Welcome to this guided meditation for spring.
Take a moment to find a position that feels like an invitation to rest.
You could be sitting in a chair with your feet flat on the floor,
Lying on your back,
Or sitting cross-legged on the floor or on a meditation cushion.
Choose the option that works best for you.
If you are seated,
Sit up tall with a long spine,
Stacking your head over your shoulders and your shoulders over your hips.
You might roll your shoulders back a few times,
Then let them relax as you ground through your sit bones.
If you are lying on your back,
Take a moment to engage all your muscles by making fists and pushing your entire body down into the floor,
Then relax.
Notice whether you are still holding any tension anywhere in your body.
If so,
Try that again.
Engage as much as you can,
Push down into your body,
And then relax.
Then tuck your shoulders underneath you and rest your arms comfortably by your sides.
In Ayurveda,
Yoga's sister science,
We are in a sacred transition.
We are moving away from the vata season,
The energy of air,
Movement,
And the cold wind that can leave us feeling scattered or ungrounded.
We are stepping into the kapha season,
The energy of the earth and the spring rains.
Kapha is the heavy,
Wet soil that holds the seed.
It is the steady pulse of life.
Today,
We aren't rushing into spring.
We are going to land in it.
Close your eyes if that feels safe,
Or simply find a soft gaze.
Take a deep breath in through the nose,
And as you exhale,
Feel your sit bones,
Heels,
And spine settle.
Imagine the element of earth rising to meet you.
In vata season,
We often feel as if we are floating or rushing.
In kapha,
We are invited to be heavy.
Feel the weight of your hands and your lap or on the floor.
Feel the gravity pulling your shoulders away from your ears.
You are a seed planted in cool,
Dark soil.
You are not stuck.
You are being held.
Breathe into the base of your spine and feel yourself settling into the ground.
As you sit in this stillness,
Listen to these words from Mark Nepo in the Book of Awakening.
For the flower,
It is fully open at each step of its blossoming.
The simple rose at each moment of its slow blossoming is as open as it can be.
The same is true of our lives.
In each stage of our unfolding,
We are as stretched as possible.
It helps to see ourselves as flowers.
If a flower were to push itself to open faster,
Which it can't,
It would tear.
Yet we humans can and often do push ourselves.
Often we tear in places no one can see.
When we push ourselves to unfold faster or more deeply than is natural,
We thwart ourselves.
For nature takes time and most of our problems will stem from impatience.
Think about your life right now.
Is there a project,
A relationship,
Or a version of you you are trying to force open?
Look at one area of your life where you feel impatient or behind.
If you stopped trying to force that flower open,
What would it look like to simply sit in the soil and nourish the roots instead?
What does that area of your life need more of?
More action or more nurturing?
In the transition to kapha,
Growth is slow.
It happens in the dark.
It happens when the rain soaks the seed's shell until it is soft enough to yield.
Visualize a bud in your heart space.
It is tightly wound,
Green and protective.
If we were to peel back those petals with our fingers,
We would bruise them and tear the life from them.
Instead,
Just breathe warmth into that bud.
No forcing,
No pulling,
Just the steady rhythmic presence of your breath.
Every stage of your opening,
Even the stage when you are still closed,
Is exactly where you need to be.
Now imagine the spring sun warming the crown of your head.
As the warmth moves down,
The bud begins to respond.
Not because it has to,
But because it is ready.
The petals move a fraction of a millimeter,
Separating just enough to let the light in.
This is the energy of kapha.
Slow,
Deliberate,
And certain.
Feel the expansion in your chest.
You are blossoming at the exact pace of grace.
You are moving from the scattered wind into the time you need.
As you continue to sit quietly and to breathe fully,
Repeat the following statements silently to yourself.
I am rooted in the earth and nourished by the season.
I do not need to tear myself open to be beautiful.
I trust the timing of my own unfolding,
Blooming exactly as I am meant to,
One petal at a time.
Return your focus to your breath.
And as we prepare to end this meditation,
Bring your awareness back to the weight of your body.
Carry this slow opening with you into your day.
If you feel the urge to rush or the vata wind pulls at you,
Remember the flower.
Remember that the tear comes from rushing,
But the beauty comes from waiting.
Exhale all of your breath.
And as you inhale,
Begin to gently wiggle your fingers and your toes.
Roll your ankles and your wrists.
When you are ready,
Open your eyes.
I wish you a beautiful rest of your day.
Thank you for joining me.