The End Of A Relationship

Most people seem to fear love, as it reveals your soul, and that requires clear communication from within. Which, to go within is to make conscious all that we've hidden, and that involves our past. This recording is an understanding of love and my support for her.

Transcript

I don't quite know how to word this,

Other than to admit how disheartened I am.

Sometimes I wonder if most people are capable of understanding their emotions.

If they can handle themselves appropriately when faced by that which will undo their fantasy,

As they feel the truth.

I struggle very much to date,

Which is why when I fell for a beautiful soul,

I submitted to the concept of marriage,

Which actually contradicted my philosophy.

I later discovered who I had fallen for did not dance to the same song of love as myself.

Once everything was uncovered,

And I found what I always do in all of my relationships,

Which is attachment.

You know,

People don't love themselves enough,

Which is understandable when the world is continually putting us down.

So when someone comes along and says,

I absolutely adore the human you are.

I love your slight gummy smile,

Your awkward laugh when you're nervous,

Your inability to look me in the eyes during a conversation because you do not believe in the beauty that I see.

You're astonishing,

Astronomically gorgeous,

And I want to experience all that you are.

People immediately attach themselves when they're told that.

And that decision eventually kills love and brings a world of suffering.

Instead of solely appreciating the raw of that which underlies the ethereal connection,

It's extracted,

Branded,

Demanded,

Culturalized,

Materialized in forms of gifts.

You know,

This is a con.

I feel very alone when it comes to emotional maturity at this age.

I hope you succeed.

I hope you find all the treasure you need to see yourself happy.

For I think of you to be someone special.

That cosmic energy bolted inside the body of a transient organic instrument that plays the sweetest melodies.

To have heard,

Felt,

And danced to your song in a universe as vast as the human imagination was a privilege.

I didn't even know I write this of you.

But it is of my heart that I must confess the love I have for your existence.

And if you happen to hear these fumbling words of a man's voice who's weakened by your departure,

Know you're capable of anything you put your mind to.

As of now,

There is another source of energy that calls for me.

Somewhere,

Somehow,

I sense her novelty and depth,

As well as her beauty.

And I must go.

Farewell.

Reviews

Wow. That was so beautiful and I appreciate your vulnerability! I too feel as though most people do not question why we all seem to be in a big rush to 'fall in love,' get married & have children. It's just the societal norm. And if you decide you don't want one of those things, you are made to feel 'wrong' or 'behind in life.' We all are very different human beings, and no two people walk the same path in life. Why we are unable to just let people be to make decisions that are right for them, is something I dont think I'll ever understand.
Thank you for sharing your content, and I hope to see more in the future!

Thank you. The sad truth is we've been trained the world over to seek love in and thru another. We will never know wholeness until we fall madly in love with ourselves. Then, the real journey begins, and we can walk in beauty- together with each separately whole. I am reminded of Khalil Gibrans "On Marriage" because in many ways it saved my own.
Blessings 🙏🏽✨️

You are such a beautiful, soulful soul. You have such an amazing depth. I just love your meditations, they touch and warm my heart ❤️
Namaste my friend 🙏

That was beautiful brother. You're telling me that you found out that there was a major incompatibility after you married her?

Appreciate how you opened up your beautiful soul! So well spoken (a true gift)…. your thoughts on attachment. We must look out after ourselves …….. be careful when we are put high on a pedestal. (the drop is hurtful) We all need to listen closely within our souls when we are on that journey of complimenting our source of energy!

Beautiful words. I felt like I was listening to a movie script.

I understand your pain 😢

Beautiful.

Beautiful

I need to revisit it this, I intend on reflecting. Beautiful.

I felt your words deeply. I am working on self love and recently I ended a very short relationship that could have bloomed into something beautiful if only he could accept the fact that I have DID. He chose not to and I chose to let him go and embrace myself instead of trying to make him stay by changing myself to suit him like I've always done in my past relationships. It really hurt but I am proud of myself for doing that despite how difficult it was. Thank you so much for this 🧘‍♀️🙏 it was like a validation that what I did was the right thing to do for myself.