Namaskar.
Before we start this session.
Please pause for a moment.
And be aware of this moment.
You are listening to this session right now.
Maybe.
From your room.
Maybe in the middle of an ordinary afternoon.
With a cup of tea.
Going cold beside you.
Not entirely sure.
What made you click.
On this particular session.
Out of the infinite scroll.
Of everything available.
That is fine.
That is actually perfect.
Because something in you was already listening.
Before this session even began.
What we are going to look at together.
Is something very simple.
And also very dangerous when it stays unconscious.
And that is belief.
Not religion alone.
Not philosophy alone.
Not the kind of positive thinking.
That involves writing affirmations on sticky notes and placing them on your mirror.
Believe.
Is the Invisible Lens.
Through which you experience all of the existence and here is the thing about a lens.
You do not see it.
You see through it.
Whatever that lens is.
Clear?
Or clouded.
Generous.
Or fearful.
Wide open or tight with old wounds.
That is the photograph of reality you receive.
And you call it truth.
And you defend it.
And you build your whole life on top of it.
Let me show you this with the most ordinary possible example.
Two people walk into the same room.
Same gathering.
Sane people.
Same evening.
Person 1 walks in and immediately their body tightens.
And the mind says,
These people are judging me.
I need to be careful.
Horizon 2 walks into the exact same room.
The exact same people.
And immediately feels warmed.
Openness.
And belonging.
Same room,
Same people.
Same moment in time.
Two completely different perspectives,
Completely different realities.
So ask yourself.
Are you seeing reality?
Or are you seeing your own belief system?
Reflected back at you.
Most people.
Namah Shivaya.
They as you What I experience must be the truth.
But your experience.
Is heavily filtered.
Through memory.
Through conditioning.
Through identity,
Through old fears.
And desires.
And years and years of repetition.
That you never consciously chose.
If you have been repeating.
People betray me.
For 20 years.
Your attention becomes strained.
Almost like a very efficient search engine.
To find evidence of betrayal.
Everywhere it goes.
Even when love is present in the room.
You will unconsciously scan.
For the science of danger.
That your nervous system has learned to expect.
Because the mind always tries to prove itself right.
And here is the part.
That would be funny.
If it were not so costly.
The mind feels safe.
Inside familiar suffering.
It will choose a known pain.
Or an unknown.
Freedom.
Every single time.
Because at least the known pain is predictable.
And the nervous system has decided.
Predictable is safe.
Amen.
Who has been suffering.
For years.
Comes to a wise person.
A mistake.
Unseize.
I want to be free of my pain.
The mystic looks at him.
Steadily.
And cease.
You have been carrying this pain for 20 years.
Are you quite sure?
You want to let it go.
You and this pain.
Have become very close.
Like friends.
If I take it away.
You might feel lonely.
Have you noticed this pattern in your own life?
The same emotional experience repeating itself.
With different people.
In different cities.
In different relationships.
A different face.
Same pen.
Different city.
Same loneliness.
Different relationship,
Same insecurity.
Then why not question it?
Just once.
Whether the outer world is really the source.
Or weather.
The inner lens is simply repeating itself.
A man once came to a mystic.
And said,
Everywhere I go.
People are dishonest.
The wise person smiled.
And said,
Then you're carrying dishonest eyes.
Existence.
Reflects your inner state like a mirror.
Not always instantly.
But not mechanically.
But deeply.
And persistently.
And whatever you repeatedly energize.
With your attention.
Begin shaping.
What you experience.
And call real.
Please always remember.
Where attention goes.
Energy flows.
That is why fearful minds.
Unconsciously tuned.
And do fearful experiences.
And this is the heart.
Of what we are going to explore today.
So let us begin.
With the most basic questions.
What is a belief?
Most people will say.
A belief.
Is something I think is true.
That is correct.
But it is only half the answer.
A belief is a thought you have repeated so many times.
With so much emotional charge attached to it.
That your entire nervous system has accepted it as reality.
It is not sitting in the thinking mind anymore.
It has gone deeper.
It lives in the body,
In the breath.
In the subconscious.
In the way your shoulders tighten.
When a certain kind of situation arises.
Here is a small demonstration.
Of how this works.
Right now.
Please close your eyes for a moment.
And imagine.
Biting into a lemon.
A fresh cold.
Very sour lemon.
Feel the juice.
Hitting you down.
