On days you feel behind in your life.
When the fear says you should have done more by now.
This prayer is here to help you release the pressure,
Return to love,
And trust the timing of your life.
So tune in.
Today I feel behind.
I feel the ache of everything I thought I would have done by now.
The life I thought I would be living.
The person I thought I would have become.
The places I thought I would have reached.
And I'm afraid.
Afraid that I have wasted my time.
Afraid that I have missed my moment.
Afraid that my life has not mattered enough.
Afraid that I'm already too late.
I am exhausted by the constant fear,
The chasing,
The doing,
And the not knowing if any of it matters.
Meet me in the part of me that is exhausted from chasing proof that my life has meaning.
Please lift my heart to you.
May I see all the ways I've already been guided and please direct my footsteps when I'm still lost.
And where I have blind spots.
Please lift my mind to love.
May I move,
Create and show up in the name of love,
By love and for love.
Please show me how to trust the timing of my life in a way that brings me peace and steadiness instead of fear.
Please equip me to see the truth rather than the illusion of being behind.
The strength and the character I need to steward the life you're entrusting to me.
May I expand my capacity to receive more of your love in my life.
May you help me remember there is still time to offer what only I can offer.
I am not behind.
I am here.
So it is.
Thank you so much for joining me on the Unconditioning Path.
My name is Hedy,
And I see you in the next one.
