Welcome to this guided meditation.
My name is Marielle Smith and I'll be your guide today on this journey into the Akashic Records.
During this visit,
We'll be looking into our witch wounding,
Where it came from and how we might heal this wound this lifetime.
Those who are familiar with the Akashic Records,
Please bear with me as I briefly explain what the records are.
We can describe the Akashic Records as a metaphysical library where information about our souls and their journeys are archived.
With the right tools,
And this guided meditation is one of those tools,
Anyone can tap into their own Akashic Records and access information about their own soul and its specific path in each of their lifetimes.
During the visit,
We'll be asking about contracts,
Vows and soul fragments,
So I want to introduce these to you as well before we start,
So you know what to look for when these questions come up.
Contracts and vows are promises made on a soul level,
Meaning they'll stay with us when we reincarnate into our next life and the next.
A contract is between you and another soul,
And can,
For example,
Include what you will and will not do near or around this soul during the next lifetime you're both reincarnated.
A vow is a promise you made to yourself about something that often starts with I vow to.
For example,
I vow to never do X again,
Or,
From now on,
I vow to always do Y.
Once we're aware of a contract or vow,
We will be able to revoke them and free ourselves from the hold they had on us and replace them with vows and contracts that empower us instead.
Soul fragments are the parts of us that we have fully disavowed,
For whatever reason,
Causing our souls to become split.
These fragments can look different ways and can have many different colors.
They can even look like different versions of us,
Like the person we were before we disavowed this part of our soul.
For healing to occur,
We have to reintegrate these fragments back into our souls.
Now let's start the journey.
Place one hand or both on your heart.
Breathe in deeply,
Through your feet,
Feeling yourself connect to Mother Earth.
Breathe out through your heart space.
Then breathe in deeply through the crown of your head,
Feeling yourself connect to the cosmos,
To the universe.
Breathe out through your heart space.
We'll repeat this a couple of times.
Breathe in through your feet,
Feeling that grounding energy enter your body.
Breathe out through your heart space.
Breathe in through the crown of your head,
Allowing yourself to expand.
And breathe out through your heart space.
Breathe in that Earth energy through your feet.
And breathe it out through your heart.
Breathe in the sun,
The moon,
The stars,
Through the top of your head.
And breathe it out through your heart.
One more time.
Breathe in through the feet,
Embracing the body.
And breathe out through the heart.
Breathe in through your crown,
Honoring the divine within yourself.
And breathe out through the heart.
Now breathe normally,
Whatever that looks like for you right now.
Imagine yourself in a quiet place.
It's the safest place you can imagine for yourself.
It can look like anything and be anywhere.
You can reach for the stars if that's where you imagine a safe place to be.
Settle in.
Take a few conscious breaths.
What do you notice?
What do you see?
How do you feel here?
Have you been here before?
Keep breathing in and out as you take stock of this safe,
Quiet place.
What's in there with you?
What about it makes you feel safe?
Write it down if you'd like to.
Now imagine the air in front of you starts to shimmer.
And a crack begins to form.
A crack that turns into a doorway.
What does that door look like?
Is it old?
Is it new?
Is it ornate or plain?
Does it look sturdy or not at all?
Have you ever seen a door like this before?
Place your non-dominant palm against the door.
If you're familiar with the Reiki symbol for distance,
You can use your free hand to draw it on the door now.
If you don't know or remember the symbol or aren't sure how to use it,
That's okay.
I'll draw it on the door for you.
If you're feeling any trepidation at this point,
Remind yourself that it's safe for you to see.
The records never show us something we're not ready to handle.
Now we'll speak the portal prayer twice.
During the first time,
You repeat the words out loud after me.
The second time,
You repeat the words silently to yourself.
When I open my own or someone else's records,
I address Source.
If you'd rather use the word God,
Universe,
All That Is,
Or something else entirely,
Please replace it when you repeat my words.
Here we go.
I remember,
This first time,
You repeat the words out loud after me.
I ask the highest divine Source to surround me in a circle of white light for protection and strength.
May I be joined in my intention to expand my soul,
To remember who I really am and why I am here as it is written in the Akashic Records.
I ask the record-keepers at the highest divine Source at the highest divine level to allow me to open and read the records of me for this purpose.
Only the Light is welcome here.
May I be open to receive God's helpful,
Sacred and empowering guidance.
So it is.
Now we'll do this one more time,
But this time you repeat my words in silence.
I ask the highest divine Source to surround me in a circle of white light for protection and strength.
May I be joined in my intention to expand my soul,
To remember who I really am and why I am here as it is written in the Akashic Records.
I ask the record-keepers at the highest divine level to allow me to open and read the records of me for this purpose.
Only the Light is welcome here.
