Hello my loves.
I wanted to come on here today and.
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Talk about a process that i've been going through recently in my creative world so i'm working on a important creative project at the moment,
One that wants to be birthed through me into the world and i'm finding it to be a very interesting journey.
I'm finding myself in moments of deep deep joy and bliss And not just because life is moving through me to birth this into the world,
Although that is a part of it.
But because the process of creating this.
Is showing me just exactly who I am now.
And how different she is.
Compared to who I used to be.
You see,
Once upon a time,
I'd have patriarchied the shit out of myself when creating.
Birthing this project,
Once upon a time would have meant constant doing.
Constant effort.
Pushing.
Harder.
More.
Faster.
Get it done.
Done.
Done.
Extraction.
Extraction,
Within and without.
And we all know this,
Right?
Living in the world we live in.
In the last month or so,
Something has been very,
Very alive for me and become very,
Very clear.
And that is that I will not be extracted from anymore.
Not by myself.
And certainly not by others.
Nowadays i'm creating from the feminine aspect within us all the feminine aspect that has been repressed under patriarchal systems for so long,
Thousands and thousands of years.
And I find myself creating slowly.
Softly.
Intuitively.
With feeling and heart and without force.
And for me personally,
That looks like not actively working on this project every single day.
It looks like honouring all of my parts.
As Walt Whitman said,
I am large,
I contain multitudes.
And those multitudes deserve to have their desires met too.
So,
I am listening deeply.
Moment by moment.
To what is alive.
And once tending to.
Permitting myself to spend a day in ceremony with the earth.
To spend the day with family or friends,
Doing nothing other than existing,
In some delicious way or another.
Reading,
Dancing.
Working on other creative projects.
Resting,
Journaling,
Whatever it may be.
And most importantly,
Not beating myself up for honouring all my parts.
And that is the real flex.
Not that I am birthing this creative project.
But how?
I am bringing it into the world.
Because what lies beneath all of this?
Is deep self-respect.
An intimate present relationship with all my parts boundaries with myself and others.
The willingness to follow my aliveness in the moment.
And a deep love and reverence for this beloved known as sally and all her parts i have not escaped the capitalist patriarchal systems of the west to just become a product myself Same system,
Same bullshit.
And I will certainly not be following a regimented schedule of when something should happen.
I must work on this for five hours every day,
Or I must birth this by the end of 2026.
I am intentionally birthing this with as much gentleness as it deserves.
I am allowing love to flow through me in whatever way it wants to.
Always.
And so,
I invite you.
To join me.
And to ease more into a fluid feminine way of being in the world of creating.
Of existing within these patriarchal systems that we still exist within I invite you to.
.
.
Join me.
To be radical.
Within these systems and create from a different place.
Okay my loves,
That's all I wanted to share today.
I hope this resonates with some of you.
Take care and have a beautiful day.