Feel it.
Spreading to the sides of your mouth.
Did your mouth just produce saliva?
Nothing happened here.
No lemon exists.
Few words were spoken.
And your body responded.
As if the lemon was real.
Because to the nervous system a vivid image.
Repeated with emotional engagement.
Is indistinguishable.
From an actual experience.
Now carry that understanding forward.
And imagine.
Earning a belief.
I am not worthy of love.
Or people always leave me.
Or life is a constant struggle.
Through your nervous system every single day.
With all the emotional weight.
Those words carry.
20 years or multiple years.
And consider seriously.
What that does to the physiology.
To the posture.
To the pattern of attention.
To the version of reality you keep recreating.
Without meaning to.
This is not philosophy.
This is how existence works.
And what makes it even more interesting.
And more humbly.
Is that beliefs are not just invisible.
They are aggressively self-defending.
Because once a belief is formed.
Your attention begins collecting evidence for it subconsciously.
And automatically.
And the mind builds a very convincing case.
You send a message to someone.
They don't reply for two hours.
Immediately the mind says,
They are ignoring me.
They never really cared.
I knew something was off.
The mind has produced.
An entire courtroom drama.
Before reality has had a chance to explain itself.
Repeated thought.
Becomes belief.
Repeated belief.
Becomes identity.
Repeated identity.
Becomes what you experience.
And call your reality.
And then people defend their suffering.
Not because they love suffering.
But because to abandon the belief.
Would mean.
Abandoning the identity built.
On top of it.
And that feels more frightening than the suffering itself.
A wise man once said,
You are like a person.
Who has been wearing the same pair of glasses.
For so many years.
That you have completely forgotten.
You are wearing them.
Someone offers you a clean up air.
With better lenses.
Can you say?
No thank you.
My eyes are quite used to these now.
And you go back to squinting at the world.
And wondering.
Why everything looks so blurry?
Now,
Here is where many people.
Especially those who have spent time in spiritual circles.
Make a particular kind of mistake.
They hear that the universe responds to your focus.
And so they begin saying affirmations every morning.
With great discipline.
I am abundant.
I am healthy.
I am love.
While underneath every word.
There is a persistent hum of anxiety.
And unworthiness.
That has been running for decades.
And nothing changes.
Because the universe is not responding to your words.
It is responding to the energy underneath the words.
To the state your nervous system.
Is actually living in.
Rather than the state your mind is performing.
You can paint a house as carefully as you like.
But if there is a crack running through the foundation.
The pain will not hold for long.
And eventually the same creativity.
3 FPS through whatever new color you applied over it.
And there is something even more subtle than this.
Existence itself.
Does not respond to the language of negation.
Because to process I do not want x.
The mind must first produce the acts.
And in producing it.
Gives it energy.
Try this right now.
Do not think about a pink elephant.
A pink elephant appeared immediately.
In your mind,
Didn't it?
Of course I did,
Because to follow the instruction,
Do not think.
About X.
The mind must first summon X and in that summoning,
X receives attention.
And attention is energy.
So when you say,
I don't want to be poor,
The focus is on poverty.
When you say,
I am so afraid of being alone.
The signal broadcasting through your nervous system.
Is aloneness.
This is not your fault.
Nobody explained how the mechanism actually works.
But now that you can see it.
We cannot unsee it.
Here is something that modern physics and ancient wisdom.
Both agree upon.
And I find this endlessly interesting because They arrived at the same place by completely different roads.
Separated by thousands of years.
Using completely different languages.
There is.
Not one single fixed reality.
At every moment.
There are infinite versions of what could happen next.
Infinite probabilities.
Already existing simultaneously.
And what physicists call Superposition of states describes exactly this.
At the quantum level.
A particle exists.
In all possible states.
At once until it is observed.
And the act of observation.
Collapses the superposition.
Into one specific outcome.
Your attention is the observer.
And your beliefs determine.
Where your attention habitually goes.
Think of all the radio stations broadcasting in your city right now.
Every frequency is here.
In this very room.
Passing through the air.
Through the walls,
Through your body.
But your radio device.
Is only receiving one station.
Because it is tuned.
To one particular frequency.
Change the dial.
Same device,
Same room.
Same moment in time.
And a completely different world.
Comes through the speaker.
The other stations did not stop existing.
We were always there.
You simply tuned.
To one of them.
