Returning To Your True Awareness

Inside each one of us is the person we truly are, the person we were born to be. We can find that person by becoming interested in acknowledging how we really think and feel about ourselves, others and the world. Just like snowflakes all have their individual pattern, we do too. We have a signature perspective on things that often gets covered up with our conditioning.

But truly any of us can wipe away the dust and grime of our conditioning and return to our innocent state, just be getting interested in doing this. That process is what this Satsang is all about.

Transcript

All of you. Yeah. It's lovely to see you all. Yeah. Yeah. Brave souls for the journey, Right? Brave souls. I'm just giving you an embrace right now, An energetic embrace. Yeah. Just to hold you. I mean, You're already in the universe's arms, You know, You're okay, But you might not always feel like that. I know from my own experience. So when we have a human person who has focused on love in their life, Focusing on us, It helps us believe, Believe that in truth, We are divine beings and that we're loved. It's so lovely to see you all. Truly, My heart's just wide open. I mean, It always is, But there's something it's sort of like, You know, With my little guys, You know, How I used to feel as a mom, You know, So I feel it again with you. Yeah. There's, You know, What, You know, This one really wants is that when you rise up from the zoom, That you're more in truth, You know, That maybe some pathways in your unconscious have been opened just by your presence and resonating with this. And that your growth will be easier. And that you can increasingly feel the love coming in, In the physical. Okay. Because this is where we, A lot of us miss it. We're so trained in our minds, That we can go along quite lost in our mind and numb to our body and think we're doing the journey. And we are, I mean, We're always doing the journey. But when you get this love physically, The truth of it is non-negotiable. So, You know, When I'm a hugs, She gives us a direct risk, Direct experience of unconditional love, That we will feel to the extent that our defenses allow us. But in fact, She's put the seeds in our heart to melt those defenses. And it's the female face of God approach. This, Including the body. Mm hmm. You know, Part of what, Before the zoom, I was contemplating is, What I really want to communicate is that there is an innocent awareness within you. There's your instinctive awareness, That simple awareness you had as a child, Where, You know, There weren't any conflicts. I mean, You just knew what you knew. So, You know, You might have felt like that your mom was really upset. And you might have said to your mom, Mom, Are you, Are you sad? And your mom might have said no, Because she's trying to keep it together here on the earth plane and take care of you and everything. So as a little one, You would have split off to see you would have turned against what you knew. Okay, Now I'm feeling this deep sadness, Because this is what is coming up to be healed in all of you, Or is seeking permission to come up to be healed in all of you, For you to be able to know what you know, Just in a kind of a global perspective. Aha. And some of you are frightened of this, Because it wasn't allowed early. And, And in other lives, It, You turned away. But you see, We, The spiritual journey starts with an excavation of allowing this innocent awareness to rise up. What happens is people try to kind of do the spiritual journey from when they turned against that innocent awareness. So they get very involved in watching their thoughts, Like monitoring their thoughts, Judging their thoughts, Trying to run away from negative thoughts. And of course, You know, If we focus on our thoughts at all in a way to do something about them, We will make it bigger. And this is a trap that a lot of spiritual people get caught in. And so they walk around in the labyrinth of their minds, And they think they're doing the journey. The spiritual journey is the journey to the heart. And it's the journey to that innocent awareness that you just had as a child. And it's in you, You guys, It's in you, You just maybe don't think it's very safe. Or you think it's not allowed, That there's something wrong with it. And indeed, You know, It takes courage to recover it, Because the collective is built on a whole bunch of people turning away from that within themselves. But there's a Chinese expression that says, Basically, That if you dress like everybody else, And you eat the same kind of things, You can do whatever you want. Okay, And that's my experience, You can be totally like a revolutionary, But