometimes and the point of the ashes is to propel us up i mean that's what we are really ash you know dust to dust ash to ash mm-hmm you know we're not really the people we think we are we're we're presences all of you are immortal presences in human form again i'm getting the need to come in through your humanity i'll tell you how this translates for me when i'm working with people i can see how individuals get caught in their head because they're scared to go down to the levels of grief in them or they're scared to admit some of the dense anger and hatred that's there and it's very understandable but it is very hard to get to enlightenment without a full embrace of all that material it's sort of like um think of drano you know the bathroom pipes clogged you have to declog them and you declog them by feeling this material even if just for a very short time so you know we all have this you know religiosity coming down the lines or i shouldn't say that we all have this um one of the things that humanity has done has been around religion is to create very strict good and bad understanding and we we have a tendency to think hatred and anger are bad and um indeed they're to be transformed i mean i mean if we roll around in them we will have a million lifetimes here on earth you can't deny them or try to cut them out and get to enlightenment i'll tell you part of the reason that there's a level of love power coming through here is because the levels of hatred and anger that i have had to i've encountered in myself and which i learned how to give over i learned that they were not really me the hatred and anger wasn't the premisuda the premisuda is this eternal being and that's what these sad sayings are intended to strengthen in you there's part of you guys there's almost like a a subconscious mechanism going on um in some of you that is is resisting um what i'm saying and it's it's very understandable and it's not it's not wrong either and i'm not suggesting you know rolling around in that stuff i just encounter so many people who are trying to be good and do it right and they're missing the main game which is full acceptance of our humanity we come to god through the mammal and that is why i'm a hugs i'm sure like she i can't really speak for her but this is what makes sense to me when when she hugs the mammal in us feel safe and it bypasses the mind so the love comes through to our bodies and you you can't argue with it uh-huh that's good i'm feeling like today this is really going to help with your self-acceptance which is it's really key like you know i'm virgo so if i didn't come into self acceptance i was going to be very unhappy with my self-criticism right so i really know what a big difference it makes if you can begin to put your arms around yourself and your situation in life and understand that it is the most accelerative place for you to be and it just depends what you do with it yeah you know i feel like when i encounter resistance when with a client or with you guys in the zoom i can feel it in my body and that's part of how i work with it with you so i'm working with you guys but i'm also working through my own body which is telling me about what's going on with you and this will also have meaning for me that's it that's it we all go together you know we're at this place in our evolution um where we're moving from uh total focus on concrete reality and you know things like physical wealth and concrete objects to a much bigger understanding it's more like the human race as a whole seems to be moving towards you know having at least one foot in the idea of you know the divine existence of our true natures and one foot in dealing with the physical world and in this era it's like a quantum leap for humanity there will be a very deep focus on relationship and also on thoughts and feelings inside the individual so it will be a move from this outward focus to more of a more complex experience of life and more differentiated and softer in a way more feminine with the relationship and um lodging with awareness of that we're here that we're divine beings here having a human experience so we're at this very insecure spot where we're the human race has got one foot on the ladder going up and you know there's um i don't know some of you have heard me speak about it it's the michael teaching it's not our uh it's not like the angel the archangel michael it's um the michael teaching and i got onto it um when my son was had leukemia had the miracle healing and his teaching kept saying to me you know your your little child is actually an eternal soul and it's up to him whether he lives or not anyway um they say that right where we are it's kind of the most dangerous spot uh for in the evolution in the sense of a certain number of species don't make it and then they have to be re um reformed in another in another way another you know like another animal being sold this will probably take some suspension of belief for some of you to go along with this but it's just i'm what i'm wanting to is actually expand your minds because as you expand your minds it will be easier for you to accept yourself you see i mean ama says that there's a tremendous need for um our minds to become more broad to open the doors and windows of our minds because actually our narrow minds make it really hard for us to accept our humanity see we're less likely to get caught in bad and good if we understand that the human race is just it at this point of um evolution and so you know according to this michael teaching what happens if the species fails then um it it's just reformed it's like uh the souls will come in through another body and you know my sense is that the human humanity our strength and weakness is our ability to problem solve we're really good problem solvers so we have a tendency to just avoid prayer and just try to solve things ourselves and it's sort of getting to an extreme right