Bumbling,
You know,
There's no bumbling.
This is what I teach,
Like it's bumbling.
We'll bumble into it.
There is no perfect straight line about how to follow intuition through the circumstances.
You bumble.
You just go like,
Okay,
We waited an hour,
But now it looks okay.
We feel like it's going to be good,
So we'll just do that.
And if it changes,
We rush her back to hospital.
You have to decide,
Like,
Have you decided to live in intuition yet,
To live in truth and intuition?
When you decide to do that,
You just follow your data in a bumbling way.
Like there's no profession of,
You know,
There's how to do it with no scar tissue.
There's often scar tissue when you're following your intuition.
Other people are saying you shouldn't do it that way,
Or you're wrong.
Yeah,
That was one thought which came up.
If I follow my intuition and it's wrong,
Then it's like,
Oh,
You should have listened to the doctors.
And this is how we become pure.
You just live with this ambiguity.
And your big thing that tells you is,
Are you more peaceful?
Are you more present in your body?
Are you more present in your days?
Are you more generous and loving overall?
Even if irritation comes up or anger comes up,
Is it clear?
But are you moving?
Are you becoming more of an illuminated person?
This is what you look at,
Okay?
I have met people who have spent years on the spiritual journey,
And they seem to me to not be going that way at all,
To not be becoming more loving and generous,
To becoming more arrogant and high-handed,
And they think they're on the journey.
This is why it's really important to check.
Check.
Yeah.
Right.
It's why the spiritual journey,
They talk about being present,
Be present,
Be present.
Yeah.
Right.
Present in your body.
If you can,
You know,
Prima Sutta is aware 24-7 of my body and what my clothes feel like on my body.
It's just,
I'm aware when I speak to you,
I'm aware of every single part of my body all the time,
And what my clothes feel like on my body.
Yeah.
And any change,
It's like a symphony that when you speak or I'm speaking to you,
There will be changes in my body that I pay attention to and are part of the data,
My data that helps me give you answers.
Yeah.
It's full presence.
Yeah.
It's nice.
It's really nice to live this way,
But to get here,
I had to face a lot of fear,
But the fear was just nonsense.
It's like the snake and the rope,
The non-dualists talk about.
We think it's this terrible snake,
And it's just a stupid rope.
There is no threat in life at all.
