Energy Of Ancient Humanity Helps Solve Confusion And Pain

We all have threads made up of life’s complexes and traumas. As we awaken and allow God consciousness in, the threads are altered, turning gold. With each reweaving of a new golden thread, little by little, our faith builds.

A key to awakening is allowing the energy of ancient humanity in. This energy is simple, heart-based, and deeply human. With it comes access to the enormous strength, endurance, and courage that is within all of us. This can help heal the feelings of immense separation from our hearts and other human beings. Going inwards, living simply, and speaking truthfully will invite this ancient energy in and bring more balance to our human existence.

This is all understood at the heart level, but the head will want to fuss. However, the heart logic of ancient humanity understanding is beyond linear logic. When we are struggling to understand something, just let it percolate at the heart level and be open to inviting ancient wisdom is to help guide.

Transcript

I've talked about how our lives are actually,

As you wake up increasingly,

You'll see it as a weave.

It's kind of a feminine image,

But the spiritual journey,

You know,

Actually comes in through the feminine.

Yeah,

So it's like we have these threads of these dramas and everything that occur and occur and occur in our lives.

And as we wake up and transform,

The threads become gold.

You reweave them,

You become conscious,

You make different choices.

You work with your perceptions to open the door for them to get bigger and more loving.

And you start weaving these gold threads.

Actually,

It's not you that does it.

These gold threads get woven.

These old threads of trauma and complexes turn to gold as you get the lesson.

And so the weave becomes more and more luminous and bright and exquisite as you go on.

And that is what gives you faith.

Your faith gets stronger and stronger as more of these threads are rewoven in.

They're not rewoven,

The threads alter and become God.

They become your God consciousness weaving in as you allow it.

Yeah.

And so this is how faith builds.

And so with some of you,

It's there may be just a few gold threads.

And so you need a lot of encouragement or some of you know gold threads.

But as time goes on,

The threads become really golden.

And so you become this neutral observer of your experience.

That's what happens.

You actually step back,

You realize that your illusion,

You're an illusory figure,

And you step back and you witness.

But don't worry about that in a way.

Like it comes when it comes,

And it comes as you're ready.

And it's not a pass or fail thing or good or bad thing,

Please.

Yeah.

Oh,

There's so much that wants to be talked about.

Is Sri Lanka here?

Sri Lakshmi?

Is she here at all?

Good morning.

Yeah,

Yeah,

Yeah.

Oh,

Good,

Good,

Good.

Sri Lakshmi,

Hi,

Sweetie.

I wanted you,

If you don't mind,

To talk about your dream,

About the ancient energy.

Oh,

Yeah.

Great.

Sure.

All right.

Hi,

Everybody.

Love everybody.

So it was,

I'm going to shut this fan off in the background here.

Can you hear the fan?

Is it loud?

No,

But whatever makes you comfortable.

No,

I'll just go on.

Okay.

I was returning from an ice age,

And I was trudging through an ice age landscape.

And there was two,

There were two animals that were with me.

One was a mastodon,

And the other a saber-toothed tiger.

And they were accompanying me,

And they both were protecting me,

I think,

Or walking with me,

Or were a,

You know,

I'm not sure.

I just know,

I was dressed the way that you'd think someone in an ice age would be dressed.

I was alone.

I was coming back home alone,

But I wasn't alone,

Because they were with me,

So don't get me wrong.

There were many gifts.

There was strength.

There was endurance.

Strength and endurance and protection.

And that's all I have for Mishouda.

It made me think of you.

Courage.

Yes,

Courage.

Courage.

Yeah.

Yeah.

She likes me.

Thank you.

I didn't know where they were coming from,

What kind of reality made me feel like that was all above my pay grade.

Okay,

I'll be quiet.

Yeah.

No,

Thank you,

Sweetie,

Because,

Okay,

Because you guys,

This is key,

Is to allow the energy of ancient humanity in to help you.

And all you have to do is basically tell the universe that you're open to this happening at a pace that you can handle as gradually and as,

You know,

With the most support that you need.

But the key to awakening is allowing this ancient energy coming in.

In fact,

I don't think it can happen without it.

And when I look back on my life,

When I went through that very difficult time,

The energy that solved it for me and began to allow me to build a whole new lifetime was the energy of ancient humanity.