Your belief system is the dial.
Your reality.
Is like that radio station you receive.
And this is what manifestation actually means.
And it is important to be precise here.
Because there is enormous confusion.
Around this word.
In popular spiritual culture.
Manifestation does not mean you are constructing new realities from nothing.
Like some kind of cosmic engineer building planets and people and events out of your imagination.
If that were true.
Every person who has ever watched a manifestation video would be driving a Ferrari or their fancy car by now.
And yet the parking lots of the world.
Remain surprisingly average.
What manifestation actually means is this.
Out of the infinite possibilities.
That already exist simultaneously.
Which one?
Are you aligning yourself with?
Through your beliefs.
Your attention.
Your emotional state.
You're not creating the lemon from nothing.
The lemon already exists in infinite forms.
But based on how You are tuned.
This is the lemon you encounter.
And call your reality.
And here is where the mind enters the picture.
And where things become interesting.
The mind is fundamentally.
Operation machine.
Its primary function.
Is to take the past and project it onto the future which means If you are hurt in love.
The mind says this will happen again.
If you failed at something once,
The mind says you are a failure.
If money was difficult in your 20s,
But the mind says money is always difficult.
And then.
.
.
Without your conscious awareness.
Tunes you toward it.
The version of reality.
That matches that prediction,
That belief.
The mind does not know the truth.
The mind knows repetition.
And it mistakes repetition for truth.
And so people live in loops,
The body grows older,
Technology changes,
Government changes,
Cities change,
Faces change.
And internally.
The same emotional film keeps playing.
On the same projector.
And people wonder why life feels.
Like a recurring dream they cannot wake up from.
A man moves from Delhi to London.
Thinking.
A new city.
A new life.
Finally,
Things will be different.
Two months later.
He's having the exact same argument.
With a different person.
In a different language,
In a different time zone.
He calls his friend back home and says,
These British people are genuinely impossible.
His friend says,
The Delhi people were also impossible.
He says.
Yes,
Very strange,
Isn't it?
Very strange indeed.
Then people say life is suffering.
Now,
Unconscious repetition is suffering.
And here is what makes this genuinely liberating.
Because it is a belief.
Not a law of nature.
Not a permanent feature of the universe.
Not something written into your cells at birth.
It can change.
Not by forcing new thought on top of an old one.
Which is like painting over that crack.
In the foundation.
But by something much simpler.
And much more direct.
By seeing it clearly.
Clarity is the key.
The awareness is the key.
The moment you truly see your belief.
Not fight it.
Not analyze it.
Into a hundred pieces the seed.
Would clean away mess.
We have already created space between you and it.
And in that space,
Lives the possibility.
Of choosing differently.
Let me tell you about two different people.
We will call them simply A and B.
Both intelligent.
Both sincere.
Both genuinely searching for truth.
And both living in worlds so different from each other.
That they might as well be on different planets.
In a very real sense they are.
Person A.
Has done his research extensively.
He has read.
Watched hundreds of hours of videos,
Gone deep into what people call alternative history.
And hidden knowledge.
And arrived at a worldview.
Something like this.
Earth is not what we think.
It is a controlled environment.
Like a prison.
Extraterrestrial races intervene in human evolution.
Not as teachers.
But as farmers.
We are the livestock.
Governments are not run by elected officials.
But by ancient bloodlines.
Controlled by non-human entities.
Reptilians and others.
Who have governed empires for thousands of years.
Children are used in rituals.
The system is designed to keep humans disempowered and asleep.
And anyone who truly wakes up to this.
Is silenced.
Does this sound familiar?
Millions of people,
Old versions of this belief system right now.
And it is spreading.
Now,
I am not here to judge this person.
And in India we say Where there is smoke,
There must be some fire also.
But I want to point at something important.
The reason this particular belief system is so seductive.
The reason.
People get so attached to it.
Is that it answers a very deep psychological need.
What need?
The need to explain why life feels so difficult.
If dark external forces are running the world.
Then I am not responsible for my situation.
I am a victim of something bigger than me.
I have something concrete.
To blame.
And psychologically.
Even if only briefly.
That feels like enormous relief.
Because responsibility is heavy.
Convicting mode seems lighter.
At least in the short term.
Amen.
Falls into a ditch.
And sits there for three days.
A friend comes by and says,
Why haven't you climbed up?
He says,
The government put me here.
