Take a deep breath in.
Deep,
Deep breaths.
Into your nose.
And exhale through your mouth.
And just relax.
How do we break?
The cycle.
How do we stop repeating the same patterns over and over and over again?
How do we move on?
How do we stop?
Being or feeling stuff.
And I feel we live in a time where patterns,
Those repeating same old patterns,
Seem to become so enlarged.
In ourselves,
In our relationships,
In the world around us.
If you noticed it as well.
There is a reason.
We repeat.
And I also think there's a reason why it becomes so enlarged in this time.
It is time to clear the old stuff.
Today,
It is all about that.
Our survival mechanisms are designed to protect us.
And that is part of our survival brain.
To keep us safe,
To keep us within what is known to keep us where we are and,
In a certain way,
Where we were.
We keep repeating the past into the future.
And this is the way we keep self-sabotaging.
Going round and round and round.
On the same roundabout.
Because apparently there are still parts within us that feel they need protection.
And there's nothing wrong with that.
At some point in your life.
This protection was so needed.
When you were little.
You needed ways to deal with what was happening around you.
You needed ways to stay safe.
To stay connected.
To survive.
So,
Those parts within you learned what to do and what not to do.
What to show,
What to hide.
When to fight,
But more when to become quiet,
When to adapt.
When to lose parts of who you really are.
In this human experience.
And those coping strategies are still trying to protect you today.
So what we call self-sabotage may look very different when we look at it from another perspective.
What if a part of you is simply still doing the job it once learned to do?
What if,
If you feel stuck?
It only means that something within you wants to be seen and heard.
I would love to dive into this today,
Together.
Hi,
So welcome.
Nice to meet you here.
My name is Eve,
Evelyn in Dutch.
And I love sharing.
About my own journey of awakening and remembering.
Remembering who we really are.
Beyond our purely human experience.
When you open up to that level,
To the level of who you really are,
A vast divine being having a human experience.
Yeah,
Then we can start to see our human life.
Through different eyes.
Everything that happens in your life is here for a reason.
It is here for you.
To wake you up more.
And to really start to remember who you really are.
What your own unique connection to Source is.
What your energy is really about.
And what you came to do here.
And that's nice,
Because then you are not only that part that needs protection,
Or that part that protects.
You are more.
You are so,
So,
So much more than that.
In this session I would like to open that together.
And I feel this topic is alive in many of us.
And it's so beautiful.
Because I feel that the whole of humanity Our collective consciousness is at this point as well.
So if you are listening to this,
You listen to this for yourself.
For your own life,
For your own patterns,
Your own stories.
But at the same time.
You are part of something so much bigger than that.
Every one of us represents a part of this collective human consciousness.
And what we shift within ourselves.
We shift.
In the collective.
And what we shift in the collector.
Becomes available to us again.
So the work we are doing here.
.
.
What you are listening to right now is deeply personal.
But at the same time,
It is here for all of us.
It is so much bigger than us.
There are many ways to look at our patterns.
We can do inner child work,
Trauma work.
Systemic work.
Breath work.
Shadow work.
All of this is so beautiful work.
And it's so available to us.
Is so helpful.
In this session,
I'd like to add a different context.
When you understand that context,
You also understand the scope.
The energy.
From which we are going to look at ourselves.
Our human selves in this session.
I would like to add.
The context of your full being.
You are not only this human being sitting here today,
Listening to this.
You are so,
So much more.
In my own journey of awakening and remembrance.
I found out.
And I'm still finding out,
Discovering,
Exploring.
That it is really about remembering the core of our essence.
Who we really are.
Beyond this human experience.
And it's not even only as a soul.
Because a soul is still a perspective connected to this planetary level.
I'm talking about something even beyond that.
I'm talking universal level.
On that level,
You are an enormous divine being.
A full consciousness.
Still connected with Source.
Still at Soar.
Still with sword.
And this is your home.
This is your home base.
This is where your entire journey started.
A journey beyond and before any human incarnation.
Your consciousness exists through so many different layers of reality.
And then you have a tiny,
Tiny part of that fast consciousness that you really are.
Projected,
Here into this human form.
Into this human life.
Into this human reality.
When people say,
Be who you really are.
Get to know yourself.
Be you.
Be the real you.
Love yourself.
I always think that's such an interesting remark.
Because Who are we really talking about?
