Welcome to this guided journey into the Akashic Records.
My name is Mariella and I'll be guiding you today.
During this visit,
We'll be asking the records some questions about the unrealistic expectations we've been holding onto in our creative lives,
To find out where these came from,
How they are affecting us and what we can do to get rid of them.
At the end of this journey,
We'll explore what will be more realistic to expect of ourselves.
If you don't have pen and paper ready to write down what you'll be receiving during this journey,
Please go and get that now.
Okay,
Here we go.
We start by placing one hand or both on your heart.
You might also like to place one hand on your heart and the other on your belly.
Now breathe in deeply through your feet.
And feel yourself connect to Mother Earth.
Breathe out through your heart space.
So imagine your breath is leaving your body through your chest.
Breathe in deeply through the crown of your head.
Feeling yourself connect to the universe,
To the cosmos.
And breathe out through your heart space.
Breathe in through your feet.
Feeling that grounding energy enter your body.
And breathe out through your heart space.
Breathe in through the crown of your head,
Allowing yourself to expand.
And breathe out through your heart space.
Breathe in that earth energy through your feet.
And breathe out through your heart.
Breathe in the sun,
The moon,
The stars,
Everything through the top of your head.
And breathe out through your heart.
One more time,
Breathing in through the feet.
Embracing this body,
This incarnated life.
And breathing air through the heart.
Breathe in through your crown.
Honoring the divine within yourself.
And breathe out through your heart.
Now breathe normally,
Whatever that looks like for you right now.
Imagine yourself in a quiet place.
It's the absolute safest place you can imagine for yourself.
It can be anywhere on this earth.
And beyond.
And it can look like anything.
Is it at a quiet beach?
In a beautiful cavern covered in crystals Is it amidst the trees or amongst the stars?
Where do you feel safest right now?
What makes you feel the safest you've ever felt.
Take a couple of deep breaths here and allow yourself to relax as much as you possibly can.
Now imagine the air in front of you starts to shimmer.
And a crack begins to form.
Slowly,
That crack begins to turn into a doorway.
Allow that door to fully form.
Place your non-dominant palm against the door.
If you're familiar with the Reiki symbol for distance.
You can now use your free hand to draw it on the door.
If you don't know the symbol or aren't sure how to use it.
That's OK.
I'm going to draw it on the door for you now.
If you're feeling any trepidation at this point,
Remind yourself that it's safe for you to see.
And that it's safe for you to note.
The records never give us information we're not ready to handle.
I will speak the portal prayer twice and during the first time you repeat the words out loud after me.
And the second time you repeat the words silently to yourself.
Remember,
When I open my own or someone else's records,
I always address the highest divine source.
If you'd rather use the word Goddess,
God,
Universe,
Divine Cosmos,
Or something else,
Just replace Highest Divine Source with that when you repeat my words.
Here we go.
I ask the highest divine source.
To surround me in a circle of white light.
For protection and strength.
May I be joined in my intention?
To expand my soul.
To remember who I really am.
And why I am here.
As it is written in the Akashic Records.
I ask the record keepers at the highest divine level to allow me to open and read.
The records of me for this purpose.
Only the light is welcome here.
May I open to receive.
The most helpful,
Sacred and empowering guidance.
So it is.
Now we'll do this one more time.
This time you repeat my words silently to yourself.
I ask the highest divine source.
To surround me in a circle of white light.
For protection and strength.
May I be joined in my intention?
To expand my soul.
To remember who I really am.
And why I am here.
As it is written in the Akashic Records.
I ask the record keepers at the highest divine level to allow me to open and read.
The records of me for this purpose.
Only the Light is welcome here.
May I open to receive.
The most helpful,
Sacred and empowering guidance.
So it is.
Now push open that door.
Step over the threshold.
And say the words.
My records are now open.
You are now inside your own Akashic Records.
If you need a moment to actually get inside your records,
That's okay.
If you don't see a door or another sort of entrance.
Just ask to be guided towards it.
