It Is Right Here

The day comes and we stop in utter exhaustion - no longer can we continue to just pursue and do, perform and achieve. Our incessant activation to validate our existence drives us to this point of depletion. We surrender our performing, doing, conditional and reliant energy. At this point, we may feel as though we do not care any longer. Weariness and depletion of our resources bring us to this stopping point. At this moment we find ourselves on the brink of our magnificence.

Transcript

So here we are in this beautiful space.

We find ourselves coming home to who we truly are.

We honor this beautiful heart that is holding us.

Heart that beats and gives us life.

For as long as we are meant to be in this beautiful human being,

We will be experiencing this life through our human form and through all our senses.

We will be connecting and colliding as we reflect back to each other who we truly are.

And all the while,

While this is going on,

This body is holding us and supporting us.

This earth is holding us and supporting us.

And this heart is beating.

And there is always the heart's desire,

Calling,

Calling us to pay attention.

And we speak of this to our friends and we say,

I wish it could be,

I would love it if,

I cannot not be like.

And we hold this energy here of the heart's desire.

And think now what a wonderful gift it is that deeply embedded in this heart is a code that asks us to seek for it,

To reveal it to us.

We have the key and it is this code.

It's deeply embedded in our being.

In all the times and all the years and all the journeys,

This heart has never stopped calling for what it deeply longs for.

And we translate it and experience it in our own lives now.

And we say,

I wish I had more peace or more harmony.

I wish I had more companionship or kindness.

I wish I long for.

And we translate it into our own space and we seek evidence of that and we try and make it happen.

There is a lot of frustration in that because we are not the creators of this.

We are already in creation.

We are stepping ourselves outside of it.

And then we long for it.

We yearn for it,

Look through the window and wish we could have it.

And the lies and the deceptions that have been brought in through advertising say,

If you had this,

Then you would have this,

If and then separation,

Duality.

And it's not a truth.

We have the desire and we've always had it.

It is the spark of energy of life and we hold it in our heart.

It does not call for activation in this life.

What is activating in our life is reminding us what it is that we are holding as a desire,

But we are playing with it the other way.

Instead of using our life situation to say,

Oh,

Because of this,

My heart desires and I remember that feeling.

There was something I was meant to remember and I remember it,

But we drop the energy of it and we say,

Oh,

If only,

If only it could be,

If only I was good enough,

Pretty enough,

Rich enough,

Whatever enough,

Then perhaps I could attain it.

We throw ourselves right out of the creation circle then because we do not believe we're good enough.

And yet this heart keeps asking,

This heart keeps pumping and beating and giving us life and this is try again,

Try again,

Try again.

Until the day we suddenly realize that we are holding the life force energy in us,

We are holding the creative energy in us.

Creation already exists.

There's no pursuing and doing that is required from us.

We are to hold it as a miracle,

A new life.

We are the holders of this new life.

What is your heart desire?

And take it away from things and people and places and situations,

Money.

And we hear what it is that we are to ask and hold and believe in and then say to our being because it is awakening in us,

It wishes for us to awaken it through us,

Then we must take the step and I deserve,

I give this to me,

I deserve.

We collapse the vortex again and we say I deserve it when,

When I have accomplished this,

When I've shown up that.

We place it into conditional dependent energy and then we're outside again,

Outside looking in and then the heart beats and says,

Seekless.

And all the while we are trying to pursue and do and reach it but it's right here,

It's right here.

And then one day we simply stop because we've become so tired of our doing and pursuing.

We simply stop and we agree that we are the holders of this creative life force and our heart has never forgotten it and because we are the holders of it and we can feel it in our being,

We can imagine it with our imagination.

Because we are holding it,

We are it.

It is in every cell of our being,

Bone,

Muscle,

Marrow,

Nerve,

Tissue,

Fiber,

Every atom of our being.

The creative energy is me.

And now for once in the weariness of pursuing and doing,

I drop down to the space and simply relinquish all my efforts.

And in this moment of sitting down,

Sitting still,

It might feel like I've given up.

But what I truly am,

What I'm doing here now is I'm surrendering,

Surrendering my performing and doing,

My validations,

Conditional reliant energy.

And I sit here for a little while,

Perhaps feeling a little tired,

Battle worn,

Weary.

I relax deeply.

It feels as if I just don't care anymore.

We try and switch off that button,

I don't care.

And all the while the heart's still saying,

The care is within you.

You've got it already.

Just come home to it.

Come back home to your heart,

Your essence.

And when we have rested because we've given up,

Surrendered a little while,

And we start to feel refreshed once again,

And here we must observe ourselves very clearly,

We will collapse the vortex again if we start pursuing and doing,

Accomplishing,

Validating.

It is here that we truly want to make that mind heart switch.

I'm to hold this.

I'm to hold gracious space.

I am the gracious space.

I hold the beat of all creation in my heart and my soul.

My imagination awakens to it and all thoughts translates it into this dimensions of reality.

My mind contrives ways to help me to see it and show it to myself.

But if I agree that I hold it and I no longer need to reveal it to myself,

I no longer need others to tap,

Tap or knock,

Knock upon my door to reveal it through reflection.