Another friend comes and says,
But look!
There are footholds on the wall.
You could climb up quite easily.
He says,
You clearly don't understand the depth of the conspiracy,
Do you?
Here is what happens over time.
And when your entire belief system is built on fear.
Hidden enemies.
And the world that is fundamentally working against you.
You start to see evidence of that interpretation everywhere you look.
Every coincidence becomes a conspiracy.
Every setback becomes proof.
Every good thing.
That happens.
Gets dismissed.
With They are just letting us have this temporarily.
Don't get comfortable.
The body lives in a permanent state of low-grade emergency.
Cortisol.
Hypervigilance.
The nervous system stuck on red.
Scanning for threats that may or may not exist.
And the collective amplifies this considerably.
Because fear always seeks confirmation from other fear.
Fearful communities become echo chambers.
Where everyone keeps reinforcing.
In the same emotional frequency.
And after a while people say Everyone agrees with this.
Without noticing.
And they have curated a world where only the confirming voices remain audible.
And out of all the infinite probabilities that already exist including unimaginably beautiful and safe and loving ones.
This person.
Tunes into the darkest available station.
Not because that is the only truth available.
But because that is where the dial has been set.
Now let's come to the second person.
Person be.
This person has done equally extensive research.
Also sincere.
Also searching.
But arrived at a completely different conclusion.
He believes.
Yes,
Extraterrestrial races have influenced human evolution.
But they are not farmers.
They are teachers.
The Pleiadians,
The Sirians,
The Arcturians.
Are elder civilizations.
Who seeded consciousness on earth.
The Vedic sages.
Channeled divine beings.
The ancient Egyptians received.
Cosmic Knowledge.
The builders of Atlantis were guided by intelligences.
From beyond this world.
The Sumerian texts describe seven beings.
Over half human and half fish who emerged from the ocean.
And gave humanity law,
Agriculture,
Language,
Mathematics,
Science.
And these were.
.
.
Gods,
Devas,
Cosmic Guides very similar to the Matsya Avatara and other Vishnu Incarnations and different extraterrestrial races described in ancient Indian texts also like Gandharvas,
Yakshas,
Etc.
In the.
.
.
Ancient Indian traditions,
The fire rituals,
The intense pranayama.
The secret sound.
The drumming.
These were technologies for opening the channel between dimensions.
And through these channels.
Higher consciousness has been guiding humanity for thousands of years.
We are not abandoned.
We are in the middle of a great ascension.
The whole planet is waking up gradually.
And the gods and goddesses.
Of every tradition are real.
Waiting for us to remember who we are.
Now,
How this person feel?
When he wakes up in the morning.
Can you already feel the difference from person A?
Even just hearing it described.
There is genuine beauty in this worldview.
Warmth.
A sense of being held.
Being guided,
Being part of something sacred.
And intelligently unfolding.
It produces a measurably higher quality of life.
And the fear-based worldview of person A.
And the frequency it generates is genuinely more positive.
And vast.
And here is where I want to be very precise.
With complete respect for this person.
It is still a belief.
And at its structural root.
It carries the same fundamental architecture.
As the first person.
Person is belief.
Person is is.
Dark external forces control my reality.
Person B says benevolent external forces guide my reality.
In both cases.
Authority has been placed somewhere outside of themselves.
Both are still passengers.
Both are still waiting.
1 in 4.
One in all.
For forces beyond their own awareness.
To determine the trajectory of their life.
Can you see this?
It is like choosing.
Between a beautiful prison where the walls are painted with beautiful paintings and flowers.
Had been placed on the Windows help.
Versus a dark prison.
Where the ceiling leaks.
And the walls are bare,
One is obviously much more pleasant to live in.
But both are still presence.
Until the moment you walk out of the building entirely.
And the ancient rituals.
Deserve to be honored.
The sacred fire.
The deep pranayama.
The altered states of consciousness.
The traditions that have been preserved across thousands of years.
These things generally dissolve the ordinary boundaries of the ego and reveal something larger underneath.
That awakening.
Is not experiencing a beautiful vision.
However real that vision may feel.
Because the same mind that creates nightmares.
Can also create very convincing havens.
And the ego is capable of building an entire spiritual identity.
Around a collection of weak experiences.
An awakened master once observed.
The human being.
Is so creative.
That we have found a way to become attached even to non-attachment itself.
You can become a spiritual materialist.