And that's part of why I talk about,

I highlight the aboriginal consciousness,

Because it's also the same as that.

But this,

The energy of ancient humanity is very heart-centered,

And it's very human,

And it has enormous strength and endurance and courage.

And that is in us,

And we can tap into it,

We can allow it.

And when Sri Lakshmi told me this dream,

I went,

Hooray,

You know,

Because this is,

This is a step.

It's an important step to,

To the expansion that I'm talking about.

But I don't want you guys to like monitor your dreams and go like,

I haven't had a dream like that,

Because you could have had a dream like that and not remembered it.

Okay,

So don't worry,

Just steering this way will activate the capacities of ancient humanity as a byproduct,

I promise you.

Okay,

You look at Amma's life.

It's very,

Very simple,

You know,

Kind of aboriginal level,

Just loving people,

Taking care of people.

It's like,

It's an oomph,

Way beyond a normal person.

And sure,

She's a Christ level person.

But all of us can bring this in,

You know,

Christ himself,

When he was doing miracles,

And he,

He turned to somebody and said,

You know,

This ye can do and more.

It's in you,

Too.

Yes,

This ancient humanity that I'm speaking to right now is in you.

And it can give you the quality of courage and fearlessness that Amma talks about.

And it's right in there,

I'm speaking to it.

And actually,

As I'm speaking,

There's a cellular activation.

Just by hearing the words.

It's very,

Very beautiful.

Okay,

I'm going to give you a very like thumbnail explanation of the background of what happened to us.

So in the old days,

In humanity,

It was very simple.

And you know,

At first,

Even women were,

Were deified,

Because,

You know,

In the old days,

They didn't even realize how pregnancy occurred.

The women were just like the mother goddess.

And so the human,

The human,

It was very feminine,

You know,

Small groups,

All the kids being taken care of by the village,

Children would run,

I mean,

With people being busy doing what they do,

Children would run from one to the other receive,

You know,

10 minutes of attention,

Get bored,

And then go see somebody else.

I mean,

Really,

It's just,

If you're wanting,

Balanced,

Loving kids,

You know,

It's a beautiful,

Beautiful way.

So the thing is,

It got a little with just with the feminine,

It's like,

The feminine energy is,

Is,

You know,

It's got this still passive quality.

So lots of times,

Like,

You know,

Women in the deep feminine,

There's a level that nothing much happens in the outside world.

A lot might be going on inside,

Just as a woman stays in the house,

But nothing much is happening.

And so it,

The energy got too stagnant,

It got too small.

It's like the human race was developing,

But it was like being stuck in the playpen.

Okay,

So what happened is,

The masculine energy started getting very activated,

And with the individuation,

And also the development of skills exploded,

All these things happened over time.

And people,

There was more of a psychological individuation,

Rather than a group,

Cohesive,

Tribal thing.

So human beings develop this differentiation,

A little bit of separation to develop,

Just like a child,

You know,

Is when they hit puberty,

They have to separate a little bit from the emotional climate of the family in order to bring forth their own individuation,

You know,

They can't,

You know,

Follow mama around all the time.

Okay,

So we've done the individuation and separation,

And you guys,

This is really key for understanding yourself,

Is we're at the point where separation is so strong,

That we're at the point of extinction,

You see,

We have gone so far in this individuation,

Skill development,

Separation from,

You know,

Mother Nature even,

That we're too separate.

And now we have to come back and re-bond with our humanity and re-bond with our soul energy.

And this is what we're in.

And this is what this work is about.

And you know,

With this one,

It's not just talk,

It actually is,

This work will take you into that.

I mean,

I cannot obviously speak for Amma,

But the logic of why she gives hugs to help with the bonding,

To help with this bringing forth the ancient energy within us all,

It just makes totally sense that she's doing it through touch,

Which is,

You know,

A basic mammalian need,

And very connected to ancient humanity.

Where,

You know,

We don't sleep together in the room.

I mean,

This even happens now.

Right.

What I'm wanting to give to you is even kind of a precarious intellectual base,

So that you can see the overview of why it's necessary to bring in this heart energy,

This ancient humanity energy.

And then,

You know,

As we re-bond with ourselves,

Hopefully,

And with our true nature,

And allow this ancient energy in,

Hopefully we'll get the best of both worlds.

You know,

We'll be able to have some technological benefits,

And without losing our souls in the process.