now with the artificial intelligence and everything but you know it's like no matter what happens we'll be fine i mean you know we'll just we're eternal souls i mean this is just a dream but the thing is the the key to our evolution and our success on this planet is accepting our humanity you see we're there's this great focus on technology and what's happening is our the human experience is increasingly being more and more disallowed more and more um um undervalued trashed and this is my concern because with you guys you you you do this to yourself a little bit because this is our era i mean it just looks like machines are better than us it's hard sometimes to just really value your your human heart and your human experience and your experience of your own flaws and frailties yeah so you see our trouble accepting ourselves there's a there's a a larger reason for it all it's not just our personal trouble it's widespread but the thing the longevity of the human race is is really the number of people that turn and come into their hearts that turn and embrace their humanity as well as their soul energy right but just notice what's going on in your bodies it's it's my feeling is there's this deeper understanding wanting to come into all of your bodies you're all wanting this obviously you know you're here and it's almost trying to get a foothold in your body you're trying to it's like connect up so that the spiritual journey becomes less theoretical yeah there's this point of connection um it's sort of like two trying to come but it's like missing a bit yeah but we'll just sit here with it this is what it's like you know we're not machines that's it that's good that's it that's good that's it that's it yeah you're all moving towards making a connection to this bigger understanding some of you feel that you that you probably aren't doing this that you're not really that you're not good enough really you divine beings you know how could you not be good enough you know really how could you possibly not be good enough ah that's that's the key how could you possibly not be good enough no i'm asking you it's like really you're a divine being in human form like you're an eternal nature like hello yeah that's it some of you are very used to being disappointed you know when this energy comes in it it will bump you up but also it will start then you'll start clearing the next level of complexes do you know sorry it's a bit of a marathon you know you just have to keep going i mean what else can we do we either do it this life or the next mm-hmm some of you especially one person who's just used to being disappointed what i've noticed as i've proceeded is that my life gets much much much gentler i get treated better wherever i go anywhere i get treated well i didn't used to physical support comes without any struggle at all and it used to have a lot of struggle attached to it and i see the beauty in everyone and even if you know someone this will make you laugh i live in this building they're quite a few older people and there's one very nice gentleman who's married who's married to a nice woman but he's he's got a heart of gold and i recognized it so i was very effusive to him like hi you know yes name's ian and you know what happened his wife thought that i was going after him and like they thought that i was trying to oh my god it's like it's 70s and 80s and i'm going oh my god this stuff still goes on um but you know when i when i would greet them after they were they showed some distress about this i it didn't affect how i felt about them it didn't affect how that i felt about them so i just kept being my warm self and this whole thing has dissipated so you know it's a really kind of stupid example it's almost embarrassing you know but you you don't have any axe to grind um and you you don't have stories about people uh-huh so you meet them fresh uh-huh yeah every time you see them it's fresh i don't know if i can maybe i can uh i don't know if i can unmute you guys because i'm i'm um wanting to know if you have any input but i don't know how to do this i don't know how to unmute you can you unmute yourself i think i've muted you all you can unmute yourself okay yeah okay good okay good does anybody have any questions or comments oops does anybody have any questions or comments at all i promise you that i wanted to ask a question you talked about we're used to being disappointed yes and i just wanted to know what you meant talk more about that maybe okay what do you think i mean i forgot to put my mic around um but it's hard to trust and why would it be hard to trust if disappointment is a recurrent experience then trusting that deserving more or accepting more i guess yeah i mean i mean i don't know how many times have our friends maybe disappointed us or you know even on the journey you can think that you've really cleared an issue and then it comes again and it's like oh you know lord don't give me another mountain kind of feeling you know and it's like oh i'm still i'm still faced with this is there really a god or is it just you know but the thing is it'll just be the next level of your clearing because you've had you know almost says we've had a thousand lives or so so we might clear an issue on one level but there's another level beyond that disappointment in even you know marriage right but then we have to think that you know in marriage what happens is our issues come up the other person's really there to bring up our issues in a way you know and when we see darkness in them it's you know it's also darkness will be caring and then the discomfiture in the relationship then makes us actually face that we're carrying this darkness and and and face the issue through the situation of the marriage i'm feeling i'm not quite finding you guys where it's like uh a hesitation this is this is it's all good did that help dina at all my my answer wow yeah you know in partnerships