Live Wisdom Talk On The Spiritual Journey

With her signature humor and ability to put words to vague perceptions and feelings, together with her healing touch, Premasudha's work is life-changing. She has a truly great knack for assisting people out of the emotional prison of their ego/intellect into true freedom. This means that sometimes even serious diseases disappear too, as part of the emotional shift into a new more love-based understanding.

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Okay, I can tell you that the reason you're not making progress, You feel you're not making progress, Is you don't know how loved you are. It's um, This is, This is where we're stuck. Because if you, If you knew how loved you, You are, Your, Your heart would just open like a flower and you would become enlightened. Now the reason the journey to enlightenment takes so long is it takes us so long to get used to the idea that we're lovable and that we're divine beings. And it takes in a way countless inner battles to get there. Okay, Now I can feel some of you are beginning to step across a line within you and this will be for whoever listens to this video, Even if they know that you're not making progress. Whoever listens to this video, Even if they're not attending and they listen. Okay, You're beginning to take this step across the line. It's like the line of your known reality. Think of Christopher Columbus heading off across the Atlantic. And, You know, They thought that the earth was flat so there would be part of him that would think that maybe he would fall off the edge of the earth before he met, He reached India because he was heading for India, I think. So, It's the same for us, It's kind of it feels like, You know, Scary when we step across the line into more truth. It's the end of the world as we know it. And your body will start to as you step and you're all doing this. Your body will start to begin to be able to handle a higher vibration. Some of you don't think you're doing it. You're all doing it at various degrees. Remember, I speak the truth, You know, I don't flutter people. Some of you are just beginning to step. But again, You know, You can't even judge where you are. Some of you might be stepping right through it and you might think that you're just beginning. Okay, So stepping across the line into a more love-based reality. See, Our bodies, You know, In the East, They believe that we have other lives and then, You know, So we might have difficulty on our journey because maybe, Say, In 25 lives, We encountered problems right where we are right now. So let's just say at age, Somebody's 57, So maybe in 25 lives, Somebody had a lot of trouble at age 57. Okay, So that would add to the stress or the resistance you might feel. But it's also, As you move through it, It will be a bigger step because it will be clearing 25 lives. As well as, You know, When you're a child, You know, And I said this so many times, But you know, When we're born, I mean, We come from basically, You know, A very high vibration and we come and we grow in our mom's tum and then we're born in the hospital room. And it's a much lower vibration and we also, So we feel all that's going on with the doctors and the nurses and what's going on with our mom and our dad. And that can be quite traumatic. Sometimes it's right there, We kind of clench, We kind of, You know, Get jarred and our little baby body goes, It's not loving here. And so we wall off the love that we are. See, Every time as a little kid, We got disappointed or shocked or traumatized, We went, Oh, It's not loving here, I have to protect myself. So we clinched and brought in a thicker veil. But the thing is that what happened to us as a child is the reflection of our other lives, So we only get what we've already chosen. So I've told all you guys, Like, You will hear me repeat myself a lot. And it's because it's like when you're talking to kids, You have to keep repeating. It's the same principle in the journey, You keep repeating until the person rises in vibration enough to really get it. But I had a lot of lives where I didn't love myself. And so this life I got imprinted in a family where I was treated like kind of the worst. Because it just reflected my own choices. So when we get that, We sort of stop blaming people and we started praying for help to clear these patterns because we're the ones who stuck with them. And, You know, We have until our deathbed to clear them. You know, And what we don't clear, We have to come back and clear. And when we really get this, We evolve faster. But most of us are caught in this labyrinth of our minds and, You know, I tell you, I'd like a PhD in a labyrinth of my mind, You know. It's like an ego the size of Everest. And I would just get caught in my mind and full of judgment and anger. But what happens is, OK, So that slows us down right there. If you're wondering, I mean, It's sort of like, You know, Getting more in the habit of observing our thoughts. I mean, If you bring your will to that, Of observing your thoughts. You'll start noticing how many of them are negative. And then just because you're noticing them, You will you'll end up steering more to the positive because you'll go like, OK, These negative thoughts are just. The complex clearing. It's not true. I'm going to give it over. I told you that I made one of my videos, I think I've said that I saw because I didn't forgive my parents that I re-imprinted my kids with some of the stuff coming down my family line. It wasn't until they'd grown up that I