if you're wearing like kind of normal clothes, And you're eating normal food, It goes under the wire. Mm hmm. Okay, Good. So I am honoring all of you, All the parts of you. And I'm also, I don't know how to put it, Really validating that true, Innocent nature within you. Because that is the answer to your, To your life. That will solve everything. Mm hmm. Yeah, And just feel what's going on in you, You know, It might be a little bit of warmth around your heart. But don't worry, If there isn't, It's all good. You know, This is kind of off the wall. But one of the things that I think is one of the most powerful things that's solving road rage or helping it is the warmth of the seats in North American cars, You know, The warm the seat, They warm the base chakra, You know, It's kind of, That's kind of, You know, That's kind of it, Because, Yeah. And if you ever, You know, With listening to someone like me speaking, And if ever in your body, You feel warm, It's love. I'm, I'm really wanting you guys to feel loved. The state of most people in this world, It's heartbreaking, You know, It's like these children, Abused children, You know, I mean, We really are like this, Is the higher you climb, The more you see that this is our problem, That our bodies we, We, We weren't nurtured. You know, In ancient times, You've, You've heard me say this before, Children were prized and carried till they're two, And between zero and six, There'd be so much love and attention for children. And you know, Abraham used to say, If you take care of children, Like that, You can let go of the hand at six, Meaning they're full and complete, And they can kind of experiment with their lives. Sure, You have to, You know, There's still just six, But they're complete in themselves. And they can go forward, Step into their lives. What we do is we neglect this period. And then we, We have adult children coming back to the parents for the whole lifetime, Trying to get what they didn't get zero to six. Or we walk around with these deficits of alienation. Okay, But this love can come back to you, It can come back to you. It's like through Amish hug, Mirror's gaze, You know, Just praying to Christ, However it happens, Or being here, It can come back to you. And your body can be retrained to accept it. Yeah. The only cost of it is you have to be able to walk around in feeling kind of crummy, Or even scared for a few days, Or possibly some weeks, But it will have a beginning, Middle and end as your body adjusts to this more bonded frequency. This is what takes the guts. And you will only get what your what you can handle. Uh huh. So there's some of you, I can feel it like in your heart, You can feel your shell, Like your shell is coming up. You're feeling the shell that you're living in right around your heart. Some of you. So just be with it. It's like this is an embrace. You're actually embracing the shell as part of the healing to transcend the shell. And if you're not feeling it, Don't worry, It's all good. That's it. Some of you so tightly monitor yourselves. And I understand why, You know, You, It's like you, You want to witness yourself, But actually, It turns into monitoring yourself. It's like being watched by somebody who thinks you're going to be doing it wrong. Rather than a loving witness. I'm your loving witness. You can't do anything wrong. Please. Truly, It doesn't matter what you do. You can't do anything wrong. All you can do is the next step of a life journey that has already happened. So the whole thing is so ridiculous, Really, It's just ridiculous. We just need to like, Laugh. But I know it doesn't feel like laughing that there are parts in the journey where it just feels so serious. You know, I told one mom recently, Who is getting very serious on the journey, And I told her, You know, This play with her child, Play hide and go seek, Play ball, Have fun, Fun with your child. That's that. That's it. You know, That's, That's it. So again, Before seeing you all this example, And some of you know this, It happened of how safe we are. So I'm in my 50s. I'm in Mexico City, I would just sometimes just go, Just go off and travel for a month, You know, Even when I was raising the boys. And I was totally lost on their subway system, Really 10 million people in Mexico City. This subway system was just like, It's just going round and round. I was stuck for hours. I had no idea. And this 21 year old or so came over, Sat beside me and said to me, You must be the loneliest person in the world. And you know, He was right. I was like, Here I was like, Lost. You see, And he said, I'll show you. I'll show you where you need to go. And he ended up taking me. So we went