we will get somebody who reflects our level which is why they say you know become the best you can be and then you'll find the person who's the best for you i'm kind of uh i'm hitting a fear of change again this is just the humanness yeah it's funny i feel like i've lost you in a way i can't um i can't find you oh right now yeah laura thank you um i can feel myself pull back because i'm trying so hard to be a good girl but i have a similar situation going on with my managers where i live and i wanna hide and not engage with them at all and when you said a fresh start every time you see them i can't imagine that and i don't want to be a victim but what i feel as you're talking this knife that just went in and was going deeper and deeper and deeper to this rage and hatred that goes way back and has nothing to do with them right or my or my parents or god knows how far it goes back um the gift is having compassion and acceptance for the part of me that's feeling that rage and the hatred and being able to scoop it up yeah you're you're sweetie pie you're you know that part like having compassion for the hatred and rage and scoop it up and it's like you're your mind's boxing it you might have to walk around in hatred and rage for a week you know this is what i'm talking about with part of yourself you're walking around in hatred and rage and you're chanting your mantra and you know that it's just a clearing you're in a situation that it you know looks like these people but it's just a clearing so you you sort of you do it all you go through your life and you you know you're nice to people and you are at the same time clearing levels of hatred and rage and you just do your best and if the hatred and rage overflows sometimes you just you know correct with the person apologize and step forward like i am not encouraging rolling around in hatred and rage but you guys it's just like what i was talking about with the shaman with the you know putting people's their their their poo on their face until it dried and flaked off i know it's kind of shocking imagery but it's what i'm talking about with when this hatred and and and stuff comes up it is like this poop and it will just dissipate and as it dissipates you will discover your souls in a whole new way you will start tapping into your true nature and your compassion for yourself and an understanding of yourself and others will skyrocket yeah it is the hardest thing that westerners have i mean i don't know about other races but i i certainly see it in westerners and again it's not that i'm encouraging this stuff and don't go looking for it you know keep your focus on on god but keep your focus you know and but don't try to fix this stuff because the more primal emotions are the blocks to your soul do you get it it gets more and more primal the closer you get to your soul and the whole spiritual journey is is developing enough enough equanimity that you become enough of a container that you can go through your life even as you're feeling this stuff you see this is the stuff that you know with the non-dual that people don't talk about and this is this i think is a disservice i think we have to talk about this and understand that this is part of the human experience and you can't come to self-realization without feeling this stuff i love i love your analogy of the embroidery how one side is getting more and more beautiful and the other side is getting more tangled and messy that's exactly what's happening yes right laura that is exactly what's happening exactly okay good oh good does anybody else want to speak right alex i just wanted to say that um this is really helpful because i was i was thinking similar things in my mind as both um the last two two comments described um hearing you talk about meeting people fresh and thinking oh that would be so wonderful and it feels so impossible right now um yeah so feeling like okay i'm i'm i go through heavy emotions sometimes and i'm trying to give it over but it feels mechanical sometimes and sort of boxed in and um i i feel like i can't quite articulate what i'm what i'm trying to say in my comment yeah just that hearing you expand on all of this right now is is feeling helpful like it seems like my brain's not quite computing and getting it all but like something's happening yeah so i just wanted to say i feel yeah alex and and i'm i'm going to say something to alex but it's very universal so i i want you to like think about it so alex it's like what i wrote to you on the email you understand that your injured child is you right now you are in your injured child it's you it's not separate from you it's not something that you can really like fix see what we do is we over and over again we stand on a wall and we observe ourselves and we try to fix ourselves that is ego the truth is when you really realize that you are your injured child right now and you watch yourself you feel your feelings you watch your actions and you take it to heart like you would love a child like love yourselves love yourselves like you don't have anybody else there's no one else who's permanent in your life you're the only one who's permanent alex you're the little girl who struggles right right right and when we get that we go into deep sorrow at how separate we feel from the universe from how separated we are from the intelligence in our own hearts how much we wallowed off and we start tapping into god we start tapping into our souls but like i said for us westerners it's hard for us to get down to it often like i had to be slammed on the head by life so many times to get down to the sorrow so this is why it's like my my life is like just to help people do it in a gentler way yeah it's like trying to it's like the the it's sort of like trying to give you guys hugs hug you into it right see we run from ourselves so hard we think that if we can't be that we can't we won't be able to survive in this