Collective Tarot Reading Endings, Truth & Divine Light!

Okay,

Here we go.

So the questions that I'm putting in here is a message for us all for this full moon in Scorpio and how can we all embrace the energy of this full moon and what wisdom does this full moon want to bring us?

What wisdom?

What does it want to highlight?

What does it want to spotlight in our lives?

How can we use this energy for transformation?

Because Scorpio is ruled by Pluto and Pluto is definitely the planet of transformation.

It's deep.

Now Pluto is also ruled by Mars,

Used to be ruled by Mars primarily,

So we've kind of we have got a very very powerful energy here shining a spotlight on us including this energy of this powerful full moon that has been building already for days.

I'm already having sleepless nights and absolute fireworks going off with wisdom coming in,

Channeling messages.

It's been huge for me.

So it may have been like that for some of you as well,

Maybe that's yet to come.

This is the thing with each full moon that we have,

For some it may pass without you barely noticing and for others it's just huge and it often depends on your own natal chart in astrology where it's hitting certain areas of your chart where it's highlighting things for you.

So here we go.

So first of all we're going to pull some cards.

I felt their presence just pull really close here.

So I am going to split the deck into three here.

One,

Two,

Three.

And when I'm pulling them myself,

Like picking the cards myself,

Generally I will go for pile number two.

Sometimes I don't,

But 99.

9% of the time I go for two.

So here we go.

Pile number two and let's have a little look at what cards want to come out.

So we have number 21.

Now this deck that I've created is very unique but it's also very intuitive as well.

It does have meanings for the cards,

Which I will explain in a bit.

We have number 19 and we have this one.

I'm tempted to pull a couple more.

Okay.

So here we go.

And I'm going to pull these dice as well actually.

I'm going to do the dice.

So first of all,

I'm going to do the house.

So what house are we looking at with this collective reading today?

Honestly,

I'm getting so many goosebumps.

There's so much energy here today.

Five,

A fifth house.

Oh,

See me,

That one's just rolled off onto the floor.

I'm going to have to look at what it is on the floor now.

And one more.

Try not to get this one on the floor.

Sorry,

Just moving my stereo over a little bit as well because it's in the way.

So we have the fifth house.

We have Piuses.

I love these little dice.

I've got glitter on them as well.

Oh,

Where's it gone?

Piuses is hiding.

Well,

That's typical Piuses.

Saturn.

So these little dice are a really good way to intuitively work with astrology as well because it chooses the house and the sign and everything for you.

So this is interesting because the fifth house in astrology is children.

It can be romance.

It's Roldo as well.

So it can be a very nurturing energy actually.

And then we've got Piuses here,

Which is deep.

Piuses is deep.

It's poetic.

It's flowing.

It's about allowing ourselves to receive as well.

To receive and to also kind of go to those depths,

But not in the same way that Scorpio asks us to go into the depths.

Scorpio is very powerful around transformation.

Scorpio is ruled by Pluto.

It's about transformation.

It's death,

Birth,

Sex,

The occult.

It's hidden knowledge.

It's powerful.

Where Piuses is the poetic.

This is how I see it and how I feel it.

It's the poetic side of life.

It's the more mystical.

Think of the deep seas,

But think of,

To me,

It's like the mermaid energy or merman,

Merpeople.

It's that kind of energy of the wisdom of the sea,

But the gentle wisdom,

If that makes sense.

But poetic,

Yeah,

It's poetic.

It's about allowing yourself to express the beauty of your depth.

So maybe you want to,

During this full moon,

Maybe you want to do some art or write a poem or go into nature and the seas and the rivers and the waters and connect in with that water energy because Scorpio is water as well.

So we've got a lot of water going on here.

And then with Saturn,

This is about the structure.

It's about bringing in things that we have to do.

So you could look at what areas of your life you need to bring a bit more structure in,

A bit more routine,

Things that are maybe more timely because Saturn's also the ruler of time.

So say,

For instance,

There's a project that you've been wanting to get off the ground.

That is something that's very poetic and beautiful and deep and wise,

But you've been putting it off,

Which with that Pisces energy we can do because you can get a bit too away with the fairies.

I'm a Pisces ascendant,

Pisces rising.

Now with Pisces energy there,

We can get a bit caught up in the dream of it all because Neptune is,

It can be very illusionary as well,

The planet of Neptune.

It can be looking at illusions.

So that is another side you could look at as well.

Like what is realistic for me?

You know,

They call it SMART goals.

So it's,

Oh,

What is it?

Is it sensible?

Oh,

I can't remember what it's called now,

But there's an acronym called SMART,

Which is about getting your goals,

Which I know timely is the T.