through all the subway things. And then he walked me to the, I had to go to a travel agent. This is just this random event in Mexico. But you see, The universe was showing me how well cared for I was because I did not feel like the universe. I didn't feel safe. You know, I didn't feel like the universe was really taking care of me. So I got this little vignette, This little experience. And you know, It shifted me hugely, It shifted me into more trust in a big way. See, This is what just open up your whole minds and just see that everything that happens to you is showing you teaching you how to come out of your mind into your heart, Or how to come out of your intellect, Come into your heart, Because I've said before, We're trained to be like 90% in our intellect, And it's making us very stupid. Mm hmm. So I want to come back to this, The innocence, The instinctive innocence of the child, And you can come from that instinctive awareness. And when you make that step, You have a pathway to enlightenment. And before that you don't really, The first step is returning to that instinctive awareness, That viewpoint you had as a child, Like what you were like as a child. And you know, This is what I mean, It's perfectly safe to live from that. It's just like wear the same clothes and eat the same thing as everybody. And you can do this truly. It's the biggest joke. Yeah. And then when you do it, The universe will take such good care of you like this gentleman coming and saving me from the subway thing. Yeah. But the thing is, You know, We have to be patient with ourselves as we learn. Even listening to this takes courage. That's it. Okay, That's it. Good. It's good. That's it. This is non-dual work. It's coming through a very feminine energy. That's it. That's it. Good. You have permission. Oh, You have so much permission to sink into your hearts. That's it. That's it. It's a sinking down into. Don't worry if you're not feeling it. Don't worry. You know, This work will go on all the time. It's like when you attend the satsangs, You're signing up to to flow in the energy stream. That's it. So this hopelessness comes up, You guys, And it's the hopelessness of the child who had to turn away from his or her innocent perspective. But we can go back there, We can go back to it, We can have it. It tends to come with some degree of self-knowledge. As you understand how your ego works, It makes a pathway to sink into it a little bit more. Because you're less diluted by your ego. And you, You're less fooled. But it can be done actually, Even without self-knowledge without, You can just do it. Some people just do it. I feel like there's somebody with a really hurting heart. So I'm sending love. Yeah, Particularly to that person. Right. You know, You're all God in human form. And so when I speak to you, I speak to your humanity, But I also speak to your soul. Actually, It's really I speak to your souls. And also your humanity. It's more like that. And just having your soul spoken to activates it. Just bringing yourself here activates it. You know, Alma says that the metaphor of the barn, Where Christ was born, You know, The story is like a metaphor for what happens when real spiritual progress is made. It's like they're not a lot of bells and whistles. There's no kind of palace. It's like a barn and a few witnesses, If you're lucky, Who validate your progress to validate the shift, It will basically be ignored by the rest of the world. But it is a priceless occurrence within you. Absolutely priceless. That's it. And it's just to keep going, Whether it gets validated by the outside or not, You know, You can feel the deepening into more trust. And that's what matters the most. And if you get a challenge, It's reflecting your greatness, Really, You know, The greater the challenge, The greater the gift of the recognition from the universe that you can handle this, That you're up for it. You know, One of the most, Okay, I'm going to give you a really big key. If you really want to make progress, Whatever's happening, Stop complaining. Stop complaining outside and inside. Just zip it. Just don't complain. Just deal. Just pray. Really, You know, As I was going through all my stuff, It's like there is nobody to complain to. Otherwise, I'm sure I would have drowned my life and complain. But really, Just don't complain. And if you complain, Like, You know, Inside yourself to just observe it. Okay. You know, Don't, Don't squish it. Don't fight with it. Just go home. Well, I'm complaining, But I know this won't work. Okay, Something like that. I'm complaining, But I know it's useless. Or sometimes you might let your human self have a little bit of a rant. And then get