I don't know.
I think you're you're good,
Sweetie.
I mean,
You've you know,
Just this there's doesn't matter that you you know,
You feel that way but it's just your ego that feels that way.
It's like you're beautiful.
It's like,
Yeah and you're you're deeply understood.
You're so deeply understands why you have to walk through this and you've got so much love coming to you,
Laura.
I mean,
Just you've got this heart of gold.
It's like people always come out of the woodwork to help you out.
It's like there's a reason why they do that because you've got a good heart,
Sweetie.
Yeah,
They you know,
Like attracts like.
I mean,
You wouldn't be getting this if you didn't.
This is what you inspire from people.
Yeah,
Right.
I feel that how loved I feel all the love and it's yeah.
Yeah,
I feel so loved being loved anyway.
Being loved anyway.
Yeah.
That's right.
Embrace yourself.
Exactly where you are.
Getting a lot of chance to do that.
You know,
I think humor is God.
If you can crack a joke,
Sweetie.
Oh my gosh.
You know something about the creator.
You know,
If you're in this kind of difficult thing,
You can laugh.
If we can't laugh about it,
What's the point?
Right?
Well,
That's it.
That's it.
I mean,
But laughing about it really,
It's it's the creator.
You know,
It's like your soul.
It's your soul energy.
Helps you to laugh about it.
It's good if you can laugh,
Sweetie.
It's you've got nothing to apologize for at all.
This you're handling all of this.
I think with incredible grace.
I just have this great feeling about Shiva.
Shiva have mercy upon me.
It just feels like a slam dunk.
Just what you still need.
So,
Just keep doing it.
I think that's beautiful.
And it it's got this ring.
Shiva,
Shiva.
Have mercy upon me.
Shiva,
Shiva.
I don't know.
You don't like it.
As I'm as I'm watching.
Yes.
Yeah.
I just yeah.
Yeah.
Thank you.
Okay.
Many blessings.
Many blessings.
Yeah.
Huge love.