But,

You know,

That will require a very conscious walk,

So we'll see what humanity does with this.

You know,

Whether we go back to ancient times for a few hundred years,

I don't know what's going to happen anyway.

But you have permission.

Yeah,

Right.

Okay,

I'm feeling the guidance to speak,

To remind you that you have permission to bring in this level of understanding and development at a pace you can handle with all the support you need.

And you guys,

And you guys,

The rub is that some of your separation may come up.

You know,

You may feel very separate for a little bit,

Just as you clear this,

But it will be done at the best pace.

And the rewards for this understanding are,

You know,

I was thinking,

You know,

The great joy of not having to lie at all with this way of living,

This never lying.

You know,

The truth might be put tactfully,

But I'll tell you the peace it brings to the body and the unity.

And remember,

Just,

You know,

If you just work with telling the truth more in your life as tactfully as possible,

That will invite the ancient energy in.

Because the obstacle with working with 21st century people,

Western people,

Is we've all been taught to be very passive about the things that matter most.

We're not passive about earning money,

But about coming forward with and supporting our hearts and doing,

Following our needs.

There's great passivity in people that,

Which is why I get like this,

Wake up,

Wake up.

Right.

Right.

I can feel how much there's the desire for this light to come in,

And that's all you need.

Just let the light come in.

And some of you are scared and it's like,

Yeah,

But you know,

You're safe.

You're totally safe.

And sometimes we just need an email or a phone call for reassurance.

So good.

The thing is,

You see,

You can bring in this ancient energy with your conscious desire,

Or,

You know,

We could experience,

You know,

I mean,

You know,

It's a kind of thing that if there's real food shortages,

People will start accessing their ancient energy to deal with it.

They will.

It's like when you get in a situation that you don't really know how to handle,

Your ancient energy comes in to help you.

It's part of being human.

We have so many strings to the bow,

Really.

Is that the expression?

We have so many capacities inside ourselves.

You see,

We're at this extreme of separation.

We're at this extreme of being taught to look at the outside and be very passive internally.

Looking at the outside and using people,

You know,

Really,

It's horrible when you start waking up.

It's like,

You know,

People's whole lives are devoted to networking and everything.

And not heartfelt relationships just to,

You know,

Maybe somebody can help me.

Or maybe I can help somebody else too.

It's all good.

It's not evil,

You guys.

We're just,

We're just an extreme of having been taught to look outside ourselves.

Right.

And our higher intelligence is on the inside.

Okay.

So,

For me,

It's like working with people who've been like,

Like they're stunned for a minute.

They're like,

But I was the same way.

It's okay.

But I'll tell you,

As soon as you start looking inside with really wanting to know the truth of you,

To serve humanity,

To serve love,

You'll start getting more and more skilled at looking inside.

You get more and more skilled at these surrenders,

Little surrenders,

Where you just go,

You just go,

Oh,

I don't know what to do.

Help.

Yeah.

And the,

You get more and more skilled.

So,

You spend less time going round and round in frustration.

You just do surrender,

Surrender,

Surrender,

Surrender,

But it takes time.

And it takes a lot of faith to live like that.

That's it.

That's very beautiful.

That's very beautiful.

I can feel how much you want this.

That's it.

Remember,

The process is done for you.

It's by done something beyond you.

It's doing it something beyond you is doing it all.

So,

It's a funny mix of turning inside,

But also understanding that something beyond you is orchestrating the whole thing and is taking care of you.

And you only get hard lessons when there is no other way to get through to you.

Yeah.

The universe only whacks us when there's just no other way.

And even if you get whacked,

If you go,

Okay,

Show me what I'm learning,

Then your circumstances can change so quickly.

Like a job offer overnight,

That kind of thing.

I've seen this many times with people where a difficult situation just reverses.

Okay,

There's,

I'm hitting some ego,

Some of you.

It's all good.

It's kind of a cynical,

It's kind of a cynical.

Some of you,

There's a cynical,

Little bit of cynical,

You know,

Talk to the hand.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Yeah.

This is what we're like.

Yeah.

I'm giving you a huge,

Huge chunk with this,

But,

You know,

With Sri Lakshmi's dream,

This is showing me what the group is ready for,

Do you see?

Yeah.

And even if it's not fully understood now,

It could be understood in future.

