Manifest Now : For The Woman Calibrating To Her Own Power

Manifestation Activation for the woman ready to be in alignment with her own unwavering potential, purpose, and power today. I will help you reconnect with your own innate potential and the unlimited opportunity you have to create the life you desire to be fully expressed in your own purpose. You will feel empowered, inspired, and ready to maximize the day in front of you.

Transcript

Hello,

I know that you know there is something here for you today.

The women that I magnetize and pull into conversation are well aware that they would never be drawn towards something that wasn't meant for them.

What's coming through me today,

It feels important.

So I hope you are in a space to receive this today.

I hope what's meant for you in this conversation lands.

This is a conversation around worthiness and expansion,

Being all of you.

I've made it no secret that I'm currently working to create opportunities for women to be supported in designing rituals and morning practices that will lift them out of bed and encourage them into remembering just how much their presence is needed day after day.

But here's what I don't want.

I don't want it to be another damn checklist,

Another thing to get right or comply with.

I want to hold space for women to explore some big questions.

Firstly,

How do you stop trying to make your life a system and strategy that works and let the universe co-create with you,

Let it do its thing.

And what would that even look like?

What does that even mean?

This is the conversation that I want to have with you today.

I can think of so many times that my intuition,

My guides,

My connection to source was telling me to go one way and I chose to go another.

And that has been the cause of so much of the suffering that I have endured in my life.

Can you relate to this?

Can you think of something that really didn't work out for you?

And you've said,

I knew all along.

I had a bad feeling about this right from the beginning.

I've had so many examples of this in my own life.

The juiciest example is the day before my wedding to my first husband about 12 years ago.

The day before the wedding,

I was sitting on the floor of my shower,

Sobbing,

Not wanting to follow through,

Not really knowing why I didn't want to get married the next day because he was a good man.

He's a good man and he loved me so much,

But everything within me was just devastated at the thought of walking down the aisle.

And I'm pretty sure that's not how you're supposed to feel the day before you get married.

At the time,

I couldn't understand the intensity of what I was feeling and I didn't have the tools to support myself in being able to discern what was really going on within me.

And with no evidence really as to why I shouldn't marry that man,

Apart from the way I was feeling in that moment,

I denied the credibility of my own intuition and I walked down the aisle the next day.

The thing is the doubt never left me.

The fear that I had made the wrong decision was ever present.

It very much felt like I had made a smart decision because the life that we had together,

It was good.

It was great,

Really,

But I had made a smart decision,

Not the right decision.

And experience has taught me the difference.

Had I had a stronger relationship with myself at the time,

It's likely I would have made a very different decision for myself.

And while ultimately it's fair to say,

I don't regret what I have experienced.

I do believe the suffering that I experienced and that I caused,

The deep depression I went into,

The complete split between my mind,

Body and spirit and soul in those years,

I could have avoided all of that.

It was not the timeline for me.

It wasn't the path for me.

It was never meant for me.

And I knew that all along.

So today this conversation is holding space for you to consider what you are pretending not to know in your life and to be brave enough to get curious and ask yourself,

What do you know that you could activate and amplify within your own life and what would happen for you if you did?

My commitment is to speak directly to the woman you are now.

To align my own energy,

To speak at the frequency that you will receive as resonant at the base of your being now.

I'm not speaking to the you of a couple of years ago or the 18 year old you or the 12 year old you or the inner child in you.

I'm speaking to you now in the here and the now.

And this is an important distinction to make.

I know this because I've experienced a breakdown in some of the most important connections I've had lately because the more I get to know myself,

I've realized when certain friends speak to me,

They're speaking to the version of me that they once knew and loved a few years ago and that's simply not who I am today.

I actually noticed this coming up in the way that I relate to my son.

He's just three years old and over the weekend we went to a play center and my husband suggested that he climb on a piece of equipment that he'd never been on before and I said,

No,

No.

I reacted and said,

No,

No,

That's beyond him.

He can't do that.

He's never done that.

Best believe not only did he manage that really well,

He loved it.

He had the best time.

He was more than capable.

And here's the thing,

I don't doubt my boy.

