And Could It Be Joy? (Poem)

This poem reaches towards a way of life on the contemplative Christian path where the ongoing work of inner transformation, and the contradictions and challenges of existence, are all experienced in an atmosphere of joyful acceptance and centeredness, "hidden with Christ in God." Listen to this original poem by Rachael Barham as a meditation, as a wonder-filled inquiry, as a prayer, and as an invitation.

Transcript

And could it be joy?

Could it be joy to be achingly myself?

Could I at last see myself as I really am,

Which is not as I believe myself to be,

And laugh in recognition and embrace?

Then could I let myself be moved and shaped into something I didn't dare wish for?

Could I simply delight in saying yes,

Or in saying no,

And not judge between them?

Could what I do flow from me like a river,

Or like child's play in water on a hot day?

Could all I create spring from a secret source,

Hidden with Christ in God,

Where nobody's opinion,

For or against,

Can stem the flow?

Could I work hard and rest long?

Could I dance as I weep?

Tell me,

Could it be joy?

Could all of it be joy?

Reviews

A short poem but so containing so much. Thank you for asking that question and presenting the opportunity to think and believe differently. A blessing this morning. 🙏