For the title of the satsang,

I'll put something with the ancient energy so that you'll know if you want to listen to it again,

You'll know by the title.

Oh,

I'm really losing.

I'm really losing you guys right now.

Okay.

That's funny.

I'm going to talk about something else,

I think.

Yeah.

Guys,

It can be exhausting coming out of the ego.

What we feel is it's actually not the exhaustion of coming out of the ego.

What we feel is how exhausting it is to walk around in the ego.

And when it's clearing,

We will feel it.

We'll feel this exhaustion.

Yeah.

And just be with it,

You know?

It's just clearing on its own.

Just be with it.

Do what you need to take care of yourself.

You don't even have to analyze it because it's just really being done for you.

You know,

It's almost like there's a disconnection into separation.

It's as if it's wanting to clear just in this satsang.

There's some more nuggets to be transmitted to you,

But it's like working with little kids.

It's like you're a little bit OD'd right now,

And it's like any mom knows that when the child's tired,

You know,

You just,

You give up shopping,

You just go home because there's just not much point,

Right?

And so,

It's like,

You know,

It's like,

It's like,

You know,

It's like,

It's like,

You give up shopping,

You just go home because there's just not much point,

Right?

Right.

Right.

It's the same thing working with you guys.

It's the same to be responsive to you,

To your deep psyches in exactly the same way.

Yeah.

And it's all okay,

You guys.

It's heroic that you even turn up.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It's a kind of separation,

A little bit of ego coming to be cleared before I can proceed.

And it's,

Listen,

We'll just be with what is.

It's like something beyond us is running the satsang,

You know,

Really.

So,

That's it.

We'll just be with,

And the work will get done.

And the work will get done.

That's it.

That's the lesson.

That's it.

That's it.

That's how to evolve,

You guys.

Just be with yourselves,

Notice,

Steer towards the creator,

And the work gets done by something beyond you.

That's it.

But I'm wanting to talk about this ancient energy.

It will stop you from being so stuck going round and round in your heads.

Okay.

So,

Some of you are like,

In a way,

There's a dangerously stuck level.

Like,

You know,

It's okay.

But it's a level of being stuck that is causing a great,

Great deal of pain.

So,

I call that dangerously stuck.

You're not going to die from it,

But it's hard on your body to keep going.

Right?

And you can't get out of it with your heads when you're trying and trying and trying.

Yeah.

And you won't be able to get out of it with your head.

You'll be able to get out of it by tapping into this ancient energy.

It's like this ancient wisdom inside you.

And you can't even control that.

So,

You could say,

Okay,

Bring up the ancient energy,

Like Googling it.

Okay,

Bring it up and let's do it.

And it's not solvable that way.

It has to be woven in.

You have to give permission for it to be woven in.

So,

You guys,

The safest thing with this is just don't play any games with this work.

Just come to the setting,

Hear this,

Just say,

Okay,

I'm going to weave it in at the highest good.

Don't go like,

Well,

I don't know about this.

Because I'll tell you,

What's the point of attending satsangs and like arguing with it?

I mean,

You can,

But it's a goofball.

It's just like,

You know,

I'm giving you kind of this elixir of life.

It's like it's come from this 40 years of like falling into all these potholes.

I just want to give you like the goods.

But of course,

If you're arguing with it,

You're arguing with it.

But I just,

Some of you really indulge yourselves with this kind of,

Well,

I don't know about that.

And it's kind of like,

It's not intelligent.

It's like,

If you go to a teacher because you think that they know,

Then oh,

And sit with,

You know,

Like what I've said before,

If you don't understand everything,

Put your arms around it and let it percolate at the heart level.

Because you see,

If you're staying too linear,

This is what has brought us to the extinction point.

And it is not,

The new step can't be done through that way.

The new step comes by sinking into your heart and expanding your understanding.

Listen,

Our linear minds have caused us to build,

You know,

Like Fukushima's nuclear thing in an earthquake tsunami zone.

It is stupid.

It will make,

Okay,

Here's another example of this linear mind thing that's such an extreme.

So,

There's all this talk about lead in powders,

You know,

Protein powders and stuff.

And so,

They're talking about what,

You know,

And they say,

Okay,

This amount of lead is okay as a portion,

Okay?

And this amount is okay for,

You know,

Young people,

Whatever.

But you guys,

The trouble is,

Lead is not expelled by the body.

