Lots of love to you all.
As we are all facing immense change in one way or another,
This is what's happening right now.
And it's so on time for us to talk about that.
Today,
As we connect,
We're going to hold a space.
As we're talking about a journey to remember.
And this really is a journey to remember why we're here and what we're doing.
Not just here,
Just bumbling along,
Having an idle life that is very much on purpose and in the design.
And it is a life journey and it has a beginning and a middle and an ending.
But those endings are so hard for us to say goodbye to our treasures and allow them to move beyond this journey.
Because that means we've been left behind and it doesn't feel nice.
It doesn't feel nice at all.
We just hold each other as we talk now about broken dreams.
And how we manage all of that.
So before we hop into the space to hold this energy in my treasures,
Let's hold each other and create this beautiful pod of light and love,
This container,
So that we can bring the highest vibration of light and love into this.
We ask our guides,
Angels,
Divine presence,
Come in,
Be close,
Hold us now,
And hold our hearts open to all of life,
To all life.
Here and beyond.
Let's bring our energy into the space and we hold it and create it now as this beautiful part of light and love.
Take a deep breath in my treasures.
And a long,
Slow out-breath.
Try to always do this the moment you want to settle your being down.
The moment you want to come back into that place of deep quietness and stillness to reset and realign.
We find ourselves coming home again and again and again.
With our broken hearts and our broken dreams.
And they do feel very broken,
Don't they?
It's a shattering that we feel within us so deeply.
That longing and that love.
Just for a moment,
Whatever it is that is shaking your world.
Whatever it is that you know is an absolute and a truth right now.
Feel that touch in your heart.
Feel what it is that has created an impact in your life.
Then open your heart to greet that.
As if your heart has beautiful arms that can hold it with so much love and grace.
Imagine that you're wrapping your arms,
Your life,
Your love.
Around this place of great pain.
When we hold it in the sincere and gracious way.
We are with the moment,
In the moment,
Acknowledging what is.
This is a wonderful gift for us to be present in what is being presented to us now.
We notice how we feel.
We notice what is happening around us and how everybody else is reacting inside of us.
Then we notice something else.
At all of this.
That feeling,
That grieving and longing is because there is love.
If we had no love.
This could not be.
We simply wouldn't care.
We are beings that care so deeply.
We are beings that can open our heart and experience the highs and the lows.
Depths of this human journey.
Because we have that capacity,
We are able also to be in the multi-facets of this journey,
In all the experiences,
In all the ways,
With our full awareness This is the gift we give ourselves to be fully aware of everything that is moving and coming towards us.
To be deeply inside of that which we are feeling without dishonoring,
Disregarding or pushing it away.
Without defending,
Deflecting,
Denying,
Or distracting.
Just be with what is.
Are broken dreams.
Our broken heart.
And all the pain that we can feel.
Because we care.
Because we can love.
Because we can see and feel love and honor another in this journey.
We have not yet forgotten that.
Thank you,
God,
That we haven't forgotten that.
If it takes a great tragedy or sadness,
In the field around us to awaken us to the depth of that love.
In the lust and the sadness and the awfulness.
Is not in vain.
For as long as humanity can feel this level of love,
Kindness.
This compassion.
We still have a very good chance as a species.
We just truly.
Don't want to ever forget how to feel so deeply.
We never want to turn off that story that says,
Oh,
Now you can just pull yourself together,
Stop grieving,
It's not so bad.
We want to feel.
And we allow ourselves to feel so deeply.
And in the depth of that feeling,
There are all the connections,
The memories,
The sweetness.
We feel shattered and broken in the moment.
Because our space and the place it has been holding us together.
Is shattered and opened.
Just like a vessel that drops and smashes onto the floor.
It fractures into so many little bits.
So the container that we knew is lost forever.
It is never the same when one from our treasured group is lost to us.
It is never the same.
But if we can remember they are part of every fragment of our awareness,
Every story,
Every moment,
Every memory.
The songs,
The light.
The food that we shared,
The colours that we adored,
The silliness that we played with.
They are embedded into us.
And we are part of them and they are part of us.
Everything we shared.
We are the holders of that essence,
That energy.
We are the ones who are holding it sacred.
This is where it becomes really important for us.
To be able to get to the point where we can hold it in a way that is so sacred,
Kind,
Loving,
And clear.
Without the contamination of anger,
Hate and greed,
Shaming or blaming.
We will probably do little aspects of that to a greater or lesser degree,
Depending on how the scenario is played out with us and through us.
In the ones that have gone on.
Under those two.
We cannot be angry with another.
Without in the same moment also feeling.
That it was worthwhile being angry with them because we loved them,
Because we wanted the very best for them.
That anger is not something for us to shame and blame and disregard ourselves in.
This is so important.
To allow the full spectrum of all your feelings.
That associated you with the other.
And to love all of them,
Honour all of them.
