A message within a message.
Working with,
Lack of purpose,
Unclear path forward,
Confusion,
Lostness,
Frustration,
Desolation,
Decimation of potential,
Isolation,
The second arrow of suffering and closing doors.
Calling in,
Faith,
Trust in the unknown,
Universal guidance,
Internal guidance,
Potentiality,
Creativity,
Creating space,
Opening doors and leadership,
Colour,
Bright pink and royal blue,
Animal,
Owl and bear,
An envelope lands in your hands.
It is unmarked yet you feel there is a message for you enclosed.
You open the envelope to find a slightly smaller and again blank envelope inside.
In spite of you finding absolutely no words or markings,
The feeling that you are receiving an important message grows stronger.
You open the second envelope and as before you find a slightly smaller one enclosed that is again blank.
You feel a growing sense of duality,
For there is confusion and frustration from lack of obvious and detailed direction.
Alongside a growing sense of potential and aligned instruction.
This process continues and with each blank and ever decreasing sized envelope you begin to tune in to a more focused sense of guidance and intuition.
It is like homing in on a satellite map of the globe to isolate the hidden treasure that you didn't even know you were looking for.
Life may feel increasingly like a message hidden inside a message hidden inside a message.
Each time lacking the expected or hoped for detail,
Outcome or destination.
Does it feel like just as you get to the treasure somebody moves the X that once purported to mark that spot?
Consider though,
That with each search you are taken to a place that was previously out of reach to you.
A place that you otherwise would not have encountered along with its brand new set of available possibilities.
In fact the truth of the matter may be more than this,
For each time perhaps you were taken to places that you couldn't have previously imagined possible.
Many times these places are not that which you would have chosen for yourself,
Nor would you put desire to manifest.
They may seem painful,
Disappointing,
Misaligned,
Unfair,
Broken and on occasion nightmarish.
But somewhere deep in your essence there is a part of you that knows you need to be there.
And this part of you also knows that there is a chance that you won't find out the exact details as to why.
Even though your body and mind may scream no more,
You will turn to walk into the unknown again and again.
It is a test of faith and strength to not have all the answers,
But to keep rising out of the darkness and into the unknown.
It is not for the faint hearted to go to the places that once there may scream of the departed,
That once there may seem to undo that which you confidently started.
This lesson is to say that things are often not what they might seem at first.
So don't get attached to any one way,
Because it is likely to morph the second you think you have it down.
The message for you is in the ongoing and not in the undoing.
A desperate search for the whys,
Why me,
Why again,
Why now,
Why not someone else,
Can only be answered in a language of suffering.
These questions only serve to decimate potentiality.
By undistractedly rifling through the dusty drawers of the past for clues,
Mistrusting the present and closing off to ongoing space for fear it is not yet safe enough.
The reason you may feel that you struggle to find a clear and peril-free path,
And that you feel like you suffer more than most,
Is because the messages destined for you are not just to propel your small world forward,
Rather you are crucial to the ongoing evolution of humanity.
I'm afraid you cannot settle for simple,
For you are more than that,
And so your life experience will be more than that.
But trust that going forward is a far simpler option than going backwards or freezing to the spot.
You are not here to be small or play a small part.
You may believe that your world effect impacts only that which is close to your nucleus.
However,
The truth is,
The effect you have is monumental and widespread.
You may find this hard to believe.
You may not want to believe this.
You may already know this,
But believe you have lost your way.
This message is to let you know that you are right on course.
What you experience as battle is not just the sifting out of that which holds you back,
Or the result of your attachment to suffering in past pain.
It is vital you experience these extreme situations and emotions for the greater good of a vast many.
Please believe this.
You can hold all this.
You are enough.
You are coping.
And you will keep going.
Not many would continue to stand back up the way you do,
To go on again and again,
Knock after knock,
Fall after fall,
But you are still here.
And to date,
You have never given in.
And your creative uprisings never cease to be amazing.
Even when you feel like you are dragging yourself along by the hands in the barren soil,
You are still taller than mountains.
What you do is not to be sniffed at,
Not to be swept aside.
You are outrageously courageous.