So,

There's no safe amount of lead.

Okay,

That's the stupidity.

So,

We've got this,

You know,

We're poisoning ourselves with,

Okay,

We can,

This amount of lead is acceptable to the nutritional people.

And it's like,

None of it is.

But if you raise your vibration,

Your body will dump lead.

That,

Do you see,

You guys?

That is what our linear mind brings us into.

This amount is safe,

But actually the body doesn't dump it.

So,

None of it's safe.

Okay,

That is the stupidity of the linear mind.

The ancient energy,

The heart energy,

Goes to the heart of it and says,

Hey,

But we know the body has trouble getting rid of lead.

So,

None of it's safe,

Right?

It's,

There's a level you guys are,

A shock.

There's a level of cellular shock with some of you.

It's shocking when you see what we're doing is we're killing ourselves and it's being sanctioned by our linear minds.

This is what I'm talking about,

Is tapping into this ancient energy and then you wake up because you start seeing clearly.

Yeah,

There's lots of squirming.

Yeah.

I mean,

What can I say,

You guys?

It's shocking.

I mean,

Yeah.

And we're scared to wake up to it because we'll have to change.

We'll have to change our thinking and change our actions.

But,

You know,

I'll tell you,

When you flow with the true energy,

Your body becomes healthier and you can handle more toxins.

I was reading about this woman who went into kidney failure and they really,

They said the reason was there was so much selenium because she was eating,

I don't know,

20 Brazilian nuts every day.

And it was the high dose of selenium that caused the kidney failure.

And I'm thinking how delicate her body had to be that that would cause kidney failure.

But our bodies are being assaulted by chemicals,

By pesticides,

By additives,

By all kinds of things.

So now just a little bit of an extra thing puts us in extremis.

Yeah.

And this is happening gradually and we're getting more and more of these chronic illnesses and we're not seeing it clearly.

Right.

And the ancient energy goes,

Well,

Keep your food clean,

Keep your air clean,

Be good to each other and enjoy life.

And be tough enough to protect yourself if the barbarians come in and try and take over.

The ancient energy is no pushover.

It can be very fierce when it has to be.

Right.

Yeah.

And I would like to see all the women in the world,

Everybody in the world,

But especially all the women,

Wake up to your ancient energy,

You know.

Yeah.

To your true,

Loving,

Powerful hearts.

Yeah.

Right.

Right.

Yeah.

Okay.

So I'm going to give you,

This may be hard for some of you,

But for anybody who spent some years studying with me,

It won't be so hard.

So I've talked a lot about how changes,

You know,

Our complexes come up and we might have pain in our bodies or even diseases as part of the complex coming up to be healed.

And we might notice it if we're conscious,

We might notice it in our thoughts.

Yeah.

Right.

So,

You know,

If we have trouble with our hips,

Like I have had,

The issue would be around personal power and power,

You know,

Like the personal power and the,

You know,

In my case,

The feminine power.

And over the time with the hip replacements,

That was in my thoughts a lot.

The whole issue of power.

And as it was resolved,

My whole,

A lot of my struggles with power fell away.

Okay.

It's seamless.

It's at a heart level and the head,

The head just is to notice.

The head will want to get involved and try to push the river.

That doesn't help.

So I want to give you an example of something that happened with one of the satsang members who's known me for a while and understands about the body.

So for a year,

Her,

Okay,

She's had a little bit of trouble,

A little bit of a disconnection with her dad.

Okay.

And over for about a year,

She experienced trouble in her right foot.

So for those of you who've looked at the,

You know,

The compassionate body approach,

The foot has to do with understanding.

So think of it.

It's so obvious.

It's like a child.

It's like this ancient energy.

It's under the standing,

Right?

In the East,

We hold onto the Guru's feet.

It's,

We're taught to hold onto the Guru's feet for security.

It's like holding onto her understanding or his understanding until it becomes our own.

You see,

This is the simplicity behind the images.

Okay.

So this lovely woman's right foot hurt.

She went to the doctor and,

You know,

And massage,

And nothing really helped.

And she kind of gave up and went,

Okay,

I'm going to walk around with a sore foot.

And indeed,

After about a year,

The foot stopped hurting.

And at the same time,

Her dad and stepmom,

Who had been disconnected from the family,

Moved closer,

And her dad started visiting the kids.