realized this. And then I realized that I hadn't forgiven my parents completely. OK, I just want you to come back to yourselves a little bit. Come back. I feel like bring your attention to your tummy around your belly button. Yeah. Right. I could feel you guys getting caught in your heads and leaving your bodies a bit. Yeah. OK, Good. Good. That's what happens, You know, As little kids, They get they feel trauma and they. They leave their body and they kind of wall off. So right now. Now you were starting to do the same thing, But you've come back into your bodies now more so you have to be clear to fail there. Some of you aren't going to believe me. It's OK. It's OK. It's sort of like, Though, If you just go, Yeah, She speaks the truth. I'm clearing the veil. Then, You know, You'll make more progress than if you go like, Well, I don't know if that's true. This is it. This is it. It's like one of the things is, You know, If you have a true teacher, Listen to the teacher and follow guidance. That is like a way to speed up your journey. I remember Ama told me, You know, To do the thousand names and I really. You know, She wanted me to really like do it like and I. Yeah, So I did. I did. And she wanted me, You know, With the when you're saying the names in your and you're sort of giving all your. Darkness over your darkness and what you achieve, What it is, Is you're giving your understanding over to the teacher, To God, To it, So it can be enabled to get bigger. So you give over your understanding of light and your understanding of darkness and you give the whole thing over. And Ama signaled to me that she wanted me to really raise my arms up in the air and go all like this. And I had been doing a very constipated kind of little tiny giving over. So so every time I had to put all this juice into it. But you know what happened? Was I first of all, I started seeing incredible changes in my son and I saw incredible changes in a very, Very deep, Richard part of me that who knows how many lifetimes it would have taken for me to get to if I hadn't just followed what Ama said. And she knew she knew what would be clearing for me. So I was really glad. It's really glad to follow. I mean, In the West, We don't you know, I you know, OK, A couple of things. And I include myself in this. You know, We're not very humble and we don't take direction. I mean, What what happens is instead of just. Being humble, Like being willing to learn, We feel bad about ourselves, And that's what's so sad. You guys, I can feel you. I can feel you with this feeling bad about yourself. And it feels so familiar. You know, It's like home away from home. Such such baloney. That's it. That's it. May you never feel as bad about yourselves ever again from now on. So be it. OK, Good. Because it's misplaced. You know, You can make a mistake. And feel sorrow about that and then give it over. But walking around with a kind of a low grade, Oh, I'm fat or I'm not smart enough or I don't have enough money or I'm not spiritually alert or blah, Blah, Blah. It's just it's like you're a divine being inside you. You know everything. You have huge wisdom. Huge power. And it's just where you forgot or you were persuaded you were less. This is above all to thine own self be true. You know, It's what you do with that. I mean. This above all to thine own self be true. Or Buddha said. You know, You as much as anybody else in the world. Are entitled. To love. There's one person who doesn't want to give up feeling bad about themselves. I know who it is. So come on, You can do it. Just give it over. Just. That's it. Yeah, Just give it over. That's it. It's not protecting you. See with women, You know, Again, I've said this, You know, Really dawn on you at some point. That. If we do not value the feminine aspects of humanity, It's hard for women to believe in themselves. They feel like there's something wrong with them. And, You know, When you're evolving and letting the soul in, You will feel that like what you're doing is taboo. But it's not. It's really, Really needed. It's sort of like you guys think of it. Think of yourselves like you're just Mother Nature. Learning to love yourself. How could Mother Nature be faulted with wanting to love herself? How can you criticize a little child for loving herself? So how can you criticize you? For daring to love yourself. It's a very, Very brave thing to do. I'll tell you guys, Wait till you get old. That's the whole other thing. People don't kind of really look at you. It's just bizarre. You'll get it now before you're before you're old because it's just harder then. See. That's it. You've nothing to lose, You see. Our experience in the world is pretty shabby a lot of the time, So you might as well turn and love yourself, You know. That's it. That's it. Okay, I'm seeing a flower. There's something that you got that just hit home that I said recently. Just like a flower. That's it. Yeah. You know, Many of us don't love ourselves enough to even be present in our bodies, So we're just aware of our heads. You're good enough. All of you. You know, Over and over again. Like if you go like this above all to let known self be true, Or you, You know, Wish to go on the journey, Wish to go deeper on the journey, The universe will immediately give you a situation you'll just walk into it. Where it's like, It's like a test, But actually, It's more like a doorway to integrating the new knowledge. So, You know, When we think of being tested. It's kind of a little hostile if you think that the universe is giving you an