What I could see in that moment was that I'm still relating to him as a little baby that I need to protect and that is dependent on me for all things.

And that's just not who he is today.

He's fierce,

He's adventurous and I need to redefine my role in his life quick smart or he's going to get really frustrated.

You might be able to relate to this in some way when you think of someone in your life,

Someone that still looks at you and sees the missteps you've made or a version of you that you have simply outgrown.

Communication breakdowns happen not just because we aren't being heard,

But because we aren't being seen as the woman we are today in this moment.

So when I'm speaking to you today,

I mean I'm speaking to the conscious you.

The one interested in having the awakening that you desire and deserve.

The number one thing that I want to help you feel into today is that it's a very thin line between suffering and bliss.

Some of us have been conditioned to believe that we have to wait.

We feel like we've been waiting our damn turn for a really long time to get the opportunity to really experience the life that we know is meant for us.

And so today I want to remind you that all that you desire and deserve is actually not far away.

It's closer than you have ever let yourself believe.

In fact,

It's right here.

We get a little confused and stuck with what we are allowed to call in for ourselves when we look around and we can acknowledge that there's a lot that we like about our life.

There's a lot that we have that we have wanted and it's a life that we enjoy.

The truth is our lives are a constant evolution and expansion.

Being grateful for today doesn't mean that there isn't a life you perceive as being even more of what you desire.

But when we perceive that there is a life for us that is at our next level or that there is a higher self to ascend to,

We get a little cloudy about what we are seeing within us and around us.

And we ask ourselves,

Well,

Am I happy here and now or not?

And if I am,

If I am happy,

If I am grateful,

Then why do I keep feeling like I have this desire for something else?

And so we search online to try and understand this and we are bombarded with all these big words out there and somehow connecting to spirit has also become this really confusing thing and we are running around trying to work out all the details of manifestation,

Law of attraction,

Frequency,

Vibration,

And we're taking on all these words,

All these concepts and we're trying to do it right.

Essentially we are breaking out of the box of what we have known,

But hopping into the new box of what we think our evolution needs to look like.

Spirituality is also becoming stressful.

It shouldn't be,

It doesn't have to be.

We are constantly checking in with ourselves and being like,

Oh fuck,

What's my vibe today?

What am I cultivating?

Oh God,

Oh,

She's toxic.

I can't be around you.

Let me go cleanse myself.

How do I even use sage?

Oh wait.

Now I feel isolated.

Hmm.

There's a darkness within me.

Okay.

Let me find a coach to help me.

Oh my God.

That's really expensive.

I can't speak like that.

Look at the scarcity mindset coming out in me.

Okay.

Maybe I can find a Facebook group to connect with.

Oh wow.

Look at all of that comparison and shadow I'm feeling.

Oh my gosh.

Look at everything they're manifesting.

Are they really manifesting millions?

Oh my God.

I just wanted to clear my afterpay.

It's exhausting.

We are exhausting ourselves from the inside out with comparison,

Doubt,

Judgment,

Fear.

And we've even made manifestation this thing that seems to have a hierarchy,

Something we have to be good enough for.

We get into thinking that when we ask and we believe for what we desire and we don't see or feel any changes,

That it's because we aren't worthy,

That we've never been worthy and that we have to be better before we will be worthy of getting what we want out of life.

Maybe you feel blocked in creating a life you want for yourself because it feels like there is some big outside entity that is the grantor of permission for blessings,

That we have to beg something beyond us for the blessings that we want.

We feel powerless and at the mercy of something beyond us,

A greater entity that is judging us and doubting us in the same way that we're judging and doubting ourselves.

Studies are showing that seven out of 10 human beings don't believe they are necessary.

Seven out of 10 are living their lives and thinking that their existence is really no big deal,

That they are here without purpose,

Without cause,

Without meaning.

So what I know is that the majority of women that will listen to this,

That will be magnetized to this conversation,

Will be living their life with the belief that if today they just vanished into thin air,

It wouldn't really matter,

That you would not have really mattered.

And that hurts my heart.

That's fucking heavy.

That's big.

That is some shadowy shit right there.

That is something that you don't have to take on and believe.

You are not supposed to feel like that in this life.

Feeling like that isn't about humility.

