Sweet people.
Let's play into this lovely energy field and hold each other as we go in today.
We're talking about stories that came in through this little book,
A Journey to Remember.
The one I wanted to tell you about today was the story where I woke up and heard we nearly lost you.
But before we go in my treasures,
Let's just get settled.
Let's connect our energy and whatever it is,
It will help support you at this time.
May that come towards you.
Open your heart,
Your intention,
Your mind.
Towards that or whatever it is that you would love to bring in to welcome into your life.
Imagine it like a stream.
Or a lovely way to also see it is like a pathway of light,
Like a flashlight ahead of you.
When you shine a light ahead of you,
It's because you want to go in that direction.
And because you shine your light,
The light that you're holding,
In that direction,
That direction illuminates and opens up.
It makes it a little easier for us to walk in that pathway because we can see what's going on and we feel confident and comforted because there's more light.
Think of it like that.
So whatever it is that you want to open up in your pathway of your life and your journey.
Imagine that you can do this,
My treasures,
Just with your intention,
With your heart,
Your field that is electromagnetic field,
Your thoughts electromagnetic as your heart.
Where you are now for a moment,
Let's take a deep breath in and bring our collective energy in in the most powerful way that we can with the deepest,
Most sincere heart intention to hold each other Whatever it is that you are opening up,
Just hold that with you in such a sweet and tender way.
Imagine that we're offering all of this into this light,
This being that we are casting our awareness towards.
Are you ready?
Let's take a deep breath in,
My treasures.
And then a long,
Slow out-breath.
As you drop,
Drop,
Drop your shoulders.
Smooth the skin on your beautiful face.
Relax your jaw.
Soften your tummy.
We feel held right here,
Don't we?
Feel how the arms of gravity are holding you so securely.
Drop a little bit more of what you're carrying into that.
Feel as if you are being hugged.
If there is a comforting energy that is being placed around you now that says no matter how you hold yourself,
I will hold you.
Imagine divine is speaking directly to you through the arms of gravity.
And because we can absolutely trust that.
Soften your tummy even more and drop,
Drop into that moment.
We open our heart.
To each other.
Whatever it is,
We can radiate into this collective field.
May the beam of light that will support you in your own unique way may it touch your heart and soul.
May you feel that as an activation,
An opening.
That brings within you a deep sense of assurance and peace,
Comfort and knowingness.
A feeling that you are known.
That you were loved beyond what you could fathom.
This truly is a gift for us to awaken that memory.
So that we don't feel so lost and alone here.
It is very chaotic,
My treasures,
Being in this time space.
That it is so that we can awaken.
It's a rattling and a shaking up of note for us to see.
Let's see it.
Let's begin to open up our awareness to all the possibilities of light,
Love,
Grace.
Flow and ease.
Companionship,
Compassion,
Collaboration.
Those heightened energies and frequencies.
We hold them.
We see their yearnings and their longings.
And they yearn and they long inside of us,
And that is an activation.
Feel that.
And send that into this pathway of light ahead of you.
Though my heart know my soul.
May this be.
The pathway ahead of me.
May it illuminate in the most incredible way.
At my heart and soul.
That being of light can walk lightly within it.
And to be felt.
Held securely.
To find me with such confidence.
We are being held.
We feel that in our mind,
Our body,
And our soul.
Beautiful you.
Which had a deep breath.
And it must have been through you.
Wonderful,
Wonderful thing.
So as we connect into the space now.
A little story that I want to tell you that is a real life story.
It's exactly what helped me to realize that there is so much more.
That I had always known this and felt bereft of it,
With a deep longing and sadness of frustration so often.
Really deep irritation as well,
Especially as a child.
That I'd lost something that I couldn't find and I didn't know where it was.
That I was yearning for something that I couldn't remember.
This is a very deep and very sincere ache that we hold within us.
And because we hold it.
All the time,
It's just there as an undertone.
It keeps that part of our story open.
Because we're constantly worrying about it or agitating in it or aware of it.
Sometimes we just move along through this life with ease and grace and flow and it's fine.
We don't really think too hard about that.
But when the difficulties come in and the challenges come in to challenge us,
That is when we suddenly remember.
Could that be a setup?
Could that be the setup,
The means by which we are being awakened?
That this that we are experiencing that is smashing and crashing into our awareness is helping us to become aware.
Could that be a possibility?
It is a possibility.
Could we recode it?
Could we make a new contract around that?
Can you believe we can?
That we can reframe it,
Recode it,
Rethink it,
And make a new contract.
That the setups don't have to be hard impacts.
That really shake us in such an awful way that it's almost impossible to remember all these subtle connections.
It becomes much more challenging to stay attuned to the tune of light and love that is within each and every one of us.
So here we go.
Let me tell you about that part of the story.
I have shared with you that there was a very challenging time in my life.
It came to the point where I had to have a hysterectomy.