Who is this self we are trying to know or to be?
If we are only talking about this human personality,
This human being.
We are looking at a tiny reflection,
A hologram.
It's an expression,
A small expression.
Of something so much bigger.
We are only looking at a human reflection.
Of your entire.
Divine Essence.
You have your divine DNA.
You have your divine blueprint.
You have your direct connection to your Divine Parents.
You are your own unique configuration of consciousness and energy.
That level.
At that level of who you really are,
There are no flaws.
There is nothing that needs to be fixed.
There's nothing wrong.
There is only unconditional love.
Unconditional love.
Truth,
Beauty and goodness.
This is who you really are.
This is what you are made of.
And this is what I share about.
As I open more to the energy and frequency of Source and my own True Divine Essence,
It opens up in me.
And it wants to take form in meditations,
Courses,
These sessions,
And in all other things.
So I'm happy that you are here today.
So we can open up this within ourselves together.
I've already spoken enough,
So let's first really,
Really sing into our body and create a sacred space and set our intent.
Then I'd love to take you along.
Into a guided practice,
Into some more information.
And then we'll wrap it up.
With a beautiful meditation.
So please start.
By taking a deep breath in.
Deep,
Deep breaths.
Into your now.
And exhale through your mouth.
And just relax.
Let go of all the tension in your body.
Soft in your eyes.
Soften your gaze.
Relax all the little muscles in and around your eyes.
Feel that from there your entire face begins to soften.
Release the tension in your jaw.
Your mouth.
Let your tongue become really relaxed.
Let go of the tension in your shoulders,
Your neck.
Your arms,
Your hands.
And breathe,
Breathe into your belly.
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale,
Quiet though.
Quiet some more.
Quiet your mind.
Quiet your thoughts.
And then again,
Take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale,
Focus on your heart.
And just let the answers to these questions bubble up.
From your subconscious.
From your body.
What patterns do you want to change?
What do you feel is holding you back right now?
What is your heart really,
Really longing for?
Just bring it up.
And allow it to be with you,
To stay with you.
As we set our own intent.
In just a minute.
For now,
First.
Again,
Go to your heart and take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale… Imagine,
Visualize,
Intend.
That you are now standing in your own heart center.
Kinda funny,
I know.
But it's all hologram.
It's all information,
So you can step into it.
Simply through your imagination.
You're in 10.
Just imagine.
That you are standing there.
As if you are standing in a big room.
The room of your own heart.
How does it feel?
What do you sense?
What do you feel?
And notice that in this room is a door.
It is a doorway.
In your own heart.
And as you enter through that door Just imagine.
You were right.
And a beautiful place.
At the center of this universe.
At source.
Here is this pure,
Bright light.
This is the first point of creation in this universe.
This is where your point of origin is.
Your point of creation before you ever incarnated as a human.
Notice,
Feel this pure,
Bright light.
There is no need for anything here.
This is simply being.
In the energy.
Of unconditional love.
The energy of deep appreciation for who you are.
And for your unique divine purpose.
Bring a piece of this energy with you.
As you are going to travel through space.
You bring this pure,
Bright light with you.
The energy of love.
Of goodness.
The energy of the joy of being alive.
The energy of joy and deep appreciation for every incarnation.
You have her.
And are going to have.
You are on a journey.
On a beautiful exploration.
Throughout.
The entire universe.
And as you are on your exploration.
You are always connected.
To your soul.
As if you are connected.
Through an energetic umbilical cord.
So as you travel,
Wherever you want to go.
You are free.
Free to explore while you are always connected.
To your soul.
So take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale,
Bring this energy with you.
And just imagine.
That you as a divine being.
As a consciousness,
As an energy form.
Are floating through space.
Moving through all the galaxies,
The star systems,
The solar systems,
And you move towards.
This galaxy.
This solar system.
And this specific planet.
And you are right.
At the edge of the Earth's grid.
It's an energetic field around the Earth.
Holding the Earth in its place within the universe.
It's a field of information,
It is the brain of the earth.
And your brain is connected.
To this grid.
So imagine,
Visualize that you are now.
Pouring in this source energy.
Into the grid.
From up there.
And notice how does energy travel.
Through all the pathways of the grid.
Beams of light filling themselves with this pure,
Pure white Source energy.
And this line.
Is arriving.
