Your inner self is the self you are without your personal history.
It is the powerful,
All-loving,
Real self that has continued completely undisturbed,
Joyous and free,
While the physical image you created explored the reverse of yourself in deepest oblivion.
Only love is real.
The moment that you stepped away from yourself with an intention alien to love,
You lost your ability to create anything that is real.
You could use your imagination to construct a dream world you deeply believe is real,
But it cannot replace the reality of love.
It's essential to remember that in your innocent desire to experience yourself in a world without love,
You got exactly what you asked for.
In place of the peace,
Safety,
Limitless creative freedom,
Happiness and an unshakable knowledge of your eternal worth,
You encountered a terrifying world of deepest limitation,
Believing yourself to be nothing but flesh and bones,
Sinful and undeserving,
A world of madness where you must be vigilant for your own safety because instead of the oneness you knew,
You now feel separate from everyone and everything around you.
In the same way as a new world rose in your imagination,
You created a new concept of yourself.
In order for you to reunite with the inner self and the reality of love,
You have to learn that the concept of yourself you created is not who you are.
It grew out of this original decision to split away from the inner self and you're still adapting to the devastating personal reality that came from that decision.
Because you've lived for so long with a self-concept made for the dream,
Decades in this life and longer if you resonate with the concept of reincarnation,
It is challenging to accept that this self is not who you are.
The instant you stepped into the dream,
You tried to navigate within a completely foreign and frightening environment.
You made decisions about who you are based on your experience early in your life grappling with this alien dimension.
Then these beliefs became the foundation of your personal reality.
They're stored like data in a computer in an energetic structure that sits between the inner self and your physical self.
The great creative energy of the inner self flows continuously through this structure creating your body and your life according to the desire,
Imagination and expectations it contains.
Then imagine your inner self looking at this structure from its perspective on the other side of it.
It sees the clusters of discrete events now held as memories that are producing your limited beliefs.
It sees all the painful experiences you've had in your dream of being separate from love.
These memories and the beliefs they produce become repetitive self-destructive patterns in your life.
They create experiences that reflect and reinforce your distorted perception of who you are constricting the flow of the energy from your inner self that's meant to bring you happiness.
With your willingness to be guided by the inner self as your champion,
It will use the energy of forgiveness to clear this structure for you so that the beliefs you hold reflect the truth of your worth.
This loving process dissolves the blockages created by your past painful experiences leaving only happy loving memories that reflect your true deserving.
When you feel overwhelmed and finally accept that you don't have the answers to the problems you're facing,
The inner self will intensify your deep awareness of its presence and that there are resources beyond what you know.
It will begin to show you the path home.
As you realize this is a completely natural process designed to reverse the steps you took away from your oneness with love,
You'll want to cooperate with the inner self's power to clear this structure that binds you to the past.
As this journey begins,
You'll be given the resources you need.
The people,
The ideas,
The events will begin to appear in your life to support your transformation.
Here's a meditation.
Close your eyes and take a few gentle relaxing breaths.
Then silently say to your inner self,
Even though I don't understand how my life and my world will be transformed through the energy of forgiveness,
I am willing to cooperate with your guidance.
Give me a blessing this day that shows me the unmistakable impact of my decision to return to love.
Then open your eyes with a happy confidence that you'll begin to experience the transformation you so deeply deserve.