on with it. Like, Sometimes we have to make room for our humanity. I mean, One of the big traps of this spiritual journey is when people try to deny their humanity. And they sort of try to jump off the earth to God. And it's like, Doesn't work. You have to embrace your humanity. That's it. That's it. That really hit home for it's like you all got brighter with that. It's like embracing your humanity. Yeah, It's okay. It's beautiful. It's like a mom loves her children. She loves their body and their souls. You know, She can't choose between she can't choose between the body and the soul. It's just the whole thing. So precious. This is what we need to return to. Okay. It's this. The whole thing is so precious. Yeah, That's it. The heart accepts everything. The heart embraces everything. The heart does not draw lines. So some of you I'm feeling it's like a feeling as if you got a weak heart, Like it's not strong enough. So God's not strong enough. It's just your ego trying to pull you but your heart's not strong enough. God comes to your heart. Your heart will always be strong enough. It's how can love be anything but invincible? It's invincible. That's it. Okay, Some of you it's like some of you I feel like you're feeling angels around you. Yeah. I can't seeing angels around some of you particularly. One of the things that happens as you get higher is I really are this one really knows at this point that even when darkness comes, It's like, As if there's light all around the darkness. Do you know what I mean? It's not like that what used to happen where I would just get totally consumed by totally consumed by darkness. Like I would just have an experience of great darkness. Now it's like the darkness comes but it's like kind of illuminated. Because on the human in human life, We're always going to be in the polarity, Light and dark. We experience it all. It's just the higher you get, The more you are lodged in light. So you just don't get fooled. Right? Imagine not getting fooled. So you could start that now. You could start that whole idea of just imagining the idea of not getting fooled by darkness so much. And part of it comes by stepping back from your experience. You step back from your thoughts and your experience. So you could be having a very loving interaction with somebody, But part of you is stepping back watching it, Not in an intellectual way, But in a loving witness way. I know everybody's all over the place in the journey at all different places. But it's just love coming to you. So it doesn't matter. It's just going to help. That's it. You know, Also the more years of my experience, The more I see that grace does everything, You know. Grace wakes you up. Grace brings you a teacher. Grace brought me the gentleman in Mexico. It's all grace. It's not you doing it, You know. It's not you doing your journey. You're not doing your journey. What's happening is it's already occurred and you're finding out. And grace is behind the whole thing. It's grace. It's just in the air you breathe this grace. Like a little kid, You know, Two or three, They just live their lives and they think that they're self-propelling, Right? But actually, Their mom and dad are taking care of everything, You know, Getting the food, Providing them with shelter. But the child thinks it's running the show, Really. The child will be going like, Yeah, Will be feeling very self-propelled. But the parents are just giving the child the experiences that it needs to grow. And that's what we're always being given, The experience we need to grow, Right? That's it. Okay, Good. Okay. There's a bonding taking place in some of you with that. These concepts, It's, You know, I keep coming back to, You know, The relationships in the family as a way to express this non-dual work or like that silence, Experience of silence is not so unlike what a nursing mother feels, Although she's very attached. But there's a level that the baby is herself. She feels the baby is herself. And she's in this heightened awareness and one little movement from the baby and she knows. And that's what the silence is a little bit like, Like that. It's like when you're so bonded to your soul, That everything feels warm and complete. And there's no deficit. That's why I talk about the mantra of, You know, Self-compassion, But doesn't work for everyone. But it's, You another thing you could do is just, You know, Keep thinking about your soul, Keep thinking, Reminding yourself that your soul's running the show that the creators running the show, Keep steering beyond your thoughts and experience to, To God. No, That's the equivalent of sending compassion to yourself that will get you that will weaken the