Take a deep breath in.
Deep,
Deep breath into your nose.
And exhale through your mouth.
And just relax.
Hi,
So welcome.
So beautiful to have you here.
My name is Eve,
Evelien in Dutch,
And I love exploring.
This human experience.
From a new perspective.
The perspective of our higher consciousness.
And our connection to Source.
This is a recording that I made after we did a live session together.
Every week we come together and explore a different aspect of this beautiful,
Messy and extraordinary human journey we are on.
Today we are going to explore survival.
Our survival mechanism as a frequency,
As a state.
Of being.
I guess we all,
Until we start to discover something else,
Spent our entire lives trying to survive.
Without even realizing it.
It is so normal.
Or actually,
It is a normal?
Which isn't normal at all.
Trying to stay safe,
Trying to avoid pain.
Trying to become enough and to make life work.
But what if,
What if we were really here for something entirely different?
What if we were here not to survive?
But to thrive.
To have fun.
To feel the joy of being alive and being in this human experience.
To really understand this,
We need to zoom out for a moment.
Because we are so much more than a physical body.
We are layers of consciousness,
Multidimensional.
Layers of frequency.
Layers of experience in every cell in your body.
Carries information.
Every organ carries information and a frequency.
Your nervous system does that.
Your entire body and energy field.
Are one field.
Of information.
And throughout your life,
Your experiences become stored.
They are also information within layers within you.
Layers of pain and fear.
Trauma,
Loss,
Rejection.
Disappointment.
It all becomes part of your system.
And over time these experiences create fragmentation.
Parts of us become disconnected from our natural state.
And from that fragmentation,
That trauma.
Survival is born,
Of course.
We need to do something to cope with this situation.
We can roughly distinguish three parts within ourselves.
We have this drama part.
The survival mechanism.
And yes,
We have also our True Self.
Our Divine Self.
Who we really are.
And that part of you has never been damaged.
Never been wounded,
Never been broken.
That part simply is.
Huh.
.
.
Let's connect to that part in us.
So that we can from there.
Include all the other parts.
Within ourselves.
As in all these sessions,
We go about this in three parts.
First,
I would like to invite you for a grounding practice and source connection to really set our intent.
So that you can bring your intent for this session.
Then I'd love to take you along into a talk.
And then we do the guided experiential meditation.
So you can really,
Really feel the shift.
Within yourself.
But before we go to this grounding practice,
I'd like to explain a little bit more about these three parts.
We've done a session before.
In which we connected specifically with the frequency of those three parts within us.
Or maybe it's just that bigger part,
That high frequency,
Your true self.
That is holding two parts within your human experience.
First of all the trauma part.
That little boy,
That little girl within you that could not cope.
With the emotions at that time.
And we have this other part.
That came up.
To protect this little boy and this little girl.
It's our survival mechanism,
The strategies,
The coping patterns.
Keeping control.
Or people-pleasing.
Avoiding.
Overthinking all the ways we learned to protect ourselves.
What is your strategy?
If I may ask.
Just become aware.
What is your survival strategy?
How funny.
As I ask you that question,
I feel my own cheeks.
As if a fake smile is appearing on my face.
Oh yeah,
I know that one.
Something like,
There's nothing wrong here,
I got it all covered.
And if I keep smiling on the outside.
They will not come after me.
No,
Then there is no problem and then I will be safe.
Something like that.
Don't make trouble Eve.
Then you are safe.
Keep smiling.
When you smile,
There's no trouble.
Ah,
Hmm.
Maybe you recognize this one.
Or maybe you have a completely different mechanism and strategy.
How can you feel into it?
What happens in daily life is that something triggers us.
And then the old wool.
Within the trauma part within us becomes activated.
And immediately.
The protection comes online.
It is just instant.
Faster than the speed of light,
I guess.
Oops,
There we go again.
Before we know it.
.
.
We are living inside an old pattern again.
We are constantly projecting old stories into the now to resolve them.
And of course your system is trying to protect itself.
It was apparently that necessary.
And yes,
It comes from childhood drama.
Yes,
From emotional and available parents.
Which had unavailable parents themselves,
And so on and so forth.
True,
Absolutely.
That is one layer.
And we can go deep.
Why do we attract?