opportunity to integrate what you've learned and put it into practice, It's, You can see the love in it. Okay, So bringing awareness so that you see. So you can see that you're in this situation you could go like, Okay, Here's a situation where I'm really being really being given an opportunity to walk my talk more. Stand for my heart. To be truthful, To be more loving, To move out of judgment. Yeah. And then when you realize it, It's easier to take the action in the situation. It's becoming conscious within the situation. It's the taking of your power in this situation. So the more you look at every situation around you as giving you an opportunity to move into more truth, You'll take the opportunities offered. It's like taking the hand of the universe you receive the help the universe is trying to give you. There's a coldness I'm feeling in you guys like I'm wanting to warm you up a bit. It gets more loving here than you realize. It's we who are alienated from truth and I have to say, The West, You know, I think North America is probably the loneliest two countries in the world. I do. I really do. And that's our normal. So we don't realize how unloved we feel, How cold, How numb we are. You know, That's why, You know, Amma says if you cry for God, Like cry, You know, Wanting to embody God more to feel closer to God. That is the quickest way to grow. You're actually clearing your numbness. I mean, She doesn't say this, But I feel it's just implicit because she's talking to a numb audience. And she's so loving. She doesn't want to say it because you're so numbed out. You're not feeling how loved you are. But I can say it because I know it deeply for myself. That's all that's, It's all that's the matter. So if you cry for God like this or cry in deep sorrow at how separate you feel. Yeah, That will also melt the veils and melt the numbness. I used to feel like, You know, The queen of pain, The queen of crying, You know. It just went on and on and on. But it stops. Stops. And you can also say if it's getting too intense, You could say, OK, Universe or whatever, Like, Don't I need it to stop. It's too intense. I need a bit of a rest. And I'll tell you, The universe will tone it all down for you. I mean, That's how loved you are and that's how in control you are. The great thing about a dark time like we thought is just with a little bit of spiritual effort, You make a great deal of progress. So just keep going, Even though I know with the child self that can feel, You know, The learned helplessness, The child learned that, You know, They never could overcome their parents or whatever their siblings. So they gave up. But as as grown ups, There's nothing to stop us. I mean, Amma says that, You know, In the ashram where people go really with the intent to achieve self-realization, She says some people hide, Some people, You know, Sort of struggle for a while and then give up. And then some people emerge victorious. They just refuse to let darkness get in their way. They refuse to believe the old tapes of the hopelessness. It's just baloney. It's ego, The hopelessness, If you feel it, It's pure ego. But it's also the safe paddock of your ego, So it feels safe to stay in there. But it's not. And the thing is, As time goes on, It will become very clear that it's it's not safe to stay in your ego. It's much safer nowadays because things are falling apart to fall back on your inner knowing. That is really the safe thing. Yeah, You guys are so loved. You know, I know that love power is coming to you. The love power that's behind my words and in my words is coming to you. I can feel some of you like you want to believe that, You know, Love is the strongest, But your little kid thinks that, You know, Darkness is stronger. And that's what you have to like keep giving over to the universe. You have to like do the work to. Have the juice to go through that. You know, Even making a little progress, Your life will be lighter. A little bit of effort. You know, I was working with a client and I was being very a little sharp with her because I had. To be and she talked about after this that she felt this band of darkness around her eyes. And then, You know, We talked further and I said it was her own darkness coming up to be cleared. It was coming up from the shadow. She's moving through this. And then it cleared, Saw more clearly. And then she had some beautifully happy days. This is what the journey is like. So don't believe in the darkness. We feel the darkness coming up. It's coming up to be cleared. I mean, The ego is comfortable with it, But your soul wants you to go, OK, This is clearing. You know, Part of why I've been so motivated to complete this life is actually how the feminine aspect of humanity is treated. Like, You know. It's it's hard for women when, You know, Just your instinctive, Feminine nature. This. You know, Considered like a second rate man or not allowed or ridiculed. And this is really part of what's bothering you guys. You know, We don't say, You know, The male bear is better than the female bear. We don't say that bears should live just along masculine lines. We just do it with ourselves. That's it, OK, That got through to you. This is what women are laboring under. This is part of what stops our progress. But a woman can go zero to 100. You know, She can grow really fast, Anna says. And that's what I experienced. You know, Most of us. Again, You know. If we've been brought up to find our security and material things, It's it's hard sometimes to. Value the spiritual over the material. So. We