And in spite of what you might feel,
Through struggle or through flow,
You inspire and drive others forward,
Whether knowingly connected to those you inspire or not.
With this significant role in the Universal Master Plan,
You will likely experience heartbreaking conflict and discourse within the connections where you would have hoped to have found safety and loving flow.
A pattern of challenge,
Perhaps,
With those stagecast to be close and dear.
The universe is sorry you must carry this,
But wants you to know that you are not being punished.
You are seen.
You are heard.
You are loved.
The universe wants you to know that it is because of who you are and why you are here that you must experience sustained challenge,
With what feels like little chance to stop and breathe in the fruits of your labor.
Can you see that you keep finding new ways to survive?
And new ways to hold that which is of greatest importance to you?
Whether that be your virtues and values,
Your children,
Your family,
Those who you defend or advocate for,
Your well-being,
Your cause,
Or anything else that speaks of your essence and keeps driving you forward against the pressing storm.
You troubleshoot.
You strive.
You reach outside of the box.
You create.
You feel.
You rethink.
You try.
You choose.
You fall.
You rise again.
You dust down.
You fight.
You battle.
And somehow you keep the breathing of believing against the odds.
You may have found that each solution you bring forward only shines of remedy for a day or two,
When the situation of challenge then remoulds into a new misshape that calls for you to return to the drawing board.
Trust this is never back to square one,
And is never a step backwards.
You may not see progress in the physical,
But it is there on a subtle level,
Where all the magic happens.
You will dig deep and find new creative solutions,
And you will bring them to life,
Because you always have.
And this new concept or vision will be one never seen before in the history of the universe.
It is born with your courage,
Your faith.
It is the sum of your experiences,
And holds your hope for better.
Somewhere within you,
You know that this vision of better exists.
And even though it is often something you cannot make shape of within your current understanding,
You know you will not stop until you get there.
There is much talk about seeing the bigger picture in life.
And yes,
This most certainly has its place.
However,
Sometimes,
The biggest picture is too much for us in our present moment,
And it's not right for us to attach to its hugeness.
Maybe to simply too soon,
Or too big.
Maybe to try would cause great overwhelm.
Maybe the expansiveness within which you are seeking meaning,
Sense,
Or answers is simply too vast for you to carry.
And here can lay the step back.
Often there are many vital,
Smaller steps that need to be taken in order for a bigger picture to start to show itself.
For it needs to show itself in a way,
And of a size,
That is manageable and therefore helpful in the now.
Much like staring at a star,
You often cannot see it as well when your eyes stare direct to it.
However,
If you look just to the side of it,
It somehow becomes clearer.
Like giving it the space has allowed it to shine its fullest shine.
Sometimes,
We must take what presents in one moment,
Without trying to understand it fully,
Or hold it to a fixed meaning,
Or to a particular fixed outcome.
Sometimes,
It is when you are not looking for a target in the daunting allness,
That the good stuff has the space to happen around you.
You are a frontline forerunner,
A leader.
And whether quiet and localized in your efforts,
Or widespread and out there,
Your ripples,
Like starlight,
Radiate outward far beyond what you can see,
What you imagine,
Or what you intend.
With each resilient rebirth,
Your powers to broadcast your message grows naturally and without intentionality.
Therefore,
Each knockdown,
Each sideswipe,
Is often a vital part of your natural course in life,
For stepping into a bigger role,
With a higher frequency,
For a bigger effect upon this planet and within this universe.
You are needed.
Each solution you create,
Even the ones that appear to fall away,
Or lose their power to change the desired situation upon application,
Are picked up elsewhere,
Where it is then needed.
Perhaps it is the very same solution that is picked up,
Or something of the same frequency,
That enters the mind of another person in their place of challenge.
And with this,
They are able to rise again and effect their positive change.
That frequency then radiates out from them,
Like a transmitter,
Ongoing,
Eddies within eddies,
For the meant to,
To again receive,
Carry forward and outward.
The legacy of your ideas,
You see,
Are infinite.
You are creating new space,
Like new land and new air,
With a higher frequency that keeps expanding out to encompass more of a receiving humanity.
Your struggle and your strive are moving the wider circles into new spaces of thrive.
