Facing Fear With Compassion

There is a tremendous amount of uncertainty in the world at the moment, more than many of us have seen in our lifetimes. Join author Elizabeth Gilbert as she talks about how we can meet our fear with compassion, and why now is the time to remember that humans are creative, resourceful, and resilient.

Transcript

Hello,

Insight Timer,

And hello everybody.

This is Liz Gilbert,

And I've been invited to talk to you today a little bit about fear.

I was more than happy to accept this invitation because you see fear and I are very,

Very old friends.

We've been walking together side by side for pretty much my entire life.

We've actually never spent very much time apart.

And so you could say that I have come to know fear pretty well,

Learned to work with it,

Learned to be intimate with it.

There are some things I've learned about it that I'd like to share with you if it would be helpful.

So as I am recording this message to you,

The world is facing the coronavirus pandemic,

And a lot of you,

Understandably,

Are feeling deeply frightened.

The primary thing that I want to tell you today is that it's okay if you're frightened.

It's okay,

And it's completely natural.

I don't need you to be some kind of hero right now.

And I definitely don't need you to play the role of some kind of perfected spiritual master who is able to glide through the most violent and shattering upheavals of life without so much as flinching.

As far as I'm concerned,

You can be whatever you actually are right now,

Authentically,

Afraid,

Anxious,

Nervous,

Unsettled,

Or frankly terrified.

To me,

It makes perfect sense that you would be afraid.

There's a tremendous deal of uncertainty in the world right now,

More than most of us have seen in our lifetimes.

As my friend,

The great writer and translator Stephen Mitchell,

Has said about the way destiny can change the world in a heartbeat,

First they pull the rug out from under your feet,

Then they pull the floor out from under the rug,

Then they pull the ground out from under the floor.

And now you're getting somewhere,

In terms of understanding how unpredictable and frightening life on earth can feel.

And human beings,

By our very nature,

Do not do well with unpredictability and uncertainty.

So yeah,

A lot of us are anxious right now.

And that's okay.

It's natural.

And I also want to make something clear.

I'm not here to underplay this threat or to tell you that nothing bad is going to happen.

I don't know what's going to happen.

Nobody does.

That's the problem.

And I'm certainly not here to say that all of this is just temporary,

So shake it off,

Or that it's all just an illusion of consciousness so it's not really happening at all,

So you can just live in the moment with joy.

I don't know if any of that is true.

I don't even know if I can do that.

I do know for a fact that whenever I have been afraid and somebody told me to just shake it off because it was temporary,

Or that I should just live in the moment in joy,

Or that this is all just an illusion of consciousness,

I have kind of wanted to punch that person in the face.

Those words never comforted me when I was feeling anxious and fearful in this moment,

So I will not say those words to you.

What I do want to say to you is this.

If you're afraid right now,

I love you.

I see you.

I know you.

I am you.

And I love you.

If you're afraid,

You and I are the same.

If you're in fear right now,

You're not experiencing anything that I haven't experienced in my own life,

Indeed,

That I might be experiencing right now.

If you're feeling fear at this moment,

I want you to know that I consider you to be my beloved friend,

My family member,

And all I really want to do is wrap you up in unconditional compassion because I know how hard it is to navigate the incredible,

Intense emotion of fear.

And how would I like to wrap you up in unconditional compassion?

Well,

Imagine this.

Imagine if I were in the room with you right now in person and it was just the two of us,

And I could see that you were lost in a deep attack of fear.

I know what I would want to say to you.

I would want to say to you things like,

I'm right here.

I'm right here with you,

And I'm not going anywhere.

I have nowhere better to be than right here with you right now,

And I'm going to stay here with you through this.

And I want you to know that I don't need anything from you.

I don't need you to be brave.

I don't need you to be a grown-up,

A leader,

Transcendent,

A badass.

I don't need anything.

I don't even need you to feel better if that's not possible for you right now.

I would never ask you to do something you can't do.

I don't need you to banish your fears magically before my eyes or suddenly just be totally chill.

I don't need anything from you.

I just love you.

And I'm going to stay right here by your side no matter what may come.

You are not alone.

You've got me.

And there's nothing you could do or not do that could ever cost you my love or my presence.

And there's nothing that can happen out there in the world that will take my love away from you either.

I'm not going anywhere.

I'm right here.

You can be as shaky as you need to feel.

Whatever it is,

I will face it with you.

