While the aim of this story isn't to guide you to sleep,
It can still be very relaxing,
And so driving while listening is not recommended.
Though perhaps you may like to listen with your eyes closed,
Or while completing other simple activities you choose.
Either way,
The story begins with a forgotten cave.
Deep beneath a hillside that very few remember.
The kind of place that quietly wakes because it has everything it has ever needed.
And as you may like to imagine the entrance,
Perhaps you already feel the air change.
A little cooler,
A little softer.
The air of a place that has been left alone for a long time,
That has grown comfortable with its own company.
Inside,
The walls aligned with crystal in every shade.
Some you could imagine,
And some you could not.
Pale grains that seemed to hold a little mourning in them.
Deep blues like the water at the bottom of the sea Maybe there's amber and rose and a violet that just seems to deepen the longer you look.
Each catches whatever light there is and passes it along to the next.
So that the whole cave glows gently from the inside.
Down the middle of the cave runs a stream.
Now this is no ordinary stream the water here glows as it flows a soft pearly light moving along with the current brightening in the shallows deepening in the pools The sound it makes is a sound of something that has plenty of time to listen,
And you may notice that the sound,
A sound you know you know,
A sound that tells your whole body it is safe to relax.
Nearby there is a fire that changes colour sometimes when it burns a gold then In its own time it turns a deep and quiet blue,
Maybe a soft green,
Like a forest at the end of a long summer day,
Or a red so gentle it feels like a blanket,
Every colour giving off its own kind of warmth.
You might be able to feel the feeling of warmth,
The way the warmth of a fire always seems to find you.
That's right.
You may have even noticed there is an alchemist working away in this forgotten cave.
Nobody knows how long the alchemist has been there.
It doesn't seem to matter.
The alchemist is content to experiment,
To master a craft that has no deadline,
No audience and no end.
There's a long workbench so smooth,
Of dark stone worn from patient work.
Along it stands a rose of glass jars,
Each one holding something different.
Some powdered stone as fine as flower,
And a faint silver shimmer.
Dried petals that crackle softly when they are touched,
Little dark seeds,
Shards of crystals in every size.
Every day the alchemist begins the same way.
A slow walk along the stream,
Listening to the water,
Then to the workbench.
Perhaps a pinch of this,
A drop of that,
A few moments watching what happens.
Sometimes a small curl of smoke rises and drifts up.
Turning slowly in the glow of the crystals.
Sometimes a tiny light blooms in the bowl,
Like a star being born and then settles again into stillness.
There is a rhythm here,
A grind,
A stir,
Maybe pause,
Watch.
The soft scrape of the pestle against the stone,
The clink of glass,
The low,
Steady crackle of the fire nearby.
The more the alchemist works,
The more the work seems to breathe.
And the more the cave breathes along with it.
And.
.
.
And out.
You know I once heard someone say that the deepest kind of skill is a kind of resting,
A kind of attention.
So gentle that the hands know what to do before the mind has finished wandering.
I wonder if you've noticed in your own life how easily you can do something you love without trying at all.
So the days drift by in the forgotten cave,
One soft hour after another,
And the alchemist goes on experimenting,
Mastering,
Creating.
Eventually,
And it may have been a morning,
Or an evening,
Or neither,
A young alkalite walked along a path.
And as this alkylite wandered,
They came across a gap in the hillside,
Half hidden by ferns.
They felt a breath of cool air drifting out,
A faint glow deep inside.
And as the alkylite entered the cave,
Everything seemed to soften.
The sounds of the world grew quieter and quieter.
And then they were not there at all.
And in their place the gentle sound of flowing water.
The alkalites stood still for a moment,
Letting their eyes adjust.
And as they did,
The cave began to appear,
A little at a time,
The way a picture appears when you stop trying to see it.
First the walls.
Crystals all crowded together.
Row upon row,
Glimmering in colors the alkalite had no names for.
Reaching out a hand they felt one.
Cool and smooth with tiny ridges along its edge.
Beneath the touch the crystal seemed to hum,
So faintly it might have been a thought rather than a sound.