don't actually, If it comes to it, We don't risk that much because we're so lodged in the material. That we don't do anything to rock that boat at all, That we're like scared of rocking that boat. So that means that it's it makes it smaller than what we're prepared to do for a spiritual journey. I mean, If we say, Well, Our income has to. Be this mountain, All these things, Or we have too many rules that way. The thing, You know, In the East, They talk about like karma, Yogis to when you work, If you you know, You can earn money. But if you do it, Do everything for God, Then you can proceed more on your spiritual journey. Without, You know, Work getting in the way of your spiritual journey. I mean, Your whole experience at work becomes like a service to God. And, You know. When you receive your pay, It's like it's your little non-attached doesn't mean you have to become poor. You're just more non-attached to the to the money that really helps progress. Doing things for God. Like when you're at work, You know. If you go to work in the morning, You go like, OK, I'm going to serve God today in everything I do. You know. That brings, Then that gives your soul energy. A lot of permission to come in and be received by you. And then you can have proof positive how powerful it is. You know, Really. I feel so much more supported financially now, The wiser I am than I ever did earlier. And at the same time, I just don't even think about money because I just know the universe is going to solve it. OK. I can feel to one person in particular beating themselves up right now. So. OK, Beating yourself got us to enlightenment. There'd be so many enlightened people in the world. Don't do that. Don't do that. That's it. That's it. Good. That's it. I mean, Can you can you not beat yourself up for a while? For a day? For a day, Just watch for self critical thoughts, Like just for a day and just count them. Ah, Sweeties. You know, Count how many self critical thoughts you have in a day. That will slow your journey. But it's not even your fault. It's like coming from early childhood or other lives, You know, Your complexes are not your fault. They're just your homework this life. OK, Good. OK, Good. There's a. You're getting the logic of what I'm saying. You see, It's all very logical. It's just we have to go beyond our ego a little bit to to get the logic. I mean, When we get the logic that if we're like thinking really negative thoughts about ourselves. That's going to slow our journey. We might stop. We'll go like, I want to make progress. I don't want to get this next life to. I sure didn't want it next life. My goodness. And then. The thing is that I've noticed, Slows people down, Is, You know, One of the most accelerative things we can do is help others if you just go about your day with a generic just offering service wherever you can, Like opening the door for someone in the grocery store. You know, My big thing is I, I go over and kind words for mums who are struggling with kids. In stores or just I just tell them how I just tell every mum how beautiful their child is. It's my kind of just blessing for the earth because the mums need it. So whatever you give comes back. So I'll tell you what it will do, Though. When you give out, The love will come back. And guess what it will do? It will illuminate your resistances and you'll experience them. You'll go, Oh, Gosh. And it will be uncomfortable. So. OK, What's important is what you do right then. Because if you give it over to. God and ask for help. The resistance is will lift. If you go, Oh, Here I am again, I'm such a loser. Oh, This is, You know, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah. And you stay around in your head. Just go around in it. You you abort the opportunity to grow. And, You know, That is one of the saddest things I I see, Because what happens is then people go round and round in pain that's not. Necessary because they don't know how to let go. It's like being stuck in giving birth and never getting the baby. But don't do that. Give over. So remember the sequence when you're when you're expressing love and devotion out there where you're really giving the love you give will come back and it will show you your veils and give you an opportunity to give them over. Like the client who saw the dark band on her eyes. I mean, That was an opportunity for her to stay at that level or go beyond it. It's like we all have to be like Phoenix's rise from the ashes over and over again. And this is where we can love and support each other to do it. That's it. That's it. That's good. All of you guys got that. You know, Just when you think you're doing the worst you're actually letting go of ego and it's the best. But then really let go of it. You know, Don't get stuck in that dreary dreary pain. What you guys really responded to was when I was talking about how the female consciousness was not valued so it makes it hard for us to value ourselves. In fact, You know, We can get ridiculed or called a flake. Or told we're impractical. But I'll tell you the answer to this shift is going to come in through the feminine side of the human consciousness. Amma says it's a return to the nurturing female, But that is going to be how this big transition that the whole world is in. That's where it's going to end. And it's so funny because we're going the other way so we're like, You know, Everybody's working so hard and, You know, We're not taking care of our kids really. So, You know, We're sort of going the other way, And we're eating, Well until COVID we