That's the one I'm thinking of at the moment.

It's like things being timely.

So yes,

You've got something that you want to put out there to the universe.

Like you want to create,

You want to share your knowledge,

You want to share your wisdom.

And maybe you've been saying that for years,

But because it's not in the calendar,

Saturn would say,

Well,

It's not in the calendar.

It's not going to happen.

So with this card coming up here,

The Tao,

It's a reminder of cycles in our life.

And sometimes we feel that one cycle is ended,

But actually more often than not,

Once one cycle ends,

Another cycle begins.

But it begins with a new level of learning,

A new level of knowledge,

A new level of wisdom.

So with this full moon that's coming up,

There's something closing off for you.

There's something coming to an end or something you want to bring to an end,

But knowing that there's never really a true ending.

There's only a new beginning.

So in traditional tarot,

This would be the world card for those of you that are into tarot.

This is the world card traditionally.

And because it's intuitive,

You can see many different things in here.

And today I'm actually seeing here a dolphin and the waves,

Like this dolphin coming out of the waves.

I don't know if anyone else can see that.

This is the,

It could be a seal as well,

Actually,

Like the eye there,

The nose,

That could be little whiskers if it was a seal.

I'm seeing that real deep.

Oh,

I mean,

Dolphins just are the most beautiful,

Beautiful beings and they're so wise and their voices that they use are so healing.

So I'm just feeling here like water is going to be very healing for you at this time as well.

And the rest of the cards,

I'm actually going to pull together because I'm pairing these ones up.

So here we have two very different energies together.

So this card is in my deck,

It is the vortex,

The vortex.

And what's beautiful about this deck is something different I see all the time.

It's just like watching the clouds or scrying.

You know,

When you scry,

When you look into water,

Tea leaves,

Whatever it may be,

You'll see something different all the time.

And with the vortex as well,

As much as it can be chaos,

It can be sudden changes,

Which we have with the energy of Pluto with this full moon.

Very much so,

It's a transformation.

That transformation can come quite fast as well for some of you.

It can be something just hitting you like a bolt out of the sky.

I know this is what I need to do.

I know this needs to end.

I know this is what I've got to do.

So for some of you,

You're going to be literally getting a bolt of energy coming through,

A shift,

A change.

This in traditional tarot is the tower.

And a lot of people are scared of the tower card.

But actually,

When you learn to work with tarot,

When you work with the energy of the archetypes,

There's nothing to fear.

It's only energy to embrace.

And the energy we need to embrace with the tower is change.

But with change,

It also does throw us into that vortex.

And when you look at Abraham Hicks,

When Abraham Hicks talks about the vortex,

It's like getting into the vortex,

Getting your energy online,

Getting your vibration in the right place that you want your vibration to be.

Because the universe speaks in vibration.

It doesn't speak in what we do.

It speaks in how we feel.

And it's that same old thing of you'll be talking to somebody and you say,

How are you?

And they go,

Oh,

I'm fine.

And you're thinking,

You're not fine.

And also fine is an acronym for I don't know if I'll get in trouble on here for this,

Hopefully not.

But it's an acronym for fucked up,

Insecure,

Neurotic and emotional.

So if somebody says to you,

I'm fine,

It's usually means that they're not okay.

But more often than not,

We're actually picking up on the energy that somebody's using,

Not the words.

Even if they say,

I'm all good.

Life's amazing.

Your energy knows that they're not.

And that is what happens with energy.

So you need to get your energy online with what you want to manifest as well what you want to put into the vortex.

Because otherwise,

You're just not going to get that coming back at you.

So what do you want to create through this change?

And here we have as well the soul card SOL soul,

Which is about you really stepping into the full version of yourself,

Like not holding anything back anymore.

This is time for you to shine your own light.

With all the change that's happened in your life,

With the change that's maybe going to happen over the next few days.

When this energy strikes with the full moon,

And I say strike because that card it can be a sudden like bolt of lightning coming in.

Not literally.

I'm talking metaphorically speaking.

And here you've got the wisdom of this owl,

Which it was never intended to be an owl.

I drew this and it wasn't an owl that I drew.

It wasn't what was coming through at the time.

But then when I looked at it,

I was like,

Wow,

That is an owl.

That's a wise owl.

So what can you see?

What are you allowing your eyes to see?

How are you showing up fully for yourself and your soul in your soul's journey?

Are you on point with your soul?

Are you allowing your soul to express itself through you?

Because we have to clear up this,

The meat suit,

The mind,

We have to clear all this up to allow our soul to pour through.

Think about cleaning the lens on your glasses or cleaning your windows.

If the windows are misty,

The light can't fully pour through.

