The reason the conflict is called the conflict between love and fear is because that is our choice.
We have the choice of living in fear or living in the utter ecstasy of knowing that there is something bigger than us running this world,
Something infinitely loving,
And that love wins.
It is just in our experience we have to find enough courage to experience that.
Because once we do it one time,
You know,
If you are terribly caught in fear and you experience coming out of that fear and how completely different your outlook is,
Once you've done that once,
You've got kind of a baseline.
So I've had a lot of experience facing fear,
Enormous.
And I'll tell you what,
If you face fear,
What happens is you start seeming very magical to people.
And it's a joke because really all that's happening is that you can see clearly.
And many of us can't because we're walking around kind of wearing a pair of glasses that's like dark glasses.
So it stops us from seeing.
It stops us from seeing ourselves,
Others,
And the situation clearly.
So the person who's the most without fear will be able to cope in this situation the best because they see clearly.
Now you know that might be a handy capacity to have for coming times to be able to see clearly and you really just need the practice.
So keep this in mind.
You know we're here,
It's like a playground,
A school yard,
And we're here to experiment and find out about ourselves and find out about life,
Love.
And so you can practice.
So part of the practicing,
What helps is a developing self-observation.
Like notice if you're feeling fear,
What happens to your body,
You will tend to feel colder,
Number,
More contracted,
More powerless,
More helpless.
All those feelings from childhood will be running in your experience.
They will be surfacing and running.
And you know what your soul's wanting is for you to outgrow them and the ego's wanting you to stay inside them and stay caught in them.
So just knowing that you're in fear helps because if you can identify that you're in fear then you've got enough kind of objectivity or dispassion,
It's more dispassion,
To be able to come out of it.
So okay the secret for coming out of fear is number one,
Don't fight it.
Because if you fight fear it will just get bigger.
Observe it,
Observe it,
Pray.
I remember Christ said,
It said you know if you have the faith it's the size of a mustard seed.
You can triumph.
So if you think about a mustard seed,
Have you ever seen one?
You could look it up.
They're tiny,
They're like slivers.
So if you have faith that little it can overcome everything.
I want to talk about what fear looks like in a in a lived situation.
You know I remember you know with my son,
Leukemia,
Anybody who watches these videos knows the story.
But one of the things that would happen is we,
My ex-husband and I would go to the cancer clinic with my son you know every two weeks.
And he was being you know there's nothing that doctors can do and he was but they were monitoring the blood count and we were working with Olga.
Olga Worrell was sending love at this time.
So we went every two weeks and every two weeks like I would forget you know and I'd jump in the car after fucking that his blood count was dropped.
I'd say see it's working,
Olga's working.
And you know my son's father used to get so angry at me he would start shouting at me and call me Pollyanna and everything.
And you know we'd head home.
And what I realized was afterwards you know years after I realized that he was just scareder than I was.
He was scared to even open to the possibility that our son would live.
It was like he was scareder to believe that God existed or that miracles happen that our son could live than he was to believe in my son's death.
And that's what fear does to us.
And even as I'm speaking this I'm feeling just like kind of limp and inside because it's so sad what we do to ourselves with this fear.
We stop believing in the power of love and that God exists.
So please remember don't fight it.
The faith the size of a mustard seed and especially at this time of great polarization if you side with love and you have like a pure humble heart and you're willing to observe and observe yourself and observe what happens in your reality as you step forward in the belief that love exists then you've got your gateway basically.
And really at this time it's safer to face this inner fear and go through that door into the inner experience of unconditional love than to stay in fear and just go through kind of the experience of believing in fear because love is all there is.
So if you choose fear you know like you know your education will just be harsher and slower than if you can just seek to move into love.
Remember fear is just smoke and mirrors it's just the ego grandstanding trying to keep you in what it calls a safe panic but it's not safe at all.
You know I just have to say you know in the east they know that spiritual masters can walk through a jungle and they would be kept safe and my own great teacher that avatar and hugging saint Amma at some point in her youth she was in her late teens she was kicked out of the house for really being too loving and too disruptive.
And you know it's India and there's she had no support so what happened was the animals came and fed her.
Cows would appear and she would nurse on the cows at her and birds would drop fish from the sky.
Now all this has been documented and it's true and it might be kind of therapeutic to open open our minds to how loving it is really.
Okay bless your hearts and remember all love and support coming from me all the time and very many other far more powerful you know spiritual figures love bombs here on the earth.
Okay bless your hearts.
