Hello,
Beautiful human being.
Hello.
Hello,
My dear friend.
I'm so grateful to you for making a choice to go deep within.
I'm so honored to be trusted by your choice to be here with us.
My intention for this meditation is to connect you to who you truly are,
To help you let go of the story that was stealing pure joy and love from your life.
I'm here to remind you of who you truly are.
Okay.
Let's just take a breath in through our nose.
And just let go through your nose.
Good.
The next time you're going to take a breath in,
Please pay attention to your chest area and notice how it expands while you're breathing in.
And just let go.
What an adventure to be alive.
Get caught up in all these voices that are always telling stories in our head.
We just forget.
We disconnect from our essence,
Our true essence,
The essence of light.
To be alive and to live our life and to be able to witness life as you.
How often do you observe what is being created by you?
How calm you are during your day?
How much grace do you feel when the obstacle appears?
I know you've been hurt before.
I know there are many,
Many different things that have happened to you in the past.
I'm not asking you to forget them now.
I'm asking you to make an assumption that whatever painful event has happened in your life,
What if blessing?
What if you expand your consciousness enough to be able to witness life?
I invite you to come with me on a self-discovery journey that will ease how it feels to be loved,
How it feels to be loved,
And how that feels to give love.
And after this journey,
You will decide for yourself in which mode you will carry on with your life.
Please close your eyes if you didn't do so yet.
Imagine that you have a bag full of stones behind your back.
It feels heavy.
I acknowledge your heavy lifting in your life.
You just stand here with this bag doing the best you can and me as a voice in your head.
I acknowledge the effort you put in to build your life to the best of your capacity.
I validate everything that you've gone through.
Every single stone that you carry in your bag,
It has a story,
It has a memory,
And it has a feeling attached to it.
Due to these experiences.
And now I occur as the ball of light right next to you.
You don't see my face.
You just feel my presence.
And I point out up the hill.
You see the hill that stands in front of us.
And as the light,
I'm showing you the way to the top.
And as we start the journey together up the hill,
You feel like this bag with the stones,
These memories that you cling to so strongly that it doesn't help to go up there are on your way and you feel like it's right to go there.
And now look at the left.
You see the sign.
It says,
Honesty Point.
What?
What are we doing here?
You're asking me?
Okay,
My dear friend.
That's the pit stop that is designed by the divine for you to change your setup that you're moving with in your life and up this hill.
I'm asking you this question of honesty that you're ready to answer deep within.
You're no longer choosing to be.
What emotions that you've got in your backpack you no longer choose to carry with you.
And now you can look up to the sky and you can see the picture of your life.
It's like many,
Many pictures,
Photographs,
And you're like watching a movie of your life till this moment.
And you can see that emotion that was stealing,
Temptation,
Resentment.
Just pick emotion that you no longer want to be.
It's such a big part of your life.
I know it.
But you are ready to let it go.
Don't turn back.
You witness it.
You see.
Don't be afraid.
You've got a free will to choose who you can be.
I know it all about your dreams.
I know who you want to be.
That's why we're here.
That's why I'm here with you,
Helping you out to make a choice to let it go.
And look,
There is a sign over there.
It's called forgiveness.
Who is that one person who you still did not forgive,
Even though you've tried so hard to do that and probably even convinced yourself that you're all set,
That now you're grown up,
You've got your own life,
And you're awake enough not to blame her for what she's done.
Oh,
Dear mother,
I've played so hard to imitate the love,
The love towards you that I am supposed to feel.
I no longer choose this game.
Please repeat after me.
Oh,
Dear mother,
I know,
I know you did your best,
And so did I to understand you.
You know,
I loved you.
I loved you very much,
That inner child,
That inner little baby right within my heart.
She loves you.
He loves you very much.
And,
Oh,
Mother,
I miss you.
I miss you with my heart for forcing you so painful inside.
I know how scared once you were I'm sorry,
Little one,
That love of yours was not appreciated,
Was not received,
It was rejected.
Please be sincere of what you feel.
You're safe now.
Your love is precious.
I value it.
And as an adult right now,
I choose forgiveness of my mom.
No longer do I need to carry burden of pretending and playing games,
Of any roles.
Take a look around you.
We are almost on the top.
The heavy lifting that you've done right now within that little you has brought you up to the light.
No understanding needed.
I want to help you feel what is inside of you right now.
That freedom of being who you truly are and place attention you right in front of you in the middle of your chest,
Your heart.
Your heart is waiting,
Waiting for you to notice the miracle of love that lives within.
No stories needed.
You just feel the love,
Miraculous,
Amazing,
Honest,
Pure,
Free.
It is available in you.
Just let the energy to fill your cells.
It doesn't matter what was back then.
It doesn't matter what will happen in the future.
What matters is who you truly are.
And that's the place exactly where you connect to that divine.
You're doing it all right.
Just trust yourself,
Your divine design.
God doesn't make mistakes.
He's given you all the love that's possible to be felt for you to understand and to feel.
Say this either out loud or inside.
This is the mantra that will do its magic.
You just trust and feel.
Rediscover that pure love.
You ask and it will be given and open to receive.
Look around with your inner sight.
Aham prema.
The love is you and you are love.
And what you feel is right.
Whatever a dream of yours,
Whatever you desire to create,
To give,
You first have to feel.
And every time when any stone from that bag is gonna be on your way in life,
You just remember who you are.
Aham prema.
You train that feeling deep within and you will see.
There is no darkness.
The light is right within.
