Lately I've been noticing how different it feels to be in my life because of how different I am.
I think you realize when you start clearing away all the internal blocks you had to things that you wanted or visions you had for your life.
The way I've started to see it is that,
You know,
I can only speak from my perspective,
My human perspective,
But this is what I feel to be true,
Is that we have these dreams in our heart.
We have these ideas about our life and what we're meant to do and the things that we feel called to do.
And I think there's few of us that have the opportunity to go after those things at a mental blocks.
These ideas,
Stories,
Beliefs,
Thoughts about why,
What is in our heart,
What we know on some level is meant for us.
These blocks stop us from experiencing these things that we know are true.
And these mental blocks,
They can be so strong and so real and so ingrained,
So deep.
They can be very,
Very,
Very hard to remove,
To break through.
And they are tricky and manipulative.
So where I'm standing in my journey is in a place where a lot of those blocks have been removed.
And now the things that maybe felt so far away or so impossible or these things that I blocked myself from,
They've made their way.
The blocks have been revealed.
Part of this journey is seeing those blocks,
Being able to identify them for what they are and understand that they're not real and that they don't really have any power over you.
And that what you really want to experience,
What you really believe has meant for you,
You come to see that it really is meant for you.
And the only thing that's ever been in your way,
The only thing that's ever been between you and those things is your mind,
Is your mind.
And so when we do the inner work to reveal that and to heal those blocks and to move ourselves to the other side of it,
It's like living a whole new life.
But the only thing that's different is your internal environment.
That's the only thing that changes,
But then your whole outer world changes.
And it's such a beautiful experience.
It's such a beautiful experience.
It's hard to even put into words what it feels like,
But I'll try because that's what I do.
It feels like stepping into a new dimension.
It feels like it was so simple because it was actually so close to you the whole time,
But it never felt as close as it was.
Your mind can make things feel so far away and so impossible,
But when you clear that,
You realize how close you actually were the whole time.
It was never so far away and it feels simple.
And it was always so simple,
But the mind makes it feel complex and hard and impossible and like it's never going to happen.
So you realize that those are the games of the mind.
They're the constructs of the mind,
But they aren't real.
The life that you really want is right there.
It's so close to you,
But your mind will make it seem so far out of reach,
But it's not.
Because as soon as you clear the internal block,
The thing is just right there.
It's right there and it was always right there.
It just didn't feel that way.
That's what I've come to believe.
So this inner work that we do,
That's why it's so important because we can be stuck behind these blocks forever.
I mean,
I imagine many people never clear them.
I imagine many people go to their grave,
At least in this life.
Maybe they do it in many lifetimes.
I don't know.
Maybe that's part of why we come back.
I don't know.
So many questions.
I don't have answers.
Just a theory.
But they go to their grave having never truly lived what's in their heart.
Never truly lived and experienced what they felt was meant for them.
It was always,
Oh,
Just a dream.
That's just a dream.
But it wasn't just a dream.
It was your blueprint.
It was your guide to your life.
And we're meant to listen to it.
That's what we're meant to listen to.
Not the mind.
We're meant to listen to the heart and the spirit and the intuition and the guidance and the love and the joy.
That's what we're supposed to follow.
But so many of us go our whole lives ignoring those things,
Thinking that that's wrong.
But it's so,
So right.
That's what I'm sitting in tonight.
Just had this like rush of clarity and understanding and just really wanted to say it and share it while I had it fresh,
Fresh on my heart.
Okay.
Thank you for listening.
I hope it was helpful.
And if you feel called to write a review or ask a question or connect with me,
I'm always open to that.
Namaste.