So that I could save my life.
So that is what I did at the tender age of 29,
Which is so young.
And just.
Throughout all the possibilities of me having my own precious child,
Which is my deepest longing from the tiniest of girl.
In that.
Was absolute.
Knowing that this was the end of the road.
That part,
As devastating as it was,
To make that decision,
It came just as a flash.
There was no agonizing,
There was no,
Maybe this,
Maybe that.
It was just like,
Yes,
This is where we go now.
It was so clear,
It was like someone put a hot knife through an ice cold chunk of ice cream and it just went slicing right through and separated the two spaces,
The one that I'd been living in and the other one that was already there.
Already part of the design.
But this one was to be no longer.
And this one was to be here and made available because of the slicing.
Brutal and as painful and as hard and sad as it seemed,
There also was for me a deep knowing,
A deep assurance that there was something that I had to pay attention to or for some reason that had to come in now.
Now in hindsight,
So,
So many decades later,
I realized that it stopped me from playing this game of in and out,
In and out,
Back and forward,
Trying,
Not trying.
Disillusioned,
Delighted,
Back and forth,
Back and forth.
That's a very static and a very messy energy.
For most of our lives,
We play in that because we're always trying to get what we want instead of hearing what it is that we are here to be part of.
This slice was a very clean cut.
Let's save this no longer.
You are not to play in this.
It is not available to you.
It's off the table.
And now this is the new reality.
The sobering of that was huge,
But the comfort in that was also huge.
Then I had an amazing gift.
So when I went in for the operation,
I just surrendered.
I was in that frame of mind that I was just completely in the space of complete surrender,
Trust,
And allowing.
Whatever this was going to be,
It was going to be,
And that was the burden,
That was the story,
And I was going to be okay in it one way or another.
When I came round,
Lying in my bed,
There was this man sitting right next to me holding my hand with all the gear on.
I sort of sleepily opened my eyes and looked at him,
And he says to me,
We nearly lost you.
Didn't quite register what he said.
And I'm sure I said something lovely like,
Oh,
That's nice.
And went back to sleep.
When I woke up again,
He wasn't there any longer.
But the pain in my chest was so bad,
It felt like I'd been trampled.
By every single creature on the planet had stood upon my chest and that every bone was broken and felt like that.
Later on,
I realized it was probably from the pedals that they used to try and get my heart to start again.
I can't remember the whole story.
For some reason it's being blocked and it makes me very miserable that it's being blocked.
But I remember the feeling of euphoria and delight that was so incredible,
So exquisite.
It is like I stepped into pure bliss.
And just for a little while,
My entire being was bathed in the light of pure divine light energy.
However long I was away and in that space.
One never really knows.
Every cell in my being was filled up with an energy vibration that was so beautiful,
So light-filled.
When I came into my full awareness,
Everything just sparkled.
Everything sparkled.
Everything that I picked up and touched and everybody I could just see the light and see a lot and everything and the people around me and heal the stories.
It was just so clear.
It was like there was no space in between that was confusing and muddling.
It was just an easeful,
Open,
Clear,
Clear,
Clear space.
I had a hilarious girl next to me,
A girl called Michelle.
Oh.
And she laughed and the two of us laughed so much that we popped all the stitches on our hysterectomy card.
Because those days they did it that way.
It was a great long cut.
Wasn't as gentle at all.
Laparoscopic type delightful things.
Being catalysed all the time.
We put these stitches and we laughed so much.
Everything was funny.
It was hilarious being here,
Being human.
She was just a very funny soul.
And I think my laughter was just so ridiculously joyful that we couldn't stop laughing.
So it was a wonderful experience,
That feeling,
That bliss,
That clear,
Open,
Light energy,
Being immersed in it,
And it stayed with me for a long time afterwards.
I still have fragments of it,
And I can see light off people's hands and bodies,
And I can see it off mine when I'm working with people.
So I still have elements of it,
But not the full capacity that I had at that time,
Which was so lovely.
And I just think,
Oh,
I want that back.
I don't want all that other stuff.
I just want the gifts.
Just give me the gifts,
Darling.
I want that.
It was so beautiful,
Though,
To know that and to feel it,
To experience bliss.
And that was the only word that I could say that came anywhere close to what that was.
That knowing was that we are.
Divine beings of light and love.
There is no doubt in my mind.
We come from the highest vibration of light and love.
Where everything is this dazzling pathway of light,
This openness.
We are part of that.
We're not just people who can view it now and again through these near-death experiences or whatever we have.
It truly is who we are.
We have these windows that open and give us a glimmer and remind us.
And then we take a breath and we breathe it in as deeply as we can.
And we go,
Okay,
I remember,
And now I go forward,
And now I continue to do my journey.
This is so important.
That moment that comes in,
We can find it even now.
We don't have to have extreme situations like near-death experiences and all these things.