Through the grid.
Right above your physical location.
Take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale,
Your back,
Your chair.
And this light is hovering.
Above your head right now.
You brought it from Sorin.
To empower,
To love,
To fill your human self.
It is all you.
Allow this light,
This energy.
This information.
To feel.
Your human body.
And energy you feel.
Take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale,
Bring this light through the top of your head.
Into your head.
Let it fill every cell in your skull,
In your brain Let it fill every cell in your face.
This pure source energy is clearing and cleansing.
Lower frequencies simply cannot stay here while this high,
Pure source energy is entering your cell.
You are releasing all the old stuff.
Just let it go.
Allow this energy to do its work.
To do the work for you.
Take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale,
Allow it.
The flow through your neck and throat.
Feeling every cell in your shoulders,
Your arms and hands.
Filling every cell you're just an upper body.
You're turning into pure white light.
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale.
.
.
Bring it even further down.
Through your stomach.
Your entire belly.
Your lower back.
Through your hips.
Through your thighs,
Your knees.
Calm.
Your ankles and your feet.
And let this energy come out.
Through the bottom of your feet,
Anchoring you down.
Into the core of the earth.
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale Notice how you feel.
From this place,
Focus on your heart again.
And safe.
I ask and intend.
To create a sacred space.
I ask and intend to keep away all distracting thoughts,
Energies,
Information.
And anything else that is not aligned.
With my highest good.
Or intense.
I ask Intend and Choose to now connect powerfully to the energy of Source.
My Divine Creator at the center of this universe.
And to my own higher consciousness.
My true divine essence,
Who I really am.
Any human incarnation.
And I ask to bring this energy through my entire physical being,
Now.
I ask an intent.
To be guided.
And in every day afterwards.
I ask to open up a process within me.
That brings the parts of me home,
Those parts that want to be seen,
Heard,
Loved and embraced.
I ask and intend to bring those parts home where the fear,
The restlessness,
The anxiety,
The anger,
The deep,
Deep sadness.
Are still waiting.
To be seen.
And incorporate it.
And I welcome them with ease and grace.
Always being safe and comfortable in every moment.
And I ask in intent.
To feel freedom.
Inner peace.
And call.
I ask in intent,
That from this process my frequency will rise naturally.
And that I will vibrate.
At a level on which I get to create.
A completely new reality for myself.
And I now ask an intent for my own higher self and my spirit family of source.
To be very present.
And guide me in this.
To show me whatever is ready to be seen.
For the highest good of myself.
And of everyone involved.
And so it is.
Take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale.
.
.
Please,
At your own intent.
Add whatever you want to ask for.
Whatever you need.
Right now.
I want to make it very practical in this session.
So,
If you're able to,
Please grab a piece of paper and a pen.
And we'll work with that.
But first,
Let's zoom out a little bit.
You incarnate here.
On Earth.
You come here at the edge of the grid,
As we did in the meditation.
As your divine being.
Your full consciousness.
And then you project a little tiny tiny part of yourself into this physical body,
Into this physical reality.
In order to do that,
That part of your consciousness has to collapse itself.
You have to collapse yourself already from the start.
From source.
In order to fit into a galaxy,
You have to collapse your consciousness.
In order to fit into a planetary system.
You have to collapse your consciousness.
Let alone to fit in this earthly reality.
As a human.
In this collapse,
You are already starting to feel something of separation.
On this planet.
On this planet at least.
Because here is so much separation.
You start to feel the frequency of separation.
Separation of your own true self,
Your full consciousness.
Separation from your divine parents,
Your source.
And then,
In that energy and frequency,
You arrive here in this physical body,
As a baby.
You arrive in a family.
You have parents,
Maybe you have siblings,
Other family members.
This is a whole system.
It is not just your mom and your dad and your brother and your sister.
No,
It's a field of information.
It's a consciousness.
And there you come in.
And you immediately start to absorb.
All that information that is in that system.
And it's perfect because it's perfectly matching the story you created for yourself from up there.
You created your own script for this lifetime.
And you picked the perfect father,
The perfect mother.
The perfect complete situation for your story.
And I know,
Every time you look at your human life from this perspective,
From the purely human perspective and you feel the pain.
You feel the trauma,
You feel the separation.
You feel the loneliness.
The abandonment.
You think,
Why?