We will face it together.

Now how do I know how to say those words to you?

Because those are the words that I have learned over the years to say to myself when I get terrified.

And yeah,

I do still get terrified on the regular.

And when I do get terrified,

And it's not an if but a when,

When I do get terrified,

I've learned to stop whatever I'm doing and go and be alone with myself as soon as I can,

Sit down for a moment,

Open my journal,

And I will start writing myself a letter from love.

And the words of this love letter that I write to myself when I'm afraid are invariably exactly like the words I just imagined myself saying to you a moment ago.

Words like,

I'm right here,

Liz.

I love you.

I've got you.

I'm not going anywhere.

I see how much you're suffering and I've got nothing but time to sit here and be with you.

I'm not leaving you.

I will never leave you.

Whatever this is,

We will face it together.

You are not alone.

That's what I write to myself whenever I get scared,

Even if I am alone and I'm often alone.

And I'm telling you,

It helps.

If I stay with it and I just keep letting love's words pour out onto the page toward my fear,

I find that the most remarkable thing happens.

My fear eventually starts to retreat and I start to calm down.

I don't know why this works,

But it works.

It's not hard to write to yourself from unconditional love,

Actually.

It's the simplest thing.

All you have to do is ask yourself,

What are the words that I wish somebody else would say to me right now?

If the most loving and supportive and strong person in the world was here to take care of me,

What would I want to hear that person say?

And then you write down those imaginary words down.

From love,

Directly to you,

Directly to your fear.

And when you start doing this,

When you start writing to yourself from love,

You'll realize that you always know what you need to hear,

Because you've been longing to hear those words your whole life.

You've just been wanting somebody else to say them.

Now is the time where you say those words to yourself.

And you do it on paper,

Because it's somehow easier that way.

That's what I do anyway.

This voice of compassion and love and patience that I show to myself now whenever I'm afraid and I sit down and write myself a letter from love,

This was not always the way that I talked to myself when I was scared.

It's something that I've had to learn to do over the years,

And I can say in all honesty that writing this letter to my fear from unconditional love has become my foremost daily spiritual practice.

I do it all the time because I'm afraid constantly.

I'm not ashamed to say that anymore.

I used to be ashamed of it,

But I'm not now.

Like many of us,

I grew up in a culture and in a family that taught me to hate and despise my fear,

To be ashamed of my fear,

To be afraid of my fear even.

Fear was absolutely not allowed.

Fear was something that you should get rid of,

Preferably,

Or if you couldn't get rid of it,

You should at least have the dignity to hide it if you couldn't banish it.

So for most of my life,

I beat myself up ferociously whenever I felt like I was afraid.

I was so ashamed of that emotion.

Why couldn't I conquer it?

Why couldn't I be more mature,

More tough,

More resilient,

More transcendent?

I believed because I had been taught to believe that what I needed to do with my fear was zip it up,

Pull it together,

Get my axe straight,

Tuck it in,

Laugh it off,

Go out there,

Be strong,

Or maybe become so deeply spiritual,

So saturated with faith and trust that I would never again experience the discomfort of fear.

That all sounds really good in theory,

But the problem is I could never do it because often I was just truly afraid.

I just was.

And then I would get so ashamed of myself for my perceived weakness.

And that shame just took my fear and multiplied it exponentially,

Like kerosene poured over flame.

So now I wasn't just afraid.

I was afraid and humiliated and panic-stricken and desperate and helpless.

And as surely as day follows night,

I would then start attacking myself.

And now we really are in hell.

I want to say to you that if you're having any feelings of shame today about how afraid you might be feeling,

Then once again,

I love you.

I see you,

I know you,

I am you,

And I love you.

Maybe you're feeling ashamed of yourself that you're not braver,

That you're not feeling more steady,

That you're not doing a good job in this crisis,

That you're not setting a good enough example for your kids,

That you're not being a good enough leader,

That you're not making the right decisions,

That you can't seem to put your spiritual practices in play here.

If all that is the case,

If you're feeling,

As I often have felt in my life,

A mixture of fear and shame,

Then I invite you to gently let yourself off the hook,

At least for the shame.

Fear is a difficult enough emotion to handle,

But fear plus shame can escalate swiftly into a real mental health emergency.

So why don't we drop that knife that you're holding to your neck,

My dear one,

About how you're not handling this correctly,

And let's see if you can find some mercy for yourself about the very natural emotions that you're feeling.

