The truth is,
When we're becoming,
It's hard.
No one can tell you what it's supposed to look like.
You just know.
You know by the way you start to move,
With confidence.
And grace.
Versus moving in fear.
It's the eloquent way you say no.
Without explanation.
Or need for validation.
It's the way you look at yourself in the mirror.
With love and affection.
Knowing what you truly deserve.
Only you can provide.
Becoming requires us to leave it all behind.
To start again.
To allow ourselves to release.
Fear.
Shame.
And doubt that we've been carrying.
And to write new contracts.
Contracts that are based.
On the truth that we are enough.
That we don't have to hide or pretend.
Allow yourself wherever you're at.
To find a comfortable seat.
Beginning to feel rooted and connected.
To the earth underneath you.
Imagining you have roots.
At this moment.
Are being placed in the earth.
Deep.
Long.
And strong.
Take a deep inhale through the nose.
Allowing the spine to find length.
Maybe you open up in the chest.
And on the exhale.
Feel for maintaining that space you just created within the body.
Allowing your shoulders to move.
Allowing your shoulders to melt away from your ears.
Finding softness in your joints.
And your toes.
Allow your hips to melt.
From left to right.
Allowing your hips to melt.
Allow any clenching that may be taking space right now in your body.
Release.
What is it that you fear?
What is that thing that is keeping you from blooming completely?
From stepping and walking into your power without shame.
Total confidence.
That you,
At this moment,
Are more than enough.
That you,
At this moment,
You're a flower.
And all the experiences,
All the pain,
All the doubt,
All the mistakes,
All the love,
All the pain,
All the pain.
All the doubt,
All the mistakes,
My love.
Or water.
Not to stunt your growth.
But to inspire and encourage your growth.
To remind you that each lesson holds wisdom.
Holds understanding.
Holds power.
We often look at mistakes as good or bad.
But in this moment,
At this time,
I invite you to rip up that contract.
It's not true,
My love.
The truth is,
Is that every step,
Every obstacle,
Every challenge has brought you here to this moment.
This understanding.
There could never be a wrong choice.
Because the terms landed you here.
Searching.
Seeking.
Expanding.
Contracting.
And that,
That's part of your becoming.
That's part of your flowering process.
The pollination process is challenging.
It's difficult.
It's hard.
But I promise,
The fruit you produce from this is like no other.
Its sweetness is juicy and overflowing.
And is waiting to drip from every pore of your body and be given to the world.
To be danced in.
To be celebrated.
To be loved.
To find joy in space and comfort.
There is only one you.
And only you can bring forth the magic that lies in the center of your chest.
Only you can light the spark.
Allow yourself to take a few more breaths.
Knowing that the invitation to bloom is always at your front door.
You just need to open it.
You just need to trust in it.
Because I promise you,
The ride that she takes you on is like no other.
Just be patient love.
You're becoming.