Why would I ever have chosen this?
And that is why this process of today is so important.
Because it brings it all back to you.
But when we look from that other point of view,
From that other perspective.
We get more of the overview.
We get to see.
What a brave divine being you are.
To go into this human experience and to have this specific script.
You have.
With all the good,
The bad,
The ugly.
And the oh so beautiful.
What a brave story you chose.
What a brave human you are.
What a brave divine being you are.
I've worked with so many people over the years up until now who trusted me enough to unwrap the gift of their own story with me.
To bring their own human story into view to share it with me.
And every time,
I get to have a look at a human life.
Like that,
I think,
Oh wow.
Look at everything this person has lived.
Look at what this human has walked through.
Yeah,
How brave,
How beautiful.
And how similar in a way.
We all have our different themes,
Our different stories,
Our different experiences,
Yet we They are also very common.
We are also connected in this.
We are in this together.
As you come in,
You start to experience all this mind programming,
Conditioning.
School,
Education,
What your parents are teaching you,
What your teachers are teaching you.
Everything,
About relationships,
About being here,
About what you have to do to be successful,
What have you,
The whole story.
And all your experiences.
Of feeling alone,
Feeling rejected.
Not being part of the group.
Fear of loss,
Fear of the unknown,
Fear of the future.
All those experiences make imprints in your consciousness.
So before your own timeline in this life begins,
There is already a complete field of information,
A complete story.
Because your mother had a story,
Your father had a story.
Their parents and their parents and their parents.
This whole family line.
Adding up.
They experienced also everything,
Love,
Loss,
Fear,
Safety,
Unsafety.
Lack,
Abundance.
Maybe war?
Death?
Illness?
Poverty?
What have you?
It's all there.
We're not going to dramatize things.
Or being pulled back into that.
We are going to bring it into our awareness.
Because the moment we bring it into our awareness,
It becomes conscious.
When it becomes conscious.
It cannot pull you any longer.
Underneath in the subconscious mind.
As long as things are not being seen and heard.
They are unconsciously screaming for your attention.
By projecting themselves into the future and into your current reality.
So in your current reality you will experience things that point you back to these old stories,
That point you back.
To these quote-unquote old frequencies that want to be seen.
They are not really old.
They are just as alive as whatever is happening today.
And it is kind of,
How can I say it?
Steering you.
That's what we want to stop.
We don't want to repeat the old patterns from our subconscious,
Because we simply don't know.
So therefore.
I would like to ask you to grab that piece of paper.
And draw one line.
Horizontal.
In the middle of your piece of paper.
This is your entire timeline.
And maybe you can add more pieces of paper to it.
Because,
Well,
You have had quite a story,
So maybe we need some more.
But that's okay.
Let's start small.
From there.
.
.
On about one third of your paper to the left.
You draw a vertical line.
So you get a kind of a cross.
The point where the two lines meet.
Is your point of conception.
Next to that is the pregnancy,
Your birth,
And then your life starts.
Left to that point.
There you have two blocks right now.
The upper one is for your father's background and the lower one for your mother's.
Take some time.
And whatever you know about their background.
About what happened,
What was difficult,
What was beautiful.
Write it down.
Just use some words,
Whatever comes up.
Take your time,
Pause the audio if you need more time.
Allow it to come up.
Maybe things will show themselves to you right now.
That you never thought of.
Just trust.
Trust whatever comes up,
Is exactly what needs to come up right now.
Your higher consciousness is guiding you.
Don't doubt yourself,
Just write it down.
And while you go along with that process,
I will share some information with you.
Making contact with your mom and your dad can also be quite painful.
Because in our childhoods.
They were the closest.
And probably they didn't give you what you needed back then.
It's important to say that there is nothing to blame.
Whatever happened,
Happened.
Whatever happened was for a reason.
Whatever happened was in your script.
Even all the painful stuff.
And when you have a look at your mom and dad.
And see where they came from.
What their background is.
This consciousness,
This bubble of information they incarnated in.
Of course,
They also absorbed all that information,
That pain that was already there when they came in.
You know what?
You cannot pause on.
To the next generation what you haven't received yourself.
If no one ever showed you.
What emotional safety feels like.
How are you supposed to naturally embody emotional safety?
You don't know it.
If nobody was able to receive your father's feelings.
When he was little,
Maybe he just never learned to receive yours.
