Hello and welcome.
I am Astuti Marto Sudirjo and this is The Sanctuary of Wholeness.
If you are here now receiving this transmission,
It means you have sensed.
Deep within your field,
That there are agreements,
Vows,
Promises,
Or oaths active in your energy that you are ready to see.
To feel.
And deactivate.
You have arrived at a place of readiness,
Even when,
Or if,
The details are still unfolding.
I hold a sacred space with you now.
A space of gentle liberation where what no longer serves can't softly unwind.
In this transmission,
We will gently invite what no longer serves to rise to the surface and begin to dissolve.
We will also call back parts of you that have been given away so they can return to their rightful place.
Free and loved.
This is not a place to push or force change.
It is a space of permission,
Of deep listening.
And of energetic invitation.
So just allow yourself to receive what is ready for you now.
And just take a moment now to arrive fully in this space.
Feel your body.
Notice your feet on the floor.
Your breath flowing in and out.
Your energy settling in this present moment.
Invite your heart to open gently.
Sense the spaciousness of your soul's presence here with you now.
You are safe here.
Wherever you are right now.
I invite you to tune into your body.
Feel what is there.
Without judgment or resistance.
If any tension.
Emotions or resistance arises.
Simply allow it to be here.
You are saved.
There is nothing to fix.
Allow yourself to notice.
The heaviness.
Detentions.
The quiet places in your body.
Where you may still be holding on the vow,
Promise,
Or any type of agreement.
These are stored in your body as contracting energy.
That is what matters.
You are going to sense.
I would like you to take your time.
To scan your body.
Searching for this contracting energy.
Do it gently.
As you breathe.
Naturally.
What is meant to be dissolved today?
Will make it or themselves known.
You may feel this contracting energy.
In one place or another.
Multiple.
Are welcome here.
There is no need to rush too.
Analyze or find.
What you are looking for.
Simply feel and allow your body to guide you.
As you take a deep breath right now.
Jess.
Follow.
My lead.
See you soon!
I call forward.
The part of my body.
Holding.
The memory or imprint.
Of an agreement.
That no longer serves my sovereignty.
Show me where this lives in my system.
I am ready to see it.
Allow your body to speak first.
You do not need to understand.
Just.
Feel.
Breathe deeply here and allow your body to relax.
And energy to receive.
And reveal what is meant to be known.
Now that you have located where this energy lives in your body,
Allow yourself to gently turn.
Towards.
The origins of this agreement.
Gently.
Tune in.
To sense or ascertain what energy this is.
If the origin reveals itself.
It could be.
.
.
Ancient Vow Soul Contract.
Inherited loyalty.
Or any type.
Of agreement.
Welcome it.
Gently.
If a name appears,
You may say this aloud,
But there is no need to over-explain.
Just witness it.
Name-like vow of poverty.
Vow of silence.
Vow of total devotion at all costs.
Whatever it is.
You may say it out loud.
If no name appears,
This is absolutely fine too.
And now,
Say,
I now.
Acknowledge.
This agreement.
I recognize its origin.
Its intention even when I don't know it in details.
And the influence it once held.
Over me.
And breathe deeply here.
Allowing your body and energy to receive it.
Anybody this year.
With compassion for its origin and role.
We now prepare to honour this agreement fully.
Before releasing it completely and thoroughly.
As you are ready,
Repeat after me.
I honor the role this agreement once played.
I thank it.
For what it protected.
Taught or allowed at the time.
But its purpose is now complete.
And just breathe deeply.
Allowing your body and energy to receive and embody.
This shift.
You don't need to make this agreement wrong.
You only need to let it go.
Now that it no longer aligns with your highest good.
Having honored its place in your journey.
You are now ready to declare this agreement.
Complete.
And dissolve its hold.
Simply repeat after me.
I now declare.
This agreement complete.
Across all timelines,
Dimensions,
Realms,
Spaces,
And realities.
I dissolve completely and thoroughly.
All remnants.
Revoke all permissions.
And deactivate all threats.
Connected to this.
Seen and unseen.
These agreements hold no more power in my field.
It is done.
Imagine blowing out a candle or breathing out firmly as a symbol of this release.
Feel.
Sense.
Imagine.
Energetic cords or threads fall away.
Dissolve or transmute into light.
Be a witness of this as you breathe naturally.
As the energetic cords fall away,
Allow yourself to call back.
What was given away.
Reclaiming your wholeness.
And just center yourself.
Connect to the center of your heart.
And say.
I now call back.
Completely and thoroughly.
All parts of myself.
Given away through this agreement.
I reclaim my voice.
My power.
My heart.
My mind.
My soul.
My body.
My sovereignty.
My Harvest.
My time.
My life.
My choice.
And now take a moment to claim whatever else you feel called to claim back right now.
And say,
I seal my field in truth,
Love,
And divine sovereignty.
What?
Where swans bound is now returned.
I am whole.
I am free.
I am love.
Imagine all the things that you reclaimed are coming back to you.
Into your core.
In a form of light.
Pure light.
Your pure essence.
Coming back from all directions.
Into your core.
Breathe deeply here.
Allowing your body.
And energy to receive and embody this shift.
Slowly.
Begin to feel the ground beneath you again.
Feel your breath.
Flowing gently.
Feel your heart beating softly.
Thank you for receiving this transmission.
Please rest here for a moment.
Allow this new field of freedom that you just reclaimed to settle deeply in your being.
Know that this is your truth.
Your birthright.
Your sacred return.
Transformation is not a one-time event.
It is an ongoing journey.
When we say a pattern is dissolved,
It means that you have cleared its active hold on your energetic system.
But deeper layer may still carry echoes or shadows of that pattern.
Sometimes new forms or aspects of these energies emerge as your consciousness expands,
Inviting you to revisit to witness and to dissolve.
O clear them more fully!
This is not a setback or a failure when it happens.
It is part of the natural unfolding of healing and growth.
Each time these patterns arise,
You have the choice and the power to meet them from a place of sovereignty and presence.
And to gently and fully relax.
Clear them,
Dissolve them again.
Think of it like.
.
.
Peeling layers of onions.
Each layer.
Bring you closer to your authentic self,
Your free self,
Your sovereign self.
You are supported at every step.
The Sanctuary of Wholeness is here as your safe container for this ongoing remembering and reclaiming.
If you notice these patterns returning or new ones arise,
Know that you are always welcome to come back to this transmission.
Return to this space of release and remembrance as often as you need.
Each time you do.
You deepen your freedom.
Clear.
More layers.
And reconnect deeper.
With your Sovereign Self.
There is no limit in your healing and there is no timeline set but your own.
You hold the power to return,
To release and to reclaim again and again.
May you move forward with grace,
Clarity,
And joy.
And take one more breath with me.
I am whole.
I am free.
I am love.