Collecting experience of bliss,
Gathering encounters with higher beings.
Building an impressive personal exhibition of awakenings.
And the ego sits there.
Very quietly.
And contentedly.
Curating the collection.
And that,
He can do it.
And calling it evolution.
Now we come to the third category.
And let us not call it up.
Type of person but a state.
A state of being.
A way of being that becomes available to you.
When the mechanism itself.
Is finally seen clearly.
These are the ones.
Who have seen through the lens itself.
Who have recognized from direct experience.
Rather than as an intellectual conclusion.
I am not my beliefs.
I am the one.
Who is aware of the beliefs.
And these are not the same thing.
We have stepped outside of the water.
Even briefly.
And in that moment,
Understood that they were never the fish.
And from this vantage point,
A very radical question begins to rise.
If all of reality Both person is dark version.
And person B's beautiful version.
Is shaped by the lens of belief.
Then what is the lens itself made of?
Attention.
And what is attention made of?
Awareness.
And what is awareness?
Look right here,
Right now.
You are listening to this.
You are present here.
Something is aware of these words.
Aware of your own response to them.
Aware of the thoughts arising in you right now.
This awareness.
Is not something you created.
Not something you aren't.
Not something you can lose.
By doing the wrong thing or again by doing the right thing.
It is the simplest.
Most of his most undeniable fact.
Of your existence.
And you exist.
And you know that you exist.
You don't need any evidence.
To prove that you exist.
That's a given.
I am.
In Hindi we say Man.
In Sanskrit.
Just one word.
Which means I am.
The most ancient words.
In every language.
Across every tradition.
Pointing at the same most fundamental fact.
The awakened state.
Is simply resting in this I am.
Not as a concept you carry in the thinking mind.
Not as a mood that comes and goes.
Not as an experience you had once.
And are trying to recreate.
As a direct,
Living,
Unshakable recognition.
Of what has always been here.
And from this state,
Something becomes very obvious.
If existence contains infinite probabilities.
Simultaneously.
Then one of those probabilities is that You are already whole.
Already free.
Already the most expanded,
Most authentic version of yourself.
That possibility is not somewhere in the future.
Not contingent on what you achieve or realize.
Or let go of.
It exists right now.
As a present reality.
Just as real as the frightened version.
Or the confused version or the struggling version.
So the question is not how do I become whole.
But why am I continuously feeding energy?
To the version that believes it is not.
This is the difference.
Between positive thinking and recognition.
Positive thinking is still the mind painting.
New furniture in the old house.
Same structure,
Different deco.
Recognition.
Is seen through the structure itself.
There is a story of a man who spent three days searching everywhere for his glasses,
Running around the house,
Looking under cushions,
Checking every door,
Asking all the neighbors and his wife,
Finally said,
Check your face.
The glasses had been on his nose the entire time.
He had been wearing them while searching for them.
And this.
Precisely is our situation with awareness.
We are using awareness to look for awareness.
We are being present while searching for presence.
We are standing at home.
While desperately looking for the way home.
Can notice.
In this state,
Of resting in pure.
I am.
Something unexpected happens.
To all the old frameworks.
The need for reptilians disappears.
The need for pleiadians disappears.
You are no longer a victim of dark forces.
And you are no longer waiting to be rescued by the benevolent ones.
You are the Venus.
Through which All of it appears.
The dark entities and the light beings,
The conspiracy theories and the sacred geometries,
All of it.
Arising in you.
As an expression of the one infinite awareness that you are.
There is nothing outside of you.
There is only this awareness.
Playing all the parts.
Knowing itself from every possible angle at once.
Then compassion arises naturally.
Not as a moral instruction or a spiritual discipline to practice.
But as the most direct consequence of this recognition.
Hurting another feels like hurting something that is also you.
And loving another.
Feels like recognizing yourself in a different form.
There is no commandment needed.
The unity makes the behavior.
Inevitable.
Now,
There is a very practical part of you.
Which is listening to this.
And that part is saying All of this is very beautiful.
But I have a.
.
.
Alone.
And the difficult relationship and the business that is struggling and the body that is not cooperating.
What does any of this actually do for me?
How to apply it.
This is a completely fair question.
And the honest answer is.
.
.
You cannot jump from deep fear-based belief patterns to pure awareness in one sitting.
Genuine transformation is not a shortcut.