And if your mother had to survive when she was little by taking care of everyone?
I guess that's the frequency she brought into her own motherhood.
Passed on to you.
We all got it somewhere.
And so all the patterns keep continuing.
That's what we call transgenerational trauma.
We just pass it on.
Subconsciously because it wants to be seen.
So,
When does this stop?
And I get all goosebumps right now.
When someone is ready.
To have a look.
And to bring it into your own awareness.
And you are here for a reason right now.
You are listening to this for a reason.
Because apparently.
.
.
You were the one that stood up and said okay.
I'm going to have a look.
I will take that part on me.
I will take on that part and I will go and do it.
And I will feel the emotional pain and I will let it be.
I will integrate it bring my pieces home and as I do that for me.
I do this for this entire human family consciousness.
Because when you become conscious of the frequency,
You can shift it.
You can change it.
And then it is not only changing within you,
In your own body and energy field.
You are changing it in the bigger picture.
In your family feel.
And within the field of the entire human collective consciousness.
It is all a hologram,
It's all interconnected.
This is how important the work is you are doing.
As you shift.
The old unconscious lower frequencies of pain,
Trauma,
Fear,
What have you.
That are showing themselves to you through those repeating patterns.
And you shift them.
Into love.
You shift.
Such an immense part.
Of the pain in the collective consciousness.
That is how important this is.
Well,
That about your family background.
I would like to ask you to write down,
To put a dot.
On this line.
For your father and a dot on this line for your mother.
Left on your paper.
And maybe when you have very clear information about other important situations in your father's life,
In your mother's life,
In your family background.
You can add more dots.
Every dot is an impactful experience.
When you put the dots there,
Try to do it in a most chronological order you can.
And again,
There is no right or wrong.
If you don't know anything,
Just put the two dots for your mom and dad.
If you know more.
Extend it.
And it's a process.
As you start this process today in this session,
It will open up to you.
So more information will start to flow.
Maybe next week or next month.
Something happens.
Or you're under a shower and you suddenly have a thought.
Add it then.
Add this dot to your line.
I'm going to tell you in a minute why this is important.
But first,
Let's move on.
Because then we come to this dot of your conception.
Maybe there are things within your family that happened before you came.
Birth of older siblings maybe.
Loss,
Maybe siblings that didn't make it.
Before you came.
You can also add that to your timeline.
Then we have the period of the pregnancy.
You in the belly of your mother.
Put down a dot for that.
If you know things about that period,
You can write them down.
If not,
It's also okay.
Then a little bit further down the line,
Down the road.
A dot for your birth.
The way you entered this human experience.
Maybe you know things about the birds.
Did it go smooth?
Was it a painful process?
Were you able to stay with your mom immediately or were you being put away in a hospital?
Whatever you know.
And if not,
It's okay,
Just put a dot there.
And then just follow the line.
Put a dot for your baby time.
Put a dot for when you were a child and went to school.
Put a dot for being a teenager.
Young adult.
And maybe things come up.
Memories.
Important events.
Moments where you started something to believe or decided something within yourself.
Moments where you experience loss,
Fear,
Pain.
Separation.
And also the beautiful thing.
Whatever comes up for you,
Give it a place on this timeline.
And again,
Do it in the best chronological order you can.
We are just starting off this process.
You cannot do it wrong or right.
It is simply your own process.
Why is this important?
While you go about it,
I would love to share this with you.
Why we use this timeline.
What happens is this.
When you experience trauma,
Difficult events,
Difficult situations,
Lower frequencies,
You kind of leave that piece of you in that moment in time,
In that timeline.
It's all an energetic thing.
You,
Due to overwhelm and not able to move through emotions properly.
Your survival mechanism protects you from it.
It is too painful to deal with it in that time.
Your protection mechanism protects you from feeling this overwhelm and not being able to function anymore.
To protect you,
It puts the things away in your subconscious.
In a little drawer.
Close of,
Don't think about it anymore.
In this way,
You can continue with your life.
But those little drawers are everywhere.
Energetically,
They are frozen in time.
They are being put away in this little drawer.
But they do want to come out.
And be integrated into your full being again.
Because there's so much potential there.
That simply wants to be part of you and your life.
We often don't go there,
We are not making open the drawers,
Because it brings us back to the old times,
Where it was too much of an overwhelm.