bonds of your ego over time. You know, It, It takes the heart of a true warrior to do it. But you'll only get what you're what you can handle. Funny. And I'm getting this. I'm it's like I'm to say to you, This is so funny. I'm to say to you, Don't you want to do your soul duty this life? Don't you want to do it? Know that you're doing it and feel the great satisfaction of being fully aligned with it. Even if sometimes you get scared, You know, Because the universe will always help you during those periods. Yeah. Don't you want to be aligned with your soul duty? I it's so funny. I'm getting this. You know, It will be it will be also me aligning with my soul duty. Like we're all one, You know? Yeah. Before I started this zoom, I felt this divine energy coming in through my crown chakra, You know, And kind of realigning me. Yeah. Is there any questions or comments? And please, Please don't worry about being foolish. No. And also, I know, Sometimes it's hard to formulate a question, But just there's a when we step forward, We receive for ourselves, But also the group receives, Because we're taught to be so kind of passive and couch potato ish. And it's, It's not helpful in the journey. I promise you that looks sweet one. Oh, There's Yeah, I have my video off. Yeah, Good crawling around with me. But I wanted to say that the point you've made about the the loving observer, Rather than the, The one, Like watching as if you're about to do something wrong, Right, It really, That really hit home. And, Alex. Yeah. That one. I'm so happy, Sweetie. Yeah. And on multiple levels, Like firstly, You know, The level of like watching myself. But then also sort of an echo of like, I see how I watch my my little children with that sort of, Like waiting for them to do something wrong kind of I at times. And, And then I can feel the difference when I'm watching them with the loving observer, You know, Even if they they do the same thing. My reaction is different, Vastly different, Depending on what kind of witness I am. So isn't that? Oh, That's so great, Alex. You know, I've been thinking about you this month. So it's good. It's good wondering how you're doing. Sending blessings. Yeah, So I'm really happy to hear this, Because you have such this loving, Loving, Loving heart. And to be able to witness yourself from there. Oh, Yeah, I that would that would spin my dream for you. For you to learn this. Yeah, Yeah. Yeah. And, You know, Just keep working with it. You know, It comes in like waves. You know, It's not all done in a minute. But yeah, That's it. Right. Right. And to, You know, Drop down into your, Your, That awareness, You have the instinctive child awareness, The instinctive, Like who Alex really is. Understand, You can have that perspective in your life. Yeah. You don't have to wall it off. Yeah. And so let the loving witnessing take you there. Really, Like get interested, Because that's where you're going to find your power. That's where you're going to become a really powerful light over time. Is is that that that's the way? Okay, And we can talk about it, You know, You can, You know, I've been feeling like maybe you should like phone me. We could talk. If you you know, Sometimes people, You know, You know, They, They avoid doing that. But it's better if you have a teacher sometimes to like, Check in a bit. But anyway, Alex, I'm not don't want to give you a hard time at all. But think about that. And, And we could talk about that if you wish. About the innocent. Yeah. Yeah, I would love that. Yeah, I know you can have it. That's it. That's it. You guys, You can have it. You can have it. Okay. Okay, Good. Okay. Thanks. Thank you. And you know, I know, It can sound so simple from me. And I know that actually the doing of it can be hair raising, But it's actually a safe process. Yeah, The universe will support you. That's it. That's it. It's interesting. I could feel some of you are mad at yourselves. You see, This is what we're, We're, We're mad about. As little kids, We get mad at ourselves because we because we feel like our innocent awareness is there's something wrong with it because our parents aren't in it. So we, We get mad at ourselves and we turn away. Yeah. Anyway, There's no rush. I don't want to rush you guys. Don't rush. Please don't rush. Yeah. Can't be rushed. Don't be rushed. I can get overly enthusiastic. I said, Like a salesperson, You know, Who's selling some gem, You know, That you could have this. Yeah. But you might have to walk through a little bit of discomfort to get it, But it's worth it. Thank you that you say this. It's my heart, Which, Which is so much hurt. And I know I turned away from my parents because I was so