world in our true energy and our child self couldn't he or she was dependent on the caregivers and you know but the universe can show you how to survive in this world by just being true to yourself and it's by feeling these deeper emotions the deeper sorrow for one that clear the channel to the to the creator you know i as a young person i i remember walking to school so i was about nine or so and i remember feeling really clearly that i was going to live a very long time and also that i was going to have a very hard life okay so my choice was to stay unconscious and have a really hard life in the outside or to wake up and have a hard life internally as i faced these blocks to connecting to my soul do you see so there would be some days where i'd wake up like and and the pain would be so intense and i would just be with it say my mantra you know do what i could to help myself i would i would walk my dog and then i'd it would clear and i would be bumped up my understanding would be bigger my compassion would be bigger yeah what i find is especially you know that because we're taught to be in our heads we can stand apart from ourselves in an alienated way and try to observe ourselves but that's kind of the ego when you the real the one that really works the one that the you know spiritual teachers are talking about is coming from a a bonding with yourself where you bond with yourself and then observe yourself or you observe how hard it is for you to bond with yourself how hard it is to love yourself but you guys you are your work it's you you're never going to progress higher on the journey than your relationship with your with your human self and with your true self that's why muktananda said you know the answer is you and you know you look at ama's okay again again westerners were really trained to um deal with like kind of the corporate mentality and you look at ama's example she was just wildly loving she just served loving she rocked all these boats she put up with so much criticism and attempts on her life but you know what happens is you know you know sometimes we're in the ashram and and and we were we're just going along with ashram life and we might be following all the rules and and going to all the meditation everything but if we're not wildly wanting to embody love we can just have a very corporate experience of of our spirituality right right now this is where because this is the prevailing winds right now over the earth this corporate stuff when we come to our humanity we we don't like it we think there's something wrong we even do it like birth i mean uh you know uh women have to be like in shape three weeks after they give birth like you know it's cool to go to work uh three weeks later you know have three kids and then have a fourth and then go to work three weeks later and it's like that's just crazy from the human perspective that's just how you raise really alienated people you severely interrupt the mother bond you you make it uncool to you know spend time with your children you make emotions uncool you know we're just creating alienated automatons yeah this is what i'm talking about the broaden your mind when you start seeing what's going on more you you you end up just giving yourself more permission to move into truth and you know the struggles you you experience are all coming from either your childhood or previous lives so how is that your fault really it but it's just your homework that's all it's like you're responsible to allow the healing but it's not your fault do you know sometimes when we're feeling this dense material we we blame ourselves so you know in fact it's it's the opposite it's like you're you're heroes for even going near this stuff for even thinking about allowing it to clear alex how are you right now um i was feeling maybe slightly numb that hey okay did you hear that maybe slightly numb like that's bad or something that's good the numbness is coming up to be cleared we have to know we're numb we're numb the numbness is coming up to clear it's in the process of clearing good work start a student thank you now after you know you'll feel you know if you put if your feet get cold and you put them in a pail of hot water they'll sting so when numbness is clearing all of you guys it stings a bit it hurts a bit uh-huh right until you make peace with the next level of feeling that's being shown to you you know you're you're embracing yourself so you're embracing the numbness and then you will feel what the numbness is is covering up and then you'll have to sort of make friends with it like allow it you know just like it's sometimes easier to stay numb rather than notice how sad we are or how scared we are or how critical we are or whatever so we just numb out to the whole thing right i i think i i've been feeling a lot of fatigue with how much how many uncomfortable emotions have been coming up lately and i've been like you know in a very kind of motivated like okay i'm gonna do it i'm gonna face these and feel them and um and i i yeah i think i've just been getting tired like okay um okay you see i think your ego gets in there your ego gets in there okay i'm gonna face these and feel that like you guys that's just the ego it's just be be with things you know go like you're unfolding so when you feel something it's just the next layer that's coming up on the process of your unfolding don't get your mind in there i mean can't you just be with it and and and and and maybe i don't know write a poem or something but not get in there with uh that's what i'm talking about the place on the wall standing directing things it's like don't do that it's just your ego trying to grab it and trying to make you go round in circles right right actually i think you're hearing this at the level that's going to be helpful and i feel like you might even feel dizzy for a few days as you sort of see what you haven't wanted to see in a way alex i