Then the stream.
Pearly glowing water moving past in slow silky rhythms.
The alkalite knelt and let their fingers trail through it.
How strange the water felt so warm and light.
Almost as if it were made of something between water and air.
Where their fingers move,
Little swirls of brightness followed,
Spinning away downstream like tiny swirls.
The alkalite took a long,
Slow breath.
And they noticed a scent somewhere in the air.
A scent that somehow told them they have been here before.
A scent of something old and kind and patient.
Further in the firelight changed,
From gold to blue,
From blue to a soft green.
With every change,
The shadows of the cave walls rearranged themselves,
So that the whole room seemed to be gently,
Quietly dreaming.
Oh,
The alkalite whispered just,
Oh.
And as the sound drifted deeper into the cave from somewhere beside the fire.
The alchemist looked up.
They did not seem surprised,
Only pleased.
A small nod,
A warm sort of smile,
And then come closer.
The fire is good tonight.
So the alkylite came closer and as they stood beside the workbench wide-eyed,
Turning this way and that,
There was so much to see.
The jars,
The stones,
The petals,
The seeds,
The glowing stream.
The alkylite picked up this,
Inspected that.
They held a crystal up to the light and turned it slowly,
Watching the colors and the light move through it.
Everything here has a nature,
The alchemist said in a low and easy voice.
The green stones are patient.
They like to be warmed slowly.
The blue ones are restless,
And they will leap if you rush them.
The silver powder listens to the water,
And the petals respond to the fire.
The alkalite contemplated.
Perhaps not every word,
Because sooner or later,
The important ones find their way in,
Do they not?
Day after day,
The alchemist taught.
How to feel the weight of a stone in your palm.
How to hear the difference between a flame that is ready and a flame that is not.
How to measure by eye,
By touch,
By something quieter than either.
The Alkalite nodded and tried,
And tried again,
But first the attempts did not go so well.
The Alkalite reached for the green stone and dropped it into the flame too quickly.
Pop!
A burst of light,
Bright as lightning,
And a spray of sparks crossed the bench.
The Alchemist only waited,
Calmly,
While the smoke cleared.
The next day,
The Alkalite mixed silver powder with water that was too warm.
A cloud of grey smoke rolled up to the ceiling and hung there,
Turning slowly,
Like a small,
Disappointed storm.
The day after that,
The bluestones leapt exactly as they had been warmed.
They bounced across the stone,
Skittering into corners,
One of them landing with a tiny plop.
In the glowing stream where it fizzed and dissolved and was gone.
Again,
The alchemist said,
Not unkindly,
Just evenly,
The way you might say breathe.
So the acolyte tried again and again.
The more they tried,
The more the mistakes seemed to follow.
A pop,
A puff,
A flash of light and each one left behind a faint sweet smell of something burnt.
Until one evening after yet another burst of smoke.
The alkalite threw down the spoon.
This isn't working.
I can't do this.
I keep making smoke and sparks and nothing else.
I only want to make gold.
Something got lost.
Why can't it just work?
The cave was very quiet,
Even the stream seemed to slow to listen.
The alchemist didn't say much.
For a while,
They only turned and looked into the fire,
And watched the color slowly shift from gold to a deep,
Thoughtful blue.
There is an ingredient the alchemist said at last.
Hidden away at the very back of the caves.
I have not gone there for a long time.
It may be what you are looking for.
Shall we go?
So the alchemist took a lantern and filled it with a small flame,
Flickering faintly.
They took a satchel and a handful of empty jars,
Which clinked softly against one another as they walked.
Off they went,
Deeper,
Deeper,
And deeper into the cave.
At first the path was wide and smooth and easy.
The stream ran alongside lighting the way with its soft pearly glow.
The walls rose high on either side,
Shimmering.
With every step the sounds of the workbench faded away,
The crackle of the fire,
The clink of glass,
Until all that remained were the sound of their footsteps,
Soft against the stone and the faint steady music of the water.
Step.
After step,
After step.
And as they walked,
Something began to happen.