Yeah,

Let's just start there,

With mercy.

When the scary news about the coronavirus first broke,

The first person I reached out to in order to reassure and comfort them was me.

You see,

I want to live my life in devoted service to humanity,

But I know that I can't serve anybody else until I myself am calm.

And if I'm in a heightened state of panic,

Then I have to take care of me first.

I have to immediately take care of the one human being who I know is actively suffering in that moment,

And that was me.

So at the beginning of this crisis,

I did what I always do when I'm scared.

I sat down and I wrote myself a long letter from love,

Using the most soothing language that I could find,

Talking to myself as if I were the unconditionally loving cosmic mother herself,

Cradling her most beloved baby.

In that letter,

Right there at the beginning of all the anxiety,

I wrote things to myself like,

I see how frightened you are,

Little one,

And that's all right.

This is a frightening time.

It's okay if you're scared,

But I need you to understand that I am right here with you.

You don't have to have any answers right now,

Sweetheart,

And it's okay if you feel paralyzed or helpless or if you make mistakes along the way or even if you overreact.

I don't need you to perform well.

I don't need anything from you.

I just love you,

And I'm with you no matter what.

And I will just sit here talking gently and lovingly to you for as long as it takes until you can draw a breath again.

I'm in no hurry.

I've got nowhere else more important to be.

I have nothing else more important to do than to love you.

Nothing matters more than me being here for you.

I've got you.

I love you,

And I'm not going anywhere.

So that's what I did.

I sat there for a few hours all by myself,

Writing myself loving and kind words,

Endlessly pouring it out onto the page.

And every time my fear rose up and said,

Yeah,

But what's going to happen?

My love replied through my hand,

I don't know,

Baby,

That's not my department.

I'm just love.

And I'm just here to tell you that I love you,

And I will love you through this no matter what comes.

And every time my fear rose up and demanded,

But I need you to tell me what to do to stay safe,

Love said,

Well,

Maybe it's not clear what to do yet,

But I know that you'll make the best decisions you can,

And whatever happens,

I'll be right here with you.

I love you.

I've got you.

You can't lose me.

And whenever my fear rose up and demanded,

But how can I save all those people who are suffering or who are about to suffer?

Love said,

My darling one,

You might not be able to,

But I will show you how to love them through their suffering.

You will love them the way I love you,

Just like this.

And then we'll walk through this together.

And at last,

After I wrote to myself for a long time,

My terrified mind finally surrendered into love,

And I could draw a steady breath,

Center myself,

And be somewhat more ready to face the world again.

If I'm doing well at all right now,

Whatever doing well even means,

It's only because I took that long pause at the beginning of this crisis to write myself a direct letter from unconditional love and to shower myself with infinite kindness.

And I've repeated that exercise several times since,

Every time I get terrified again.

If I didn't have this small,

Simple practice of writing myself these letters every day from love,

Of showing myself extreme tenderness and mercy,

I can promise you that I would be spinning out in total panic right now,

Which would eventually make my whole nervous system crash,

And then I would fall apart and break down,

And then I would be one more person who needed to be helped,

Instead of being somebody who maybe might be able to help a little bit,

If only by offering love because she knows love,

Because she gives herself love.

Compassion.

That's the answer.

Trust me on this,

You guys.

In my own lived experience,

Here is what I have learned.

The opposite of fear is not courage.

The opposite of fear is compassion.

You cannot chase fear out.

You can only bring love in.

Bring love in,

And the fear starts to subside.

Bring in enough love to your heart that you feel you're cradling yourself with infinite tenderness,

And the fear will have no choice but to start to relax its hold on you.

So that's my suggestion,

Dear ones,

For helping to soothe yourself when you're afraid.

Sit down,

Open a notebook,

And start writing yourself a long,

Patient letter from unconditional love.

I know that this might sound rudimentary,

Or like it couldn't possibly work,

But I invite you to try it.

You've got nothing to lose anyway,

Right?

I'm only giving you what I know,

What I practice in my life.

And what I know is that writing to my fear from a place of love saves my life every single day.

My suggestion is that you don't hurry through this exercise.

Really show up for yourself.

Really shower yourself with tenderness.

If you're not sure what to write to yourself,

Again,

Imagine what you wish the most compassionate and loving and gentle person in the world would say to you if they were right there,

And then say that to you.