So now.
Now you are an adult.
You can handle it.
And especially you can handle it the moment you connect to your true self.
To your true divine essence.
Because that part of you that part of you at the edge of the earth grid.
That part of you it soars.
That part of you feels no flaw.
That bigger you that is also you is whole and complete.
There are no flaws there,
There is no separation there.
But in this reality.
Of this seemingly being separate and this frequency of separation,
We separate indeed all kind of pieces from ourselves.
Energetically,
They are all scattered around.
Put away in the droids in your brain.
Put away in the droids in your subconscious,
In your body.
Again,
That was necessary then for you to function.
But now it is making you repeat all these patterns.
That is why.
We want to bring them into your awareness.
And ordered them.
In the right order.
There for the timeline.
It's important when you do this to take good care of yourself.
Because when you put a dot on that line,
It is possible that you are being drawn into that experience in that time.
So for now,
Keep your feet to the floor.
Well put on the floor.
Stay grounded with your breath.
Use your breath.
And tell yourself.
I'm here now.
Everything is okay.
I'm safe.
I have lived through all of this.
And I'm still here.
That's my story.
I've already lived it.
I survived it.
And I'm going to have a look at it.
Through loving us.
So then remember.
That you are,
As if you are from a distance.
Through the eyes of your own higher self,
Looking at through what your human self,
The avatar in the game.
Has been through.
This might help you.
When you are now consciously opening up these drawers,
Those unconscious patterns don't have to show themselves any longer.
What we do is recreate experiences in our current adult life.
That bring up the old movies,
The old situations.
Maybe you recognize this.
Your parents are saying something.
And you BAM are back in that timeline.
You start to react as a child.
Think wow.
What did just happen?
Or that happens with someone you unconsciously mistake for your parents.
Might be your boss,
Might be your spouse,
Might even be your children.
And there you go.
You are being pulled back energetically into that old story.
Repeating it again.
Same energy,
Different people.
Yet the same thing.
Because the energy and the frequency are the same.
And this whole situation that you experience,
These recurring experiences,
The recurring patterns,
They are all here.
To show you that frequency of the stuck emotion that is in you.
And that stucky motion is the block.
It's an energy of frequency,
And it's really there in your cells,
In your subconscious.
And that block keeps you tight to the awl.
So that is why your consciousness projects the old the frequency still in you.
To the future and to your current events.
And that is why the old is still rehashing and it's recreating your future.
And this is where you are not really free.
Yet,
Because you are so well on your way.
Will on your way.
To freeing yourself by honoring the life story you have lived.
Honoree.
Nothing went wrong,
You went through it already.
And you did beautifully.
Gracefully.
And of course there are points on this timeline where guilt and shame are connected.
But it's also okay.
In our next session in part 2,
We are going to work with it.
In this session I invite you to just put the dots on the timeline,
From a distance.
And just see.
Bring into your awareness.
Into your side.
The story you've lived.
And it might start with only a few dots,
And it will extend itself.
More dots will come,
I'm sure.
And it's beautiful.
Because it represents the fullness of who you are.
And in our next session we will work with these dots.
We will tune into them and find out.
How much emotional charge is still connected to them.
And then then we can work with those emotional charges.
That's where the freedom is.
The freedom.
The freedom by really allowing the emotional charge to show itself,
To feel through it.
To release it and reprogram it.
So,
Whenever you feel the fear.
The discomfort,
The knot in your stomach,
The worries,
The concerns,
The pain.
And maybe you recognize this,
Our normal reaction is,
Make it go away.
I don't want to feel this.
It's the other person's fault.
Change the other person.
Fix the relationship.
Leave the job.
Control the situation,
Work a little bit harder,
Numb ourselves,
I don't want to feel this uncomfortable feeling in my stomach.
That's what we've learned.
We've learned to organize our outside world in such a way that we no longer have to feel the uncomfortable feeling.
But then it only has to make a louder noise,
So it's not going to get away.
It's going to show itself.
Even more relationship trouble or more physical discomfort.
So what if we turn this around?
What if we,
Instead of moving away from the feeling,
Move towards it.
Not to be overwhelmed by it.
Because that is what happened when we were little.
That is why this whole protection mechanism found its way.
And it was so important,
Because otherwise you would not have survived.
You would not have been able to function.
It brought you where you are today.