May I be open to receive the most helpful,
Sacred and empowering guidance.
So it is.
Now push open the door,
Step over the threshold and say the words My records are now open.
You are now inside your own Akashic Records.
If,
And this happens,
You find yourself outside a building of any kind,
That's okay.
Sometimes it takes more than one try to get inside the place we need to be.
Just ask,
Out loud or silently to yourself,
Where you can find the entrance to the building and how to get inside.
Take note of what your records look like.
In my experience,
Everyone's Akashic Records look different.
Not all records look like a library and not all records are actually inside.
I once read the records of someone whose records were a giant tree and the shelves storing their books were carved into the trunk.
What is more,
They can look different depending on who is accessing them.
If I've read your records before,
There's a chance that the records you've just entered do not resemble what I see upon opening yours.
Did you enter into this space where your books are kept?
You might not have,
And that's okay too.
Sometimes when we enter,
Our record keepers have the necessary books ready for us.
And other times we have to request them or go on a little search.
If your book,
The book you'll be needing during this particular visit,
Is ready for you,
Move to where it is located.
If you're not near your book yet or if it's not in the same space as you are,
Tell your record keepers that you're here to find out more about your witch wounding and ask them to bring you to the right book or for them to bring the right book to you.
By now,
I hope you have the book you'll be needing during this visit in front of you.
What state is it in?
And how old is it?
Does it look well looked after or is it falling apart?
Is it complete?
Are any parts missing?
And was it already open when you found it?
Now you'll be asking some questions.
Whether you repeat them out loud or silently to yourself is up to you.
Here's the first one.
In which life did my witch wound come to be?
In which life did my witch wound come to be?
Let the answer come to you whichever way it needs to.
If you've dropped into a past life or a particular moment in your current life,
Pay attention to what's around you.
What do you see?
What do you hear?
What do you smell?
What do you sense?
What do you know about this life or moment?
Write down whatever comes to you.
Now ask the second question.
What happened to me during this lifetime or moment?
What happened to me during this lifetime or moment?
Again,
If you're in that life or moment right now,
Take note of what you see,
Hear,
Smell,
Sense,
Know to be true about this moment.
And keep doing that for every question we'll be asking.
During this visit.
The next question you'll be asking your rackets is Is this the only lifetime I developed my witch wound or did it develop over time across multiple lifetimes?
Is this the only lifetime I developed my witch wound or did it develop over time across multiple lifetimes?
If your witch wound developed over time,
You might want to ask why you developed this pattern and what lesson it's trying to teach you.
Now it's time to see whether you made any contracts or vows around your witch wound.
Ask Have I made any contracts or vows around my witch wound?
Have I made any contracts or vows around my witch wound?
If any contracts and or vows are coming up for you here,
Write down the wording as exact as you can.
Now ask your rackets Have I disavowed any parts of my soul due to my witch wounding?
If you have,
Take a good look at it or them.
Can you tell which part of your soul you disavowed here?
And why?
If not,
Ask your rackets exactly what part of you you disavowed and why you felt the need to do so at the time.
Now envision this soul fragment in front of you and allow for it to be reintegrated.
Imagine how it re-enters your body,
Your soul and becomes one with you again.
Don't stop until you can no longer feel the difference between you and that fragment,
Until it's fully reintegrated into your being,
Until your soul feels more complete.
We're almost there,
Only a few questions left to ask.
Ask your rackets Aside from any contracts,
Vows or soul fragments,
How does what happened to me then affect me today in this lifetime?
And now ask,
What can I do this lifetime to heal this wound?
If the initial answer to this question doesn't include any practical advice,
You can follow up by asking,
Is there anything practical I can do this lifetime to heal this wound?
And now for our last question,
Is there anything else my racket keepers wish to tell me today?
We'll now be leaving your rackets,
So step away from your book and please repeat the closing prayer after me.
We'll say it only once and we'll say it out loud.
Here we go.
I thank the racket keepers for all the wisdom,
Healing and information given during this reading.
May the healing and wisdom I received here today continue to help me for as long as they are needed.
In gratitude to the Akashic Rackets.
So it is.
Now envision yourself closing that door we opened at the very beginning of this journey.
Once it's closed and you're back in that quiet,
Safe place,
Say the words My records are now closed.
Take a deep breath in and a deep breath out.
Allow yourself to slowly come back to yourself,
Then take a moment to write down anything you haven't yet.
Thank you so much for going on this journey with me today.
I hope it has brought you clarity.
If you came across any vows or contracts that you wish to revoke,
Please have a look at the instructions.
And keep in mind you can replace each vow or contract with as many empowering ones as you might like.
There is no limit to how many vows or contracts you can invoke once you've revoked the old ones.