If your glasses are dirty,

You can't see clearly.

And that is how our soul works.

So your soul wants to fully express itself.

How can it be in its full expression if you haven't got rid of the stuff that is misting up your lens?

And that stuff can be people,

Places,

Things.

It can be belongings.

It can be you holding on to,

I don't know,

Old things around you.

Your house might need literally cleansing.

You might need to declutter because that energy is holding you back,

That old energy.

Hanging on to the ex's jumper or the ring that an ex gave you and you're wearing it and you're actually trying to distance yourself from that ex.

Go and sell the ring.

Get rid of,

You know,

Go and sell it for gold or silver or gift it or do what I did.

Throw it in the sea.

Do it as a ceremony.

Let it,

Truly let it go.

It could be mentally that things are holding you back,

Weighing you down and not allowing your soul to really shine through.

What is it you need to release mentally?

And there's a lot for us all that we're having to take on mentally,

Like our mind.

So how can you clear your mind?

There's many things you can do to clear your mind,

Such as meditation,

Practicing mindfulness,

Affirmations,

Foods that we eat,

Making sure you're hydrated,

Making sure you get out in the fresh air,

In the sun.

Your mind is active,

You know,

Learning.

Your mind's not too active,

So you're not taking in too much information all the time.

Maybe it's about clearing your mind.

And then we have the physical body as well.

So what do you need to do physically to be able to allow your soul to fully shine through?

And that can be in so many ways.

And for those of us that are carrying a lot of trauma around with us physically,

You know,

We've all heard of,

Well,

Most of us have heard of the body keeps the score.

And our body does keep the score.

And that is an amazing book to read,

By the way,

Or I've got it on Audible.

But you know it,

Like our body,

We speak,

The language we speak is we talk about how we feel.

So if somebody says to you,

How are you?

How are you today?

You might say,

I feel low.

I feel tired.

I feel unmotivated.

You don't generally say,

I think I think low.

I think achy.

I think I'm achy.

You would say,

I feel achy.

Or I feel tired.

Your mind might get in the way sometimes and you use language like think,

But listen to your language,

Listen to the words that you're using and feel into that as well,

Because quite often our body is trying to tell us something.

Now the cards in my journey of the,

Sorry,

The sacred expressions portal,

Which are these ones.

So that one is about our energy,

Aligning our energy,

Looking at all of your chakras,

All of your energy points.

So there's many different energy points.

It's not chakras,

It's very much a Western system,

But we've also got in Chinese medicine,

You've got the dantians,

You've got your,

The three treasures.

I call them the three jewels and they're in there.

They do are in this deck.

And then the journey of the soul portal here,

These cards have actually got embodiment practices with the cards.

So I will read you from the booklet,

The embodiment practice has come out for us today.

So again,

When you're working with embodiment practices,

This then allows you to release that energy.

Once you release that energy,

Then you can allow another bit of your soul through.

Does that make sense?

Because when we're blocked and we're heavy and we're full,

You literally feel it,

Don't you?

Like you can't,

It's hard to move.

It's hard when you're,

I've suffered with depression,

And when you're feeling really depressed and really low,

It's almost impossible to get out of bed sometimes.

It's literally becomes a physical thing.

But once you start to shift that mentally or physically,

For instance,

Going out for a walk,

Going into nature,

Going to sit by the river,

Going with the trees.

Although that doesn't fundamentally change anything else about your reality,

It shifted something in your energy field,

Our electromagnetic field,

The light that we're receiving,

Which is healing in itself,

Whether that's the moonlight or the sunlight.

So that allows you to transform in itself by shifting and embodying and moving that energy through us.

So another big theme for this full moon,

To allow this transformation to happen,

That Scorpio is bringing,

Is to embody and allow that energy to shift through you.

I'm just going to pop that music back on.

I'm going to go for the same one again.

It's so beautiful.

So I'm going to read the booklet for this one.

I've got it in a paper copy.

So this card,

Which is the card that's come through for our embodiment side of things here for the collective reading today,

Is called Divinity.

And there's so many reasons I called this Divinity,

Which I'm not going to go into it all now,

But I do go into this in more depth in,

Obviously,

The readings that I offer and also the courses and things like that around this deck.

So the embodiment practice for this,

Which I'm going to read out,

And if you want to do this practice,

Feel free.

Okay,

If you want to join in this practice,

Feel free.

Obviously work alongside your own body,

Your own conditions,

Etc.

I'm not a doctor.

And if you do have any conditions,

You need to speak to your doctor before you do any practices.

As I say,

I am qualified and certified and insured in Tai Chi and Qigong.

So that's why these embodiment practices are part of my deck.