So for that,
We can be deeply grateful.
And now we can choose differently.
We can too.
To really go there.
And to bring those pieces home by feeling them.
By allowing them to be.
Because they are part of us.
This whole process when I put it in a bigger context.
Is everything to do with your own karmic integration.
I call it this way because it has all to do with reassembling.
Bringing Home.
The pieces.
Not only to your human self,
No,
To your full being.
To your full,
Full universal being,
Your entire consciousness.
This is so much bigger than only this lifetime.
Oh,
There are all these other different lifetimes and timeframes and places.
Your consciousness is huge and this life is only one projection.
Yet a very important one.
Because in this life,
You are bringing home the pieces.
You are doing this through this life,
Through this lifeline you are drawing right now.
And as you do.
You are releasing the frequencies that keep you stuck.
And those frequencies are not only from this lifetime.
It's so much bigger.
So,
You are doing an amazing job.
That is what I wanted to say.
You are doing an amazing job in bringing all those parts back home.
Finding that emotional healing,
That inner peace.
That calmness within you.
Your life story is the best entry point you can have to do this work.
Your life right now and everything that is happening in your life right now.
And the uncomfortable feeling it might give you is the best dentry point.
For this work.
Quote-unquote work.
For freeing yourself.
For becoming more whole.
Because as you become more whole,
In your human self.
You will find that inner peace.
That inner calm.
Because it supports you in your alignment with your True Divine Self.
And in that connection and in that connection to source with who you really are.
Oh.
Yes.
Then the frequency of separation just dissolves.
The frequency of separation dissolves.
And it becomes one straight line again.
From your human self to your higher self,
To source.
And right back.
You are the funnel.
You are the funnel,
A straight line to bring Source Energy here onto this planet.
In your unique configuration.
That is why you are here.
This quote-unquote work of bringing your pieces home.
Is your life's purpose.
This is why you chose this script,
This life story.
To bring exactly those pieces home and transform the energy.
That represent that part in the collective.
You chose this story for a reason,
I have no doubt about it.
So,
When you're ready for now.
Put down your pen.
And let's zoom out a little bit.
Let's take a deep breath in.
And as you exhale,
Soft in your eyes.
And look at this paper and this timeline.
From a distance.
Look a little bit through your eyelashes.
It's funny,
Isn't it?
They're only dots.
A few little dots or maybe some more.
And steel.
When you see it.
You might not have actually put the dot on the paper yet.
But energetically there are so many more dots.
Many more dots in your own lifetime?
Many more dots in your parents' lifetime.
And in all the lifetimes that came before you.
It is all there.
It is all you.
It's all in you.
Wow,
A whole life.
A beautiful story,
Every dot represents you.
Version of you.
Every dot is a version of you.
It is the consciousness that you were in that moment,
The information you were in that moment.
It's a you with another consciousness,
A you who knew different things.
Are you who had different abilities?
A you who made choices from what was available then.
All those versions still live within you.
Nothing went wrong,
It was just perfect at that time.
They are you.
And now,
Maybe perhaps for the first time,
They are starting to appear all here on this page.
In the right order.
First this,
Then that.
Ah,
And feel you are here now.
Your body sitting on your chair.
This is your life story.
It is so worth to be honored.
Your beautiful script.
With so many layers to it.
That will unfold and unwrap.
You are getting to unwrap it,
I'm sure.
But for now,
Before we close today,
I'd like to invite you to stay with this image for a moment.
Your timeline,
Your life,
All these different versions of you.
When you look at it from here,
From the consciousness you have today,
It can be so easy to judge.
I should have known better.
Why did I do that?
Why did I stay?
Why didn't I speak up?
Why did I lose all that money?
Why did I keep repeating that pattern?
It has cost me so much.
I understand.
With the consciousness we have now.
It's easy to see.
But the you who was standing at that point on the timeline.
Had another consciousness.
That version of you had the consciousness that was available then.
And it was necessary then.
To live this story.
If you had known everything.
The moment you came here.
You wouldn't be able to have all these experiences.
You wouldn't be able to incorporate all those frequencies within you,
Also those lower,
Painful ones.
And therefore you wouldn't be able to transmute and transform them,
Right now.
It is all purposeful.
Nothing in your entire human life is without purpose.
Nothing is a coincidence.
It is all here for you to do your divine work.
