Come into this room,
We're going to give you the biggest hugs and love and we're going to hold our energy because The energy is just going up and up and up and up.
So lovely that we have this opportunity just to climbing and connect and hold our energy and know that we're not alone in the stories that are unfolding or feeling isolated or think we are ridiculous because we're feeling so much.
Please know that this is what is happening in the collective field.
That's why I love it when we're here and we rule and we wheel.
No pretence,
No games,
No shaming,
No blaming.
It's just rule and wheel.
That's us.
We are being called to get out of our comfort zone,
Which is holding us stuck.
And we've been shaken about like clothes in a tumble dryer.
And we are to find ourselves in different places and spaces so that we can hold a different energy to what we've been holding up to now.
The trick is,
Though,
To let go of all the shackles,
All the stuff,
All the things that we've been holding that tell us who we are,
Inform us and keep us us almost in that pattern because it's familiar.
So it's so lovely,
Just shed it all,
Let it all go,
Let go,
Let God,
And then step into that new space.
That's really what we love to do.
It takes a lot of courage and bravery to do that,
But sometimes we've been pushed into the situations where that comes about,
Whether we like it or not.
So special when we can hold these connections and hold each other,
Open our hearts.
Let's do that now as we step into this space.
We unwrap segments of stories that came through this lovely Booker journey to remember.
It's a way for me to just bring in some of those thoughts and feelings that were brought to me that really helped me to bring a massive awareness into the work that I even do now.
And this was a long time ago.
So everything,
It just moves in.
And I realize now just how much of a foundation was being laid in all those words way back when I was writing that,
Or when I was being woken up to write that,
I should say.
It wasn't me going,
Oh,
I'm going to write a book.
No,
It wasn't that at all.
It was not to write this down.
So many of you know that.
And it's just lovely for us to remember that the things we are all about,
Who we are in our heart and soul,
This is who you are.
So please,
My treasures,
Recognize that you and your essence have been one since the very beginning.
It's just the world and the stories and the ways we have to adapt and adjust.
To the comfort of everybody else around us that has distorted that image or that thought a little bit.
Now it's time for us to come fully back to our center,
To our truth,
To own our integrity,
Our sovereignty,
And our uniqueness.
Please hold that as we go into all these spaces where we connect,
We remind each other,
We hold each other.
While we are so sovereign and so unique,
At the same time we are also holding ourselves as little pixels in the great hologram.
So a little bit of you is in me and a little bit of me is in you,
But we still hold this individual space where we can decide,
Discern,
Choose what it is that we would like to express through this little pixel of being here.
But however we express,
It is still part of all of the whole of everything of the divine.
Find the comfort in that,
That no matter how we show up,
No matter how we're trying to fit in with everything and manage and think it's the right or the wrong move,
There's no such thing.
Everything is perfect because we're in the journey together.
And the journey is in the divine design.
There is no other design.
And we can choose how much of that we want to play in.
And how much we want to play in the upward elevated areas or how much we want to play in the downward less elevated areas.
And all of it is in the design.
So let's choose and allow ourselves to move and to flow and to go into what it is with our hearts open to each other.
So let's come into this beautiful space together.
We'll take a deep breath in and bring in our guides,
Angels and divine presence in a long,
Slow out-breath.
How wonderful to be here.
To hold our energy in this moment.
And to recognize that we hold it with each Habakkuk.
As our hearts are open,
Wishing the very,
Very best,
Beaming this light and love to each and every one.
Wherever we are,
Whatever it is that we are sticking into.
We just send this healing love light we imagined like a healing balm.
May it soothe and comfort you.
To know that you are in a journey.
Because you are willing to do your journey,
My lovely.
You are opening up pathways for more energy and light to come in.
For those of you who are brave and stepping out of that which is familiar and known.
That which is predictable.
Know that you are doing more than just holding a space.
You are creating flow in unknown spaces.
When you feel the significance of that and you step into it and say,
Right,
So this is what I'm doing.
Everything is changing around me.
Sometimes they are abrupt stops.
And sometimes we are just being guided towards them as a gentle flow.
But there is an opening and an invitation for us now.
Step in my lovelies.
Come into the place that is unknown.
It is something that wishes to bring into our life,
To reveal to us,
To remind us who we truly are.
We open these new pathways.
The moment we open a new pathway,
We start being creative.
We start thinking in a different way.
We're asking then that in this time we can let go of all the stories that have held us in a certain way.
That have created a predictable outcome because we've stayed inside of that mindset,
That story.
We open up the story and just let go,
Let God allow and trust.