The alkalite noticed how a tightness in their shoulders was loosening,
Relaxing.
The way walking has a way of moving things along,
Of letting a heavy feeling lift and drift,
Becoming lighter and lighter.
Look,
The alchemist said quietly.
On the cave wall,
A carpet of moss soft and thick and velvet green with tiny threads of silver.
When the alkylite touched it,
It felt cool and springy and slightly damp.
And where their fingers had been,
A faint glow remained for a moment,
Slowly fading.
The alkylite unscrewed a jar and carefully gathered a little moss that glowed.
Close,
" they murmured.
I wonder what it could do.
Workshop these were long and slender and pale as milk growing out of the wall in delicate spiraling shapes like frozen music or the branches of a tree when the acolyte tapped one with a fingernail it rang a single clear silvery note which hung in the air and slowly faded and then from further down the passage another crystal answered softly,
Like an echo with a mind of its own.
The acolyte laughed quietly,
Delighted.
They talked to each other.
Everything here does,
The alchemist said,
If you listen close enough.
The acolyte took one crystal and slipped it carefully into their satchel.
Deeper still,
A grove of strange plants growing out of the cave floor in gentle curves.
Tall,
Slender stems topped with round,
Translucent bulbs that swelled and shrank very slowly,
As if each one were breathing.
As the two travelers passed,
The bulbs turned towards them and glowed a little more brightly.
And the air around them filled with a soft,
Floating dust like pollen sparkling in the lantern light.
The acolyte walked through slowly and found it difficult to say whether they were breathing in or out.
Or breathing out.
Because the whole place seemed to breathe along with them.
Then the stream it had been following them all this time and now it seemed to spread out into a wide still pool so clear that the alkalite could see all the way to the bottom there in the water something shimmery a liquid within a liquid a slow silvery ribbon curling through the glowing water like smoke through still air catching the light as it turned.
The alkalite knelt beside the pool and looked at it for a long time,
Then very carefully filled one of the jars,
Sealing it,
Holding it up to the lantern light.
Inside the silver ribbon turned and turned and turned.
And they watched and they found their mind growing quieter and quieter,
The way a pond grows quiet when the wind has gone.
We're nearly there,
Said the alchemist.
The last stretch of the path was narrow and steep,
And gradually rose in a gentle spiral.
The walls closed in,
Then opened up,
Then closed again,
As if the cave itself were taking a long,
Slow breath.
And as they climbed,
The alkalite began to notice something that had not been there before.
Warmth,
Not the warmth of a fire a different kind,
Golden and clear and fresh.
The warmth of the sun.
Then all at once the path opened up into a vast dome chamber high above so high that the alkalite had to tip their head right back to see it a crack in the ceiling a narrow gap in the rock hardly wider than a hand Through that gap falling straight and bright into the darkness a single shaft of sunlight It poured down through the dusty air golden and glittering.
And landed on the floor of the chamber in a wide shining circle.
Tiny specks of dust drifted lazily in the beam,
Turning like slow stars.
The alkalite stepped forward and stood in the light,
And felt it settle on their face and their shoulders and their hands,
Warm and soft and gentle.
For a long moment,
Nobody spoke.
The alchemist lowered the lantern and let the small flame rest.
Then the alkalite had an idea.
I could keep it,
They said.
I could capture it.
Think of what I could do.
So they took an empty jar and held it up and tried to catch the sunlight inside.
The beam fell into the jar and seemed to vanish.
The glass turned warm.
And then plain again.
When the alkalite lifted the lid,
There was nothing inside but air.
They tried again,
A different jar,
A tighter lid,
The same result.
Again,
A third jar,
A fourth,
Each one a little more carefully than the last,
And each one empty.
The alkalite sat down on the warm stones inside alongside.
Their frustration began to build once more,
But this time something else was there too,
A little spark of curiosity.
A small voice that said,
Perhaps,
One more time,
A little differently.
The alkylite looked down at the satchel.
There,
Nestled amongst the jars,
Was the pale crystal from the whispering passage.
The long,
Slender one that sang.