It is a shift.
In the fundamental orientation of your attention.
And that shift deepens gradually over time with practice and with sincerity.
You can come out of your limited belief,
Limited perspective.
It may happen suddenly also.
But there are things you can begin doing right now.
For the next 7 days.
Welcome.
Qajan Min Abzallah of your own mind.
I'm not a judge.
Not an analyst with a clipboard and diagnostic categories.
Just a watcher.
Who is interested.
And pleasant.
And without any agenda.
Notice.
What story do you repeat?
On a daily basis.
What emotional identity do you protect?
What fear?
Keeps coming back for more energy.
What expectation do you carry unconsciously?
Into every new situation.
And then.
.
.
Ask yourself very honestly.
If I stopped feeding this story,
With my attention.
Would this reality continue to exist?
The moment Belief stops receiving energy.
It begins to lose its grip.
Because beliefs survive through attention.
Fire survives through oxygen.
Stop feeding it.
Not by fighting it or suppressing it.
But simply by withdrawing your attention from it.
I am not adding more fuel.
And many fears that seemed enormous earlier.
And begin drinking on their own.
It is a very simple wisdom.
You cannot sweep darkness out of a room with a broom.
It does not work.
You push the broom.
And the darkness just moves around the broom.
But bring one small flame into the room.
And the darkness disappears.
Without any argument.
Without any drama.
Without needing to be fought or concurred.
Or resistance.
Because it was never a thing in itself.
It was only the absence of light.
Whenever.
A fearful thought or limiting belief arises.
Instead of fighting it.
Or immediately trying to replace it.
With something more positive.
Simply observe it.
Name it if that helps.
There is the old story about money.
There is the old story about being unlovable.
There is the familiar fear about health.
And watch how the thought tries to pull your attention toward it.
Like a current.
In a river.
Trying to pull you off the bank.
And C.
Whether you can remain on the bank.
Fully aware of the current.
Without being swept into it.
This is not repression.
This is the first movement.
Of real freedom.
Each day.
Even for 5 minutes.
Sit without purpose.
No visualization,
No affirmation.
No technique to master.
No state to achieve.
And simply remain the most basic fact of your existence.
I exist.
I am here.
I am aware.
Not as a sentence you're saying as a direct experience of what is simply and obviously true right now.
If thoughts arrive,
And they will arrive.
The mind is a busy place.
Simply notice that.
You are aware of the thoughts.
Otherwise,
How would you know thoughts were there?
And rest in that awareness.
Rather than in the content of what is being taught.
The one who is aware of the thought.
Is not the thought.
Rest there.
This is the doorway.
And that every tradition has been pointing toward.
Expressed in a thousand different languages across 10,
000 years not a technique that earns results a recognition that makes techniques unnecessary Let's do something together right now.
Close your eyes for 30 to 40 seconds.
And ask yourself honestly not what you wish you believed.
Not what you know you should believe,
But what you actually in your body believe about yourself.
What is the one story?
Or running underneath everything.
The one you really say out loud.
But that shapes every decision.
Whatever came up.
That is the lens.
That is the dial's current setting.
And that's what your device is tuned to right now.
And the important thing is You have now seen it.
And in seeing it clearly.
You have already created some distance between yourself and it some breathing room.
Some space.
And rich.
Something different.
Becomes possible.
This moment.
As the building block of the next.
Cracked bricks make a weak building.
But one clear break.
Placed with full awareness.
Begins everything.
Before we move into the ancient teachings.
That have always known what we have been slowly rediscovering here.
I want to go one layer deeper.
Because there is a question underneath everything we have discussed.
That most people never quite know.
Get to asking.
Why do you want?
And what you want in the first place.
If you look very honestly,
Not at the surface of your desires,
But underneath them.
And what is actually driving them.
You may find something.
That changes the whole game.
You do not actually want the thing you think you want.
You want the feeling.
You believe.
That thing will give you or that experience will give you.
Money,
Mirrors freedom.
Love.
Reflects safety.
You want success?
Because you want to feel self-worth.
The outer thing is always pointing at an inner state.
You do not really want money.
You want relief.
From the fear of scarcity.
You want ease.
You want the freedom.
To breathe without constantly calculating survival.
You do not really want fame.
You want to feel Genuinely seen.
You want confirmation.
That your existence has meaning.
That you are not invisible to the world.
You do not really want a relationship.