And these are embodiment practices that I've used myself to shift this energy.

And then I'm sharing it with you.

So this is the embodiment practice I used with this particular piece of artwork when I was working through this particular aspect of myself.

So here we go.

I'm going to read it out to you.

And if you'd like to do it,

Then please do.

I'll have a little sip of my drink before I do this.

So you can do this seated,

Or you can do it standing.

If you're outside,

You might want to do it with your feet on the earth.

If you're inside,

Just imagine that your feet are on the earth or you're laying on the earth.

If you're laying down,

You can do it in any way,

Absolutely any way.

And even if you're,

If you don't,

You know,

If you maybe don't have hands,

Because it uses the hands on this,

If you don't have hands,

You can just go to that area of the body and breathe.

It's literally for everyone.

All the practices that I offer are for everyone.

They're fully inclusive.

So place one hand on your heart and the other on your belly.

Close your eyes and breathe gently.

As you inhale,

Imagine light pouring into your heart.

As you exhale,

Soften into your body.

Say to yourself,

I welcome my soul into this moment.

I embody divinity.

And then move in any way that feels natural.

This could be the moment where you decide to stand up and allow your body to sway.

You may want to dance.

You may want to jump up and down.

You may just want to stay still.

I encourage you to just move because this movement allows you to start to shift that energy.

And allows your soul to connect and embody divinity because you are divinity.

Notice what it feels like to honour your divinity in this moment,

Just as you are.

Oh,

That's making me very emotional.

So for some of you,

You may be feeling very emotional with this.

Your divinity,

You are a soul,

A spirit,

Having a physical experience and allowing yourself to align with the divinity that you are.

You are divinity.

Divinity is the energy of the divine living and breathing through you.

While the divine is the source,

The higher power,

The sacred energy that flows through all life,

Divinity is how that sacred energy moves within you.

Divinity reminds you that you don't have to reach outside of yourself to find the divine.

You carry it.

You are it.

When you speak from your heart,

Move with intention or simply show up with love,

You are expressing your own divinity.

You don't need to look outside of yourself to find something greater.

You already carry that divine spark within you.

Divinity is a quiet knowing that your soul is always with you,

Living through your body.

So just allowing yourself to breathe through that.

The key words are aligned expression,

Heart,

Love,

Inner knowing and soul.

And this is an affirmation for you to carry forward to this energy of this beautiful full moon.

I am the divine in human form.

I honour the divinity within me every day.

I am the divine in human form.

I honour the divinity within me every day.

And if you haven't already,

Just gently bringing your attention and focus back to my voice,

Back to this space.

Gently opening your eyes,

Having a little stretch,

Having a move,

Grounding yourself,

Visualising your feet on the earth,

Connected to the earth,

To Mother Gaya.

And just breathe again,

Maybe have a shake if you want to have a shake or a move or a dance.

You can take a nice dance into this practice as well.

But here,

One of the big things for me that stood out after this image come to fruition,

As I say,

It was originally a photograph,

This one.

When I actually created this more abstract,

And it wasn't what I was consciously doing,

Which is what's happened with a lot of these cards.

I've not consciously done it.

It's just what I felt in that moment.

And then when I've later on looked back at them,

And when I've come to put them into the deck,

I'm like,

Wow.

So here,

For me,

We have the pineal gland here,

Which is our gland of enlightenment.

It's what the gland that produces like the DMT,

These magical molecules.

It is divinity itself.

And then also sometimes as well,

For me,

This looks here like the uterus,

The womb,

The yoni.

Also,

It is the cortex of the brain.

It's also our spine.

And if we turn it on its side,

It is also frequency and vibration of this card.

But that is divinity.

That is creation itself.

Well,

There's a lot that's come through.

I never intended to actually be going for this long for the collective reading today.

But obviously,

This has all been needed.

And some of you will relate to some things.

Some will relate to others.

Maybe none of it's relating to you,

And that's OK as well.

A lot of it,

I like to go back and listen to this later because it just comes through me.

I don't necessarily always acknowledge everything that's coming through.

So it's nice to listen back.

Here with this eye as well,

And I'm seeing as well for a lot of you,

You're going to be seeing things so clear.

This moon is allowing you to see what you need to see,

What you need to transform,

What you need to let go of to really,

Truly step into your own divinity.

And if you look here as well,

Can you see the mouth?

And the mouth has barbed wire.

And a lot of my art,

It contains that.

And I know that that was because for me personally,

Because obviously this is my own healing journey with art.

For me personally,

I've previously,

Obviously many moons ago,

Held back my voice,

Held back my truth,

Held back the secrets that I was holding,

That I couldn't allow myself to speak.

