Hello,
Beloved one.
I am Astuti and welcome.
What I am about to transmit right now lives deeply in my bones.
It is a truth I needed to hear when I first began to wake up spiritually.
And it is also one that many of those I guide today still need to receive.
If you ever felt like you took a wrong turn in life,
Like you wasted time,
Made too many mistakes,
Or woke up too late,
I want you to know that judgment was never yours to carry.
It was learned,
Inherited,
Absorbed,
But never yours.
I invite you now to find a comfortable place and let yourself exhale.
And when you are ready,
Gently close your eyes.
Allow the words that follow to wash over you,
Not just through your ears,
But through your whole body.
This is a living transmission.
It is not here to teach you something new,
But it is here to help you remember what your soul already knows.
As you receive the transmission,
There is no need to try to understand it all.
Just let your awareness land and rest gently in your body.
Let it land and let it be absorbed by the parts of your body who are ready.
Let your mind soften and let your breath guide you.
Let your energy listen.
There is nothing to do.
Just be here and allow,
Allow yourself to receive this living transmission.
Let's begin.
There is no wrong turn.
Even when it felt like you failed,
Even when you judge yourself,
Even when you thought you had ruined something,
You had not.
You are still on the path.
The detours,
The delays,
The choices you made while asleep,
They were not punishments.
They were parts of the remembering and the return.
Every heartbreak showed you the cracks in your foundation.
Every mistake taught you something no book ever could.
You didn't know it then,
But your soul did.
You were never off track.
You were just walking a path that did not look like what you expected.
And when you're tired,
When you feel the weight of time,
That's when the old voices return,
The judgment.
The shame,
The whisper that says,
If only I had known this earlier.
The truth is,
Love does not work on our timelines.
Awakening does not come on command.
So I want you to remember this.
I want you to return to this.
If you are here now,
Remembering,
Transforming,
Returning to your truth,
Then everything,
And I mean everything,
Has served.
You are not late.
You are not wrong.
You are not broken.
You are on time.
You are unfolding.
You are on your path.
You are love remembering itself through you,
And you always have been.
And now,
Beloved one,
Place your hands softly over your heart,
Or let them rest where they feel most at home.
Take a slow,
Easy breath in.
And as you do that,
Imagine you are breathing into all the spaces within you that feel tense,
Scared,
Anxious.
Breathe into the spaces within that feel shameful,
Guilty,
Resentful.
Breathe into the places in you that have been waiting for your trust,
Not your judgment.
As you exhale,
Imagine a soft mist flowing outwards,
Blessing every part of you that dared to trust even when it felt vulnerable and uncertain.
Inhale into your courage.
Exhale into your strength.
Inhale into your centeredness.
Exhale into your groundedness.
Feel how every turn in your life is a useful one.
Honor every turn in your life.
Every single one of them.
They are sacred invitations.
They are your catalyst.
When you are ready,
Bring your awareness back to your body.
To the room or space where you are.
Notice your breath,
Your hand,
The weight of your body wherever you are resting.
Let all these words settle in your heart and in your body.
With every breath,
With every inhale and every exhale you do,
There is no wrong turn.
Everything has brought you here,
To this moment of truth,
Of grace,
Of homecoming.
May you move forward with compassion for who you have been and reference for who you are becoming.
I bless you in your remembering and thank you for remembering with me.