They gave us a depth of awareness,
A full expanse of awareness.
And every single one is relevant because every single one brings us something to know.
Some awareness,
Something that pushed or jolted us.
So my lovely,
Let's try that now as we hold the space,
We hold each other.
We feel how creative and deep and sincere and loving and gracious we truly are.
We thank our guides for being so close to us.
Helping us walk through this life journey.
It really is a very challenging journey.
More challenging,
I think,
If you're paying attention.
So if you're aching and longing and being pulled in every direction,
Honor yourself because you're paying attention.
You haven't numbed out and opted out.
You're still here.
You're still participating.
You're still feeling the connections,
The interconnections,
And even the collisions.
You are still paying attention to them.
Give that to you as an honorable awareness,
Please,
My lovelies.
Can you hold that?
Can you feel how beautiful that is?
Wonderful you.
I'm shattered.
Space.
Where the one has gone.
We are all going to know this.
And with a bit of luck.
Our passing will also shatter the hearts of those with whom we love.
And connect and play.
Because if that is true,
If we can feel so deeply,
We are deeply and sincerely holding the cord of connection to them.
What we'd really like to do is to know it as a deep,
Sincere,
Loving connection,
A cord of connection.
Without any wobbly static stuff around it of shame,
Blame and hate,
Anger.
Those energies are a little distorting and mucky and murky.
But if we can hold the deep,
Deep,
Deep pain and longing.
Then you are holding that cord very sincerely,
Very strongly,
The connecting cord to them.
Are not gone,
They are just not present here in this form at this time.
We will see all our treasures again.
I promise you with all my heart and soul that is true.
And the ones who have gone on are seeing us.
They know what we're doing.
They're watching out for us.
They love it that they love us.
And they love it that we love them and ache and yearn.
So please,
My lovelies,
Know that it's not a gone,
The shattering,
The container that breaks,
That creates all those little shards of brokenness.
All of those are like little stars in the light.
That are illuminating the sky.
They're all little connections with the other.
You're going to know those little pieces,
And I'm going to know these little pieces.
We're all going to know something about that place that held and contained us and the one we love.
It is such an incredible way for us to stay connected because we can love one another.
Our sorrow,
Our yearning and longing is the connecting cord.
But we want to hold it in that way,
In the awareness of that.
The broken dreams,
My love.
Last week I was telling you a little about let go,
Let go,
Let God.
That is so important and I've put that talk as a video on my profile.
If you can go and have a little look at it.
If we can let go,
Let God,
And trust in this process of this life.
Then all of this.
That is awakening us and helping us to deeply be immersed in this life.
This is essential to who we are and how we are to hold the space,
What is to become,
Because we're willing to feel and be here so deeply,
Sincerely.
All of this is here and becomes.
What we want to talk today very much about.
Is the broken dreams.
So here we are,
My sweet.
And the illusion of the game that we played with each other,
The settings,
The setups.
All of this that we've known and understood has had a certain way of showing up.
And all of us have slotted in to that role,
That performance,
That way of being.
We've all been playing a part within it.
And this container that holds that.
Truly does hold it.
For us for a while.
But a container is always going to be limiting.
Because there will be an end of what it is that we can feel and explore and expand into in a shape or structure that is contained.
Every one of us help hold each other inside of this container.
And it is for that reason we must leave and get out of the story at some point.
Because we're only here for a little while to create this bond,
This circle of light and love with each other.
And hold each other in a certain way.
But the moment there's a fracture in it and one leaves and goes home.
Then there is an opening of a space.
The opening of the space is what we are being asked to do as humanity now.
Everything is so on time.
There are so many who are going home right now.
I cannot tell you how many people just in my little circle over here,
How many have gone home in this last week.
Never seen it at this level ever before.
It's because we are being asked to hold a different space.
We've all been playing roles and we've all been showing up in a certain way.
And it just held us in a way that is safe and predictable.
The container has given us all the information that we have needed as we've bounced off the edges and back at each other.
Now this container that we think this is life,
This is the human experience.
Is being given an opportunity to expand beyond itself.
It is for that reason that we are finding each other on these platforms where there's higher consciousness.
No mistake,
That we find each other.
And no mistake that we know how to find each other.
It is an absolute divine design.
That is going on right now.
If we can recognize that we are in this point of massive transition and transformation,
And the space that we are being held in is breaking apart the illusion that has held us captive in a way,
Is opening up for something else.
In all this time,
We have been dreaming into the space.
Our dreams become our realities.
We've shown up in a certain way because we've been told that's the way you do it.
Beyond the container,
The place that holds us.
There is all this other space.
And who knows how big the space is.
Right there,
The moment it shatters,
What do we all do when we drop a glass vase or bowl or something?
We jump up and down and wrench a little bit because we've broken something and then we've got to pick up all these broken bits and not cut ourselves.
We're not happy about it.