It's not being humble.

It's not being a realist.

It's not anything that you have to feel.

You are allowed to feel into the incredible uniqueness of who you are,

To acknowledge your necessity because you are necessary.

I think one of the reasons that we have a fractured relationship with our own purpose is that we have been taught that making an impact needs to be on mass.

I see it in business all the time.

People are more impressed by your following than your impact.

So let me remind you of the power of the ripple effect that your existence and what you create and cause in this world has.

This recording that I'm doing here and now,

It won't hit the masses.

I know that.

I don't have that reach,

But that doesn't mean that I'm not sitting here today,

Pouring my heart into this.

Because if just one person hears something in this for themselves and it activates a part of them that helps them rise and it supports them in recalibrating,

Then that is more than enough for me because I know how interconnected we all are.

And every little thing that we do,

It matters.

It has impact.

And I'm aware of the greatness in you.

I know the way that people can stand up within their own lives when they have been activated.

And I know how big you are.

I know the level of impact you are committed to creating in your life.

And I know that you are extraordinary because we all are.

We are all here for a very specific reason.

What that is for you?

Well that's for you to explore.

But I know it's big and I believe in your big.

So let's talk about what is stopping you from you believing in your big,

From activating your big,

From even getting to the next level of your bigness.

If you're like me,

I know that you can relate to doing the things that you were told that would guarantee you a successful life.

You did the study or you took the job,

You found a partner,

You bought the things.

And at some point,

Even though you had exactly what you had once wanted,

You were compelled to experience more,

More for yourself and your life and more within yourself.

So much of what we receive online about being called to our next level is about getting on the right frequency or having the right energy.

And that can feel really confusing.

Like where's the measure for that?

How do I measure my energy and whether I'm on the right frequency and whether my vibration is in alignment with what I'm trying to manifest?

Because you might be sitting there and thinking to yourself,

Well,

Damn,

I am really trying,

But it just seems like I'm here in this life and opportunity is just beyond me.

I'm here and money,

Well,

It seems to be somewhere else.

I'm here and the deep passionate connection with a life partner that I really want to attract.

Well,

That seems to be nowhere near where I'm at right now.

That baby that I want to birth into this world,

Well,

That's somewhere else.

You might be frustrated and probably even put off thinking about expanding into your own greatness because that way of thinking is waking you up to what you want,

But don't have.

And it makes you feel a little empty and it's sucking the joy out of what you do have.

And you don't like the way that that feels.

The message that I want to share with you today is that manifestation is not a grown-up letter to Santa.

That's not what it is.

It's not about looking around you and taking inventory of what you have and what you want and creating a list of demands and begging something beyond you for it.

Manifestation is about deciding you want to live a life that offers you more delight,

That is effortless ease,

A life that is reflective of your truth,

Your essence,

Your soul's purpose instead of the identity that the world requires of you.

How would it feel today?

If you declared that who people expect you to be,

Who you are required to be is no longer your problem,

None of your business.

It's actually not your burden to carry.

How would that feel?

You see,

We teach the world who we are through what we accept,

What we allow,

How we show up,

What we say,

What we do.

That here's the thing,

At any point in time,

No matter who we have said we are or who we have declared to the world that we are through our choices,

Our actions,

Our preferences,

Our decisions,

We get to teach the world about someone new.

You get to be new.

Lately,

Because I'm on Instagram a lot,

I've seen so many memes going around suggesting that if you change,

People won't like and accept you when you change,

That people will have a really hard time accepting the new you.

And so there's this feeling being created and accepted that it's really hard to recreate yourself.

And I just want to say that is not true.

At any time,

You could decide to teach the world something wonderful about you.

If you've been stressed and small,

Hidden and hesitating,

Frustrated and held back,

You can break free from that and step forward and share something delightful about who you choose to be.

You can just start being that.

More and more,

I'm understanding that my humble existence is a relatable permission slip for women to know this one thing,

That the you that you have been is not all that you are.

Who you have been up until this point is a reflection of the people that you have been around,

The circumstances and the evidence that you have received.

And it's been a reflection of the conditioning that created the adaptation of yourself that you took on,

Accepted and made real for yourself and others.

