Let The Light In

Premasudha speaks with Alica about how there is nothing to fix about ourselves. The best thing we can do is to love and forgive ourselves and support ourselves emotionally. When old dense material comes up, be like a hopeful child, and open the door to the Creator. Let that light guide you, and allow for a new way to be birthed. Seeking to live in devotion and service is the best protection we can ask for - the Creator comes running to assist a sincere seeker.

Speaker Credit: Alica

Transcript

Uh heart opening but there's like this yeah heavy energy it's not like dark dark but it's uh dirty it's like a grubby it's uh an energy of uh kind of like life's messy it's there's very little purity uh uh people are not good kind of and uh I want to help you with this yeah because it's not you what you're feeling right now around your heart and everything is not you it's not your real energy yeah yeah it's actually something that you feel contaminated by yeah that's the closest you feel contaminated by it but it can't contaminate you because you're actually a divine being nothing can contaminate you so there is no need to protect pardon there is no need to protect ourselves then because no no just observe yeah premasuda never protected herself but it's like living seeking to live a life of love is the protection yeah but there's something about this you believe it and I guess you're seeing it played out with your brother and your sister-in-law so it seems very like true to you right now so as little kids we're we're going like oh here it is again and it's like am I going to be able to uh grow beyond this like we get scared that we're not going to transcend it okay but you know if you're receiving memories this is what happens we we will have an experience and then memories from the past will come up and we'll actually have a choice of which energy we're going to play in whether we're really going to believe the old stuff and plan it or whether we're going to hold the space for something new to come hold the space for more light to come just kind of holding a door open like a hopeful little child yeah you don't have to fix you don't yeah you really don't have to fix it's just a holding the door open for something else to happen in your life in your future and that this experiencing you're going through is just a letting go of the densest aspect of your upbringing material and this is where you know in the earlier days of the journey it's it's scary because we get our conditioning in a big lump it's it seems heavy we'll never outgrow it but you will if you keep doing what you're doing you will hmm yeah the what you're rubbing up against is part of you believes it it's like you know with the leukemia diagnosis the part of me like part of me was going like well what if it really is true so there's always both sides to it sweetie i outgrew all this crap all of it totally i am premisuda lives totally beyond any of the stuff now so this is my dharma to help other people it's all good it just takes time and the most important thing is you've got your own soul that doesn't believe any of it it just doesn't it knows this is the stuff you came to dump it's the integration and then learning how to live in a way that you expand a little bit every day do you know what i mean or you know sometimes you'll go into integration but that over the months you can see that things are better you're you know you understand more you've got more compassion you've got more generosity you've got more you know the signs of a truly lived spiritual journey you see we get the data you guys this is how you know if you're on the right track you become a little more peaceful a little more compassionate a little more hopeful a little more non-attached a little more less reactive it's like the signs of it will be there and then you just keep building on that it's how it works