My name is Fiery J and I am a trauma survivor.
And on this journey of mine,
I have come to understand that in order to heal,
I need to make a space for the little child in me to come out and play and cry and laugh with God.
And so in this program,
Don't be surprised,
My little girl inside will make her appearance.
My therapist told me to talk to God,
And that's how it all began.
God?
Yes?
You look so sad.
I do?
Yeah.
Why are you so sad,
God?
All these people that don't see me.
What about it?
Who act like I don't exist.
What about it?
You end up believing it.
Tell me about it.
You end up questioning your own existence.
Tell me about it.
And you feel so lonely.
What are we gonna do?
What are we gonna do?
We'll hold hands.
And we'll feel all better.
And we'll have a cookie.
I need both hands for my cookie.
What kind of cookie is that?
A real big one.
I want a real big one too.
We'll hold hands later.
Okay.
God?
Yes?
What are you doing?
I'm standing on my head,
Don't you see?
I'm standing on my head.
It improves the circulation?
Why do you ask,
Little one?
Just checking.
Jay?
Yes?
What are you doing?
I'm standing on my head,
Don't you see?
I'm standing on my head.
And why are you doing that,
Little one?
Because I want to be like you.
You can't be like me,
Jay.
Why not?
Because you are me.
Oh,
Really?
Really.
And,
And,
And,
And,
And,
And,
And,
Who told you that?
I kind of know these things,
Jay.
Yeah,
Yeah,
You know something?
And what would that be,
Little one?
I think you are weird.
That's what I think.
You think so?
I think so.
Okay.
Okay.
God?
Yes?
What are you doing?
I'm kicking,
I'm kicking.
I want to kick too.
Be my guest.
You've got a spare room?
Make yourself comfy,
Jay.
We've got plenty of puffy clouds around here.
What if it rains?
Not to worry,
Little one.
The rain goes up.
Not to worry,
Little one.
The rain goes down,
Not up.
Are you sure now?
Uh-oh.
It looks like everyone wants to be like God.
Well,
That would be heaven.
I think we need an umbrella.
Asking ye shall receive.
This is so much fun.
Fun is good.
Fun is very good.
God?
Yes?
Your halo has gone crooked.
My halo has gone crooked?
Yeah.
I hope it doesn't fall off.
I think you're having a hangover.
I'm having a hangover?
Yeah.
Too much kicking,
God.
There's no such thing as too much kicking,
Jay.
It improves the circulation?
Forget the circulation.
Kicking is fun.
I like kicking.
Me,
Too.
Me,
Too.
Me,
Too.
Me,
Too.
God?
Yes?
And how is your halo doing these days?
My halo is doing just fine,
Little one.
And how about yours?
I don't have a halo.
Yes,
You do.
No,
I don't.
Yes,
You do.
No,
I don't.
Yes,
You do.
Gee,
God,
You are so stubborn.
I'm stubborn?
Yes,
You are.
No,
I'm not.
Yes,
You are.
No,
I'm not.
Yes,
You are.
No,
I'm not.
Let's do something else.
Okay.
Okay.
Jay?
Yes?
What are you doing,
Little one?
I'm kicking.
Don't you see I'm kicking?
As long as you don't kick the bucket.
Where's the bucket?
Why do you want the bucket?
I don't want the bucket.
I thought you wanted the bucket.
Do you want the bucket?
No,
I'm all confused.
What on earth are we talking about?
Well,
I don't know.
You started it.
Did not.
Did,
Too.
Did not.
Did,
Too.
Did not.
Let's do something.
What happened?
You're just so funny.
Jay?
Yes?
It doesn't have a memory.
I set it in place to come up every day.
Do you think that's smart of me?
You're kind of smart.
I'm kind of smart?
You're a smart guy.
I'm the alpha and the omega.
Yeah,
Yeah,
Whatever.
I like watching my sun rise.
Don't you,
Jay?
I'm always sleeping when the sun is rising,
You knucklehead.
Don't you know I have a pillow to sleep on?
Hey,
What kind of god are you?
You don't know I sleep all morning.
God,
God.
Jay,
Jay,
What's the matter?
I got it,
I got it.
The rat race,
The rat race.
Where's the rat?
Where's the rat?
Not the rat,
You knucklehead.
The rat race.
What about it?
You are trying to help people by giving them many places to be at once.
Yeah,
So?
You screwed up big time,
Mister.
You've created the rat race.
I did?
Yeah.
Oh,
Boy.
That's what I say.
So what do we do now?
Hey,
You're a god.
Don't ask me.
How about we play with the rat?
You want to play with a rat?
Sure,
Why not?
Well,
I don't want to play with a rat.
You don't?
Not really.
How come?
I don't do rodents.
Oh,
Okay.
Okay.
That made me laugh.