don't want you to i am hoping you don't spend years with the ego grabbing your journey you know please please really take what i say with some seriousness you know like i mean i've been saying variations of this to you for some time yeah how you feel is how you feel it's like when you've committed to the journey what happens is you commit to the journey and then you just feel what you feel and you are with yourself and you you know do what you can for yourself find a creative outlet or anything but you're not don't separate yourself the answer is you okay yeah i think i think i'm getting that yeah i feel you know i feel like it's time that you it's time for you to get it and when i feel like this with people then it it actually is reflecting that it is time do you see what i mean i'm just picking up your own soul some your soul saying it's time you got it it's like don't waste any more time yeah okay listen the journey's like this you know i mean i was uh i got so much correction from my teachers you you have no idea i was like the slow thick resistant student truly it true and you know okay so notice if you feel like a bad girl with this like this is what i'm talking about you guys because you're not it's you've turned up and you're letting me get a the scalpel it's good the fact i can say this to you it's good i think your problem is you wouldn't know what to do with your mind if you really got what i'm talking about and that's kind of the resistance it's sort of like oh what would i do actually you just love that's what you do you would love yourself and you would love others oh yeah that that really helps yeah i have felt that like well what do i think about then what how do i what you do is you think about god or say a mantra or ask you know dialogue with your soul it's like the thing is sweetie that it has to get captivating to bond with your soul or you just won't you guys we get what we're most interested in so i mean if we want to keep distracting ourselves we'll do that and if we're really interested in the soul we'll we'll do that yeah you know alex you could be whole this lifetime lifetime like a whole complete person like move into wholeness you know we can read i'll tell you i i once went to somebody and and they said something that was really accurate they said about me that i would tend to read i would do a lot of spiritual reading and i would read about it's like i would read about it and then i would do it i would bring it into my life it's really how i progressed it's like i'd read about like self-realized people i go i want to do that i'm going to do that and and what would happen is i would get books coming to me with often my next step and i go i'm going to do this we're really self-propelled you guys there's nothing stopping your movement but you it's it's it's how much you're really interested in it and sometimes it takes some years on the journey to get really interested in it but what happens with the years and the journey you just start seeing that nothing else works and that you keep walking into walls if you you know if you if you get really um attached to desires and other people that um without your connection to self you just find yourself walking into walls your whole life or staying really shallow so we're at an hour so i just wanted to if people have had enough you don't have to stay like some people saying it's too long but i i want to make sure that everybody gets what they need and if people want it to go longer we can go longer you guys all feel a little bit on the fence to me a little bit on the fence about this deeper journey about yeah that's okay that's okay you know i'm helping to broaden your minds and this will give you things to think about and that will make the journey easier really in a way anything that disrupts our point of view is helpful because it makes us think of ourselves and our experience of life differently you know we're all in our own dreams so for my dream i'm in my dream and all of you are aspects of me and for you guys you're in your own dream and you know myself and all the rest of us are aspects of you and we come together in unconditional love that's where we meet because the truth of our beings is all it's just all love and this does not compute to the ego which was formed to defend us against love and the ego really thinks it's helping us by keeping us away from our truth it sincerely does and and really what happens on the journey is the ego gets smaller and then the ego actually starts to love god and as it starts to love god it starts dissolving that's how it works there's well i'll tell you this might help there's a structure to the journey which is there's the initial opening and right at the initial opening you have a choice whether to continue or not then there's a midway point and again you have a choice whether to continue or not and then you get to the point where you start the self-realization and at that point that is when ama starts to get very personal with you she will give you very personal emma or any any teacher will will give you very very personal guidance and then you just at that point the ego starts trying to help you now the joke is you know at first for the first half the ego's trying to stop you from feeling your true nature when you start crossing over into the process of self-realization where you cannot turn back then you're on it you cannot get off the journey you your ego starts to help you but the joke is it's very clumsy in its attempt to help you like it's ludicrous i mean it's better than when it was really fighting your soul but its helps are like a clumsy very clumsy and inaccurate and then what happens is the ego starts to fall in love with the soul and it starts to dissolve and that's basically the structure of the journey right across and i just am personal with everybody because we need it i feel we need it we need to have a sense of being loved by