hurt. Right. Yeah. Right. The one with really hurt heart. Right. And I know that now. And I'm so thankful to know that. Yeah. Yeah. Now. Okay, Because okay, Let's because this is an important time, Suzanne. Yeah. Right. Yeah. So we, You're right, We feel the hurt. Can you receive love to it? Can you? Yeah. Though, Suzanne, I feel like this is where I wanted you to. This is what I wanted you to see. You know, Every time I'd say, Oh, You're too much in your head. Yes. Right. You're getting it now. I get it. Yeah. Okay. Now, If you can get and I say this without pertaining to me, But if you can get how loving it is that you have a look, How much I've loved you over the years to keep saying, I know, That's kind of all you need to get. You just get that. Yeah. Okay. Okay. That one person can see and love you at that level, Then you go like, Shoot, It's a loving universe. Okay, This is this is my dream to be able to like love you guys into this. That's it. Thank you. Thank you so much. It's like, It's like the universe is going I love you. I love you. I love you. And we're like, And it's showing me so much outside. I know that yet. Okay, Good. Keep keep talking about that showing you. So I'm making art. And I have had some picture with mountains with Lila and yellow and dark and much light. And we have had in the gallery of our this picture. So a little boy. And the picture was sold for the war of Ukraine to spend money. And the picture so a little boy, And he wants to buy the picture. And he was so lovely. And he showed me how my soul is. Right. And she buys this with his own money, Own money. And his father helped him to buy the picture. And he was so, So lovely and said, I can't describe it. It's what so much loving soul, This little boy, Eight years old. And he said to me, My brother is lying all the time. I and I knew it's my, It's my. Yeah, It's me, My head was lying all time. So right. Yeah. Okay. Okay. So this is perfect. So do you all see how then, Since Suzanne's deep shift, Then constellated this, These events in the outside, Like a metaphor, So she walks through a metaphor of what she did inside herself. Yeah, Right. And, And when you when you move into truth, It gets more and more glorious. This is, This is kind of what I'm saying, Like life becomes just so fulfilling. Right? Oh, Good. Good. It's funny that it was mountains. Mountains. Yeah. Of course, It would be mountains, Right? Yeah. And also the goodness of it goes, When we do these internal shifts, The goodness goes. So it, You know, You have the experience with the little boy, But also the money goes to the Ukraine, You know, It goes exponentially. This is this big secret. We just, You know, You just bumble away till you just bumble away at the journey, You know, Just like a little kid, Just do your best with it. You know, These things happen when they happen, Right? Suzanne, Right? It couldn't have happened before. Right? Now, Remember, Suzanne, It's not all done. Okay, So keep this focus on this deeper heart of you, Like keep coming from that. And this is what I'm talking about that innocent child like awareness inside us. You just keep coming from that keep deepening your connection to it. And it takes time and you guys you're just so loved. You're just so loved. You're just so dear to me if you have no idea and like beyond me the universe like Oh my goodness. Okay, We're, We're, This has just been nirvana working with you guys, Just nirvana. Um, We're, We've got a few more minutes, Just if anybody has any comments or questions or anything. Somebody is going to make a big breakthrough this week. Mm hmm. And they're going to lay down their lamps, Their fighting lamps, You know, Sometimes we don't even know that we're carrying one. And they're just going to put it down. Yeah. It's a big breakthrough coming. Yes, Anna. So when you said the sentence, Don't you want to be aligned with your soul, Really my heart opened and then you said with your soul duty, And the word duty made it shut again. Right. So this is like, It feels like my ego is telling me this is not freedom. When you have to do your duty. So yeah, This is a heavy word. Yeah. Yeah. So but Anna, The most important thing is just observing. You see, You want to do something about that. My heart opened with soul, It closed with duty. It's okay, Just that's just information. Right. Right. Yeah, Sure. I have trouble with duty to believe me. But I'll tell you the truth of it is it is our soul duty. Like that's the truth of it. Yeah, I'm, I'm really trying to get there to get this deeper layer of this soul duty. Yeah. Yeah, Don't your hits getting in there. Just don't. It's, It's just, It's like unwrapping a Christmas gift. You