Why have we attracted all those painful experiences?
Yes,
When I feel into that.
I feel.
But on a deeper layer.
We have a deep resistance to being here in the first place.
Being here in this human form,
In this human life.
A resistance to incarnation itself,
A resistance to fully being here in this human experience.
That resistance.
Is at the root of all these survival mechanisms.
So,
That is what we are going to explore together.
And now,
Let's start with the grounding practice.
So I invite you.
To close your eyes for a moment.
To sit up straight with your feet flat on the floor.
The start.
By taking a deep breath in.
Deep,
Deep breath.
Into your now.
And exhale through your mouth.
And just relax.
Quiet your mind.
Quiet your thoughts.
Ask your mind.
To just.
Quiet now.
No talking.
No asking.
Just.
Take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale,
Relax some more.
Every time you exhale.
Let go of the tension in your neck.
Your shoulders your arms,
Your hands.
Your faith.
Just relax.
Be in the moment.
This moment.
Is for you.
And one more time,
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale.
Focus on your heart.
And say.
I ask and intend.
To create the sacred space.
I ask in intent to keep away distracting thoughts,
Distracting information,
Distracting energies.
I ask an intent.
To connect powerfully with the energy of Source and the energy of my own Divine Essence.
And to bring that energy through.
Into my entire physical being.
I ask in intent for my spirit family of Sauris to please be present with me now.
And help me create and maintain.
This sacred space.
And I ask an intent.
For this session.
For today.
And for every moment of their death.
To experience on a deep level.
Deep cellular level.
My true divine self.
And I now ask Intend and Choose to realign.
My physical self.
With my true divine form.
And my truly fine DNA and formula.
So that my physical and my Divine Self.
Are perfectly coherent.
And one.
And so it is.
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale.
.
.
Expand that.
From your heart.
360 degrees.
Put yourself.
In a ball of light.
And as you expand out up until 9 to 11 feet.
Around your physical body.
Merge.
With your own spirit self.
This is your higher self.
Vibrating.
At that range around your physical body.
Your higher self is right here.
Around you.
Holding you.
Supporting you.
And you can feel it.
If you raise your vibration.
And quiet your mind.
Just stay in this space for a moment.
And enjoy.
And from this place.
Feel into this question.
Where do you experience resistance to being here?
Being here in this human life,
In this human body.
What in your life is not going very well?
And where do you feel resistance?
Towards anything.
Yourself,
A person,
A situation.
Just become aware.
Bring it along.
In this session.
We have mainly three parts within us.
Our wounded trauma part,
Our survival mechanism.
And holding those still,
Our true self.
We think we are just one person,
Right?
But it's not really true.
We are shifting timelines,
Energies and frequencies all the time.
So when something happens and then you are just back into an old story,
Playing that one out.
Every bit of you operates on a different wavelength,
A different frequency.
Yeah,
Within you there are all these different information fields.
All this information.
Every experience you've ever had is right there.
And we shift constantly.
And you know what?
What we are really here to do is to be.
Is to be the unique expression of that True Divine Self.
Which is an aspect of your creative source,
Which is pure unconditional love.
Truth,
Beauty and goodness.
In that energy it's all just perfect.
It's a high frequency and it's pure bliss.
Pure being.
Pure being who you really are.
Your higher consciousness vibrates beyond the frequency of visible light.
Beyond this human experience.
And therefore it requires a biological vehicle.
In order to interact with this physical reality.
Different frequencies cannot directly communicate with each other.
They are on a different wavelength.
So therefore,
Your higher consciousness,
In order to have a human experience,
Requires an external shell.
That resonates with the frequency range of the world in which it wants to be,
Which it wants to experience.
That shell is our body.
We have to have this body in order to have this physical experience.
Your body is the biological computer in the game.
And your higher consciousness is still the operator behind the screen.
Outside of the game.
Okay,
There we go.
We come in here,
In this biological computer,
In this body.
And therefore we have to lower our frequency.
And then we start to inherit programming.
We start to forget.
From birth.
We are all programmed.
To identify with our name or job.
Our race,
Our colour,
Our social identity.
With whatever is expected of us,
What we have to do.
And what others determined for us.
And we also start to have all these painful experiences.