While we do that,
We ask our guides,
Angels,
And divine presence,
Step a little closer.
Come close now.
Send me a signal.
May it be numbers or signals.
The shape of a cloud.
The song of a bird.
Sudden call from somebody.
Something.
That we realize that this is a note about this connection.
That I'm to pay attention to because something different has come in.
If it's different,
It's probably terrifying.
Because we haven't done it before or we're not too sure what the outcome might be.
But we do know what the outcome will be if we stay in the same pattern.
If we play in the place that is supposedly new in the same pattern that we've been playing in,
Then we just bring that pattern and imprint it into the new place.
And everything that is going to unfold is going to be the same story,
Just with different scenarios,
Different performance.
Imagine now,
Just imagine it so it's there already implanted and imprinted in your being.
Close your eyes and feel.
The connection to something else that is possible.
Could you be kind to you?
Could you find the kindness in you?
To be able to be the human kind.
The being that you were designed to be.
All your creativity.
Your artistic expression.
Your light,
Your love,
Your compassion,
Your honesty,
Your integrity.
All the gifts that you are holding.
Everything is this beautiful package that makes you.
See if you could wrap your own arms around this awareness of you,
This beautiful being.
It is a whole being.
There is nothing that's missing.
You are a whole beautiful being.
There will never,
Ever be another one of you.
You are the most sublime gift that could ever be given to a world.
To people who are ready to play and express and feel.
To share,
To connect.
You,
My lovely,
Are this beautiful being.
When you find that kindness to you and the wholeness and you recognize it.
Feel it.
Pull it into your being.
And hold it there.
We're asking now that while we're in this space that is safe and loving,
Filled with our guides and angels.
That every single one of us here as we are listening to this.
That the gathering of those who are enlightened and aware and conscious.
Are heralding in a song of us.
That are singing into our souls.
That are urging us to take these brave steps.
To remember who we are.
It is absolutely time.
Bring them into your heart and just let us so well.
Let it sit there with the trepidation and the fear and the anxiety and oh my goodness what if and how.
Just let it sit there with it.
Like a loving friend would sit with someone who was very agitated and frightened,
You just put your arm around them.
Let them know the presence of you being present with them.
Not needing them to be in any other way so that you can feel safe.
But just to be there in that space,
In that moment.
You be that for you.
You be there for you.
Sit with this beautiful being of you.
That is brave and adventurous,
Courageous.
That is always thinking of something different.
We miss you.
Sparkling light.
Able to move in the world in so many different directions that people can't even keep up with you.
But you,
Park King,
You know.
Remember who you are.
Hold it in your heart.
You feel that connection.
Imagine that this now can be your signature,
Your energy voice.
May this go before you like a glowing light.
Like a flashlight in the dark night opening the path.
Just see that as a potential of that which you would love to move towards.
What do I love?
What is my heart pulling me towards?
What makes me happy and smile and feel alive?
What is that?
See it,
Feel it,
Move in that direction with your energy.
In the quiet moments.
When the fear,
The trepidation comes in.
You sit down next to you.
You hold you.
And you soothe this beautiful being and remind yourself.
How incredible you truly are.
Never ever again.
Will we rely or depend upon another?
To give us permission to be the wonderful being that we already are.
Just say that out loud to yourself.
Never,
Never again.
Will I give all the permission to someone else to tell me who I am?
Never ever again will I give my power away in this way.
Never ever again will I accommodate low my standards.
Dampen my spirit.
So that someone else might feel comfortable or safe.
Always and will be my dynamic.
Exuberant,
Beautiful,
Creative being.
Always I will express myself like a whirlwind in this world.
Stirring things up,
Making it different,
Changing everything.
Feel that,
Own that,
Hold it,
Value it.
Because that,
My lovely,
Is what we need to take the next step in this human story.
We know the human story.
It's going nowhere.
We are stuck.
For those of us who are old enough,
We remember those LP players,
All those little seven singles.
And remember those old radiograms,
We just take the arm with a needle and we put it across and we put it on the record.
As we drop it on.
We were very careful not to move or wobble and scratch the record,
Because if I scratched the record,
For heaven's sake.
Then it couldn't move around and players would get stuck in that groove.
If it got stuck in the glue.
Wasn't fun to listen to.
Then we had to go along and just bump the needle along a little bit,
The arm with the needle,
Just bump it along,
And then it would start playing the next track and the next groove,
And it would go right to the end of the song.
With a bit of luck,
We had no more scratches.
And we could hear the rest of the song.
