Hi guys I'm talking to you if you're a highly sensitive person who experienced trauma and abuse,
Who put others in front of yourself,
If others matter more than yourself,
When you're trying to make others happy and then completely forgetting your needs and desires.
It's time you shift your awareness to yourself because you are God,
There is no other and you cannot live the lives of the others.
Everyone is God and everyone is sort of creating its own experiences with their own desires,
With their own ingredients and essences.
In essence you always,
You already have it all and you already are everything.
But here on planet earth as a human being you are choosing what you want to experience with your awareness,
Where you place your focus.
And oftentimes if you used to sacrifice yourself for others you will not have such a strength to go through resistance and fear if you want something for yourself.
Because you will feel selfish,
You will feel you are not grateful with what you've got,
You will feel there is a darkness behind,
I don't know,
For example money,
If you're a spiritual highly sensitive person.
And that something is holding you back or maybe God doesn't want you to have it or maybe one doesn't want you to experience it.
But I want to tell you that between you and your desire,
By the way,
That desire is God within you desiring it.
So your desires are sacred,
Are here for you to play the game of life.
It is for you to experience your godliness and as a God.
Because God is,
You can experience yourself through creation,
Through placing awareness.
So creating reality is the most sacred God's like thing you can do on this planet earth.
And it is,
And you create your reality anyway anytime even if you are unconscious of it.
But now what I'm inviting you to do it consciously,
You notice desire and you state the desire.
So between you and your desires is always only your own fear.
It's never the external God,
External forces,
External devil,
External darkness.
It's never.
It's only your inner resistance,
Your fear-based beliefs,
Your fear-based thinking and emotions.
But because they,
You might build them up so much,
You might build up the resistance towards your happiness so much,
That when you think of your happiness,
When you think of your wealth,
When you think of your health,
When you think of your fully satisfied and fulfilled life,
You feel sick at the stomach.
So much that it will put you off.
That you don't even go through or want or state what you want.
Because even thinking about it make you feel sick.
If it's you,
Then carry on and do this talent for sure.
100%.
So the talent is for 48 hours.
Today is part one and it's called messy manifestation.
That is something I come up with when I said it's enough.
Because that resistance I had within myself,
That fear-based beliefs and emotions,
They felt like someone is trying to kill me.
It felt like there is another person preventing me or forces preventing me from being happy,
From having what I want.
It felt so powerful that I could,
I gave up on manifesting and creating reality.
That I didn't even want to think what I wanted.
I then play Pollyanna syndrome.
That I was grateful for everything and I settled for things and experiencing which I was not satisfied with.
Which it was not up to my standards.
Which were not aligned with what I really desire.
So this challenge is about really overcoming the inner resistance and fears.
And the way how it is done is allowing yourself to be only negative for 24 hours or 12 hours.
At the beginning of your day you state fully what you want.
So no matter how I feel,
No matter whether I believe in it,
No matter whether I am vibration or much,
No matter of my frequency and vibration,
No matter of everything,
State there what you think it's important for you to create your reality or change your life or have what you want.
So no matter even if I don't have education,
No matter if I don't have any money,
Even if I don't believe that I can have any money,
Even if I don't believe I can,
That I will ever meet the love of my life,
Even if I don't believe that I can get healthy on my own without doctors,
Even if I,
Even if I feel sick when I'm thinking about being fully happy and satisfied.
I am choosing and then state what you are choosing.
I want,
I choose and state clearly what you want,
State clearly what you choose.
I'm choosing,
I want,
And then afterwards just notice the emotion,
Feel it,
Notice any thoughts and those thoughts give it a voice,
Just state what you think,
Give it a voice.
You might be scared that if you say it and you will never get,
But that's the point,
Say it and say even if I say it,
It doesn't matter,
It will not affect what I want,
What I desire.
Give a voice to every negative thoughts you have,
Which are strong,
Which comes to you,
Which are within you and even you can state,
I feel and then state how you feel.
I feel powerless and I am fed up with it,
I don't like it or hate it and I hate,
State every person you hate,
State every experiences in your life you hate,
State whatever really state you are in,
Just give it a voice and say it aloud and keep saying aloud all your thoughts and all your emotions and be okay with it and it's okay I feel that way,
It's okay I'm thinking those thoughts,
It's okay I'm negative,
It's okay,
It's okay I am feeling this way,
It's okay I believe in those things,
It's okay that I am having those thoughts,
Just give it a voice,
Give it a voice and then go back to it after half a day,
Then go back what you really want again,
You will be redefining again what you want because maybe when you when you say things aloud then you realize actually I don't want that but I want this instead,
I really want that,
So even though I don't believe,
Even though I am not in frequency or in alignment much,
Even if I don't fulfill any manifestation rules,
Even if I don't visualize,
Even if I don't,
I don't know,
Whatever you think you need to do in order to get something even I don't feel good,
Even if I don't think about that I can get it,
I want this and this and that and even if I don't get it I don't give a fuck or I don't give a shit,
State it for yourself even even if I don't get it I don't give a fuck,
I don't give a shit,
Maybe my life it's not worth it to live or maybe what's the point,
Go even and state your despair thinking,
Depression thinking,
All those things just let give it a voice and bring it out,
Bring it out,
The moment you bring it out it's gone but if you keep it inside of you and try not to think those thoughts,
Not to feel those emotions then you are digging deeper into your past,
You are digging deeper into your past experiences and negative patterns and all the things you don't want to,
So get out of Pollyanna syndrome and trying to be grateful and trying to be positive,
Just be fully negative,
Fully yourself,
Fully authentic for whole 24 hours,
For the next day,
Next challenge will be,
I will share it to you in the next video,
It will be activation meditation about no matter how you feel no matter whether you believe it or not no matter what frequency and vibration you are in,
No matter of your past experiences,
No matter of your trauma,
No matter what you really think you can or can't have,
You already are it all and you already have it all,
So and that is the fundamental truth and nothing,
No thought,
No negative thought,
No negative emotions can destroy it but first challenge is to give it a voice,
All those things you were bottling up within yourself,
So that's all from me guys,
I hope you try it,
Please share with me your results with this exercise and this challenge,
This challenge should bring you new life and new experiences and freedom and happiness and abundance and the love into your life because by sort of expressing all those bottling thoughts and emotions,
Negative ones,
You are freeing yourself from resistance,
You are freeing yourself from fear,
You are freeing yourself and giving a space to the new,
New experiences,
New life,
So that's all from me,
Much love to you and have a fun with it,
See you next time.