Okay.

Do you see the big logic of all this?

You see,

This logic is beyond the linear logic.

It is more the heart logic.

It is more the heart logic of the ancient humanity understanding.

So,

You see,

She is,

With going through this pain,

She is embodied more of her true self.

Okay.

More of her true soul energy into her body.

It is to embody is the key to the journey.

And as she did this,

Because she is,

You know,

In,

She's an embodied,

You know,

Christ consciousness,

Aama consciousness,

Like all of us,

It's to embody this in our own lives.

And when we do this,

Our lives change,

And the threads,

Like I was talking about with the tapestry,

They become golden.

So,

This energy around a little bit of the complex with the dad,

A little bit of separation of the disconnection,

The thread became golden,

Because she allowed this consciousness into her body.

This is what you guys struggle with.

Just let it in.

You don't have to have so many head circles.

It's that simple.

She walked around with pain in her foot for a year,

And then she noticed this change.

Now,

This is what I did as to get this knowledge.

I noticed my body,

And I noticed the connection between the aches and pains and struggles that I had in my body,

And then what my thinking was like.

Okay.

So,

All of you,

Will you all just turn your heads as far to the right and left as you can,

Just very gently.

Don't be rough,

But just see exactly how far you can go.

Yeah.

Okay.

Okay.

Yeah.

Keep your shoulders still.

Okay.

Try it again.

Keep your shoulders still.

No leaning.

Just go just by the neck.

Okay.

Now,

That is the extent of your freedom,

Of your perspective,

Exactly how far your body allowed you to turn,

Because the more you move into truth,

And I promise you this,

The more flexible your neck will become just as a byproduct,

Just as a byproduct.

You could even do exercises to move your head and at the same time pray for any resistance to melt away at the highest good pace.

And then be prepared to hit the fan,

Really,

Because what will come up is all your beliefs about how to keep you thinking in this more narrow way.

Okay.

This is how simple it is.

I sat with a woman.

This is years ago.

She was 86.

She was a friend,

And as we talked,

She made a shift,

And she said,

Oh,

All of a sudden I can move my neck.

Yeah.

It's like that,

You guys.

That is,

It's the point of why I give the satsangs,

And it can be soft,

Just as trust builds in what's coming through this one.

It can just happen seamlessly,

And all the other,

You know,

All your prayers to Amma,

All the other things you do,

Sing Amma,

All that is like all money in the bank,

But also just understanding the level of truth with which this one speaks will help free you,

Just as you get it.

Right.

Really,

I used to feel like,

You know,

When I talk about 40 years to get this,

I used to feel like I was just living in a completely different reality,

And I was,

You know,

As I was like investigating this,

And all I want to do is bring it out and share it.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Make it easier for you.

Make it easier for you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So,

This feels like this is opened,

Like almost the topic of the body.

It almost feels like this is opening,

Your cells have opened of your body.

There's a level to which this ancient consciousness is,

It's,

You're more open to it.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It's in you.

It's in you.

Yeah.

Remember,

Our modern consciousness is teaching us to be very powerless.

It's actually teaching us,

Okay,

It's teaching us to be subservient slaves,

Basically,

You guys,

And there's something I really want to emphasize before I open up for questions.

The way you treat yourselves is what forms how our cultures treat us.

So,

Some of you are,

You know,

You terrorize yourselves with judgment,

Okay?

But please,

This then creates,

Really,

This will,

If really,

It creates societies with,

Where there's massive loss of freedom.

It's the same principle,

We get the governments we deserve,

We get the governments that reflect what we're doing to ourselves.

Yeah.

This is where the freedom fighting needs to take place,

Right?

In,

With our hearts.

Yeah.

Anyway,

You,

You know,

This,

We will be brought through all of this.

So,

You know,

There's a,

There's,

The universe is in charge.

The creator's in charge.

But the thing is,

Individuals can make this shift.

Like,

We're going to be brought to this shift en masse,

But you can make the shift individually and be empowered and help others.

Yeah,

You guys seem a little,

I'm not surprised,

You're a little sort of stunned and overwhelmed a bit.

But the thing is,

You see,

You're so much more than you realize.

And that's what I'm wishing to communicate.

And,

And when you,

When you get this,

When you realize,

It's like,

If you're a generator with a,

The truth of you is like a thousand watt generator,

With a,

The truth of you is like a thousand watt generator.