ate at restaurants and everything you know. Really, Really valuable. Not just in yourself, I mean just in yourselves. I mean you're infinitely valuable. Like, You're part of God in human form so how could you not be valuable? Just, You're just unbelievably priceless. In yourself, In your existence. That's it. Okay, You're getting this. What could be more valuable? The thing is that to bring it forward, You know, To make way on this spiritual journey it's like knowing your divine, But then also, You know, The purity of heart. Allow your heart to become purified. Allow your ego to flow away, To dissolve, So that you, The love within you can flow out. That's it. That's it. You're all getting this. Now remember, You know, After this video, You know, You'll like, You'll, You know, Feel good, And then you will, This will have to integrate. So you'll have some experience you know maybe like I don't know a driver gives you the finger or whatever, Whatever it's going to be. And just go like you know okay like here's a clear the integration of it but I'm going to, I'm just staying on this. I'm, You know, I'm just give it over to God. Notice the anger resentment that comes up and just give it over to God. That's it. You can do it. That's what I have been really good at. You know my, My brothers are engineers so a lot of my spiritual journey has been to kind of just like an engineer in a way, Trying to figure out how it worked. So this is what I'm bringing to the West is understanding of how the spiritual journey works emotionally. So, How we can do it, And it is quite mechanical, You step forward into light, Then your ego fusses, And you just keep, You know, I'm moving through this I'm moving through this, And you lodge in more truth afterwards. It's, It's very mechanical, It's just very unsettling to go through it. And the bigger the step into truth, The more the ego screams. And, You know, Things get distorted. So, You know, It's like when people who are studying me and they look at me and they go, Why am I studying with this woman she's crazy and it's like will be just where their ego is coming up to be cleared and then, You know, Clears and afterwards they go, Oh, Hug me and go, You're so wise premise student it's like I don't take any of it seriously because I, I understand the process. It's just like a little kid like I hate you mommy, And then the next thing it's like I love you mommy. Right. I don't know whatever I said there's this, A little bit of the loss of this light or it's flipped off a bit. I'm just noticing and if you think of this, The fact that I can notice these things about you all is actually prove positive that God exists and unconditional love is infinitely powerful and knows stuff that's beyond words. That's it. The other thing is go me too. When you see somebody wise just go me too. And the other thing is the journey. You know, It takes a long time it's like pregnancy, It is what takes time is your body, Well your mind has to get that God exists but your body has to integrate it in, And our bodies are like we get imprinted with alienation. Because our parents are alienated and we get imprinted with it so we have to, It takes time to allow the love to come in. You know, And every time it comes in the ego fuses a bit. That's it. I mean for those of you who have full time jobs I don't really I don't know how you do it because this like it so takes a lot of courage and strength but like I said if you do your job serving God, Then you, The sky's the limit. Spiritually. Now sometimes we can have a fear of lack. It's very common. Fears of lack and fear of vulnerability I find are common in the West. So what if you want to clear fear which will allow you to, Which will actually turbo charge your journey, You have to take a photograph of it, You have to see it and see how much it distorts your experience. So I had a charge with going up north, Because I was scared of my tire blowing on this, This highway that's got made of shale. And so tires blow. And I was scared of sort of being there all by myself with like a tire, You know, No tire. And then I realized when I was driving it that the whole thing had been an exercise in clearing the fear of vulnerability. Because I got in meditation I got the feeling that there would be no problem with my tire and it would be fine. And I decided to just trust that, Even though on a human level I was like a little worried about being stuck on this highway, It's 700 kilometers between towns. So there's not too much help if you get stuck, You know, It's a big performance. And I didn't, I really didn't know how to change it higher. And indeed, I drove it and I tired and blow and I had less fear on the other side of it. Like I had less fear of vulnerability. It's like that. So when you see every experience that you're in, It's giving you an opportunity to move into more truth. And compassion for yourselves, Please. We're not machines. Sometimes we plateau. We might plateau for two years. I mean, I went through like, You know, Three years of hip problems and, You know, A difficult diagnosis and surgery. And it was like about five years, Like, You know, But then on the other side of this, I've just gone like, Ooh. You know, You're a living thing. You're not a machine. You know, The other thing is, You know, There's some teachers who say that the way you are now is the way you were born to be and just be with it. Just relax and enjoy your life. Be with it. Then there are other teachers that say, Well, You know, Keep working on yourself. Do spiritual