A very big Aloha to you.
I'm Reverend Cindy Paulus and I wanted to talk a little today about the gifts of the mystical Mother Mary.
The Mother Mary that I had an experience with that was trained in the Essene tradition.
Now I found out about this energy in the Essene workings a long time ago but it made total sense to me that the story of Mother Mary just having this a mystical experience without any understanding of what was going on didn't really ring true.
That she just happened to have this gift of God coming to her and allowing her to have a mystical birth you know without knowing what was going on.
Well I did a lot of research on this and I actually had a visitation from Mother Mary myself and I really found that that amazing gift that Mother Mary experienced was a union with God that came with her background and understanding and her decision as well.
And it didn't just happen out of nowhere that it was indeed a gift that was a heavenly gift that was brought about by her awareness and her enlightenment and her connection that she was able to have with God.
You know in any time we experience anything as major as that there's a price to pay and she indeed did have to pay that price.
I can't even imagine even though I did have some connection with her what she had to go through to be able to fulfill her love and her dedication to God.
But she was able to connect and she was able to bring forth the gift of Jesus Christ and she had to go through the entire experience just as he did in so many ways that was well hard for us to understand truthfully.
But Mother Mary was indeed an enlightened soul and she brought forth so much energy and is still continuing to do this as is Jesus Christ and Christ consciousness.
She brings back to us still the healings,
The energy,
The inspiration,
The gift to so many women especially women who have been abused or going through sufferings or in times of trials and she never claimed to take the place of Christ.
But she does certainly watch over the angels as the queen of angels and her gifts are way beyond what we might imagine in our limited sense of awareness.
I truly still honor Mother Mary every day and I truly am grateful to her every single day and I call upon her when I need but I also give gratitude and my love to her every day because I had a chance to experience the energy that she was bringing forth and it one of the things I do remember from that experience of the connection with her in the book that I wrote and the album that I wrote one of the things I remember was that she was indeed surrounded by a crown of stars.
Now you've probably seen lots of pictures of her with a little halo around her head but she had these living stars.
The stars were alive,
The living energy of stars surrounding her head.
She was in connection with the different stars and able to channel them through her body with that light.
Truly it still amazes me.
It blows my mind that she had this amazing connection and is part of our whole energy field we can call upon and I am so grateful that some people might be aware and I think more people are having experiences with Mother Mary and are aware of the work that she does.
Now at the same time there's a lot of people who are meditating who do not want to connect anything that has to do with Christ or Mary and get upset.
I have people get very upset that I bring this up but I have to be true to myself.
I have to be honest.
I have to be able to share my experiences and not to be afraid of people's judgments and if you have judgments that's okay because you haven't experienced what I have you know.
I don't expect you just to take my word but the truth is that the energy that she shared was so beautiful and so powerful that I do feel grateful to be able to share it here with you.
I'm also going to share a piece that I wrote that was on my album that was dedicated to her.
Heavenly blue of the Holy Mother is a light that holds heaven's floor.
Translucent is the vision from the realms the angels adore.
A blue that holds the mother's robe and the stars that as a crown abide.
A circle of 12 that shines so bright adorns her holy head.
It's a beacon seen at dawn a channel to the brilliance where heaven resides.
Bring that radiant light forth.
Bring it to the inner space as a circle that can spiral forth with rays to heal you with her grace.
Receive the sacred blessings that the queen of angels brings.
Commit yourself to serve the one that the holy mother sees.
Make a vow to serve with love and dedicate yourselves to be the one who works to help the world to live the way of peace.
Heavenly blue light let your blessings be.
Able to bring the grace of God here to help us heal.
Deliver us to your glory.
Deliver us to your grace.
Let that heavenly blue shine forth throughout all time and space.