But once I started to speak my truth,

Let go of those secrets,

Speak them out,

Give energy to that,

To me,

By not holding the power in the secrecy,

In the word being held back.

That's when the mouth changed in my art.

I acknowledged that.

So for some of you,

There will be things still that you need to share,

You need to say,

Secrets you need to speak up about.

Whether that's just saying things out loud,

Whether that's writing them down.

Yeah,

I'm feeling that.

So for some of you,

That's strong,

That's going to be activated.

And trust me,

Once you start to express verbally how you feel,

Express your truth more as well,

Your wisdom,

Things that maybe you've been worried to share in the past,

Through fear of judgement or being ostracised,

Which is real,

It's a real fear.

As humans,

We are very much tribal animals,

We need our tribe.

We don't really survive very long in the wild,

On our own,

Without our tribe.

So it's important for us to feel part of the tribe.

And if you feel what you're going to say or what you're going to share is going to ostracise you from your tribe,

From your community,

From your family,

From your friends,

It's a real fear.

But actually,

For me personally,

My truth and speaking my truth was more important than that.

So I've had to work through a lot of things of letting go of a lot of those things,

Letting go of communities,

Letting go of family members.

Because to me,

It was more important to be in my truth.

Partners as well,

Especially letting go of partners in the past,

Because they no longer aligned with my truth.

And I wasn't prepared to hold back my truth,

Hold back my soul,

Hold back my journey and who I am or who I'm becoming.

We are becoming because we're all in this together.

The more we allow ourselves to be held back,

We're holding everything back.

Because we're all in this together collectively.

So for some of you,

It's time to let that go and really get your throat chakra,

Your voice activated and be prepared to upset a few people.

Because if you're not upsetting anyone or you're not upsetting the status quo in some way,

Then maybe you're not always being fully in your truth.

Because when we start to really speak our truth,

Your truth,

Your wisdom,

Not everybody wants to hear it,

Unfortunately.

But that's up to them,

Isn't it?

They don't have to listen.

They can remove themselves too.

Yes.

Okay.

I'm just going to see if there's any more messages that want to come through here from my guides intuitively.

So what I'm hearing really strong here,

And this is around Saturn coming through again.

It's like it is time.

It's time.

It's time and it's your time.

It's our time and it's the time.

We all chose to be here for these times for a reason.

And anyone who is listening to this,

I know that you are one of two things.

You're either a lightworker,

An empath,

A rainbow warrior,

As I call,

Or you're sceptical.

But the reason you're sceptical is probably because you are a rainbow warrior,

A lightworker and an empath.

So generally,

That's in my energy field,

In my workshops,

In the work that I do,

That is the energy of people that seem to come in.

So the fact that you are a rainbow warrior,

You chose to be here in this time,

In these times that are really,

Really hard.

They are.

It's tough.

It's really tough on all levels.

But you chose to be here for this time.

You chose to be here to make a difference.

We all did.

And each and every one of us are doing our little part.

So don't beat yourself up if you feel like you're not doing enough,

Because that's something that comes up for a lot of my clients as well.

It's like,

I'm not doing enough.

Well,

Actually,

Doing one small thing every day is enough.

It's a bit like that,

What Spirit are reminding me of here.

You know,

When people put out like a GoFundMe or something like that.

And if everybody put a pound in or 50p in,

You wouldn't have to worry.

The pot would be full in no time.

So that's all you need to do.

Just put your 50p or your pound in every day.

Obviously,

Metaphorically speaking.

Don't feel guilty or bad because you're not doing enough,

Because that's actually going to hold the energy back.

Because it's about you getting in full alignment in that good vibration,

Bringing your vibes up.

So focus on what you are doing,

Not what you're not doing.

And then each time you can bring in a little bit more of what you're doing,

Where you can up the ante,

Give more,

Do more,

Then do that.

But it's also how you look at things as well,

Because it can be smiling at people.

It can be feeding the birds.

Some people,

You know,

Go on pilgrimages or rallies or may go and do charity work.

May go and work in a charity shop.

It doesn't mean that you have to be out there having a million followers on wherever to be making a difference.

So never doubt yourself,

No matter what you're doing,

As long as each day you're.

.

.

Some days that difference is actually you looking after you,

Which comes back to the fifth house as well.

You looking after you and your energy.

That's the difference you can make today.

So thank you all so much.

I'm going to close this collective reading here.

Let's take a breath together.

Thank you,

Spirit.

Thank you,

Our guides and helpers and the beautiful energy and wisdom of the cards.

The planets and all that energy that's been here with us today.

Thank you,

Thank you,

Thank you so much,

Love.