To transmute the energy in the collective.
And to remember who you really are.
To shift the frequency.
And to bring in a new reality on this planet.
That is why you came.
And that is why all these versions of you.
Were so important.
Let's leave this question of what was wrong with me behind.
And let's start to be curious.
What happened really here?
What did this version of me experience there,
Really?
What does this version of me want to tell me?
Show me.
Let me know.
What was this part of me?
Back then,
Trying to protect us.
What did this part mean?
That wasn't available then.
Again,
I give it.
By really seeing.
Listening.
Loving.
Hmm,
We don't need all the answers to the questions today.
We are opening the door.
We are beginning to look at this human life,
At your human life.
From another perspective.
From compassion.
From love.
When we can look at ourselves and at our timeline from this energy of compassion,
Love,
Self-forgiveness.
Everything starts to soften.
Ah,
This is where the inner peace comes from.
The real inner peace.
The real freedom.
So I'd like to close off this session for now.
With a practice and a meditation.
So please close your eyes again.
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale Visualize.
Your entire timeline in front of you.
As if you are looking at this piece of paper with your eyes closed.
And again,
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale Focus on your heart.
And ask one version of you to appear.
As if a version of you comes out of a dust.
On your timeline.
You can ask which version of me wants to come forward.
Right now.
In order to be seen.
Or maybe,
Which version of me can come out that can represent me?
All the versions of me.
In this moment.
The version that needs love the most.
Just see what happens.
Maybe a very clear version shows up.
Maybe you don't see anything clearly at all.
It's all okay.
Just allow whatever comes.
Invite this version of you to come a little bit closer.
And to tell you to show you.
Whatever wants to be seen,
Right now.
There is nothing to be solved,
Just be.
Just be there.
And maybe you can reach out your hand.
Or open your arms.
From your heart,
You can say.
I am here now.
I want to listen to you.
I want to be there for you.
I am here whenever you need me.
I want to hold you,
Keep you close to my heart.
Notice what happens.
Say.
I see you.
I'm here now.
You are fully allowed to be here.
You are part of me.
You are home.
Our home.
Take a deep breath in,
And as you exhale,
Hold this version of you.
Close to your heart.
And while you do.
I'd like you to imagine.
Standing behind you.
Just imagine.
As if there were a being.
Standing behind you.
And this being.
Is the pure,
Pure consciousness.
Of what we call.
The Divine Mother.
It is an aspect of Source.
It is your Divine Para.
It is the energy of source.
That is so nurturing.
Giving love.
Being of service.
And being at peace always with who she is.
Embodying pure,
Warm,
Unconditional love.
This energy.
Is the principle of goodness.
In its purest form.
Imagine this energy.
This being standing right behind you.
And like a truly,
Truly loving parent.
She wraps herself.
Around you.
Allow yourself to be hugged.
To be held by your Divine Parents.
By this pure,
Pure consciousness of goodness.
In its purest form.
Allow yourself to be reassured.
Just relax in this warmth.
In this comfort.
You can just relax.
Allow this pure energy and light.
To now slowly come into your being.
Just relax.
It is the principle of goodness.
The principle of beauty.
And of unconditional love in its purest form.
And it's going deep.
Deep into yourself.
Take a deep breath in and as you exhale go to your heart.
And awes.
To release the resistance.
The resistance to love.
To being love.
To be loved.
Allow this energy.
This warm,
Loving energy.
To fill yourself.
To fill your heart.
To fill you.
And there.
In your heart center say.
I am now choosing this frequency of love.
Of purity.
Of harmony.
Of peace.
I am accepting myself.
As I am today.
I am accepting all versions of me throughout my entire life.
And I now ask Intend and Choose.
To remain in this perfect place.
Of acceptance.
Acceptance.
And love.
Acceptance that all that I am today.
Is just.
Perfect.
All that I have ever been.
Is just perfect.
And all that I will be from now on.
Is perfect.
Everything.
Is exactly.
As it should be.
And so it is.
Take a deep breath in and exhale.
Stay in this energy for as long as you can.
I wish you a wonderful journey with yourself.
Opening up your timeline.
Opening up.
Your full potential.
And I welcome you warmly in part 2.
Where we unfold even further.
For now.
Enjoy this energy.
And slowly,
Slowly,
Whenever you're ready.
Open your eyes.