Because of this,

Because we have just been walking around as a version of who we truly are,

At some point we outgrow that.

It's not all that we are.

It's never been.

And we look around at ourselves and at our lives feeling dissatisfied,

Unfulfilled,

Knowing there is more than what we are experiencing and we think,

Well,

Shit,

What do I do now?

Especially if you had been a good girl and you ticked all the boxes,

You did all the things that you were supposed to do on the checklist of life that was handed to you by those that raised you and now you want something different.

Let's be honest.

It's a confronting thing to be a grown-ass woman and feeling like you might want to start something new.

I remember this feeling.

I clearly remember when I separated from my first husband,

When I was 29 years old,

I was pissed.

I had this overwhelming feeling that now because that relationship had ended,

I was behind in life again.

I wasn't so concerned about having lost that relationship.

I was more consumed by a feeling that I had now fallen behind in life.

It was a feeling that I had to work really hard to get through and to understand.

And if you are craving something more or new in your life,

It could be that feeling that's holding you back that if you start again,

It means you will be behind.

Sometimes the truth is that we crave something more,

But we're not sure if we want new.

We don't want the feeling of starting over because it's uncertain or it feels like people are going to judge us and call us flaky or indecisive or that they're going to ask,

Well,

How many things are you going to do?

How many relationships,

How many hobbies,

How many jobs,

How many places,

When are you going to settle down?

If this is resonating,

Please listen to me.

Please listen,

You multi-passionate,

Incredible,

Necessary,

Chosen,

Beautiful being who is meant to touch,

Move and inspire the world in your own unique and matchable,

Unrepeatable way.

Do life in the damn way that it feels good for you.

Stop allowing the opinions and perceived permission of others be the thing that holds you back from being you.

What other people believe or perceive about what you should be doing with the one life,

The one life that you have been given here,

This time that you have on earth here and now,

It's not your concern.

It's not your problem what they think you should be doing.

It's not your business.

You've not yet tapped in to the potential and possibility of who you are and what you can experience in this life.

You're just beginning.

When we're busy ourselves waiting for permission from other people,

We anchor ourselves into the doubt and resistance that they have in understanding our greatness.

No one sees in you what's really true for you,

Not because it's not there,

But because you haven't activated it yet.

You haven't developed a relationship with your soul,

With your spirit in that way yet.

You've been too preoccupied looking outside yourself,

Waiting for the validation or affirmation of your own greatness.

It's not outside of you.

No one else has it and is holding it back from you.

When you've been trying to source your own magic,

Your greatness,

The bigness of your being from someplace else,

Some job,

Some relationship,

Some outfit,

Some car,

Some Instagram posts,

Some promotion,

Some compliment,

You are forever waiting,

Forever hesitating,

Forever anchored into the doubt and insecurity that comes with giving your power away.

If you've been waiting for some sign,

Some evidence,

Some undeniable physical evidence that you are allowed to explore the depths of your own potential in the joy and love and abundance and creativity that you are allowed to experience and bring forward,

Then what's happening is that you are probably more connected to your humanness than your spirit.

So this brings me back to your relationship with manifestation.

If you are human first and spirit second or sometimes,

Then it means what you are manifesting has to go through your humanness and the human doesn't understand the supernatural laws of manifestation.

So if you are not aligned to receiving money,

Relationships,

Health,

If it's missing from your life,

It's by agreement.

It is because the human has decided it's taking the lead in your life and your inner being it's trying desperately to communicate with you,

Showing you all the things that you could have,

The desires,

The cravings,

The ideas and random inspiration,

Even the jealousy.

It all comes through you speaking to you saying like,

Girl,

You could have that love.

You could create that business.

You could have that car.

You could do that charity work and make that impact.

You could have it all.

Your inner being is nudging you,

Telling you,

Speaking to you,

Making you restless.

Your inner being is desperate for you to tell the human that you are to stop waiting,

To stop begging,

To stop hesitating,

To stop doubting.

Your inner being knows it's already all there and available.

It's already done.

Your inner being wants to wake your human up to abundance,

The ever present abundance available to you,

Not somewhere in the future,

Here,

Now.

