This is a meditation for the North Node in Pisces and the South Node in Virgo.
Taking deep breath in,
Imagining your lungs traveling all the way down to your belly as your belly softly expands,
And exhaling slowly.
And again,
Taking a deep breath in,
All the way down to your belly,
Feeling your belly expand,
And slowly exhale.
Right now we're all feeling the push and pull between two worlds,
The South Node and Virgo,
The part of us that wants to know,
To fix,
To analyze,
To organize the chaos,
The human side of us craving control,
Getting attached to the outcomes,
The timelines,
And the steps that make sense.
But we have the North Node in Pisces that is asking for something entirely different of us.
It's inviting us into the unknown,
Into trust beyond logic,
Into faith that cannot be rationalized.
It's asking us to release our grip on what we can measure and move towards what we can feel.
And as you breathe deeply in and out,
Coming into deeper contact with your body and what you're feeling.
The North Node in Pisces asks us to step outside the limits of time and space and into the current of something we can't quite name yet,
But we can sense,
Like that tingling starting in your toes,
A bubbling up from within.
During this time,
You are the fish swimming in two directions,
Pulled between earth and ether.
One moment you were building the structure of your life,
And the next Scorpio season is dissolving it into the infinite.
You're learning how to be human,
Grounded,
Discerning,
And real,
While remembering your place in the cosmos.
As you take a deep breath in and out,
Feel that tingling start to travel up your body.
As you realize in this season,
It is okay to feel confused and illuminated,
To feel lost and maybe even separated from who you were before.
That is the medicine of this moment.
And bringing a deeper awareness to your body,
Feel the weight of where you're sitting,
Imagine that bubbling and tingling traveling up the body as the edges of the earth beneath you begin to soften.
That tingling dissolves the material realm as you step across the veil from reality into the dream realm.
The ground turns to sand,
And the sand transforms into the shore.
You can hear the tide coming in,
Gentle,
Rhythmic,
Ancient.
The ocean representing intuition,
Imagination,
And surrender.
The Pisces part of you in this season that knows there's beauty in not knowing,
That the magic happens in the invisible realms.
And with each inhale,
Feel the earth,
The grounding,
The logic of Virgo beneath your feet.
With each exhale,
Feel the water of Pisces pulling you in multiple directions.
Two energies,
Each sacred in their own way.
And visualize yourself getting up and walking towards the water's edge.
The waves lap against your feet.
And as you step into the water,
As far as you're comfortable,
There's two fish circling you.
One pulls you towards the deep sea into mystery,
Creativity,
And transcendence.
The other tugs you gently towards shore,
Towards logic,
Clarity,
And grounded purpose.
They swim in opposite directions,
Creating a tension through your body,
The ache of wanting to trust the unknown while clinging to what's certain.
Don't fight the pull,
Just notice it.
Breathe into the space between those two forces.
You are both the seeker and the surrenderer,
The one who creates order and the one who dissolves it.
The tension is not a problem to solve.
It's a rhythm to dance with.
Feel the push and pull as the water laps against your legs.
The Virgo in you anchoring you deeper to earth as roots grow from your feet into the ground.
The Pisces in you drifting into eternity,
The darkness of the unknown.
And somewhere in that in-between is you.
Let that duality be your peace.
You do not have to choose between control and surrender,
Between doing and being.
You are the bridge.
You are the bridge between heaven and earth,
Between the plan and the possibility.
Take one more deep breath in,
Deep into the belly as the warm air breeze goes across your cheeks and the water laps against your legs.
The glistening fish swim around you.
Let the air move across your entire body.
The breath warm you from the inside out and that tingling continue all the way up your belly,
Into your fingertips,
Into your heart,
Like the tide rising.
And as you exhale,
Let yourself soften into the mystery.
Feel your shoulders drop,
Your jaw loosen,
And a soft acceptance that this in-between is not a problem to be fixed.
It's a place you are always designed to be.
Repeat quietly to yourself,
I let my logic serve my dreams.
I let my dreams soften my logic.
I am the bridge between what is known and what is infinite.
Breathing in and out like the rising tide.
And with each breath in,
Feel the water lap against your legs.
And with each breath out,
Feel it pull you towards the mystery of the depths of the sea.
Let the fish keep swimming.
Not to tear you apart,
But to keep you moving.
To remind you that life is not meant to be solved.
It's meant to be lived.
And part of this human experience is living in the in-between.
Experiencing what it means to be human,
While also one with the cosmos.
When you're ready,
Slowly coming back to your body.
Wiggling your fingers and your toes.
Feel the ground beneath you again.
Bringing awareness to your breath,
To your heartbeat,
Back to the room that you started in.
To this moment,
Where you are exactly where you were meant to be.
In perfect balance,
Honouring the push and pull.
And remember,
You are both.
You are the earth and the ocean.
The dreamer and the doer.
The human and the divine.
With one more deep breath in and out.
Opening your eyes and coming back to the room.
