I'm Solona Carlisle and this is another edition of the Everyday Bliss for the Modern Woman Weekly Transmissions,
Created for the woman who is wildly devoted to choosing herself and living her desired life now instead of waiting until later.
It's possible that where you are right now is feeling really hard to accept because it doesn't match your expectations for where you thought you'd be in your life or your desires for where you wish you were.
And I know that the anguish and disappointment may even feel really intense,
Overwhelming and insurmountable at times.
Perhaps you're even feeling as though life is just a never-ending uphill battle to get anything,
To get anywhere and to reach that place that would make it worth living.
You may even be questioning if you can ever have the life you want at all because it feels as though all the good stuff is elusive and is always out there in the distant future that you never seem to get to.
What I want you to know is that it's so okay to feel this way and so understandable when,
Especially when the space you may be in feels crushing and disheartening in a way that sometimes you just don't have words for.
And so what I want to offer is a gentle yet really potent transformational step back in the direction of your power.
One that can start to ease some of the suffering and shed some light into the darkness.
When you choose,
When you become willing to choose,
Because this isn't always easy,
To trust and to remember that it's love that brought you here.
Perhaps there's a place in your body that softens,
A place in your heart that opens,
And a space in your mind that lets go of its resistance,
Even just a little tiny bit.
And there's more space for you to breathe a little more deeply.
And it's in that space that the shift begins to happen.
The shift towards the recognition that if it's love that brought you here,
Then it's love that is going to take you away from here.
And by take,
I don't mean rescue you from the circumstances.
That's not the point and never the goal.
By take,
I mean transmute this experience in a way that its beauty,
Its perfection,
And its purpose is revealed.
Sometimes gradually and other times in a flash of insight and awakening to what you hadn't been able to see previously.
The answers you've been desperately seeking and searching for become more easily offered and begin to arise effortlessly when you open this aperture of your gaze to allow another perception to inform your experience.
Whatever you're rejecting out there,
Whatever any of us is ever rejecting out there is simply a reflection of something we're rejecting in here.
Because the outer is always a reflection of the inner.
So the question is always going to be in this place of maybe intense,
But feels like unbearable contrast.
Will you love this too?
And this?
And even this?
And what about this too?
Until we can truly find the place within us that can say with every fiber of our being that yes,
Even this deserves love,
Even this is worthy of love,
Then we will continue creating and looking for more and more evidence in our lives,
In our bodies,
In our inner emotional experience and in our outer circumstances.
Just to prove that we are not lovable in some way,
That we are not worthy or that we are whatever story we've been telling ourselves and believing is true about ourselves or our lives.
Liberation from suffering comes when you find that place in your body that opens into this recognition that yes,
Even this deserves love.
And the magical thing is that when you're willing to love even this,
Whatever this may be,
Then this is no longer needed in your experience.
It dissolves as quickly as it appeared because its purpose was served.
It got you to stop looking outside of yourself and finally turn back within to fill the hole that only wholeness can fill.