Tell yourself what you've always longed to hear somebody else say.

I've got you,

I'm not leaving you,

I'll always take care of you.

And if that doesn't work,

Allow me to suggest the first sentence,

Or at least the first sentence that I always use.

These three simple words.

I'm right here.

And then let love speak to your fear through your own hand.

I literally do this every day.

I've been writing these letters of love to myself for 20 years.

I've written letters of love to myself when I was in hospital waiting rooms,

In the middle of the night when I was sick and alone,

When I was going through divorce and heartbreak,

Whenever I'd failed my own perfectionist standards,

When somebody I loved was dying,

When I was overcome with existential dread.

And I can tell you,

It always works.

Love always shows up,

And love always has the same thing to say to me.

I'm right here.

Look,

I don't pretend to know what that voice of love is or where it comes from.

I've taught this method to a lot of people,

Though,

And it doesn't matter who they are or what they're going through.

When they start to write themselves letters from unconditional love,

Their fear starts to dissolve.

And their letters read exactly the same as mine do.

That same tender voice,

That same reassurance,

That same sense of you can never lose me.

So what is that voice of love?

Where is it coming from?

Is it God?

Is it our guardian angels?

Is it the loving energy of the universe itself trying to tell us at a cellular level,

No matter how scary things look,

My beloved,

You are safe and you belong?

Or is it just my imagination trying to comfort me when I'm scared?

I don't know.

But if it is just my imagination,

Well,

Thank you,

Imagination.

Whatever it is,

I pass it to you.

Give it a try.

When you're afraid,

Open up a notebook and write yourself a letter of unconditional love.

And if writing to yourself doesn't help to calm your fears,

That's okay too.

I love you anyway.

This doesn't have to work for me to love you.

I'm just sharing with you anything that I've got that might help right now.

And this is what I've got.

And if writing a letter to your fear from unconditional love seems way out of reach for you or if all of this seems impossibly woo-woo,

Then let me offer you one more thought.

If you're looking for courage in the face of catastrophe,

Try to remember this.

Human beings are enormously resourceful,

Creative,

And resilient,

Both as individuals and as a species.

Yes,

What we are facing is scary and serious.

But every single one of us is the direct genetic descendant of ancestors who survived unthinkable hardships.

That's who you come from.

That's who we all come from.

Survivors.

That's what you're made of,

Literally.

Thousands and thousands of generations of people who survived.

If they hadn't survived,

You wouldn't be here.

So resilience is your birthright.

Survival is our shared historical story.

If you're afraid for yourself or others or for the future of humanity,

Take a moment to remember our common ancestors and recall what they faced,

What they got through.

As Winston Churchill said,

We have not journeyed across the centuries,

Across the oceans,

Across the mountains,

Across the prairies,

Because we are made of sugar candy.

Resilience is our shared inheritance,

Resourcefulness is the very hallmark of our species.

We are creative,

We are adaptive,

And history has shown that humanity sometimes always finds a way,

Even when it appears that there is no way.

So if you don't want to address your fears in a letter from love,

Or if you find that set of reach,

Then try looking at it from an evolutionary point of view.

We are strong.

It's a fact that we're actually just incredibly strong.

You've probably already survived a great deal in life,

Emotionally,

Physically,

Financially.

I don't even need to know who you are to know that you've survived a lot already.

You've gotten this far.

You may have resources that you're not even aware of yet.

I believe that about you.

I even believe that about me.

I'm not saying that what's coming is going to be easy,

Neither to experience for ourselves nor to witness in others.

Whatever is coming is coming,

And it promises to be difficult.

But for those of you who have been doing any kind of spiritual practices over the years,

Well,

My loves,

This is what we have been practicing for.

Spiritual practices are exercises that are meant to prepare you for exactly these sorts of moments in life,

For the hardest of times,

When those practices can be transformed into a way of living,

A way of surviving.

All those hours that you may have already spent in meditation or prayer,

It was all for this.

None of it was wasted.

Nothing you've ever learned,

Spiritual or otherwise,

Has been wasted.

Without even knowing it,

You've been building all sorts of reserves over time,

Deep muscles that you didn't know about yet,

And you're stronger than you know.

Anything you've ever gotten through your life so far,

Any wisdom that you've gathered,

It's all been in preparation for what's happening now.

As one soldier might tell another soldier before going into battle,

Remember your training,

Buddy.

This is what we came here for.