You want connection.
You want intimacy.
You want someone in whose presence you can finally stop performing or pretending and just be.
You do not really want approval.
You want freedom.
From the self rejection.
That has been running inside you long before anyone outside ever had a chance to approve or disapprove.
You do not really want spiritual experiences or peak states.
You aren't wholeness.
You want to feel complete.
You want the end?
Of the quiet background sense that something essential is missing or broken.
You do not really want to become a better version of yourself.
You want relief from the pain of being who you currently believe yourself to be.
There is an image that has stayed with me for a long time.
A beggar.
Sitting on a street corner.
Asking every passerby for coins.
Generally suffering from hunger and cold and directly beneath the thin wooden plank he is sitting on.
There is a chest filled with treasure.
Sealed and undiscovered.
That has been there the whole time.
The beggar continues asking for coins.
The treasure awaits.
And here is where the mechanism becomes completely clear.
The thing you desire cannot give you the feeling you are seeking as long as your internal state continues broadcasting lack.
Because the universe mirrors your dominant frequency.
Rather than your spoken desire.
If deep in the nervous system you feel unworthy,
Life keeps reflecting situations that confirm unworthiness and the mind says,
You see I told you.
If deep in the body you feel unsafe,
Even love begins to feel dangerous.
And the mind says,
See I was right to be cautious.
Leave the underlying hum.
Is one of incompleteness.
Nothing external stays sufficient for long.
And the mind says This is not enough either.
Keep searching.
This is why people.
.
.
Achieve exactly what they spent years working toward and feel within months or sometimes weeks that hollow disappointment of failure.
Is that it?
Not because the achievement was not real.
But because of the inner frequency.
That drove the seeking.
Was never actually satisfied by the outer object.
It was only briefly distracted by it.
So,
Here is the deeper shift.
And it is a significant one.
Instead of waiting for life to grant you Permission.
To feel what you're seeking.
Consider becoming that frequency now.
Not through forced affirmations,
Not through pretending,
Not through availing yourself into a state that does not feel true,
But through genuine embodiment.
Because manifestation does not begin in thought alone.
It begins in the nervous system,
In the body.
In the actual felt quality of the state you are living in rather than the state you are hoping to achieve.
You can repeat I trust life a thousand times perfection and complete sincerity.
But if your jaw is cleansed and your breath is shallow and your stomach is tight and your shoulders are up near your ears,
Your body is still broadcasting fear and survival and scarcity.
And the body does not lie the way the mind does The mind is a brilliant liar.
Extraordinarily creative.
Capable of constructing very convincing narratives about its own state.
But ask the body.
The body knows.
You want love?
Become emotionally available to yourself first.
Become the space in which love can actually land.
Rather than a defended fortress that love bounces off.
You want peace,
Notice how often you are feeding chaos internally through overthinking,
Through rehearsing conversations,
Through running simulations of problems that have not happened yet.
You want abundance?
Feel honestly how often the body lives in the posture of scarcity even when the actual circumstances do not require it.
We want connection first become genuinely present enough.
To connect with yourself.
Because whatever remains unresolved.
And unacknowledged.
Inside you.
Here comes the filter.
Through which you experience everyone else.
And here is what every tradition that has ever pointed toward freedom.
Has also said.
In one form or another.
Every feeling you are searching for outside of yourself already exists as a living possibility within you.
Known as a future achievement.
But as a dormant frequency.
Waiting for your recognition.
And your permission.
Peace is already here.
Not as a future state to beyond.
But as what remains when you stop generating inner turbulence.
Is already here.
Not as something to find but as a quality of awareness itself.
Freedom is already here.
Not as something to achieve.
And my dad's what?
Naturally arises.
When fear is no longer being fed.
Coolness.
Is already here.
Notice something missing.
That needs to be found.
But as something covered.
That simply needs to be uncovered.
One conscious breath away.
One moment of genuine surrender away.
One instant.
Of total undivided presence of A.
The journey was never outward.
It was always in every tradition,
On every continent,
In every language.
A return.
Realization.
A reminder.
Now everything we have explored here,
The beliefs,
The frequencies,
The infinite probabilities,
The observer and the observed,
The I am,
The feeling beneath every desire,
The return to what was never actually lost.
This is not new knowledge discovered in the modern era.
This was known.
And known deeply and precisely.
Thousands of years ago.