That's what it's like.
We've got stuck in a groove.
The groove is all about being safe,
Predictable,
Knowing what's going to happen.
Do you feel that everything is being pulled out from under your feet?
Like you're wobbling.
That you've got no idea what the next step will be.
And that,
How lovely,
Is your greatest gift.
That space.
Is where you awaken what it is that you truly want.
First we feel the fear and the horror and we scream and cry and we jump up and down.
When we settle down,
We realize no one's coming to rescue us.
Because no one really cares.
They're all busy doing this story.
We remember who we are.
And we start to create and activate our own sovereign light.
And start to shine,
Mate.
All of this,
My lovelies,
Is so vital to remember.
It was a little story that I wrote inside this book.
And it comes back because of being with my precious mommy when she was passing.
And then later on with my sister and then with my brother and so many beautiful people as I've walked through the end of life with them.
In all the situations to notice the ones who put their sticky little fingers in too deeply.
And they lose sight of the magic that is unfolding in the moment.
Because they want to keep it safe and predictable and the same.
The caregivers,
The ones around us,
The ones with good intentions that keep us stuck.
From your perspective now,
Watch who you are in that game.
If you are a caregiver or provider of any kind.
Notice who you are in that game.
Ask yourselves whose agenda and whose life is this,
And what is the value?
And what is it that I'm truly trying to create here?
In all our lives,
We have always sought to create predictable,
Set goals.
Faces.
That are predetermined.
There's no space for creativity.
See that in your own life.
See the ones who are urging you to stay the same and don't take the leap.
See it.
Watch it.
Notice it.
Don't condemn the one who is playing in it because that makes them feel safe.
Don't put yourself in that stuck role because you want to feel safe or heard or valued.
Don't lock yourself in for another ever again.
Make an oath to yourself now.
That every dear soul as sovereign and as unique as they are.
That is the perfect expression and the reason for them being here.
If they are here to express themselves in that way.
The expression of themselves is the gift.
When we understand that the expression is the gift and they are fully encoded for that way of being in this world.
Who are we?
To dampen their enthusiasm.
Steal their light.
Who are we to bring this heaviness into their space?
We consider who you are and how you hold the space for yourself.
And how you are listening to those around you.
Who are also perhaps creating a very time restrictive place around you.
Then instead of being angry with that restriction that's coming in,
That little scolding or the wagging finger.
Ask yourself,
I wonder why it is that they are behaving that way.
You might dig a little while,
But you will get to the point where you understand.
That everyone has some kind of prerequisite.
Something that they are asking from each and every other one.
So that they can feel safe.
So that they can rely and trust you.
Because you're taking care of you,
They feel taken care of.
They don't have to worry about this because you are paying attention to it.
There's always a little contract and a little messy game in there.
Step up,
Step out and come into your sovereignty.
Stand here witnessing your life.
That is the ultimate gift.
Witness how you feel and witness the stories of those around you.
This is such a great gift.
At the most important time for our human species.
For every one of us who's feeling a little bit like being in the washing machine that tumbled around,
We tossed around.
That things are coming towards us that we don't understand,
That don't seem like it's the right thing for us.
Because the right thing has got us stuck.
The right thing in the way we interpret it is through its lens of predictability and the same.
No change.
We have got to change.
So we could make one little agreement with ourselves.
Willing to let go and let God,
Willing to trust that we hold the key,
We hold the codes and the magnificence and we trust our guides,
Angels and divine presence to hold us gently while we take this walk through this life.
Let the neediness and the kindness be evaluated through your awareness in a very clear and very conscious way.
You do that,
My treasures.
Take a deep breath into this.
A long,
Slow,
Hard breath.
Then relax into this moment.
Just be here,
My treasures.
This life is unfolding.
And there is something that we are here to be part of.
Let it open and let it flow.
Create in your mind an image that will help you to see that.
For me,
My image is.
A river that is a little bit blocked up.
Because all these boulders have fallen in,
Everyone's stories,
Everyone's attitudes.
Everyone's little wagging fingers,
All these boulders,
Causing restrictions on the flow of life.
Me the river.
I imagine that every one of them is just taken out.
Now the river can flow.
We come into our full potential,
Which is why we're here.
We're here to shine all of our brilliance and all of our light,
And you do that,
My love.
You watch how irresistible your path is,
Illuminated with all that which is of the highest,
The most divine,
Illuminated,
Clear light.
May that be for you,
My treasure.
So much love,
So much love.
Thank you for you.
And for holding the space and holding each other.
It's just two wonderful four words.