I simply am the one holding it.

It is being given to me as a gift and I open my throat,

My willingness to receive and know this absolutely as my truth.

And I begin to see what it is that I'm imagining.

There is nothing that I am imagining that is not being given to me as creative energy.

What you can imagine is going to be so different to what I imagine.

It is a unique whispering into our soul.

See this,

Picture this,

Imagine this,

Vision it in,

See it,

See it within you,

Create it by being it,

Holding it.

It creates itself.

Life in the womb creates itself.

It is creation.

I am creation.

We hold it.

Mothers know this.

They hold it.

The earth knows it.

Gaia holds us.

Feel this beautiful embrace,

This reassurance around you now.

And let this beautiful being of yours relax deeply into it.

Feel a piece of this in your mind,

Your body and your soul.

We tap into our higher awareness now,

Opening up clear voids,

Clear audience,

Clear sentience,

Clear cognizance.

And this is just the beginning.

Our imagination is free.

I release the five senses of my mortal form from having to hold me and pursue and do.

I open my awareness to possibility,

Potential.

I am the holder of this potential.

I am magically holding it inside of me.

And the field of attraction around me,

Mind and body,

My electromagnetic field,

Entertains it and the energy comes towards it.

I create a place for this energy to unfold in this dimension.

I open a little space that no longer resonates with despair,

Despondency,

Terror,

All the anxiety of our human life.

And it is a deep inner stillness.

I'm simply holding it in this deep inner stillness piece within mind,

Body and soul.

I allow,

I gently hold and all is well.

I am in the stream of all that is.

There is a great peace within me,

Deeply embedded in the heart and dropping down to the secret chakra between the heart and the solar plexus.

I unlock the door that has been waiting for me for eons of time.

I remember how to get here and I drop into it the most gracious,

Comforting expanse of space at the very center of my being,

At the very center of all that is.

Clarity all around me.

Calmness and peace.

And I rest deeply here.

All is well.

All is unfolding perfectly.

I do not seek evidence for this.

I do not depend on the world and the news and the relationships around me to show me this.

I know it from deep within.

All is in creation.

I am in the very center of it and I see it clearly.

There is a deep peace in me.

We are the ones to bring the circle to completion here.

All the striving,

Surviving,

Endeavoring.

All the struggles and the hardship.

All the performing,

Pursuing,

The doing.

Now we are at the still point.

We are still within.

And from this point all potential exists.

The code of the creation is in my heart.

I begin to feel my heart's desire.

I begin to hear it.

Not as an anthem of despair and longing,

But as truth echoing in this place of pure potential.

Bring this energy into your second chakra.

Let it strengthen you in this beautiful body as you hold the significance of yourself,

The magical qualities of your creative being.

Feel the strength of your hips and this body that can do and create and play and feel and express.

Feel yourself standing in your truth.

Standing in your light.

And when we come home to this place there is no more seeking for that which is outside of us that is already here.

My heart,

My soul,

My divine being is truly grateful for this.

Feel the blessing of this now moving through your beautiful being,

Anchoring you in this earth,

In this life and in this wonderful opportunity to witness ourselves in transformation.

What a wonderful time to be here.

And all I ever had to do was come home to me to ignite the spark of creativity that is deeply embedded in me.

And now I hold it within the deepest honor and love and respect for all those who went before,

Who survived so that we could come to this point.

I hold this energy as the point of the beginning in me,

To create this point of beginning in all life.

I deeply honor,

Love and respect my human form.

And I deeply love and embrace my light being,

The part of me that holds me and breathes into me,

Informs me and guides me in every single moment of this existence in this human form.

And we bring these two beautiful fields of energy,

These vibrations of our life and the vibration of our light into one beautiful stream of awareness,

The very center I am.

See yourself now in this beautiful chrysalis of light.

Imagine what your beautiful energy being looks like as the luminous fields and radiant light dances and swirls and flowing vortices around you.

See yourself as your whole being,

Magnificent being of life and light.

And then see yourself in your life,

This life,

With this personality and with those who are sharing this life with you.

And see this as the greatest opportunity,

The greatest gift.

Nobody is coming in that is not meant to be in your realm,

In your journey.

I can simply hold this energy so that it becomes the possibility for those with whom I connect.

Beautiful you.

And we gently take our breaths and let ourselves come back to this time,

This place and this beautiful body.

Become aware of the time of day and the season,

The year,

Sensing the temperature.

And think about your senses of your human being and thank them for bringing so much information into your form,

Informing this form.

And now may you begin to transform through this form in the most creative and most delightful way.

May your life hold you and support you and bless you every step and every breath and every beat of your heart so that this life will be your most significant life.

That this role that you are in,

The most delightful role and bringing it into completion,

Perfection.

Many blessings to you here my treasure.

Thank you for you.

Namaste.

Thank you so much love.

Reviews

Moving. Transformative. Realese. Thank you for you ❤️🙏🏾

Amazing! Thank you so much, Joy!

Deep, subtle, beautiful. Thank you Joy x

So magically healing and recharging!!