We Are Scared Of Our Anger

When people tell Premasudha, her words speak to the heart of the journey, she laughs and says it is because she was once so confused herself! Now wishing to help others out of emotional distress, Premasudha says an important key is to become aware of our own inner climate - the emotions, feelings, and bodily sensations that are always there within us. She reminds us that our experiences in the world reflect what is going on inside of us. For example, if you are carrying anger, you will attract angry responses. To heal this, we need to turn inward, to the Silence/Creator within, and ask for help. Then we can let this inner love and wisdom heal our fears, anger, and hate, bringing us to a more illuminated perspective of life on earth. When anger goes, there is room for the Creator (aka the Light and Love of Awareness) to come into our hearts, bodies, and minds. At any moment, we can take responsibility for our lives and begin stepping forward to move beyond the ego's tricks & storylines.

Transcript

We're actually scared of our own anger.

We project the anger we're carrying out into the world.

And then we feel victim of angry people or unloving institutions or whatever it is.

Yeah,

So you guys,

We manifest stuff out of our anger.

And I don't want you to realize this,

And we get scared of it.

Any anxiety really is you're anxious really about your own anger.

You're scared by your own machinations of your own ego,

Which is just,

It's so sad and it's so humorous at the same time.

So if you can realize that it really pays off to become highly aware of your feelings,

Of your emotions,

And get free of the storyline and let them heal.

So I would walk around and I would feel anger up.

It felt really true,

But I knew it was just ego.

So I kept focusing on the silence.

That's what I did a lot when I realized I focused on the silence just because I didn't have a teacher.

So I just focused on the creator inside.

And what happened is the anger or the hate would get smaller.

You know,

I'd stop getting shaken by my own emotions.

And when you clear anger,

It turns into higher awareness.

And this is how spiritual masters,

They've cleared all this stuff.

And what happens is where the ego was,

Now there's just the creator.

When you don't have any anger left,

You know,

Nobody really gets angry with you.

You know,

If we're carrying a lot of anger and we're not expressing it,

People get angry with us all the time.

That's what happened to my mom.

Everybody got angry at my mom.

She never expressed anger,

But she was carrying it.

It's just to get interested in it so that you can take your power.

And you take your power by realizing that the ego talk isn't accurate and that the emotions you feel with this like hate,

Anger,

Fear,

It's just ego.

It's real,

Feels real.

We can make it true,

Can make a nightmare come true.

Any of us can make a nightmare come true.

This is how powerful we are,

You see,

We're gods.

So if we're staying asleep,

We will tend to make nightmares true.

And if we wake up,

We make heaven come true.

And this is what everybody's a bit dozy to get because the patterns of our many lives are we not to take responsibility.

We watched our parents not take responsibility.

There's so few people in this world who are taking responsibility for their lives.

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