You know,
Most of us underneath,
We're operating that I'm a cog in the big machine and it's not safe to wake up.
And you know,
For women in the patriarchy,
It can be so difficult because this,
To awaken,
We have to recover the emotional material from,
You know,
Of the repressed feminine and it can come up and it can be so uncomfortable.
And there's really,
You know,
My experience is not much support for excavating at that level.
But again,
We have to want to get through it.
There's some people who are hovering around in like,
You know,
Loving the sewage.
It's like,
Don't love the sewage,
Witness it.
Don't start playing in it.
Or,
You know,
We can sometimes go into like,
Try to get power through playing in the sewage.
Like I'll tell you,
What human beings can do with this stuff is they don't want to do that.
You want to witness any fear and rage that comes up,
Witness it.
Don't play in it.
Or try not to play in it.
I mean,
Realize how much it does not work to play in it.
You just get dirty.
It's coming up to being released.
It's showing you a disowned feminine.
So allow Amma's grace to shower,
Shower all the stuff off her so that her true goddess nature becomes visible.
I don't know what it's like for guys with the evolving.
But maybe it's similar.
But this one certainly knows what it's like to access the disowned feminine energy and experience the state of her and how ugly she looks.
And how difficult it is to just keep putting your arms around yourself and just being with it.
And allowing,
It's like Amma's grace,
The creator's grace to shower all the sewage off.
So her goddess nature becomes evident and felt right.