And if your body is functioning at a 20 watt level,

When you start waking up to the fact that you've got this thousand watt generator,

There's a little bit of a shock as your body then acclimatizes to be able to plug into that higher level of power.

Yeah.

There was a big exclamation mark,

My,

My other phone,

I've got two phones right now.

And it just made a big sound,

Just as I said that,

That you're getting acclimatized to this bigger generator.

Right.

And remember,

I'm open.

And if you guys want more frequent satsangs,

Let me know,

You know,

If you want like a special question and answer satsang,

Let me know.

It's like,

I will,

I will make what you need available.

Yeah.

And just hearing these words,

As well as the energy is,

You know,

It's just helping to melt the defenses.

There's nothing to do really,

You know,

Keep praying,

Keep meditating.

But this process happens beyond you.

You're brought to it over and over.

A woman is brought through childbirth.

She gives up.

She's just in it,

And she's brought through it.

That's how it works,

You guys.

Yeah.

I feel like I need to handle,

Hand out sugar candies to you guys to bring your blood sugar up or something.

You know,

There's a little bit of shock.

Yeah,

Good.

Thanks,

Maxie.

Yeah,

Just imagine that you're taking it.

Yeah,

You're right.

That's it.

Yeah.

It's okay.

Your body,

You can get on to this more loving thing.

You know,

You know,

I will be working with you 24-7.

I mean,

People have told me that they wake up,

And they see me in their rooms,

Even.

Like,

Yeah.

Like,

All you guys,

Particularly,

You turn up week after week at the satsang.

You're in my mind,

And you're in my heart.

And we have ama.

Yeah.

Right.

Yeah.

But,

You know,

Sometimes we all have to walk out on thin ice a bit,

But I got you.

It's okay.

I've done this.

I did this with even,

You know,

A lot of it was with really minimal support.

The only support I had was truth.

That's,

You know,

There's a guy,

His name is Ili.

Oh,

What is it?

Oh,

I've forgotten his name.

I want to say Circe Caro.

He grew up in Romania.

He was born in 1916.

In Romania,

Behind the Iron Curtain,

No teacher,

No input,

You know,

Being religious,

Being spiritual was an arrestable offense.

He achieved mastery when he was 55.

You see,

It's an inside job,

You guys.

He had absolutely no support.

And,

You know,

His work,

If you,

I mean,

I'll,

I'll dig up his name.

But his work is so fresh.

It's like God's being rediscovered.

Again,

So fresh.

No dogma.

Yeah.

He did it in the,

In communist Romania.

Right.

Right.

Right.

Right.

And he said one day he woke up and his mind was peaceful.

He just had no more thoughts.

But that's actually what happens.

You just get beyond thought.

But you can start weaving in this gold threads,

These gold threads,

And your mind will get more and more peaceful.

Yeah.

Okay.

I'm going to stop talking.

I think I'm just making everything worse,

Really.

So any questions or comments?

And if you have to go,

Please just do what you have to do.

But I'll stay here for as long as people are interested.

Yeah.

Hey,

Masuda.

Yeah,

Bhavani.

I was doing some automatic writing.

And a couple of months ago,

I wrote something that I would like to share.

Okay.

So this is me.

I so wish to sink into the peace of silence and connect with others.

And yet I talk and talk much more than I want to.

What's going on?

And the answer from my higher self is you are trying to get there instead of letting it happen.

It will happen,

But naturally,

Not by force.

Set your intention and be free.

You are learning and that is okay.

When it does happen,

It will be lasting and real,

A place and sense of real power.

You have already experienced the power of silence and the tension of unnatural silence,

Aka the silence of blockage and confusion of protection and force.

It is waiting to come.

You have called it.

It will be yours,

A part of you,

A superpower.

You will be very different than you are now.

And that's okay.

You will be commanding in your presence.

And that will be the shift for others.

Have patience with yourself.

You have come a long way.

You are allowed to recognize that the next steps are lighter and you are fully prepared for and supported in them.

Yep.

That's it.

And I used to do that too.

I would do the get messages that way.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Good.

Yay.

That's it.

That solves everything.

It's just so clear.

It's just the living of it.

But you know,

You've got all this support for the living.

It's all good.

Yeah.

