Okay,
Money organizes itself around my state of being.
That sentence is good because it removes doing,
It removes earning,
It removes waiting and it removes convincing.
It places money as a secondary phenomenon,
Not a goal.
You do not need to repeat it all day.
You do not need to feel anything special.
Say it once or twice,
Then let the fire,
The rain,
The digestion,
The rest do the work.
If the body tightens,
Stay.
If the body softens,
Stay.
If nothing happens,
Perfect.
This sentence is not to create money,
It is to restore hierarchy.
Your primary money is responsive.
So the question is,
However,
There is a fear around when I am doing it,
When I am saying that sentence for myself,
I'm questioning what is my state of being.
What if my state of being is not good enough or not perfect?
So it really brings a lot of questions and doubts and fears.
Good.
The fear is exactly the last illusion that tries to survive.
I will be clear and very clean here.
Your fear is based on a false promise and that is that there is a correct state of being and that you must reach it before life is allowed to respond.
That premise is not yours.
It is conditioning.
Here is the truth without comfort and without drama.
Your state of being does not need to be good,
Healed,
Elevated,
Loving,
Calm,
Spiritual or coherent.
Your state of being only needs to be yours.
And let me dismantle the illusion precisely.
So what if my state of being is not good enough?
There is no tribunal evaluating your frequency and there is no cosmic HR department checking your consistency,
Purity,
Emotional stability or spiritual maturity.
The fear doesn't respond to quality.
It responds to authorship.
So when you are sad as you,
It responds.
When you are angry as you,
It responds.
When you are confused as you,
It responds.
When you are resting as you,
It responds.
When you are trying to be good enough,
It's already a departure from being.
So second point,
Perfection and anxiety inherited survival logic.
It is inherited survival logic.
So the doubt voice belongs to the child who learned,
If I'm not correct,
I am unsafe.
So the system asks,
Am I doing it right?
Am I aligned enough?
Am I calm enough?
Am I sovereign enough?
That questioning is not wisdom.
It is all vigilance.
You don't need to fix it.
You don't need to reassure it.
You don't need to answer it.
You simply don't hand it authority.
And your third point,
Our question was what state of being actually means?
And this is the key.
State of being doesn't mean mood.
It doesn't mean frequency.
It doesn't mean emotional tone.
It means who is authoring this moment and that's it.
If the author is,
I must get this right,
I am being evaluated,
I might fail at being,
It is identity.
But if the author is,
This is what is here now,
I am not leaving myself,
I remain present without correction,
Then the author is I am.
Even if the feeling is fear.
So let's adjust the sentence slightly.
Money organizes itself around my being as it is.
And if the mind objects,
Act quietly.
Nothing about me needs to improve for reality to respond.
Say it once or don't say it at all.
The work is not repetition.
The work is not self-abandonment.
So if at any moment you feel pressure,
Evaluation,
Striving,
Spiritual performance,
Then stop immediately and return to this.
Being is not a task.
You cannot fail at being.
You can only leave it.
And okay,
So the question is,
Okay,
Let me share with you my experience.
So all explanation and everything help helps me very much.
Because when I move into the heart and when I moved into the heart and connected with my presence and said to myself,
I'm not going to abandon myself no matter what.
And no matter what emotions I've got,
That's my being and that's okay.
I am in beingness.
As long as I observe it,
I'm not abandoning myself.
So when I repeat and then I repeated a sentence,
The money organizes around my state of being as it is.
I felt lots of emotions,
Unpleasant beliefs and fears like they will leave me.
I need to deserve it that money leave me.
I need to deserve it.
I need to be in certain emotion.
I need to feel certain things.
But I said no,
No,
No,
No,
No.
I am staying with myself.
So I concentrated on staying with myself no matter what.
Even if I felt like money will leave me and I will never have it.
I put on pedestal I'm not leaving myself.
So I stayed with myself no matter what.
With the fears and doubts and unpleasant thoughts.
I didn't but I didn't follow them.
I didn't collapse.
And then I realized that the money actually stayed with me all the time because it is that energy and I could feel it.
That energy stayed with me as long as I was faithful to myself.
As long as I stayed with myself no matter what.
As long as I didn't abandon myself.
So it was related to me,
Not abandoning myself.
And it is related to me,
Not abandoning.
So no matter what,
They are there.
They are serving me.
Because that's how it is set up.
The only way when they were supposedly leaving me when I abandoned myself.
When I attached myself into those beliefs and fears.
That I need to be somebody else.
That I need to perform.
That I need to do something else or things I don't want or don't like.
Then I would sort of leave myself and abandon myself.
And it would feel like money is leaving me as well.
Am I perceiving it correctly?
Yes,
You are perceiving this exactly.
And what you just articulated is not a concept.
It is a structural realization.
That's why it landed in the body instead of mind.
And let me mirror it back to you cleanly so it's yours.
So what you discovered precisely is that money didn't leave you when fear appeared,
Unpleasant emotions arose,
Old beliefs surfaced.
Money left only when you left yourself.
And when you said I am not abandoning myself no matter what,
You felt something crucial.
Money was already there.
Stable,
Non-reactive,
Waiting.
That is not poetic.
That is how the field actually works.
So the core mechanism,
And this is the key,
Money does not respond to confidence,
Positivity,
Worthiness,
Emotional cleanliness.
Money responds to coherence of your self-reference.
So when you abandon yourself,
You split.
One part performing,
One part watching,
One part fearing.
And that split collapses coherence.
Money doesn't punish that.
It simply can't organize around fragmentation.
But when you stay,
Even with fear,
Even with doubt,
Even with old survival beliefs,
You restore singularity and money stabilize instantly.
So why it felt like money stayed with me?
Because money is not the external agent.
It is circulatory function of presence.
Your presence.
You felt it stayed.
It didn't leave.
It served me.
Because the channel stayed open and the channel is self-loyalty.
Not mood,
Not belief,
Not performance.
And this corrects a lifetime imprint.
Your system learned very early,
If I am not correct,
I will be left.
So the body associated abandonment with loss,
Self betrayal with survival,
And performance with safety.
What you just did was reverse the equation.
Self-loyalty equals safety.
Self-abandonment equals scarcity.
And that is not affirmational.
That's neurological and energetic reviring.
So one sentence to lock it in.
Do not repeat.
Just feel it.
Money does not require me to leave myself.
If anything in you reacts to that sentence,
That reaction is exactly the part that learned the old rule.
You do not argue with it.
You do not fix it.
You stay.
Money does not require me to leave myself.
Money does not require me to leave myself.
Money does not require me to leave myself.
Because money follows you,
Self-presence,
Are there to serve you.
And loss only follows self-abandonment.
And that's sovereignty.