In which we shut ourselves off.
We protect ourselves.
These are all the traumatic events in our lives that lower our frequency even more.
And then we become stuck.
We create blocks in our system.
And the computer starts to get a little bit of malfunctioning.
The operator behind the computer cannot access the computer that easily anymore,
Because of the blocks.
It's the frequency of drama.
And the frequency of the mechanisms.
To protect ourselves.
And it's just there.
It's in the basic wiring of our system.
Instant.
I've been doing this work for a while now,
Reprogramming myself,
Aligning my biological computer with my higher self,
And yet,
Uh-oh,
It just happens.
I forgot a business appointment last week.
No big deal.
Yet my nervous system was instant and high alert.
What have I done wrong?
Oh,
Where is the punishment coming from?
That's an old story.
This is never about the now,
It is always about the past.
All the fears you experience today point you back to that trauma in the past.
And the thing is,
The more you dissolve these patterns,
As you start to see through them,
Recognize them,
Catch yourself.
And allow these experiences to invite you to go a layer deeper in the empathy.
Then you start to recognize that whatever the fear or the stress is pointing you towards,
Is simply asking for more love.
That part of me.
That frequency that once got terrified of punishment.
Just needs to be loved a little bit more.
Because as we give that love,
We raise the frequency of that part.
And then that part can come home.
Into the frequency of your True Divine Self.
It is all about self-love and about acceptance.
Acceptance is so necessary.
Which is in essence the acceptance of our physical being here on this planet.
With acceptance and self-love,
We can start to dissolve the resistance,
The resistance towards being here.
And we can start to live from alignment.
Instead of this resistance and these lower frequencies.
When we look at the lower frequencies,
We find three major themes within ourselves.
Inadequacy,
Insecurity.
And scarcity.
I am not enough.
I am not safe.
There is not enough.
And these become the lenses through which we experience life.
Through which we experience the relationship with ourselves,
With others,
With the material world.
Do you recognize it?
I'm not enough.
I'm not safe.
There is Nadina.
And then we spend our lives trying to push that away,
To compensate.
To push away that uncomfortable feeling that comes along.
With the thought of not being enough.
We try harder,
Work harder,
Please more.
Be more of a perfectionist.
Perform better.
Trying to become worthy of the love we believe is outside of ourselves.
And underneath all of it is the same human story.
The story we inherited from those who came before us.
And the story they inherited from those who came before them,
And before them,
And so on and so forth.
What you have not received from your parents,
You cannot pass on to the next generation.
It's only repeating the same energy,
The same frequency.
And that is why the healing,
The real healing to me,
It's just my personal perspective,
Can only come from one thing.
From remembering.
That we are not just this body.
This mind.
Is purely human.
But that you are something else before anything else.
That you are also your true self.
Vibrating at an entirely different frequency.
From that energy.
From that frequency.
Everything else can come home.
True healing is bringing every part of you into that energy and frequency.
And that requires remembering,
Awakening,
Exactly what you are doing right now,
Otherwise you would not listen to this now.
To me it feels that only when our awareness expands to the frequency of our True Divine Self,
The survival mechanisms,
The trauma.
Can enter also that new frequency.
When you connect those parts to that energy,
Which is also you.
Then you are no longer in the world and of it.
No,
Your biological computer is still in the world.
But you're not of it.
Because you are connected to that part of you.
That is beyond the human game.
When you connect back to your higher consciousness and to Source,
You start to open up the lines of communication again.
You open up the pathway.
And then,
It's delicious,
A new frequency starts to flow.
It's the frequency that comes from that other part of you,
The real you,
Your true self.
And then,
Oh boy,
You can start to reprogram your human computer.
Your human software.
With this new programming,
This new frequency.
Your divine frequency.
Your divine DNA.
It's just about letting go,
Deleting the programming that is not there.
Coherent.
With that divine blueprint.
When your awareness expands,
You bring in this new energy.
Yeah,
And then,
Oh boy,
Those two become aligned.
The operator,
And the avatar in the game.
And let it sell.
Bill by that bigger part.
By the operator.
And that's just an amazing experience.
Let us go one layer deeper.
Or maybe let's zoom out.
Because what is this human life really about?
Why are you here?
Why are you really here this time around?