Once you've made it inside,
Take a moment to settle in.
What are you seeing?
What are you hearing?
Are there any messages coming through right away?
If you're struggling to get into your records or move through them.
This is a good place to remind yourself that it's safe for you to see.
And that it's safe for you to know.
Once you've repeated that to yourself.
Ask your record keepers to guide you towards the place you need to be for this particular journey.
If you're not in front of your book yet.
Tell your record keepers that you're here to learn more about any unrealistic expectations you have around your creativity.
Whether these are your expectations or someone else's.
Then let the record keepers guide you towards your book.
Or bring the book to you.
If no book appears and you're not being led anywhere with a book either.
Your record keepers might want to communicate differently with you today.
Just take a deep breath.
And trust that they will give you the answers you're seeking.
Now I'll be asking some questions.
And whether you repeat these out loud or silently to yourself is entirely up to you.
If you drop into a past life or a particular moment in your current lifetime after asking a question,
Pay attention to what's around you.
And try to use all of your senses.
What do you see or who do you see?
What do you hear or smell or feel?
What is it that the record keepers want you to see or understand about this moment?
Write down whatever information you are being given.
In whichever way it shows up.
If it feels like you might have made a vow or contract or that a soul fragment is involved,
Ask about it and write down whatever answer you receive.
We'll come back to this at the end of the journey.
Once you've returned from the records.
We'll start with the following question.
Which unrealistic expectation is tripping me up the most right now?
Which expectation has been getting in my way the most.
So which unrealistic expectation is tripping you up the most right now?
Next,
We're going to ask,
Where did this unrealistic expectation come from?
Did it come from a past life?
From yourself.
From your caregivers or peers.
Stay open to the origin point of this expectation.
Where did it come from?
Where did it start?
Now we'll ask.
How would releasing this expectation benefit me in the short term?
And the long term.
Allow the record keepers to show you exactly how you'd be feeling.
What you'd be doing.
And what you'd be creating.
If it weren't for this expectation.
How would releasing this expectation benefit you in the short term and the long term?
And for our next question,
We'll ask.
.
.
Is there anything that needs to be healed,
Cleared and or released before I can release this expectation?
So is there anything that needs to be healed,
Cleared,
And or released?
Before I can release this expectation.
Next,
We're asking,
How can I best heal,
Clear and or release this?
So how can I best heal,
Clear,
And or release this?
If the record keepers are giving you a number of practical steps to take next,
That's wonderful.
Write them all down.
If their advice is not as easy or straightforward to implement,
Feel free to ask them for some practical action steps now.
Something you can start doing right away or soon.
You And for our next question,
We're asking,
When ready,
Once I healed,
Cleared and released what I needed to.
How can I best release this expectation?
How can I best release the expectation itself?
Now ask the record keepers.
What realistic expectation can I best replace this unrealistic expectation with once I've released it?
So what realistic expectation can I best replace this unrealistic one with once I've released it?
We have now arrived at our last question.
Is there anything else my record keepers wish to tell me today?
We'll now be leaving the records,
So step away from your book or wherever you are receiving your answers from.
And please repeat the closing prayer after me.
We'll only say it once,
And we'll say it out loud.
I thank the record keepers.
For all the wisdom,
Healing and information.
Given during this reading.
May the healing and wisdom I received here today.
Continue to help me.
For as long as they are needed.
In gratitude to the Akashic Records.
So it is.
Now envision yourself going through and closing behind you,
That door we opened at the very beginning of this journey.
Once it's closed and you're back in that quiet,
Safe place you envisioned at the start of this meditation,
Say the words,
My records are now closed.
Take a deep breath in.
And a deep breath out.
And then allow yourself to slowly come back.
To the room.
To yourself.
And then take a moment to write down anything you haven't yet.
Thank you for joining me on this journey.
If during your visit a contract vow or a soul fragment showed up,
Send me a message and I'll share further instructions on how to work through and heal these things.
Until we meet again.