take one layer off. And then another layer. You just notice the soul, Your response to the soul and your response to duty. Just embrace it. That's just giving you information. Yeah. Right. Okay. Like, This is so interesting, Because this time, I feel like we hit more paydirt. And, And more from the heart than we have before. And I think part of it was the fact that I had this experience of such darkness in this week coming, Coming up. But again, Like I said, It was illuminated. So it's like, Man, You know, It wasn't, It was, It's actually not even uncomfortable. It's sort of like just knowing you're having a bad dream and going on, It was just a dream and it's nonsense, And it's gonna like disappear in just a bit. And if me going through this darkness, Caused it, That this energy got through to your hearts more than I would go through that darkness to a million times at a pace I could handle. Yeah. So Anna, With this, How are you feeling? And just what do you Yeah, And, And, And just be really, Really honest. I still feel this shell around my heart. So, And it's like, It's, It's something like stubbornness. Yep. And feeling there. So, Yeah. Yeah, Okay. You're judging the stubbornness a little bit. You're judging it. Yeah, Yeah, Yeah. Okay. Yeah, There's just a shell. It's just a shell. It's just coming up to be cleared. If you can feel it, It's in the process of clearing. Anna, Can that go through your head a million times? If you can feel it, It's clearing. Okay, I feel it. I can feel it now. Yeah, It's just clearing. That's it. Thank you. Thank you, Guys. You know, Children, I'll just say zero to six, A child will express every single type of fear there is. So they will be stubborn, Which is fear of change, They will be greedy, Which is fear of lack, They will have this whole smorgasbord. And you see, If as parents, We get in there, And we judge them too heavily, We're screwing with it all. A little gentle, A little gentle input from the parent is all a little kid needs. A little bit of a correction. If the parent gets in there with heavy judgment, It's too much for the little organism of the child. Okay, So this is what you're doing to your child self. It's like this too heavy judgment. And this is what happened to a lot of us, Why we went into our heads, And why we stopped trusting ourselves. But you can have that back in a second. And I'll tell you, If you hang around people who are in that, You've got a direct pathway. And if you like, Pray with, You know, Sincerity. Yeah. Yeah. Thank you. Yeah, I can feel that. Yeah, But it's just, It's kind of feels this lopsidedness towards self heavy self judgment. And you're, You know, You're not so bad, You know, It's not so bad in you. It's just a little lopsided towards the judgment. So just get that that doesn't work. If you just get this intellectually, That does not work. Okay, Good. Actually, You're all getting this. This is the gift. You see, I went to so many extremes, And I made such havoc of my life. And it's like, It all worked out. Okay. So it's like, I have so little. So little. I don't know. It's like any of us can be enlightened. I have so few rules. The only thing that I'll respond to is sometimes I can feel that somebody's ego is like, Uh, Really trying to run the show. And I'm getting tougher and tougher when I feel that I'm learning. I'm learning. I just cut it. I don't allow it. Stop. It's way more fun for me. Calling a spade a spade. Yeah. And then it's clarifying for the person too. So it's all good. Right. So I feel like some of you are going to hear bells in the sense of, It's like this thing ringing true, As spoken, But also in this week, In the weeks ahead, It's like you're going to get a bell, Bells like attuning you to truth more, Uh, Strengthening this connection to the awareness, To this innocent awareness that you all have. And I'm so blessed that you come, That you bring your souls in their sweetness and their, You know, Sacred energies. And I can't even put words to this, The gift of your presence and that it helps me. It helps the world. Yeah. And the, And the being so transparent, Um, In our association, This is gold and it will help solidify you in that awareness that you were born to be in and that you're doing, You're doing it. All of you, All of you, Please. And you know, It's like, I call myself a fool. Like I'm a bumbling idiot. Like, And I say that, You know, We're just, You're human. It's okay. Okay. Well, I lost you all for a sec, But I'm, I'm, I'm going to heading off the wild blue yonder and all my blessings will be with you in the, In the weeks ahead till next time. And yeah, I love you very, Very much. I can't even express it. Yeah. Bye. Bye.