Hello,
Beautiful human being.
Welcome to the space of Apollo Meditation.
I know for sure that you are not here by accident.
My intention for this space is to be vulnerable,
Is to deliver my true essence to you and to ignite the fire of your soul in your focus of attention right now.
I know that you've done an amazing,
Amazing job of this life.
You've carried through everything that has happened to you in the past.
You've done your part in your inner work,
And you're here right now because you want to do good to you.
And I appreciate your choice to go deeper within.
And throughout my life,
I used to struggle with self-doubt,
With a lot of hate towards myself because I wasn't accepting my imperfections.
And while I was distracted by those voices,
I wasn't paying attention to this moment,
To the life itself.
If you think of the best things that have ever happened to you in this lifetime,
You will see that they all have been created by the unknown,
By the divine.
When you surrendered,
When you let go of the struggle,
Of the doubts,
Of all these voices,
And when you surrendered to your true nature,
To who you truly are,
And to the mind,
It is scary.
It is scary to let go.
I know.
But yet,
When we choose this life of joy,
Of miraculous unfolding,
Of extraordinary,
Of the greatness itself,
We can no longer choose the mind.
We can no longer put our focus on the thoughts and on the known.
And the guide that will guide us through the unknown is in the heart,
Is in the feeling of coherence with this uncertainty.
We never know what's going to happen to us,
But we can feel the beauty of this moment.
In times when we are lost,
When nothing really goes our way,
We have to surrender to the heart,
To this intelligence of giving,
Of loving,
Your connection of the divine.
Please gently close your eyes.
Just pay attention from a side to how your body is sitting and just doing her job.
Your body is breathing and sitting how you're telling it to.
Just notice that right now you're safe.
Your body is safe.
And you don't know what you're going to hear even in the next moment.
What is it that my voice is going to bring up?
Yet,
You believe,
You have faith that it's going to be good.
This faith in the goodness is what's going to take you to the next level of this game of life.
Whatever the game you're playing right now in this lifetime,
Whatever it is that you are in pursuit of,
Whether you want to create an amazing project,
Or you want to sustain or create an amazing relationship,
Or you just want to establish a trustworthy connection with yourself,
It is your game of life.
And I want to be guiding you today to a new perception of this life,
To a deeper connection of the self within you while you're playing this game.
So come back to your body.
Don't open your eyes until I tell you so.
Please.
Place your palms on your chest where your heart center is located.
Let go of all the air that you have inside.
Take a nice and slow breath in through your nose.
And let go through the nose while placing your attention in your chest.
Let's do three rounds of coherent heart-brain work.
I'm going to be guiding you.
We're going to inhale on the count of four and exhale on the count of six.
Let go of all the air now.
Have your focus in your chest.
Take a breath in.
One,
Two,
Three,
Two,
Three,
Four,
Five,
Six.
Surrender.
Surrender to your true nature.
That's the phrase that this monk once told me.
And I want you to meet this monk.
So you see this path of light in front of you.
It's light and bright.
And when you look at it,
It's calling you in.
And you're taking the first step and you feel lighter.
And while you're taking your second step,
You hear this word of surrender,
Baby.
Just let go.
And you're feeling better.
And you feel inspired to carry on this path of light.
When you take your third step,
Everything around you disappears and you are in total darkness.
And you don't see the light anymore.
And all these voices start to show up.
You hear this and that.
Just notice them.
Remember,
Surrender and let go.
And the main thing that you need to let go of is your focus on the thoughts.
On the voices.
Let them be.
And let's get our focus back on track.
Even though you don't see the path,
Do you believe that if you take another step,
You're gonna be fine?
If you do,
Just take a step.
And if you don't,
You try me.
This universe is telling me.
She's telling you,
Just try me,
Man.
How deep is this faith inside of your heart?
The universe is asking you.
And what do you do?
You carry on.
You take your steps.
And out of the blue,
You see this monk in front of you.
He stands so still and smiles right at you.
You see him and.
.
.
You have no questions to ask,
In fact.
He looks at you and smiles so deeply.
The light is so profound that's shining from his heart.
You look at it and,
Oh my God,
It feels so light.
You blink and then you open once again your eyes.
And whoop,
There's nobody anywhere nearby.
Oh Lord,
What's going on?
You tell me,
Man,
What's going on?
What kind of game of life you choose to play?
You're listening to me,
To music that we're playing here.
But what's the point?
I'll tell you what.
What if you just stop and ask within this question.
Hey God,
What's up?
Let's meet the silence of divine.
That is your core.
Your true design.
Let's face it.
No logic or explanation needed,
Just face the truth.
Your heart,
Your heart is open.
How gently loved you are by who you truly are.
This wholeness of the self.
This unity with everything inside and outside of you.
I'll let you be in silence for some time.
Don't try to force it or make any sense of it.
Just breathe.
This moment one of trust in you,
In God.
In unity that takes you to your true love.
You are divine.
In fact,
Divine is you.
What do you feel inside?
Don't be distracted by my voice.
You stay in there.
Silence has its voice.
Sometimes this silence that is God is played in music.
It's everywhere where your focus goes.
When you know who's watching and when you know and when you are who you truly are,
This infinite,
Divine,
Amazing love.
And when you're looking at your life through this lens of love,
You see the silence everywhere.
You are connected.
You are whole.
At peace.
You're flying.
And life is talking through your heart,
So let it speak.
Whatever is going on right now in your life and if you have a question and you want this guidance from the silence inside,
Just ask it.
In your own way and trust the answer will unfold.
Don't wait for it.
You let it go and you will see that it is exactly where it needs to be.