somebody outside our family as many people as possible outside our families really i mean that's what ama does for us and the you know i heard ama say that you know if a teacher's too tough then the students can't hold on it's like they can't they they lose trust they can't hold on so it's kind of a walk between being supportive enough and to be helpful um without over indulging egos because i'm just speaking from where i am i i feel like i'm in the process of this ego dissolving like for my ego even gets how loving it is but i'm not fully self-realized so i'm just speaking from where i am doing the best i can i just i the the broken hearts i can't stand it so i do everything i can to encourage and support and witness and you know you guys i think you know if more of us don't do this i think it just could get so terrible here on the earth you know i think the human race is a bit slow to wake up you know but we have immense power it's like with my son you know with the leukemia i mean man he i remember opening the door for something else to happen and you know with the leukemia and then later when i was faced with loving myself i i i had a similar moment it's like i knew exactly what was going to happen if i continued the patterns in my family i was really aware that it wouldn't particularly work for me and things would get worse for my sons if i tried to repeat it especially because underneath i knew better so i opened the door for something different to happen and so this is the way my life's gone i'm not just a neurotic person i opened the door for something different to happen we can do it at any stage of our lives just open the door to allow more love in to allow more self-forgiveness in and remember as ama keeps telling us we are not doing it you are not doing it your soul is doing the whole journey your soul's doing it that's why she talks about well it's not just ama talks about you know sitting on the train with your suitcase on top of your head that that that and and and this guy was sitting like that and he was asked why he was doing that and he said well you know my my suitcase has to make the journey too and it's like it didn't have to sit on his head it could he could just put the suitcase down it's like basically god is taking care of everything we're not in control you're not in control you weren't in control of when you your human self was not in control of when you were born and it is not in control of when you die and it's not in control of what goes on in between mm-hmm right so all you can do is be here like a little child knowing that there's someone else running the show and just like you know a parent when the child's biddable and doesn't throw temper tantrums the parent's more likely to stop for ice cream it's the same principle with god really the more we are humble and open the more rewarded we get the more more miracles happen the more our life softens you know i myself have been by far the biggest obstacle than anybody in my life i am my biggest obstacle always have been and even that's not my fault because they come from other lives and came from my conditioning so i just do the best i can just like all of us and we're the only ones judging us i feel like you've begun to make this connection to this bigger understanding and um we'll we'll work with this again and i'm hoping to have these every two weeks there seems to be real interest and i'm getting emails asking for this so this like makes me very happy and we'll just keep going and you know we're all bumbling you guys but you've turned up we're we're opening to truth we're opening to love we're wanting to bring more love into our lives into the earth plane that's about as perfect as a human being gets you know it's self-realization you know there's real human perfection but before that just wanting to embody love and share it is as perfect as you can get it's a hundred percent it's a plus plus plus plus so don't worry about what you find in yourself that you know you know you're a hero if you if you deal with that shadow material you know hitler could have been a christ figure you know if he dealt with his shadow material if he hadn't got caught in the shadow christ had his 40 days in the desert of facing his temptations you know and what was it temptation to be king of the world or whatever it's duality dark and light and they're both needed it's all good it's like a mom has a baby the baby poops the poop is as beautiful to the mom you know it's beautiful because it's part of the baby that's what it's like with with from god to us it's like we're just beautiful we can't do anything wrong all we can do is slow our evolution down that's it all of you are so much more wonderful than you you know you just even as human beings i'm feeling you know the quality of your humanity is much better than you know you know the most loving people don't feel loving because they're always face to face with their own resistances they're you know the resistances that are coming up to be cleared so they don't realize how actually loving they are okay well does anybody just before we go have any questions or comments may you all feel loved please from my heart to your heart may you please know that you're loved

Reviews

Thanks a lot for beautiful speech. May we All feel loved❤️

This was such a great session! I’m grateful to you all for sharing and expressing. I can relate to the stories, analogies and emotions expressed. It definitely makes me feel in good company. The trust in god in uncertain times and love in our hearts to guide our way is all we need.
My husband is most definitely a reflection of me. It’s something I have grappled with, to stay or go. But I’ve set my sights and heart on staying to face me in all my glory, to hug me and love me through it all. We definitely need each other to get through the lows and to celebrate the highs. Thank you Premasudha. Lots of love and hugs. 🙏🏾🌸🙏🏾🤗❤️🤗