Lektion 1
Why Rest In Restlessness?
In this lesson, we’ll begin to look at why it’s so hard for us to simply be. We distract and run from feelings, which is what’s behind all habits, compulsions, seeking and anxiety.
But what if what we’re running from isn’t what we think it is? What if it’s not restlessness or discomfort that hurts, it’s trying to avoid these feelings that causes suffering?
Lektion 2
Preparation And Tips
This lesson will discuss how to feel – rather than think– your way through this course for best results. We can’t think our way through this in an intellectual way. Rather, we feel into what’s present in each and every moment.
Lektion 3
Change Nothing And Everything Changes
I share my personal experience with restlessness, from anxiety, habits and rarely feeling deep peace, to feeling deeply settled in silence and stillness. This is not about working toward improvement we might experience “someday”. That is purely conceptual. It’s about meeting This, Here, Now.
Lektion 4
Sensations Plus Thoughts
“Restlessness” or “Agitation” or “Discomfort” are labels. Those are words – pointers – used to describe a feeling. But what actually is the feeling? What is it made of? We’ll explore feeling in this deepest of ways in this lesson.
Lektion 5
Thought Interprets Sensation (But Not Accurately)
Lesson 5 explores the way that thought – more specifically, what’s sometimes called the “left brain interpreter” – functions to interpret and tell stories about sensory experience. Those interpretations have survival value in the big picture, but their focus is a sense of predictability, not accuracy. This has huge implications for our resistance to feeling.
Lektion 6
Nothing Wrong
What is, is. Life isn’t getting it wrong. Everything that arises is safe to feel. Our capacity to feel is infinite and in fact, there is no other valid option. The only other option is to run from, fight against and try to manipulate life. We’ve all tried that thus far, and it’s only ever caused all of our suffering.
Lektion 7
Power Up
In Lesson 7, we look at how leaning into what’s right here, right now, leaves us “powered up”. It’s the exact opposite of wanting things to be different, which is powerful in a way we rarely recognize until we experience it.
Lektion 8
Experiment 1: Feeling Your Way Through Life
In our first experiment, you’ll be guided to spend some time feeling your way through your day – as opposed to thinking your way through your day. As you feel, you’ll notice thought as thought as much as possible.
Lektion 9
Experiment 1 Check-in
In this lesson we’ll check in on your experience with your first experiment. We will take note of what was difficult, what was easy, and offer tips for making this experiment a regular part of your day.
Lektion 10
Experiment 2: Do Nothing
Doing nothing is ultimately about letting everything be as it is. Thoughts are what they are – they can come and go freely. Feelings, sensations, desires, and urges are free to be what they are. There is no interfering with any of it. It’s all free to come and go.
Lektion 11
Experiment 2 Check-in
In this lesson we’ll check in on your experience with your second experiment. We will take note of what was difficult, what was easy, and offer tips for making this experiment a regular part of your day.
Lektion 12
Common Issues
As we shift to feeling our way through life more and more, the mind might sense our disinterest and fight for its survival a bit. This can look like boredom, feeling as if we no longer struggle with restlessness, fear, or any number of other ways. We explore this, and other common issues that arise, in this lesson.
Lektion 13
Guided Meditation
The following guided meditation can be used to ease you into the experiments of feeling your way through life and doing nothing. I recommend revisiting this guidance regularly as it can help set the stage for your (non) practice.
Lektion 14
Final Thoughts
In this final lesson, I summarize what we’ve explored and offer some takeaways and suggestions for moving forward. As you lean in, feel, be in life as it is, not trying to make it what we think it should be, it becomes obvious that life itself is the teacher. It’s a beautiful, honest, courageous way of living. Thank you so much for being on this journey with me!