practices. The thing about spiritual practices is, You know. They do just because, You know, Sometimes we don't want to meditate. So if you then meditate, It actually helps your ego shrink. The ego will try to steer us away from doing these things. But if you keep doing it, Then your ego tends to shrink. But, You know, There's a level that you, You know, Okay, Here's a big bulletin. You cannot fix yourself. You can accept yourself. You will become a better person by accepting yourself. Think of it. Think of how you are yourself. Think of two mothers. Okay, One mother is with a child and she's always wanting the child to be different. And then a mother, A more loving mother, Who's with, With their child, They say no, But at three, You know, The three year old is going to behave in certain ways. So the mother accepts the child. So that makes mothering much easier. And, You know, Even if your mom didn't accept you, You can't. You can use your will to accept yourself. I used to think to myself, My mom and dad, Their souls really loved me. That's how I started turning my head toward creating channels for me to receive more love. It's all in how we think a lot. You can all do it. I'm hearing some of you going like, I can't do this, I can do it. You can all do it. It's, It's your soul does it for you in a way. Your soul's running the whole show. So you're on this place and you journey because your soul really wants you to be right where you are. Everything that happened to us is helping us. You're so precious. You are so precious and valuable. You know, If you see, You know, Two little kids like one kid who's been really well loved and they have that, They know they're beautiful. Then see another kid who doesn't and they're shy and uncertain and most of us are like that reasonable, You know, Really realistically, You know, I think very small percentage emerge from childhood. Feeling really loved. But you are really loved. That's the thing. And it's your responsibility actually to to learn how to hear it and feel it. And if you can't just be really, Really compassionate with yourself. Even for complete and utter stubbornness, Be compassion, You know, Be compassionate with yourself for saying no to God. Really, That's the way for the no to become a yes. Patience and compassion and acceptance. That's it. I can feel the love in all of you becoming freer. And again, This is to all the people who are participating in this as well as those who listen after. You know, It could be that our culture starts getting so uncomfortable that more of us just start siding with the universal and siding with the spiritual journey. But I mean, That's the great thing about dark times, As Emma says, There are more saints in North America than they've ever been. So dark. When it's dark, You know, Some people jump into the light. You know, Don't stay around people who put you down. You know, The crab, Zama says, You know, If you put crabs in a pail, One starts climbing down. Somebody else will, All the other crabs will start pulling down probably to save them. Stay around people who see you in their power and, You know, Give the same gift back. See other people, Validate the power in other people, Help free other people, Help encourage other people. You know, The acceptance is one of the most important things. And you can, Acceptance of what is acceptance of yourself. It's not so hard you guys, It's not so hard to accept yourselves. You can all do it. You might as well, Because if you don't learn how to do it, You're going to have to come back. So, You know, I mean, This is, You know, It's like I've told some of you that Abraham, When he was doing his spiritual training, He was taken two months out, Two miles out and dumped out in shark infested waters. And the students who made it back without being eaten by sharks passed. So there's a kind of starkness to the journey. It's like that, Sort of like, You know, That brought out the best in everybody. It's the same with when you really realize that either you deal with it now, Or you deal with it another time, Another life, You start dealing with it now, You will start accepting yourself. Really. This is the big logic that I'm talking about. I mean, The ego acts as if, You know, You've got infinite time here. You don't. None of us know. And for anybody who has kids, If you can accept yourself, It will help your children accept themselves. Does anybody have any questions or comments or anything? There's another thing about most of us are too busy. Maybe we don't have to be quite so busy. But it's hard for the still small voice within to speak when we're busy. Do you know that the heart really. This is some enzymes and they affect our thoughts in our brain. But when our thoughts are coming very fast. The enzyme, The heart stops. Releasing this enzyme. And I'm sure it's because, You know, In the old days, If you're being attacked by a saber-toothed tiger, You had to deal. So you don't want to listen to your heart at that point. So. That's the reason why the enzyme stops. But nowadays, Many of us are just walking around with so many thoughts in our heads. That we're stopping our hearts from releasing this enzyme, Which would help alter our thoughts. So slow down a bit or, You know, Really do, You know, A slow morning. Get up a little earlier. Have a slow morning. More meditation, More quiet time. You know, Amma also says, You know, Lie down for operations. So when our complexes, When our complexes are. The universe wants to lift our complexes off. We might feel really, Really tired and our