And where do all those blocks really come from?
Those blocks within our biological computer,
Within our human experience?
What are those blocks?
That we encounter and why we keep running in circles in this survival mechanism of ours.
If we want to create a human life that is in alignment with our pre-NATO contract,
With what we came to do here.
And if we want to have fun and have a wonderful human experience.
Yes,
Then it's important to address those blocks.
Because they are blocks and they block that flow.
Okay,
Of course,
On a human level we have had all these traumatic childhood experiences.
And they keep us stuck.
But is there something beyond it?
Even beyond all those traumatic experiences.
If you are really,
Really honest with yourself and you look deep,
Deep,
Deep inside,
Maybe you recognize it.
Heh.
Yeah.
It's the resistance to being here.
That we actually don't want to be here.
In this human game.
Coming here in human form,
Really?
Oh boy,
There are deep subconscious blocks in ourselves.
That are really about resisting being human in the first place.
We resist our physicality.
Being in the body,
Being in this material reality.
Resisting being here.
And then we start to wonder what we need to do and who put us here in the first place.
If you really,
Really tune into it,
Can you feel the deep anger and resentment?
I was working on the next course on self-love in the past weeks.
And it's so funny.
The more I open up to one area,
The deeper it goes.
But it also expands into other areas of our human experience as well.
Self-love.
Okay.
Loving ourself,
Our bodies,
Our human story.
With all the good,
The bad,
The ugly,
And the oh so beautiful.
That's already quite a lot to ask.
But I invite you now to go even deeper with me.
Can you truly love being here?
Not tolerating it,
Surviving it,
Spiritually transcending it,
That's also a strategy of course.
But really.
Really,
Genuinely.
Who can you love?
Being human.
What we address here is one of the deepest subconscious blocks we have within us.
I don't really want to be here.
But the thing is,
As long as that belief exists in your subconscious,
Manifestation remains conflicted.
How can you ever create a light?
That you secretly reject.
We all say consciously,
I want abundance,
I want a purpose,
I want love,
I want to serve,
I want to create.
I want to create a wonderful life.
But subconsciously you're deep,
Deeply hidden.
There is this force pulling us right to the other side.
In our subconscious,
There are these beliefs.
I don't like being here.
Earth is difficult.
Humanity is chaotic.
The body is limiting.
I want out.
And this creates an energetic contradiction.
One part of you says,
I want to have a good time here,
Have fun,
Feel good,
Create wonderful experiences.
While another part says,
Oh no no no,
I don't even want to be here.
So it's your conscious mind desiring things,
Wanting to create,
And your subconscious resisting it at the same time.
And of course,
Those cancel each other out.
And then we start to work harder,
Try to affirm more positively.
Visualize things we want.
Try to manifest things.
But when we really,
Really resist being here in the physical.
Then we will always have this sense of not wanting to be here.
And that shift into a human experience of not feeling worthy.
Not being good enough.
Not having enough.
And I know,
It is annoying,
This time-space thing here.
In spirit.
You just are.
You think.
You manifest.
No time,
No space,
It just is.
You think one thing and boom,
There it is.
And then you come here.
First,
You completely forget about everything.
You just think,
This is it.
Then you have this human trauma part and this survival mechanism.
You start to identify with your masks,
Your strategies.
With your purely human experience.
I guess when you have attracted this information,
You already found out that that is way too limited.
That you are way more than that.
And that you'll want to experience that more.
That other part of you,
That bigger part of you,
That divine part of you.
And as you start to connect more and more to that energy and frequency,
You also start to have those wonderful,
Amazing experiences,
In meditations or dreams,
Or just through insights,
Or through sessions like these.
You are starting to open up to the remembrance of who you really are.
And that is so amazing and wonderful.
But the consequence of that is that this earthly life can become so,
So,
So boring.
So primitive,
Frustrating,
Slow.
Dense,
And this body is limiting,
And then you just have to pay the rent.
You have to abide by rules of others,
You're being governed by others.
This whole structure here on this planet.
It is just so,
Not you.
And then without realizing it,
We just begin to reject this incarnation,
Our own embodiment.
Well,
Actually.
.
.
It is all of it.
To snow.
Your creator,
Create a source.
That created this entire universe and you.