You are allowed to break out of the box of the collective,

To stop allowing yourself to echo group thinking and to choose to know that it gets better and it gets better and the better it gets,

The better it gets,

The better it gets and the more you receive and the more you allow,

The more you will allow yourself to receive.

That's the way it goes.

We hesitate from developing our connection to our own inner being because the people around us,

They're not doing the same.

I know that,

But here's what I also know.

It's okay to be misunderstood.

I've said this many times before and I will say it a million times more,

To break free from being one of many and to start living our lives authentically.

We have to first be willing to be misunderstood and unrelatable and that's okay because the results in your life will speak for themselves.

And ultimately what happens is even if you begin by being unrelatable and misunderstood,

People will be magnetized to your results,

To your energy,

To your way of being,

To you living in the conviction and certainty of who you are because you are no longer marching to the beat of the drum played for the collective,

Leading them nowhere.

You are dancing to the music of your own being,

Your essence,

The rhythm of who you are.

I'm speaking to you to activate the belief in you that you have the answers for you within you,

That the life that you feel is so far away,

It's actually right here,

Right now.

I'm asking you to stand up.

I'm asking you to wake up.

I'm asking you to get up and stop pretending that you don't have power within your own life.

And let me be clear.

I'm not dismissing the problems within your life and within your world,

But friend,

My calling is not to validate your excuses today.

My throat chakra is wide open and I want you to hear me on this.

You don't know how much time you have left.

The one day that you think about,

The one day that you will do the things that you will see yourself expanding in the vision that you have for yourself in your life,

That day,

That one day,

It's not guaranteed.

And let me be clear.

I'm not talking about getting you motivated to go get a job or build a business or to lose weight.

It's not a specific goal you set and achieve.

I'm talking about you being connected to who you are at the base of your being.

I'm talking about you being in communication with the mystery and magic of the universe and the hilariousness of this life.

I'm talking about you waking up into the day and being excited to exist,

To be here,

To experience it all,

The highs and the lows,

To be guided and aware of the opportunities for you to continue to evolve and expand and experience.

So what I'm saying is that it's time for you to take a step back from the noise of the collective and step up into your truth.

Step up into the magic.

Step back from the,

I should,

I have to,

I'm told to,

And step up into,

I have been made to.

I'm going to share how to do that.

I am.

I have so much coming for you.

I'm going to share how to recalibrate and realign to being closer connection to who you are,

What you desire,

What's meant for you and what is available for you.

I'm working damn hard to create experiences for you that are going to provide the space,

The resources and the support that you need to continue to believe in yourself,

In your necessity,

In the permission you have to live in a way that isn't just about how you provide for yourself.

I want you to rise and align to your meaning,

Your mission,

Your magic every day.

And so best believe I'm here working out what that would look like and how to bring it to you in a way that is practical,

In a way that you can actually access and take it on and integrate it into the life that you have today as the woman doing so many things.

I won't be trying to stop you from doing things your way or suggesting you do more or suggesting that you do less.

I'll only be guiding you in exploring the ways that you can begin to be guided not by the latest trends or the pool of the collective,

But by the inner knowing of your own being.

To support yourself in feeling more love,

Joy,

Abundance and to know that it is your right to.

To know that joy is your natural state and that your soul has a purpose here in this life.

All right,

I'm going to finish here today with an Abraham Hicks quote.

When you manage to stay in your energy stream,

You always win.

And you know what?

Somebody else doesn't have to lose for you to win.

There is always enough.

My request for you today is in two parts.

Please make sure you are in my free Facebook group.

I'm about to share audio trainings that I've created for free for you.

And you need to just be in that free private Facebook group to have immediate access.

If you aren't already in there or you're not sure,

Just find me on Instagram at Lena,

That's L-E-N-A underscore Moxon and click the link in my bio.

You'll find a button to press and you can be added straight into that free group.

My other request for you today is this.

If you know a woman who needs this kind of conversation in her life,

Who craves deeper conversation and you know that she has so much greatness within her too,

I would love it if you would share this episode with her now or at least share it on your social pages.

Let this conversation find the women that are longing to lean into what I am opening up here.

More soon.

Love you.