Taken from my course Nature's Rebel and the Subtle Art of Discernment,
This lesson is called Carrier Point Four.
Working with,
Dark times,
Bearing the unbearable,
Surmounting the insurmountable,
Giving up,
Caving in,
Hardship,
Profound pain and self-sabotage,
Calling in,
Arising,
Stronghold,
Bolthole,
Immovable truth,
True essence,
Unwavery bravery,
Extreme resilience,
Life force,
Stepping back into life and essence of purpose,
Colour,
Burnt orange,
Animal medicine,
The lion and the phoenix.
Have you ever wondered what it is that scrapes you up when you've hit rock bottom?
What fires up your resilience when you think you have nothing left to ignite?
What gets you back up to your feet again and again when you've had the carpet taken from beneath you?
What puts you back onto solid ground when the earth under your feet has turned to thick sinking mud or deep stormy waters?
It was you.
Yes you may very likely have had outside assistance,
Support and guidance,
But it was always you in the end that decided to go on.
To stand up,
Dust down,
Take breath and choose your next onward step.
It was you.
It is the part of you that is fixed and immovable and within this lesson it holds the shape of the fourth and leading point of a diamond.
The fourth point tethers your three point triangle,
Written about in words of acceptance,
To the ground.
It tethers your body,
Mind and soul to this earth,
Where it keeps reminding you why you are needed in the greater human experience.
It is the essence of your life long life span purpose and it creates the diamond shaped container that strives fearlessly to carry you onwards,
No matter what.
The fourth point,
Rather than making a square,
Is more helpfully seen as a diamond,
So you can see this point reaching boldly ahead of you and or deeply into the earth before you.
When you need a reminder of why you are here and what it is that can propel you forward with stoic purpose and confidence,
Call this fourth point of the diamond forward.
It will remind you of your bold tethering undercurrent and your leading stoic frontline.
This point holds a masculine energy.
It is a stronghold,
The bolt hole of your own personal earthly existence.
Point one,
The heart,
Two,
The mind and three,
The body's call to action are gathered and anchored in the essence of your point four.
There are times when we slip into the darkness,
Where we fight and resist this essence.
We may even see it as the enemy in the musings of these darker times.
Its voice may seem dangerous and impetuous when you're in a place of fear,
Which is why it is important to get to know this point now,
In this conscious space of understanding,
So you can recognize and choose to tune into its voice always.
Trusting and knowing that it is in you and of you.
So when the dark musings come,
You can be assured that the voice of your essence is one of ally.
When you hear or feel this essence,
Even as a distant voice,
You can be assured that it is there to remind you that you still have important things to do.
It will assure you,
Even in the seemingly unbearable times,
That there are incredible things to learn from this dark space,
That are necessary for your own personal life's work and meaning.
That even in the depths,
You are growing,
Expanding and learning.
It is a voice that exists before,
Above and beyond time and hope.
It is the voice that is consecrate to your living in your right now life.
And this,
In itself,
Leaves no question as to the certainty of your continued future.
This carrier point will always put in the effort for you.
It will show up when the chips are down.
It will chivvy you up and command you to your feet.
It is unwavering in its bravery,
Demanding and commanding.
It will sometimes be brutal in its beauty.
But it is consistent in its message,
And you can be assured it will not be changed or influenced by the voice or power of another.
You may not come to know the exact name of your essence by word.
It may not have human words to fit.
But you will know that over your life thus far,
You have been pulled from the wreckage and freed from unbearable pain over and over again.
And life,
Each time,
Has continued beyond that seemingly insurmountable challenge.
And so,
I will remind you again that it was you that decided to keep going.
It was you that kept taking step after step and breath after breath.
It was you.
So let's work a little with this point 4,
So you can feel a closer and more conscious bond with this stronghold,
This sustained pragmatist,
Your consistently confident carrier that speaks only of active life and the act of living no matter what.
I guess it has often been said that 4 is the optimum family number,
Because it creates one solid,
Equal and rigid-sided container shape.
With 3 in a family,
Group,
Team,
Friendship,
There can sometimes be challenges with balancing out time,
Power,
Attention and care across the 3 points.
Especially when the nature and the needs of each of the points are different and ever-changing.
It is the same with the heart,
Mind and the body's call to action within oneself.
So let's consider that we can call in the immovable and dare I say stubborn energy of that 4th point.
To anchor that 3-sided shape down and balance out the container,
So that movement,
Adaptation,
Growth and free will can continue evolving whilst knowing that there is one tether point that will never change.
Point 4 can remedy the sense of chaos from flux and can be home when we don't know where safe to lay our weary head.
All we need to do is call it to stand forward.
In this practice,
You will be getting closer to and more conscious of your carrier point 4.
You can call this point forward whether or not you accept its power or even believe it is there.
There is nothing to lose in trying.
You can ask that it sends its empowering ripples out through any challenge,
Network,
Group,
Family,
Meeting,
Organisation,
Team or simply within your own self as a tether to your life's direction.
Each time it will amplify your attachment to your body and your body's attachment to this earth.
I wonder if you are starting to see that this is one of the most profound healing points for it is your greatest and most dedicated and consistent ally,
Your truest immovable living part that is ready to be deployed into any and all aspects and shapes of your life's connections and movements.
I invite you to close your eyes and to visualise or just intend that this fourth point stronghold of the diamond shape is in front of you.
Now call this point closer and closer and closer still until it is situated right in front of your third eye.
Speak these words or similar.
What is the essence of my carrier point four that has remained ever constant as I have moved through all of life's changes?
Now call that point into your third eye and know that the answer will be brought forward or shown to you when the time is right.
Bring it into your nest in the centre of your brow and rest with it.
It may happen incrementally if this is the best way for you to learn,
Understand and integrate.
You may even forget that these words have been heard and your question posed.
But maybe,
Just maybe,
At the next challenge or unsettling change that presents,
For it will,
You will have a more conscious knowing of your life's essence as it reaches out its hand so that you can stand back up,
Dust down,
Breathe out and continue.
Your connection with this point will grow in power,
Familiarity and recognition each time you choose to consciously commune,
Call and consider it.
And when you begin to realise,
Understand and connect to your point four,
Even in hindsight,
You can then see how four is representative of the first crucial moment that your perspective shifts towards picking yourself up.
And then the following brave steps back into active,
Involved living are the combined and aligned work of your heart,
Your mind and your body.
The choice you make to return to life happens in but a flash of a moment.
But its spark automatically ignites the following conscious steps back into your brighter,
More profoundly aligned future.
In time,
You will find your own words to communicate with your carrier point.
For now,
You can call your carrier point into your daily happenings by saying,
Dear carrier point four,
Please remind me of my lifelong essence.
And then route this essence through my body and into this earth as I move through this part of my life.
Now go onward,
Knowing that you have a container with a carrier point that roots you with immovable love and absolute faith in the ongoing necessity of your existence to this earth.