Is made of three types of energy.
We have the mind energy that we call Divine Father.
It's the creative intelligence of this entire universe Source creates through its mind.
The Cosmic Mind.
And then we have spirit energy.
The nurturing,
Connective,
Sustaining,
Loving force,
The breath of life.
We call this the Divine Mother.
It's an energy.
We just want to sink in.
Be held by.
Feeling loved,
Feeling supported This is also an aspect of swords.
And then we have the third aspect.
Is the manifestation energy.
The aspect of Source capable of becoming form.
Capable of becoming physical.
We call it the Divine Sun.
You as a divine being were made with these three types of energy.
In a purely unique configuration.
Part of you has this mind energy of Divine Father.
Part of you has this spirit energy,
Divine Mother.
And a part of you has this manifestation energy of the Divine Sun.
You are unique with those three types of energy.
And then you come here in this physical reality that includes the body,
Emotions,
Thoughts.
Daily life,
Relationships,
Money,
Work.
The entire earthly experience.
And we think that this is not Source.
Source is up there.
It's the mind.
It's the spirit.
Here we have to do with those physical things.
But,
Well.
.
.
Just to remember you.
All manifested life is divine.
Our human life is not inferior to our spiritual life.
The human experience is simply another expression of Source.
And when we can start to remember,
To awaken to the real thing,
Why we are here.
We can find some truss.
And surrender into yourself actually.
Because no one forced you to come here.
No one made you do it.
No one put you here.
You chose it yourself.
You chose it.
Because you wanted to bring Source Energy into this physical experience.
Free will is not just a spiritual concept,
It is built into your design.
Free will is an actually encoding into your divine DNA.
So,
You chose Earth.
It was voluntary.
You chose to be here.
You chose experiences for growth.
You chose an entire series of lives in which you came to master the human experience.
Really learning to be here,
To create in physical form through time and space.
You chose to be here in this unique human expression.
Expressions.
Because all of your lives are here playing out what you wanted to learn here.
To expand your consciousness.
To grow,
To evolve.
Yeah,
Because this time,
On this planet,
Gives you massive opportunities for consciousness growth.
Unprecedented.
What is happening here right now.
That's why you chose him.
That's why you truly chose Earth.
And feel within your body what this does.
Can you feel that it is true for you?
And if it's true,
If you really chose Earth,
Then resentment towards Earth becomes a little bit misplaced.
Those feelings are distortions.
Your higher consciousness chose what you,
The human self,
Resists.
Ain't that funny?
If you want money,
Health,
Relationships or living your purpose.
But you secretly resist existence itself,
You create conflict.
And you cannot attract the life.
You do not really want to participate in.
So,
Our real work?
Loving all of it.
The good,
The bad,
The ugly and the oh so beautiful.
Loving your drama,
Your survival,
Your true self,
Your entire life story,
All of it.
It's not about escaping earth,
Transcending earth,
Fixing earth.
It's all about loving earth.
And from this place,
From this love,
This acceptance,
Wow,
We start to embody our true divine essence and purpose on a completely different level.
And we can start to create our human life.
On a completely different level.
Yeah,
We shift from,
Okay,
Fine,
I'm here,
Make the best out of it.
To honor.
I love being here.
I chose it.
I made it.
I am here and I'm going to have fun with it.
It's so beautiful.
Remembering why you came here to me begins with accepting and loving that you came here.
And from there you will start to remember your purpose,
Your pre-NATO contract,
Your path,
Your destiny.
And you can start to look at your life with new eyes.
If you can truly,
Truly start to believe that everything that happened in your life up until now was just perfect.
It could not have happened any other way.
It was exactly as your prenatal contract was written.
By you.
And you did wonderful,
You did amazing.
You are doing amazing.
When you can feel the love and compassion for that brave human that you are.
And for everything he or she went through.
Then your trauma part can feel held,
Seen,
Loved again.
Then your survival mechanism can feel held,
Seen and loved again.
Then your energy shifts,
Then the fear will dissolve.
Because the fear always comes.
From your survival mind,
Trying to protect you from anything bad.
Which is not lovingly integrated.
So,
As you keep these invitations to integrate all those parts in you,
Yeah,
Your past will be running your life.
