Dropping into a place of rest,
A place of space.
Letting the body and the heaviness of the body find its place in the ground.
And letting the heart and the light of the heart find its place a bit above the ground.
Perceiving both forces,
The heaviness and the lightness within.
And slowly tuning your eyes,
Your hands,
Your love,
To this more subtle realm of you.
Perhaps traveling back to that time when you dared to be vulnerable,
Sensitive,
Open.
And allowing yourself to soften,
To become a child again,
To trust.
Perhaps imagining all the possible colors around you,
Offering themselves for you to play with them,
To combine them.
It's like the whole universe of possibilities before becoming something.
Connecting with the energetic field of that space,
Before anything becomes.
Connecting with this world of possibilities,
Being held in your own heart,
So wide,
With infinite options.
And from this place of infinite options,
Perhaps allowing yourself to be attracted to one color,
The feel of those colors.
And in your heart you can start drawing with your favorite colors,
Whatever you like to draw.
Allowing yourself to dance,
To celebrate as you draw your own drawing.
Letting that drawing be a deep expression of yourself,
A shameless expression of yourself.
You don't need to show it to anyone.
You don't even need to keep it for yourself.
But what is in you that wants to drive and draw life exactly as you imagine,
Exactly as you feel in the deepest place of your heart.
Whenever you feel the mind coming in,
Whispering this is not possible,
Then see if it's possible.
To draw your own shape,
Your own life,
With your own colors.
Perhaps you come up with a very specific shape.
Perhaps it's just a feeling,
A color.
But just letting it be true,
Be real.
And then there are all these people who love you,
That are slowly arriving near you.
And you feel this trust,
This confidence within.
And for once you try to overcome the fear,
The shame,
And keep on dancing and coloring all around.
As these people whom love you get closer to you.
How it would be like to whisper,
To scream,
To draw,
What you dream of to your beloved ones.
To show your world,
Your vision,
Who you really are.
Still in this joy of being who you are,
And connecting with this wish to spread this joy around.
Now you yourself want to go out to the streets and meet people which you don't know.
And bless this joy to share your drawings,
Your colors,
Your inner beauty.
And surprisingly,
They smile.
They recognize that same wish within,
Shy,
Hidden,
But there.
And as you move around,
There is this spreading joy.
Slowly people want to dance like you,
And draw on the sky with their favorite colors like you.
And for a moment they drop their worries,
Their watches,
Their concerns,
And join you in this dance of the heart.
This expression of your inner beauty.
And you find yourself playing together with others.
People whom you love and people whom you don't know.
Starting to interact also with nature.
Suddenly discovering this aliveness within each being.
Touching the trees and the stones,
The river,
The grass,
The sky.
Coloring everything.
Making it alive,
Through,
Connected.
And just for a while seeing this world from within.
Daring to perceive the aliveness in everything.
Just as it is with anyone with eyes.
With memory.
With a sensitive heart.
Taking a moment to feel and find a way to express gratitude for this aliveness in everything.
A moment of just breathing together with other humans and other beings.
Including the stones and the earth.
Just for a while relaxing into what had been for so many thousands of years.
Connectedness.
Cooperation.
Care.
Respect.
Slowly observing everything and everyone around.
So happy.
You know this belongs to you and to everyone.
With this joy and this gratefulness in your heart.
Slowly coming back to this body.
Gracefully lying down in this hole.
Relaxed.
Alive.
And find a way to simply be with your own heart.
Its own colors.
So unique.
And so connected.
Remembering this love for intimacy.
Perhaps bringing your hands into your heart.
Enjoying the warmth of your hands into your heart.
Connecting with the back of your body.
In touch with the ground.
Like a big soft hand.
Holding your light.