body might be ache and we might have trouble doing our everyday work. Well, You know, As best you can, Like tell the universe, OK, I need to rest as well as get everything done. So. Take two hours to lie on your bed and just be with yourself. Your work doesn't have to be done right away. Or take a morning off work. Respond to yourself. I've done that my whole life and I always have got what I needed to do, Do get done. Even when I was raising kids, I would do this. It's an act of will. It's an act of like taking your power. Because, You know, If we're too busy to, You know, Sort of be with ourselves, We're running from ourselves. And we're. Running from our journeys. That's it. That's good. Funny, All of you are. You're even setting up. You're making some changes in your body and your psyche that will make it easier for you to. Come into yourselves in the future. It's interesting. It's like you're doing some preliminary work. All of you are doing this, Whether you think you are or not. And you can argue with me if you want. But it's not going to change anything because all of you are doing it. It's like four years. It's like. You know, Either within four years or sooner, All of you are going to be more present, Significantly more present in your bodies. I can. Feel it. Oh, It's almost like, You know, The words you're getting the logic of what I'm saying, And so you're you're allowing yourself to be persuaded is true because it is true. It is very logical. I've lived it and it's kind of common sense. It's just a deeper common sense than we're used to. Yeah, All of you around. I'm feeling it around in your hurrah. You're coming into your bellies more. In a good way. Your center of gravity, That's accelerating as I'm talking, Might be much less than four years. See, This is how seamless the journey could be. And also learning from a female, The female way of spirituality is more seamless. It's more organic. It's more like a nursing mama. Really. I'm not. I used to with Abraham, I'd have to, You know, Dance for 18 hours for like 30 days to break through my stuff. It's a hard way. But it's necessary to we need that. I don't mean, You know, It's wonderful. Like, It's just we're a little bit deaf. We've got a deficit around the female. And that's why I emphasize the female so much, Because we have a deficit and we need to like feel this deficit. That's it. That's it. You're all you're all doing it. And, You know, When you're centered in yourself and centered in your body, You see life differently and different things come out of your mouth. And also. So you start seeing the writing on the walls with the culture. And so you stop participating in ways that you help just your life help steer the culture to in a better direction. Just like these videos are helping to steer my culture, This culture in, You know, It's in a different direction, It's, You know, Bringing up the spiritual journey in the West, Which I think we need to like really think about. Yeah, You're all good enough. You know, We're all just like. We're divine beings and bubbling idiots, You know, And I put myself there like, You know, Like we just we're just like, You know, All over the place. But it's just like the fool in the fairy tale. He gets there in the end. She gets there in the end. It's like Amma would say, There's nothing more powerful than true innocence. And that's why you win on the spiritual journey when you, The more you talk to God. And think about you know, Unconditional love. The power is immense. It's like my son's healing, The miracle healing. It's like that. That, You know, We're interested in the journey at all can be a miracle compared to what we grew up with. Right. Yeah, See the miracles in your life. You know, They're there. I don't know if there's anything else. Oh yeah, Anger. Well, You know, Anger. You know, If you get angry at your resistance and you get angry at your patterns, That's good use of anger. I used to do that. That's good use of anger. Not so good to you don't get angry at others. But if you are, You know, If you do get angry, Just keep, You know, Feel it and give it over, Ask for help. You know, Be aware of the self pity and resentment. There are like two doghouses that really slow our progress. You know, I've got this up in a video that my mom, Like she was into resentment, I was into self pity, But she, You know, This box of apples she wanted to give away and she wanted to put it in the street and go free and put a free sign up. But did she do that? No, She went and asked my dad and he said, Take it down to Salvation Army. Then she felt she had to do that, That she couldn't put it on the street with a free sign. And so she came to me and like was so full of resentment to my dad was telling me all this. And I'm looking at her like, Why did you just put the box on the street with a free sign? So you guys, This is what we women are like, Because the feminine has been dissed. We tend to not follow our instinctive knowledge. And then we get mad at whoever we put there to block it. Like, Follow, Follow. You know, This is the power of innocence. My mom could have just put the box out. She could have felt like a million dollars. This is what we're like. And this is what we don't notice about ourselves. And, And I would say sometimes don't want to deal with but like, It's all there. It's like all what we do with ourselves. And it's not to be hard on yourself, But just to remind yourself that these, You know, Anger or self pity and resentment don't really work. And, You know, Just keep calling for