Without really knowing why,
The alkalite took it out,
Held it up in their palm,
Felt its coolness and its quiet hum.
Then slowly,
Gently,
Not forcing anything at all,
They placed it in the centre of the sunlight.
For a moment,
Nothing happened.
Then the crystal began to glow.
Not with a flash,
Not with a pop,
But with slowly.
But slowly from the inside,
Like a flower opening,
The sunlight poured into it and the crystal held it and turned it and softened it and then let it go as a ribbon of red unfurled across the cavern walls.
Then orange,
Then gold,
And green,
And blue,
As deep as the pools,
And a violet that deepened the longer the alkalite looked at it.
Soon the whole chamber was awash in rainbows,
Spreading across the walls and the ceiling,
And the floor and their hands,
Moving gently,
As slow,
As breathing as the sunlight shifted,
Rippling and shimmering and dancing.
They sat very still,
Not wanting to disturb,
But not wanting to do anything at all except watch.
Now you may find you can feel it too,
That soft warmth.
A kind of quiet delight spreading through you,
And the more you let it be there,
The more easily it settles.
After a long while,
The alkylite stood up and carefully gathered the crystal back into the satchel,
Still glowing softly.
The rainbows followed the alkylite's hands,
Curling around the edge of the satchel.
We must go back.
" So they went back through the narrow spiral,
Back past the spool and the silver ribbon.
And the breathing grove back past the spinning crystals and the glowing moss.
Every step felt lighter than before,
The whole way the alkalite carried the crystal close,
And its soft light flickered over the walls of the passage,
Painting them in colours.
When they reached the workshop,
The fire welcomed them back,
A deep and gentle gold.
The alkylite hurried to the workbench and set the crystal down,
The rainbow spilling out across the stone.
Here,
They said,
This is it,
This is the ingredient.
The alchemist looked at the crystal,
Looked at the rainbows,
And slowly they shook their head kindly.
No,
That isn't the ingredient.
For a moment,
The alkylite was silent.
Silent.
But tell me,
The alchemist went on,
With a curious light in their eyes,
How did you discover the rainbow?
The acolyte blinked,
They thought about it,
The jars,
The empty glass,
The quiet moment on the warm stone.
The crystal resting in the sunlight.
I.
.
.
I.
.
.
They paused.
I.
.
.
Experimented.
The alchemist smiled,
A slow,
Deep smile.
The kind that takes a whole life to grow.
Yes,
You did.
And as the words settled,
The Alkalite began to understand.
They could do together.
That is the true secret ingredient,
The alchemist said softly,
Working with what you have.
Creating a little and then testing again.
Improving and repeating until the materials begin to work with you.
The acolyte looked down at the jar,
At the stones,
At the petals,
At the powders,
And the glowing moss,
And the silver ribbon sealed in the glass.
Somewhere deep in their mind,
A door quietly opened.
In the days that followed,
They returned to the workbench with a new patience,
A new curiosity,
A pinch of this,
A drop of that.
When a small puff of smoke rose,
They only smiled,
And wondered what it wanted to become.
When a spark flew,
They followed it with curious eyes.
When something didn't work,
They tried again and changed it a little.
And with each attempt,
The stone seemed to listen a little more closely,
And the flame seemed to burn a little more kindly.
And the water seemed to flow a little more readily into their hands.
So slowly,
They hardly noticed it happening,
Something began to take shape,
Something quiet and bright,
Something they had never seen before and could not have imagined even in the sunlit chamber.
It was not gold.
It was not crystal.
It was something better than either.
And as the story rests in the warm glow of the forgotten cave,
Perhaps you can feel how comfortable it is to simply be here.
The sound of the water still flowing,
The fire still changing,
The crystals still humming their quiet songs.
I wonder what the alkalite made.
Perhaps somewhere in you an answer is already forming,
In its own time,
In its own way,
The way the best ideas always do.
And sooner or later,
In your own time,
You can bring your attention back to the room around you,
Feeling the warmth of the fire still glowing somewhere inside.
Bringing the quiet and the curiosity and the colours with you.