And it has been waiting for each generation to rediscover in its own language and through its own experience.
The ancient ones did not have quantum physics or neuroscience kind of language.
But they pointed at the same truth again and again,
In forest hermitages,
In caves,
And on the banks of sacred rivers,
And in marble temples carved into Greek hillsides.
Every tradition,
Every lineage,
Every culture that went deep enough arrived at the same point again.
Let me close this session with their words.
Aham Brahmasmi I am Brahman.
I am the totality.
The cosmic consciousness that underlies all of existence.
Is not located somewhere else,
Not in the sky,
Not in a temple,
Not in a future lifetime after sufficient spiritual practices.
It is what you are right now.
In this body,
In this breath.
Listening to these words.
Not,
I will become after more effort.
Not I am trying to realize through more technique.
I am.
I am what I am.
Already.
Always.
The next deep teaching is Shivoham.
I am She.
Not the.
.
.
And a T.
The form that you may have seen in temples.
Shiv as the principle.
Pure Consciousness without form.
Without limit,
Without beginning or end.
Not this emotion.
Not this body.
Not this name.
The story.
Not even this belief.
That which remains when everything is stripped away.
That is what you are.
Almost 1000 or 1100 years ago,
Shankaracharya ji composed but as direct ignition.
To be lived.
Sitting by a river while still young.
Looking within.
And saying,
I am none of these things.
I'm none of the things I thought I was.
And the witnessing awareness itself.
Which has never been born and can never die.
Shivoham.
Another deep teaching from ancient texts is Tattvamasi.
That which you are searching for.
In beliefs,
In ideologies,
In teachers,
In peak experiences,
In the feeling you hope achievement will finally deliver.
Is you.
The seeker and the sword.
The same You are not looking for the truth.
You are the truth.
Temporarily believing it is somewhere else.
Tap from a seat.
Another old teaching is know thyself.
Across every tradition,
Across every civilization.
Across every century and continent the message is the same and it has never changed before any other knowledge,
Before any spiritual system or philosophical framework or collection of practices.
Know yourself first,
Not your name,
Not your story,
Not your beliefs,
Not your achievements,
Not your wants.
Know the one who is aware of all of it.
Know that one.
The ancient Greeks inscribed these two words at the entrance of their most sacred temple.
Which means before you enter the space searching for the divine,
Look in the direction that searching has been overlooking.
The Divine is the seeker.
So.
.
.
Here is where we come to rest.
Not with a conclusion,
But with a recognition.
All beliefs eventually collapse.
Political beliefs,
Religious beliefs,
Spiritual beliefs,
Personal beliefs.
The belief that you are a person with a fixed identity living in a fixed reality Everything the mind clings to changes,
Shifts,
Dissolves.
Every radio station eventually loses signal.
But what never collapses?
What was there before your very first belief?
And will remain after your very last one.
What exists right now?
Underneath every thought.
Every feeling.
Every conviction you're holding.
Is this simple ordinary.
Extraordinary.
Amenes.
This.
I am.
Not the ego saying,
I am special.
Not the seeker saying,
I'm almost there.
Not the devotee saying,
I am not yet worthy enough.
Just I Am.
I exist.
I'm here.
I am.
What if you are not a person who has awareness?
But awareness itself.
Temporarily and playfully inhabiting the role of a person.
Like in a movie screen,
Many characters come and go,
But screen remains untouched.
What if every belief you have ever held Every fear,
Every hope,
Every conviction that turned out to be wrong.
Every heartbreak,
Every moment of doubt was simply the infinite exploring itself through you.
Learning itself,
Knowing itself from yet another angle.
From yet another perspective.
What if none of it was a mistake?
What if you were always,
Always already home?
What if it was all a play?
The lens.
Or is there a trap?
It was exploration.
And you were never lost.
You were just temporarily and very convincingly believing that you are.
And the moment you see that,
Even for one breath.
Even for one instant of genuine recognition.
Everything.
That has been carried so heavily.
Becomes a little lighter.
Not because the world has changed but because The lens has shifted.
Because the dial has moved.
Because The fish just for one moment remembered.
And that it was also the water.
Nothing is missing in your life.
There is nothing to fix.
Just recognize.
Even for a moment.
Home.
Or what?
You truly are.
And everything else will fall into place.
May you live a blissful life.
Om Shanti.
Om Manan.
Namaskar.