This is what we've been practicing for,

And this is where it counts.

And if you can't remember your training sometimes,

It's okay.

I can't always do it either.

You'll falter,

You'll stumble,

You'll panic,

And that's okay too.

When that happens,

Just sit down and write yourself another letter from love.

Come back to repeating those three magical,

Soothing words to yourself from infinite kindness.

I'm right here.

I've got you.

I love you.

And I'm not going anywhere.

Do you feel that?

Do you hear that?

I'm right here.

I've got you.

I love you.

And I'm not going anywhere.

That's what love always says.

I've got you.

You're not alone.

And love,

I have found,

Is never not here.

So that's what I've got for you,

My dear ones.

Take what is useful,

Leave the rest,

And please take care of yourselves,

Sweethearts.

I mean,

Take care of your hearts.

Be gentle on you through this,

And be merciful to anyone else out there who's in fear and pain.

And be merciful to you.

Tenderness will bring you to places that toughness cannot,

I promise you that.

It's the one thing I do know.

So can you take the next breath?

Cool.

Maybe another one now?

Great.

You're breathing.

Maybe that's all you need to do right now.

There are times in life where you have to take life one day at a time,

And there are times when you have to take it one breath at a time.

And maybe today is one of those days.

So just take another breath.

Still breathing?

Terrific.

As far as I'm concerned,

You're doing great.

I'm here with you.

I see you.

I know you.

I am you.

I'm proud of you.

I'm right here no matter what comes.

And more than anything else,

I love you.

Reviews

Thank you for this loving and profoundly honest share about navigating Fear and this big world event discussed in talk
Its like it never happened now but for millions it contiues to really test with no clear answers still
Your transferable ways to cope with tools that helped you through fear in your life are very apt for this too and will be passed on. thankyou 🙏

Profound wisdom that brought me to tears. 2025 and the fear is unavoidable. I didn’t realize how much spiritual pressure I have been putting on myself to be okay right now. I have literally been using “I will not fear. Fear is the mind killer” from Dune as a mantra of sorts. To hear you say that my fear is not a spiritual failing, and to hold love for it, brought me to tears. Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom with the world.

Whenever I am facing fear or uncertainty, I listen to this. It has been a lifeline at times, a gentle reminder at others. Always a gift. ✨

Love her writings and talks with such authenticity, humour, and love!

Great you are my favorite person to listen to thank you on those scary nights and you helped me a lot❤️

Thank you for these beautiful, calming, words. You brought me to tears, making it evident that I am thirsty for some loving encouragement . (I have a knack for getting in my own way thru a constant litany of negative self talk.) You have inspired me to take a different path. Your wisdom is a blessing, and this presentation was a 20 minute oasis of calm.

A perfect talk for me to hear this morning. Compassion is on the other side of fear, indeed. Thanks Liz! 💛🌼

Taking in your kind and wise advise, opening to the acceptance of fear and acknowledging its presence in a loving way!

Out of 5 stars, I rate this 10.
I appreciate your honest, no BS approach and the compassion which your loving words convey.

Thank you Liz. I needed a human voice saying “I love you.” It finally allowed me to cry. I’m so grateful for your kindness. Yasha
PS: We met once about a decade ago at a Barnes&Noble book signing. I’m also a Siddha yogi and would love for you to join family satsang in Harlem once. Your love would bring so much to the children. Julia Perring is the host.

Very helpful and comforting. Thanks.

Very helpful and comforting. Thank you from Idaho.

Very gentle, loving and tender talk. I will try that love letter to myself. Thank you ❤️ 🙏

You can tell these words come from a person that has felt the same as you. Thank you, it was helpfull ♥️

So very helpful in connecting to my hear, my physical experience. I live in my head a lot of the time. 🙏🏻

Giant, generous, comforting hug Thank you Liz 💛

Much love Liz! I’m bookmarking this to return to again and again.

This has helped me soooo much—not just thru Covid. It’s jump started my self-compassion journey!

Thank you so much for being such a kind compassionate human Liz. I am afraid and I find it hard to let things be. You have made me feel less alone 💗

That was so beautiful. So loving ….the kindest words to get me through this awful slump. One breath at a time ..thank you 🙏🏼❤️

It's 2023, I was searching for an answer to my fear about...well everything. Knowing the antidote to fear is compassion provides so much hope for me. I can write myself love notes! Thank you ❤️