help, Asking for help. You know, Our soul does it so you will be brought there. You will be brought to it. Like as far as I've gotten, I've just been brought to it. I just headed in that direction and faced, You know, Did my best to just move through my stuff with mixed results, I must say, A lot of the time, Believe me, Lots of the time, I thought I'd blown my whole life, That I'd blown my journey, That I just felt like an income poop. I'll tell you, It's like about 60, I started getting happy. I've been pretty happy since 60. It's a joke. Hopefully you'll do that before. I mean, That's why I share this knowledge. I don't want people to have to wait till they're 60. You know, If we get how, You know, Tough it is to be a female and we're compassionate with ourselves, That really helps. Because part of it then you stop trying to please people unnecessarily, You know. Like that's what we do with our wounding. We become good girls. And that is one of the big obstacles to the journey because it takes somebody away from their truth. You know, If you're trying to be a good girl, You might not even notice that you're feeling negative emotions and maybe not to hopefully act out negative emotions, Although sometimes you will, But hopefully not too often. But if you can notice them, You can give them over. Work with them. Creativity. Creativity is one of the big things we can do to heal our separation. No wacky nature massages from somebody loving. Spiritual practices serving our thoughts. There's a lot of love and grace I can feel around you. I'm seeing this really, Really golden energy around all of you. You know, If you think of the roots of your being, You're all getting tired too. So we're going to finish soon, But just think of growing your roots down, Down deep into the ground, Deep into the ground of your own being. Oh, Which is, You know, What any awake person has to do. And they pull their roots, Usually in the West, We're taught to, You know, Look to other people for validation and also to use other people. So we put our roots into other people and we need to remove them and have them come down into, Put our roots in the roots of, In the ground of our being. Our infinite being who is here for yet another lifetime in the hopes that this time will get it. Like, I don't know, You know, When I was going through my worst time, This feeling came up from my belly, Like, It was almost like, Not this time, We're not doing this again, We're doing something different this time and it came right up my belly and it was like non-negotiable. So you see, If you really make room for your soul to come in, It will come in like that. So what I'd done is I'd had an opening in the spiritual journey and then it didn't go the way I thought. And so then I went, Well, Screw this, I'm not going to, I'm not, I'm not in the spiritual journey anymore. But I had already gone on it. So my soul came in and going, Oh yeah, Like basically you're on it and we're going to do something different this life. And, You know, Since I've been 60, Particularly, I've been very happy I've chosen this way because I'm having a very different old age than I would have had. Well, There's a feeling of you guys being a little shell-shocked too, But it's just your ego's being a bit shell-shocked and it's this resistance coming up. And it's a temporary state, A temporary state. That's it. You can watch your resistance come up and watch it dissipate. Over time, You'll get really skilled at that. That's it. That's it. This journey is, It's possible. It's doable. We just have to want to do it. If you look at your careers, You know, You've got where you got to because you wanted it. Same thing, The journey. If you really want it, You get it. Okay. You're all doing better than you think, You know, You really are. Just turning up, You're receiving a big blast of unconditional love. I'm very grateful to all of you for turning up. It helps me. It's like someone to speak to. And to, You know, Share this knowledge with because it's my greatest joy at this time. Yeah. So any questions or comments at all, Just before we close? Daphne, Is there anything coming through? Just wanted to say thank you. I always find your talks to be most helpful, But the tips just, They're always so good of a reminder to know that we're so supported by you, Just by ancestors, By others around us that we might not be able to see, But also that we can be the encouraging inspiration lights for others too. So just thank you for the wisdom and guidance so much. And Andrea also says she's very grateful for the talk. Yeah, When we share, It's so excellerative. Really. That's it, Because we try and fix ourselves and that slows us down. Just share it. That's all I do. I just go take it. And it all comes back to me. Yeah. Okay, Deep. Yes. Speed us up. Speed us up. Yeah. Well, Thank you for listening, You guys. Like, It's such a blessing to share all this. Like, It's all I want to do. Okay. All my love. All my love. I'm so glad that it helps. And listen, Check my videos. I put some, There's some ones coming up that go right to the heart of some of this stuff and it'd be really good reminders. And when you're feeling down, You can turn them on. Okay, Blessings and you know, My hat off for the courage. Yeah. In this materialistic world to be on the journey, My hat off. And, You know. Yeah, Thank you. Remember, I'm always available to work with you energetically, Always. But you have an ama like, Also. But me too. OK. OK, Blessings. Bye. Bye.

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