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Why Life Starts Shaking During Awakening

by Evelien van Ommen

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In this video, we explore the uncomfortable and often confusing periods in life when everything seems to shift at once. Your relationships change, your work changes, your desires change, and the old version of yourself no longer fully fits. Rather than seeing this as something going wrong, this video offers a different perspective: What if these moments are actually consciousness shifts? Together, we explore the nervous system, identity shifts, awakening, and the “wobbliness” that can arise when your deeper truth begins emerging through your human experience. You are invited to see these transitions not as a failure, but as part of remembering who you truly are beneath survival, conditioning, and fear. This video is an invitation to soften into the process, reconnect to yourself, and trust the unfolding a little more deeply. This video emerged from a live session about awakening, transitions, and moving through uncertainty from a consciousness perspective.

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Hi,

Beautiful people,

Welcome.

My name is Eve,

Evelyn in Dutch,

And I share about many different aspects of our human experience,

Our human life.

And I love to do that.

Always from a bigger perspective.

From the perspective of your own higher consciousness.

And from that perspective,

I love to dive in into how this reality actually works.

Who we are within it.

The most of all.

Beyond it.

In this video.

I'd love to speak to you about those periods in life where everything suddenly starts to feel unstable.

Where your inner world begins shifting and then you feel my relationships are changing,

All my desires are changing.

And maybe even already the outside circumstances change,

Like your work changes.

Your perception changes.

Oh,

And those periods can feel incredibly uncomfortable.

I know.

Because on one level you feel.

Something deep is calling me.

But another part of you feels.

What age?

What if I lose everything?

Yeah,

And this division within ourselves creates what I call the wobbliness.

At one moment you feel,

Yes,

This is who I really am,

This is what I want.

And the next.

Oh no.

Maybe I should just stay where I right am.

And honestly.

This wobblyness is deeply,

Deeply human.

And it's also energetic.

Because these transitions are usually not about a practical change.

No,

They are insects.

More.

Of an identity shift.

It really goes that deep.

An identity shift.

Is actually a shift in frequency.

It's a consciousness shift.

The old identity can no longer hold the frequency of who you are becoming.

Or better set.

Who you truly were all along.

Only now.

When this starts happening.

Your original frequency is breaking through.

But then our nervous system reacts very strongly.

Because our nervous system and our survival brain is programmed.

Stay where you are.

And where you are is not necessarily in alignment,

But it is safe.

At least for our nervous system and our survival brain.

Hmm,

The survival brain says actually.

Stay where you are.

There it is predictable.

Stay where it is known.

And even when that reality no longer fully fits you,

At least I know I can keep you safe there.

And that can feel so confusing.

When you are awakening to who you truly are.

Because internally,

Something is opening up.

Something is indeed waking up.

But externally.

Your old reality.

May still be present for a while.

That's logical.

Your external reality is a replay.

From what you have been feeling and thinking within.

So in that period you end up in this in-between wobbly place.

You are indeed between two realities.

And then many people begin thinking something is wrong with them.

But actually.

.

.

There is nothing wrong.

You are simply moving through an enormous consciousness shift.

The old structure is starting to dissolve.

And a much more deeper aligned version of you is coming through.

To me personally,

That process really felt like an actual cracking from the inside out.

I had to open this eggshell.

From within.

And that's why no one else can do this for you.

This is truly your own sacred process.

And of course that feels so scary.

Because your survival self experienced this.

As it is almost like the worst thing to happen.

Losing all of this control.

But again,

From that higher perspective.

It is so purposeful.

It is actually a return home.

This process,

This sacred process,

Is a return to your deeper truth.

And to your natural frequency.

To your divine blueprint.

Beyond all those layers of human conditioning.

Yeah,

And once this process truly begins.

.

.

I congratulate you.

There is no real going back anymore.

Because something inside of you has already remembered.

So if you are currently in a period where life feels unstable,

Emotional,

Uncertain or wobbly.

Please note.

There's nothing wrong.

There's nothing going wrong.

It may actually.

Be the most beautiful process in your life.

It may actually.

With waking up.

Of something deeper within you.

Perhaps your life is not falling apart.

Perhaps it is simply,

Simply reorganizing itself into more alignment with who you really are.

And again,

I congratulate you.

If you are in this process right now.

And I feel you because I deeply know how uncomfortable it can feel.

I hope this helps.

I thank you so much for being here with me.

And I'd love to say to you that you don't have to force the unfolding.

Your job,

Your human mind's job is not controlling your entire path.

Your job is to stay connected to yourself,

To your higher self,

To your source.

While the next step.

Will reveal itself to you.

Just trust that process.

Take care,

Stay grounded.

And I'd love to see you in the next video.

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