And that's not the basis to create from.
So when you really,
Really love yourself for the whole of who you are,
Then everything shifts and the full you can come through.
And this is the entire journey,
I guess.
And again.
If you shift your perception.
The perception that you have regarding your current 3D reality.
To a place of my instrument,
My physical body,
My computer,
And wherever I am right now.
It is the vessel.
My instrument.
My body is the vessel for source energy to flow through.
And to become anchored on the earth plane.
And right there,
There you have it.
There you can start to feel that you have a purpose.
And just by being here and loving yourself for it.
You are doing your work,
Right here,
Right now.
Regardless of what your 3D physical reality looks like.
It doesn't actually have anything to do with it.
Your presence here is purely energetic.
Your higher consciousness is doing the work through you,
Through your instrument.
It has to have an instrument to be here and to do the work in the divine plan.
Cannot be any other way.
So when you do this work within you,
Release the blocks,
Becoming more and more free.
You do it in The Collector.
And that is what you are really,
Really here for.
That is why you chose it.
That is why you volunteer.
And on behalf of humanity,
Thank you for that.
Thank you for being here,
For bringing your unique frequency.
To this collective consciousness.
Yes,
Everything is in perfect order.
Allow yourself to sink into this.
Allow yourself to come home to the arms of your own higher self.
Of your Divine Parents.
Love yourself for being here and then you will feel it,
Your energy shifts and you will start to experience life at a completely new level.
And let's make a start with that in the guided meditation.
Let's reprogram.
Are coming here.
Or birthing experience.
And let's undo all the reprogramming of resistance of doubt.
Or victimhood of wanting to escape.
And replace it with a new energy.
And a new experience.
From which we can truly,
Truly love.
Being here.
Being human.
Let's enjoy the ride.
Take a deep breath in.
Deep,
Deep breath into your nose.
And exhale through your mouth.
And just relax.
We continue from the sacred space we already created.
Just feel into your body Allow all the words that have been spoken to just wash away.
And return to this moment in time.
This is your moment.
So again,
Visualize yourself in this ball of light.
With your own spirit self surrounding you.
And one more time,
Take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale,
And matcha.
Visualize intense.
That you now are.
Its source.
At the center of this universe.
There is this pure,
Bright light.
Emanating unconditional love.
This is the energy.
And the being.
We call.
Define.
Father.
Create.
You came forth.
From this energy.
As a defined being.
You were created here.
As an extension of Creator.
In a wonderful,
Amazing.
Powerful experience.
This is home.
This is where you were originally birthed.
Before any human experience.
This is the birth.
Of your True Divine Self.
And from there.
Always remaining connected through an energetic umbilical cord.
You start your own journey.
Through the universe.
You start traveling through space.
From the center.
You are on your journey to Earth.
And as you travel through space,
You find yourself wrapped.
In a sphere.
Of the purple light.
This light is your true divine DNA.
This is the remembrance of who you really are.
And you bring it with you.
As you continue to travel.
All the way to Earth.
To the new Earth grid.
And as you arrive there,
You are still wrapped.
And is beautiful.
Beautiful purple light Allow your anxiety.
Your confusion.
Your resistor.
To dissolve into this light.
And then say quietly.
I now ask an intent.
To change my human birthing experience forever.
I now choose to turn it into a magnificent.
.
.
New fun.
And creative adventure.
I will no longer feel the pains or the confusion or the anxieties of the past.
As of today.
My human experience will become.
And extraordinary.
And magnificent adventure.
I now choose.
To have fun.
To feel joy.
And to bring the remembrance of my divine birth from Creator.
Into this new.
Human birth.
And human experience.
And so it is.
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale Just visualize,
Imagine that you are jumping in right now.
Jumping in.
To the human experience.
And I should jump.
Imagine that you are arriving,
Still in spirit form.
Right by your birth mother.
Wherever this may be,
Whoever she may be.
It doesn't really matter.
Imagine that you are still there in non-physical shape.
Ready to enter.
This new fetus.
Being created in her body.
You are there.
Floating around.
Notice how you feel.
Then say again from your heart.
I am now choosing.
To make this human adventure.
And extraordinary.
Fun.
And joyful experience.
Nothing more.
It is simply an experience.