Stephanie,

How are you doing?

Stephanie's subject.

Yeah,

You know,

Precious got put down yesterday.

Okay.

All right.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Stephanie.

Okay.

Sweet one.

All of us,

You know,

Sweetie,

All of our hearts go out to you.

Yeah.

Yeah,

Sweetie.

Sweetheart.

Yeah.

I'm just sending you grace.

Precious.

Grace.

Oh,

Sweet one.

Was she sick?

Yes.

Yeah.

Yes.

Yeah.

I don't know.

I just have a nice feeling about Precious.

I just have the feeling that she's on her way in a really wonderful way,

You know.

I know you're missing her physical presence.

It's like it's on her way.

It's her.

She was very,

Very lucky to have you.

And you helped her a lot.

It's as if there's a level that she's on her way now in this kind of a more expanded way because of the level of which you loved her,

Sweet one.

I'm getting this very clearly.

Animals are on their journey too in their own way,

Right?

Yeah.

Yeah.

And she's just changed form.

I know you know this.

Yeah.

Still there.

Still there.

Yeah.

Oh,

Sweetheart.

I know the physical form of our beloveds,

Eh?

It's hard for us.

Yeah.

Yeah.

It's a reason to just keep going spiritually because as you clear your separation,

You'll feel them all with you all the time.

You're not gone.

Yeah.

Okay,

Sweet one.

All my blessings.

Okay.

And we'll talk soon,

You and I,

Eh?

We'll talk.

Yeah.

Okay,

Good.

Some of you are getting quite OD'd,

But Saskia,

Did you want to say something or are you just waving?

Yeah.

Any other comments or questions?

It was a lot today,

I know.

But if it helps expand your heads,

Because you guys,

Your heads are too narrow and it's causing you a lot of pain and it breaks my heart.

It's actually hard to watch.

Okay,

I'll tell you just before we go,

This is what it's like for me.

I was sitting next to a really lovely woman and she was saying how desperate she was for any sort of glimpse of or the feeling of being loved,

Do you know?

And even as we were sitting together,

It was,

She was feeling this.

And I could feel how for her,

It was like looking for tiny breadcrumbs of feeling loved,

You know?

And for me,

It was like sitting with this feast and I was struggling to get a grape in the mouth,

Just a grape or two in her mouth.

Really,

It's heartbreaking.

It's heartbreaking for this one,

But I was the same way.

So,

But it's,

It's,

You guys,

Yeah.

It's so sad.

It's like crushingly sad.

It's heartbreaking.

It's like,

You know,

We're,

We're,

We're like children who haven't been treated well and we don't think we deserve much.

And so,

This is with this tapping into this ancient energy and this ancient understanding will make it easier for you to put your arms around yourselves.

It's why I emphasize it so much and why I emphasize about the body and noticing,

You know,

Your body,

Noticing what goes on.

Somebody was feeling their hands were cold and as they felt that,

It was actually a clearing around learning how to give and receive more.

Yeah.

So,

You know,

We feel the,

We feel the resistance as it's leaving.

So,

Please get this.

If you're feeling tension or body aches,

It's leaving.

It's just coming up to be acknowledged and kind of embraced so it can go.

So,

Often we judge ourselves.

Yeah.

Please remember,

You know,

If you remember the image of this one,

There's a feast here and I'm trying to fill up a dream where you like,

You dream that you're eating heartily.

You see,

That's what happens.

No,

Really,

That's what happens.

You get a dream and it clears a whole bunch of complexes in,

In a second.

Really,

And it will just come and you'll feel like you're knocking on the door,

Knocking on the door,

Knocking on the door.

Nobody's answering.

And then all of a sudden there's some breakthrough.

You get a dream like that.

It's like,

Oh,

That's how it works.

That's it.

And I love that smile.

That's it.

That's how it happens.

And you,

You know,

It will come.

It's,

It's,

It's coming from something beyond you.

And this what's beyond you will be working with your unconscious and helping you have this dream.

Yeah.

Okay.

I'm relieved.

You've come to peace.

You've come to,

This is fantastic.

You've come to like a point of relaxation.

Yes.

Ah,

You guys.

Well done.

Well done.

It's like being a little bit on a roller coaster for a bit.

And then,

You know,

We're coming in,

You know,

Say a nice,

Soft,

Safe place.

Yeah.

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