And so we're not happy about the space opening up now.
The broken dreams we have dreamed in a reality.
And it is time for us to dream in a new reality.
I believe it is for this reason that so many are moving beyond the space to help us.
And to support us in a much higher frame of awareness.
And to bring that energy,
That field of consciousness towards us because we're linked to them eternally.
We are threads that tie each other in like an umbilical cord.
We are the spiritual and political cause to very many.
And we hold the space.
And we're being held in it.
Now there is a shattering.
A breaking of this that has held us.
Here we are,
Shaking in our boots,
Aching with all our hearts for something that feels the same.
We want it back.
We want it that way.
But when the vase or the bowl break,
There's no putting it back.
We gather up all those little bits and let them go.
But we are still here,
My lovelies.
We are still here.
Because we were connected to all these beautiful ones and because of our life and all that we felt so deeply,
We have a consciousness now that is different.
That has a vast expanse of awareness because of what we are willing to feel within the space.
Smashing against each other.
We know very well now who we truly are.
But now we know who we are as a species.
We're not just some random creature.
We are incredible beings with life and love for dreams.
With imagination.
We have the God spark within us and something is waking up.
Our dreams are waking us up to dream in something else.
We can barely fathom it in our reality,
Our world of reality,
Because everything there must be predictable so that we can feel safe.
But in dream time.
These crazy dreams that are coming in?
Are you having crazy dreams?
And the space might not even remember them.
But in the space beyond our holding,
Our structuring.
There is this vast openness of expansiveness.
And we can dream in something else.
We will never forget what to dream in because we have loved the others here with us.
Because those who are now release themselves from this reality.
Are still connected to us through their spiritual umbilical cord.
They are feeding this information to us in a way.
What are we hearing?
Who are we?
What do we want now?
In the broken dreams,
Something else happens.
I read you that lovely poem that I came across and the author's unknown never had a name of an author.
And I'm going to read it to you again,
Because this truly is.
Where we are to go now.
And it's called Broken Dreams.
Like a child who brings their broken toy with tears for us to mend.
So I brought my broken dreams to God because He is my friend.
And then,
Instead of leaving him in peace to work alone,
I hung around and tried to help.
In ways that were my own.
And then at last I snatched him back and cried,
How can you be so slow?
My child,
He said,
What could I do?
You never did let go.
And I just love that it's called Broken Dreams.
And that's exactly what we're talking about.
The dream is breaking.
Hearts are shattering.
The container is smashed.
And nothing is going to be the same again.
We know this so well when one of our darling family release.
Nothing is the same again.
Everything shifts.
Then what do we do?
Do we try and hold on to the illusion that we created while we were in the space?
Or could we possibly now,
As a species,
Say,
Are,
Like beyond this container.
There is still God.
There is still all that is.
There is never not that.
We are still in the divine design.
It just opens up a little bit wider,
A little bit more.
It becomes more magical as we know now what we seek and desire.
And what we will hold with all our heart and soul and what we will let go of now.
If everyone's life was here.
To show us how to love,
To forgive,
To be gracious,
Kind,
To have gratitude.
If everyone was to help us to see,
To expand,
To open up into the truth of who we truly are.
And surely this life journey that we created in a certain way was worthwhile.
We can say it was a worthy life.
And that our lives are worthwhile and that we're important.
And we're here at a time where something amazing is about to unfold.
And the only way it can.
Is it this?
Container.
Crashes and smashes open.
And we allow ourselves to be here.
Now knowing what we know,
Honoring who we are,
And feeling the connection to all that is.
Through those with whom we have connected through our lives.
We are connected to each other.
Beyond,
Beyond.
The very breath of the divine breathes in trust with every breath.
Every beat of our heart and every step we take upon this earth and we will go home.
As soon as we've completed what we need to do.
Don't you worry about that.
We're going to go home.
It's wonderful.
But for now.
.
.
We're here.
We're here to hold a space that is truly remarkable.
Something is unfolding,
My lovelies.
If you could just open,
Pick up an old little cosmic telephone and say to your treasure that's gone before.
Can you see what's happening?
You tell me what's happening.
They would tell you.
But oh my gosh,
They're not allowed to tell us.
Because we've got to work it out.
We've got to feel so deeply to make it a deep,
Deep truth.
We've got to do it.
And we've got all the love and the support to help us do that.
I hope you know that and you can feel it.
If you don't know it and you can't feel it,
Just open your heart and your mind and ask to feel it,
To know it,
To anchor that in the field,
To hold you here in this way that you can truly know that your life is on purpose and you,
My love,
Are here on time in the divine design.
It is a remarkable journey.
And you came just in time for the best time when we step out of the space into something new.
That's why we're here.
Don't forget.
I'm sending you so much love,
My treasures.
Thank you for you and for holding the space with me.
May this hold you gently and rest sweetly as you move now.
Thank you for you.
