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Return To Devotion: Reclaiming Self-Worth & Inner-Abundance

by Astuti Martosudirdjo

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guided
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Meditation
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Everyone
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A gentle 11-minute transmission for those exhausted by over-efforting, over-giving, and the pressure to earn their worth (396 Hz). Reclaim your rhythm, self-worth, and inner abundance, without striving. If you once believed hard work was love, sacrifice made you worthy, and exhaustion proved how much you care, this living field is for you, especially when your body can’t keep up, and your soul longs for stillness, softness, and truth. This spoken energetic transmission helps dissolve the “striving identity” and invites you to come home to devotion: grounded, whole, and free from performance. You’ll receive: - A gentle exit from performance and proving - A soft remembrance: you are not behind; you were tired - A felt sense of abundance as an inner rhythm - Permission to rest, receive, and belong without earning it Best received in stillness with eyes closed and body supported. Headphones recommended. Return anytime. You are always welcome here.

DevotionAbundanceSelf WorthRestorationEffortless LivingEmotional HealingRelaxationSelf DevotionInner AbundanceSelf RemembranceSelf Restoration

Transcript

If you have been giving everything and still feel far from yourself,

This transmission is for you.

Welcome to At The Threshold,

A series of living transmissions for the moments when your soul is ready to return,

But your body is still carrying the weight of all that came before.

What you are about to receive is titled The Return to Devotion,

A living audio transmission for reclaiming your rhythm,

Worth and inner abundance.

This is for you who have been devoted to everything but yourself.

For you who gave and gave,

Who stayed steady even when it meant leaving yourself behind.

This is not a transmission about trying harder.

It is about coming back to yourself without needing to try so hard.

You do not have to earn your rest.

You do not have to chase what's already part of you.

Let this transmission meet you where you are,

In the real part of you,

Beneath all the efforts and sacrifices.

Come back to it whenever you need to remember that devotion was never depletion.

It was always a return home to yourself.

Welcome.

Welcome.

You are here because something inside you remembers,

Remembers that striving was never love,

Remembers that hard work was never the way home.

You may have given everything,

Your time,

Your care,

Your energy.

You carried what others could not carry.

You stayed steady when others wavered and still something inside felt distant.

Even in success,

Even in devotion as you once understood it.

Because,

Even then,

Striving was quietly running beneath,

But now you are here because something inside you is ready to soften,

Ready to return.

Abundance was never found at the end of exhaustion.

It was never something you needed to earn.

Abundance was always waiting inside something quieter,

Softer,

Truer.

Devotion,

The kind that does not perform,

The kind that holds you instead of depletes you,

The kind that brings you home,

Not by effort,

But by simply allowing what has always been there.

You don't have to earn your way back.

You don't have to prove anything.

You don't have to chase what was never separate.

You only have to remember.

And as you soften into this remembrance,

What you long for will begin to arrive.

Not because you strive for it,

But because you finally allow it.

This is your return.

The return to devotion.

The return to your own quiet rhythm.

The return to yourself.

And I am here,

Breathing it with you.

Holding this remembering with you.

You are safe to rest now.

You are safe to receive.

You are safe to return.

This transmission lives here for you whenever you are ready to receive it.

Thank you for remembering.

Welcome home.

Meet your Teacher

Astuti MartosudirdjoZürich, Switzerland

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