Although if you listen to that,
You will understand so much more.
If you have never listened to any kind of story about NDEs,
Near-death experiences,
Go ahead and do yourself a big favour and don't listen.
It's truly phenomenal.
And across the board,
People are saying very similar.
Things about the experience because there is a reality that is beyond this so-called reality.
There is a world and we are that world.
We come from it and we'll go back to it.
For everything that is happening to us right now,
Everything that we're involved in.
All the sadness,
All the hardship and trauma that we are noticing and feeling smashing into us.
It is so that we can have this experience.
Not easy to have this experience,
But we did say we would be part of it.
We said we would have this particular experience so that we could have that experience.
It's when we know the contrast that we truly get the point of it all.
The two hands come together.
In the oneness.
When we stay out here,
We stay out here,
This and that,
And we play back and forth.
It's like we're jugglers throwing this up and then trying to catch it with that and switching it around.
It's exhausting.
You have to keep your eye on the ball all the time.
The ball,
Not life.
If we could just stop that and realize that this is an opinion,
A way of life.
And this is also.
That this is story that we're playing in right now.
So that we can see,
So that we can choose something else.
The one gift that we have is our free will,
Our sovereignty and our free will to choose.
So this playing out here is the stage the great production was set up so that we will choose my loves.
So that we'll choose.
How will you connect your hands and bring this that you know and this that you long for?
How will you merge those two fields into a oneness?
To a reconnection that is so beautiful.
That brings you right back to your center.
How could you do that?
Consider this now as we open our energy and our awareness into much higher and higher frequencies.
They're coming in as light codes.
So if you can say to yourself,
These are the codes that are waking us up.
This is the light that's being brought back into the space so that we can see.
But we have got the great responsibility of choosing how we want to continue as a species.
Do we want to play in the this and the that,
The pain and the struggle?
Or can we just come into an agreement?
And find ourselves right in the center,
Merging these two fields into our oneness.
Finding ourselves right here aligned with all that is and reconnected.
Could we do it that way instead?
And everything that you're watching and everything you're seeing,
Everything that's being pushed into your awareness that says this is the way it is,
It's not the way it is.
It is the way it's being represented or shown to you so that you will be timid,
Frightened and angry so that you cannot think.
So you stay in survival,
That very low depressed energy.
We are being asked to wake up,
To choose something else.
And I know with all my heart and soul,
The other frequency is filled with the energy of pure bliss,
Pure light.
Where there is something that is absolutely beyond what we can fathom.
We are getting ready to hold it.
We must get ready.
I don't know if you ever listened to that darling Abraham Hicks.
She's so fabulous.
I remember listening to one song long,
Long ago,
And she was saying,
Let's get ready to get ready,
To get ready,
To get ready,
To get ready,
To get ready.
And she said that for about five minutes or 10 minutes.
It was like,
Are you kidding,
Lady?
But that is exactly it.
Get ready to get ready.
Because something's coming.
Something's awakening and it's here.
We are right on the cusp of it.
There is a doorway and opening,
A pathway.
And we can choose to go through that space and all the pain.
That is going to urge us towards what it is that we would choose.
The more pain we go into and agree that is how it is because life is hard and life is this great torment and suffering.
If we agree to that,
Then that is what it is.
But if we remember the other thing,
That's something else.
And please.
Leave me with all my heart and soul.
I could never share anything with you.
There was not an absolute truth.
This awareness of bliss is us already in it.
We already know this.
We've just got to remember it.
The depth of our sadness and yearning and longing is the height of the night.
Deep desiring that we have to open that up.
It is this that activates and the moment we choose and come into that place in the middle,
We find ourselves in another pathway.
That this can be what it is.
And there will be many that will still find their way.
There will be this because there is always this.
This is the eternal essence,
The divine,
The Christ consciousness,
The highest vibration of light and love.
It simply is.
You don't have to deserve it.
You are it already.
You are that.
We have come in as light workers to seek it with all our heart,
To open the doorway,
To put that flashlight on,
Cast it ahead of us so that it can help many to awaken and see and find the way.
If there's nothing else you do in your life.
Yearn for the bliss,
The experience and the memory to come back.
And then let the light of your deepest yearning memory Let it go ahead of you in the pathway that you are creating.
These are going to illuminate pathways,
Activate the mycelium fiber optic light.
Flashing down these lines,
Opening,
Awakening,
Reactivating,
Coming home.
Coming home.
It's just the absolute best.
A hunter can sit well with you and you can feel how important it is right now to choose this other path.
To remember who you are.
So lovely you.
Let's take a deep breath in my treasures.
Long slow out-breath.
So happy that you're here.
Thank you for your light,
Your love,
Your kindness,
Your compassion,
Your passion.
Activate it.
Remember who you are.
And let's see where we go.
It's a wonderful journey.
Is and so are you.
Thank you for you.