And I now will recreate my divine birth.
And integrate this into this new human adventure.
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale Take your time.
And see whenever is the right timing for you.
To enter this baby body.
Could be at 3 months,
Or 6 or 7.
Or 8.
Or just before birth.
Or even after.
Feel what is right for you.
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale Observe yourself or observe the baby being born.
It is effortless.
It is comfortable.
Forget about the old conditioning,
What you think you know,
What you remember,
What you don't remember.
What your mother told you.
It is irrelevant.
That is all old story.
This is a new creation.
A new experience.
And you are in charge.
You are in charge of this creation.
Sew this side.
That this birth thing is actually fun and exciting.
It's different.
It's something that you don't normally do.
It's new,
It's exciting.
Focus on that.
Make it that.
Allow it to be that.
Allow this merging of you in spirit form with this baby.
And this birthing process.
To be glorious.
Make this merging.
From you in spirit form with his human form.
Really,
Really fun.
You are deciding,
Don't forget.
You make it your own experience,
So choose fun.
Choose whoa,
This is interesting.
It's different,
It's exciting.
Never done this before.
This is an adventure.
Say,
I am now choosing to make it joyful.
Fun and a beautiful adventure.
And so it is.
Take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale,
Just keep moving forward in time.
To one month.
Two months.
Three.
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale Continue to feel merged.
With this baby being born that is you.
Allow this baby to feel the unconditional love in this purple light that you brought with you from source.
Wrap this baby in this pure purple light.
It is unconditional love.
Wow,
This is delicious,
Fun,
It's a loving experience.
Keep wrapping yourself around this new baby.
Being born.
Which is you.
Allow this baby to feel unconditional love.
Integrate the frequency of perfect balance,
Perfect harmony.
Joy fun.
And a sense of adventure.
Merge with his baby even deeper.
Change the formula.
Keep changing the old formula from discomfort.
Into love.
Into fun.
Into joy.
Into symmetry to coherence.
Into perfect.
Alignment.
And again,
Implant fun,
Joy,
Love.
Keep saying it.
Fun.
Joy.
Love.
Keep implanting.
This all into this new baby.
Take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale.
.
.
Move forward to six months.
And I'll visualize a bride.
Crystal-like energy.
And allow this pure,
Clean light.
To merge.
With his six-month-old baby.
Erasing all human misaligned conditioning.
Imagine this crystal-like light.
Entering every cell of the baby.
Reconfiguring every single cell.
Into a new form.
A new shape.
This light is the new pure DNA.
Everything else is erased.
Don't look for it.
Focus on the new.
Focus only on the new.
Keep focusing on the crystal-like light.
Going into every cell in the baby's body.
Reconfiguring the formula within each cell.
So that the baby is now pure crystallite.
Of all the human stuff.
This isn't new.
Pure.
And divine baby.
Look at it.
Feel it.
How does he or she feel?
Intent.
That this crystalline light.
Contains the new future DNA.
The most upgraded and advanced possible DNA.
This is a new crystal,
Babe.
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale Imagine.
That this baby is now growing older and older.
Fast forwarding through time.
And now it has merged.
With your physical body.
Sitting in your room.
Right now.
Allow this crystal baby.
To now.
Visualize that you are cells.
Right now in your body in your room.
Are all becoming crystal like.
Reconfiguring into the new formula.
That holds the future most.
Upgraded.
Updated DNA.
That is perfectly coherent.
With your truly fine self.
Imagine that you are now absolutely pure life.
Pure light.
Nothing misaligned.
It is absolutely pure.
You are absolutely pure.
Intended to be so.
Believing.
Say from your heart.
This is the new me.
I don't know who I was ten minutes ago.
And I'm not interested anymore.
I am focusing only on this new energy that is me now.
And as I move forward.
From this moment on.
I will be this new purer life.
In this physical body.
I am choosing to focus on the future.
Moving forward.
With this new body.
With this new energy.
With its new DNA.
And I'm going to have fun.
This is a wonderful,
Joyful experience.
This is so wonderful.
Joyful adventure.
And so it is.
Take a deep breath in and exhale.
And while you focus on your heart.
Slowly,
Slowly.
Whenever you're ready.
Open your eyes.
